Thread 40851937

>decently intelligent kid
>was reading at a high school senior level by like the end of elementary school
>everyone telling me how smart i am and how i should do AP, early college, etc
>fast forward to the end of college
>fully burnt out mentally and just tired constantly
>end up trooning out mtf
>find a really sweet and caring bf who is already really set up in his career
>graduate, cant find a job despite months of looking
>losing hope and feeling like a failure
>one day just tells me, "y'know, with how much I make i wouldnt mind if you were just a housewife" in a very teasing manner
>get mindbroken
>my only thoughts 24/7 now is to be completely submissive and dominated by him, to serve him forever and be his perfect little puppy housepet that does all the housework while being his sex toy
>can actively feel myself becoming dumber and dumber the more i fall into these fantasies
>noticing myself becoming more clumsy around him and generally getting more brainfog too
>he's already told me he's gonna buy me a collar soon
genuinely why does this happen to so many troons ive seen this happen to so many others why am i becoming a pet i was supposed to be an independent woman

>>40851937 (OP)
society isn't built for intelligent or independent people, it is built for non-thinking wage-slaves. none of the skills you developed are of any meaning. thanks to the inescapable fact that all humans are deeply sexual beings however, you can fufill a subservient role as non-slave by being a sex toy instead. thats how that happen.

>>40851937 (OP)
Giwtwm

>>40851937 (OP)
Did you ever get evald for ADHD? I was a burnout loser and now I actually have driven and shit. Also God I wish I could've been the one to mind break you

>>40852080
no, probably should have since im almost positive i have a slight degree of 'tism but i figure my parents thought i was both too high functioning and good in school that it wasnt worth dealing with in any serious way

Totally sounds like my story of life

>>40852101
Never too late to get tested anon, the normal pills changed my shit up

>>40851937 (OP)
Omg, early-onset Alzheimer's is so cute!!

>>40851937 (OP)
you’re not getting dumber, you’re just compartmentalising your intelligence. the same thing happened to me, I was a housewife/housepet to my partner for about 11 months after being made redundant, but then i finally got a new job, that does actually require me to use my brain
i could’ve sworn i was getting dumber during that time - i was acting dumber, and thought that for sure everything was harder to understand and i was getting brainfog… but then when i started the new job i realised i could actually focus and understand things just as well as before, i was just choosing (or maybe someone else was making the choice) not to
it was kinda perfect timing because one of our housemates got a promotion just before and we managed to convince everyone that basically me and my partner would get to pay less rent until i got a job, but that I would have to do all the cooking and housework. so not having a job affected our finances a lot less than you’d expect. but then again we did have housemates so we couldnt be *totally* shameless about the sexual aspects of the arrangement . maybe that makes a difference

>>40853870
Shhhhhhhh!!! Let them enjoy their fantasies.

>>40851937 (OP)
is this the way? Idk if i can surrender enough dignity to be a housewife/house pet but id try...how do you find this?

>>40851937 (OP)
>get mindbroken
Ok but how tho? Was him literally just offering for you to be a housewife enough to break you?

>>40851937 (OP)
Straight male.
Got a boner reading this. Very strange. Not sure who I’d rather be here.
I think the idea of mindbreaking is so hot just in and of itself that I could be either participant and still be happy, even if one position aligns more with my identity than the other.

>>40851937 (OP)
having intelligence which is totally unaccommodated by the world is traumatic. u long for a proper childhood probaby.

>>40851937 (OP)
Work and career are overrated, frankly. The risk and variable in your situation is whether you can really count on him to be there for you in the long haul, and whether or not it's a relationship worth devoting yourself to in full. But if he's worth it and he's really committed to you, you hit the jackpot, pretty much. Devoting your life to love isn't shameful

>>40851937 (OP)
>>40854301
I have this with a girl I've since primary school. She was your standard neurotic, somewhat spergy, incel type. We became friends because of gundam. She was the top of our school, graduated with the highest marks that only like 3 other people in the state got. Genuinely one of the smartest people I've ever met.
We remained close throughout school and after. She had a really bad failure to launch and got more and more depressed as time went on. She spent most of her time at college studying and wasn't social enough to have core experiences. It got a little worse after she came out and started taking HRT. I started looking after her a bit. One day she was having a bad day and was being pouty and asked how I felt about her being a tranny. I told her I was cool with it and she kind of had a little bread down and told me she was really touch starved and just wanted someone to hold her, which I did.
Our relationship built from there and I spent a lot of time reflecting before I finally decided I'd ask her out.
She's working in her field now and makes a lot of money. So much money that I don't work anymore. She's still the smartest person I've ever met but man does she not give that impression when we're together. She absolutely melts.

>>40854410
You’ve won at life.
Congrats
now fuck off. We’re all lonely here no one wants to hear that shit

>>40854840
Sounds like somebody needs some forehead kisses.

>>40854885
I’m not a tranny.
How would your gf feel if she knew you were offering forehead kisses to other men anonymously, ungrateful faggot?

>>40854916
I'm a different anon.
>I'm not a tranny
We can fix that.

>>40854958
*trying to think of an excuse*
I’m not..
into men?
holy shit just let me be alone and miserable

>>40855028
Yet.

>>40855040
I’m 6’3. You wouldn’t like that, right?
Can’t “yet” your way out of this one. It’s over.

>>40855047
>6'3
Not on your hands and knees.

>>40855125
Damn you’re smooth
K fine.
What exactly are you proposing?

>>40855155
Nothing. We don't live in the same country and I don't know you, and I would never create a princess I couldn't take responsibility for.
I just wanted to unravel you a little bit because it's fun to tease girls like you.

>>40855244
>girls like you
I am not a girl
>unravel you
Bro don’t let yourself get too much of an ego over this XD you did NOT unravel me.
My thoughts are just as clear as they were before, I’m still here. I’m still here in the same space I was before talking to you, mentally and physically.
but umm
>would never create a princess I couldn't take responsibility for
I kinda got chills reading the implication that you could make me into your princess if you wanted to..hahah..that you could shape me however you wanted using nothing but your words..
Just hypothetically
could you tell me a little about how exactly you would do that? I mean I would never want that definitely, but maybe it would be nice to hear abt it idk

>>40855322
It's not hard. You're all naturally fragile. This post screams it, both sincerely and performatively. The trick is to do exactly what I've done which is ignore all your bullshit and feed you validation. The heart of a woman is a delicate thing and yours is trapped in the body of a man. It's as easy as dismissing the copes you've invented to protect it while giving it exactly what it wants, which is positive attention.

>>40855580
>heart of a woman is a delicate thing and yours is trapped in the body of a man.
I don’t have the heart of a woman though. I am a terminally malebrained AGP chaser whose penis is literally leaking precum as we speak. I have not had a single feminine thought in my life.
This *unravels* (heheh) your entire method because it assumes that it’s successful because the other person is fragile, and I’m not.
>It’s not hard
>It's as easy as dismissing the copes you've invented to protect it while giving it exactly what it wants, which is positive attention.
K I’ll be real with you. You’re not nearly as suave as you think you are.
It didn’t “work” because you perfectly attacked my weak points or whatever. It “worked” because I just let it work. I let it happen, I was feeling in the mood. You thought that you were doing something because I was “fragile,” when really I was just letting it happen.

You didn’t gain control of me, you didn’t unravel me.
Really the main reason I indulged further here >>40855322 was to see if I could pick up any tips on how to mindbreak trannies. All I got was disappointment.

>>40854410
that's sweet as fuck man, big W indeed.
>oh to be a rich tgirl's house husband and make her feel better when she comes home, pamper her wholly so she feels ok to be small and vulnerable.
PLEASE GOD I BEG.

>>40855722
>>40855580
Just to communicate exactly what I meant, I thought that there must be some advanced manipulation tactic that you know based on what you were saying here >>40855244 and you just didn’t feel the desire to use it on someone you would never know anyways and that you were being ineffective in manipulating me on purpose so that I wouldn;t get attached or something.
And then…you revealed your method and it turned out it was just exactly what you’ve been doing, which wasn’t working very well and was honestly kind of lame.

>>40855754
>rich tgirl
good fucking luck

>>40855858
i'd do that even if she wasn't rich desu, it'd be a bit difficult to while we both work but doable, and definitely worth it.

>>40855934
well good news trannies are usually pretty desperate for love and connection
i'd take a neet house husband if he was hot enough

>>40855960
i kinda wanna "earn" her tho, like idk how good a relationship born in part out of desperation would be, also good thing i'm not a neet, hot? i've been told so, subjective tho.

>>40856083
if you've been told ur hot then you probably are at least a little
also yeah fair, what does "earning it" look like tho?

>>40855722
>"it didn't work!"
>literally just don't respond for 30 minutes
>desperately crawls back to reply again for some attention
There's not some special trick. This isn't a PUA tutorial. It's just sincerity. If I liked you and I could take responsibility for you I'd bring out the girl inside of you. Not by manipulating you or because you're "fragile". I just know what you are and how to ignore all of the copes you'll put in place to protect yourself. I'd just sincerely support you and help you blossom.
Sorry that I'm not doing some surface level discord daddy RP shit with you to tickle your AGP which is what you obviously want, again as a coping mechanism.
>>40855821

>>40855858
>>40855960
I grew up poor personally, having someone you love and autonomy is far more important than money. What I'm saying is I'm cheap, a tranny doesn't have to earn much.

>>40856094
with earning it i mean doing meaningful things for her, creating a bond from the ground up through actions and words, i don't want her to think "oh he's just a man that just want to have sex with me, but he's nice to me so that's ok" or shit like that.

>>40851937 (OP)
I feel like I’m supposed to have this and that I’m pretty enough too but actually finding a place to reliably meet men that would be quality enough to spend a life with feels next to impossible. It’s not even that I’d have to be reduced to a housewife, I seriously think I could have a successful career if I just had a loving partner to keep me in check and give me like a starting launch pad of vision and control into making something of my life

>>40856411
forcing you to be a housewife would be such a cruel thing to do if you've got all the cards set for a nice career, nothing better to see your partner grow and thrive doing what they love doing, that's part of why i'd love to be a house husband, even if just partly.

>>40856178
what about a pretty passoid tranny who earns literally nothing due to being a mentally ill neet but has insane head game and is a really good cook?

>>40856411
i feel kinda similar desu
i just need love and stability to build from

>>40856503
Yeah I mean sure. I honestly have no economic standards nor do I understand why people do. I'm looking for love not a change in circumstances.

>>40856539
that's actually so sweet so many men are so shitty about trannies
you deserve the world honestly
i hope you find the love you're after

>>40856487
that is uncannily sweet for a place like this, I guess sometimes it’s easy to externalize a fantasy that really only serves as enjoyable because it fills a couple core missing needs - I don’t need to be kept locked in a house all day with no independence, I just wanna be loved, take on a sexually submissive role in a relationship, and have a source of outside guidance in life to push me to be the best I can be, instead of worrying all the time about not being good enough at self-sufficiency. if I can’t make anything out of myself, why not see what someone else could make out of me?

>>40856563
holy real

>>40856553
I hope you find happiness too.

>>40851937 (OP)
Stop typing with one hand

>>40856163
not that anon but you are extremely delusional and reek of agamp repper vibes

>>40856636
That's your cynical interpretation.

>>40856609
my other hand is busy reading 764 suicide cult brainrot rn since their latest troon victim shot up a school here in my city

>>40856563
>that is uncannily sweet for a place like this
aw thank you, i am not "from here" since i'm an occasional lurker, saw some vile shit being said around here, so i'm trying to make a difference whenever i can.
sad that showing a bit of commom sense and gentleness is such a big deal.

>>40856666
no, if you're trying to pinkpill total strangers and insisting you know them better than they know themselves even when they tell you you're barking up the wrong tree, if you're stroking yourself over the power you seem to think you have in your anonymous 4chan posts even when they tell you you're not having the effect you think you're having, you are objectively delusional. that's not an opinion or an interpretation

if you want an opinion or an interpretation, i will add that you're also very creepy on top of being delusional

>>40856709
I made it clear I wasn't pinkpilling that total stranger ya gotta learn how to read senpai

>>40856715
>If I liked you and I could take responsibility for you I'd bring out the girl inside of you. Not by manipulating you or because you're "fragile". I just know what you are and how to ignore all of the copes you'll put in place to protect yourself. I'd just sincerely support you and help you blossom.
you gotta learn to pay attention to your own actions and motives
i think my reading comprehension is just fine lmao

>>40856737
>If I liked you and I could take responsibility for you I'd bring out the girl inside of you
I don't know how I could make it any more clear that I am not pinkpilling someone short of saying that word for word I mean you really need to learn to read

>>40851937 (OP)
This is the worst thing you can do as a woman. You should have your own money and career, at least unti you have secured your future with a marriage. If he now leaves you, you are left with nothing. Sometimes love is not enough.

I don't work and my husband pays everything but we are married and have a kid together, so I don't need to worry about it

>>40855047
>6’3
Pick me up in your arms?

>>40856776
What letter are you?

>>40856754
is this how the narcissist mind works? like you literally can't see what you're doing? or you just think you can make people agree when you lie about things you're doing right in front of them?

anon:
>I don't have the heart of a woman though
>I have not had a single feminine thought in my life

you:
>I'd bring out the girl inside of you
>I just know what you are and how to ignore all of the copes you'll put in place to protect yourself

do you not see the delusion, do you not hear the creepiness?

>>40856779
B T

>>40856784
>told them I wouldn't pinkpill them
>they asked how I would do it if I was going to
>explain it to them
You can try and pull quotes out of context it doesn't make you look good and if anyone looks creepy here it's not me or the AGP gooner I was replying to it's you for being weirdly obsessed with what two adults shitposting on 4chan are doing

>>40851937 (OP)
Im saying this as a 40yo former GATE kid. Being smart does not pay off unless you have the connections to actualize your ideas. Otherwise you are just more conscious and aware of how unfair the system is and how hard you are getting raped by it.

It's totally reasonable to want off that ride.