Thread 40920187

These are not cool and they are not sexy at all.

Stop doing it.

>>40920187 (OP)
Self harm to this extent seems like kind of a millennial thing in retrospect. I haven't seen a sliced up early 20-something in a long time.

I wish I could cut that much and that deeply. I hate being such a coward

>>40920187 (OP)
i havent cut since i was like 19

>>40920187 (OP)
I use it as a way to keep myself from committing suicide and as a cry for help. I dont think it's hot nor cool.

>>40920197
i felt soooo freaky and out of place on campus with cuts on my arms today.....

it's sexy on the right girl

>>40920187 (OP)
hugely disagree.

I think it's hot.

i do it more often bc it gets me attention then i do it bc im sad and have no other ways of coping with my depression
i find the deeper the cut the more attention i get so i moved on from styros to baby beans
im honestly deeply ashamed of my scars but i cant stop myself from doing it

>>40920197
"to this extent" and then it's styro at best

>>40920441
I'm sorry this person hasn't sufficiently self harmed to your liking. Hope all is well in your life.

>>40920187 (OP)
Then when are you gonna axe my neck then?

>>40920187 (OP)
not deep enough to be hot

I only recently started (this summer) and feel like I gotta make up for lost time & cut every shitty thing which has ever happened on to me. but this is as deep as the little blades I pried out of my razor cartridge can go. might buy real razors one day but buying them just to cut makes me disgusted with myself

cutting's so fun though! when you see yourself going deeper it feels amazing, both physically and just in knowing you're getting better at something.

>>40920672
Believe it or not, there are people that care about you. You really should try to process your issues responsibly.

Much love <3 and I hope you get better.

>>40920187 (OP)
https://voca.ro/14DdwB7XptMp

>>40920187 (OP)
>they are not sexy at all
wrong
mentally ill girls are hot (but horrible to date)

>>40920734
I appreciate the sentiment, truly, but I have enough self awareness to realize nobody on this earth gives a fuck about me nor am I entitled for them to. if I died right now they wouldn't find me until the smell reached outside lol

>>40920734
but thank you nonetheless, maybe in another life <3

i wish i never started cutting

I agree, track marks are hotter

can i post my bloody water or will i get in trouble

>>40920187 (OP)
its why i stick to punching the shit out of my legs

>>40921550
but blunt force trauma is male brained ...

>>40921579
yah im moided to the core. get fucked

Seeing ur own blood is good though

>>40921597
Not really.

>>40921641
Makes the mouth water and the nipples pop

the scars you get from cutting makes it worth it

>>40920187 (OP)
cutting is so retarded when you think about it
my brains sad so ill make my body sad
0 iq caveman shit

>>40920187 (OP)
You're a retard you should stop cutting yourself you fucking emo kid

>>40920187 (OP)
I mean I never cut but whenever mosquitoes stung me I'd keep picking at the scabs until it started bleeding and then just let it heal a bit and go at it again.
> Does this count?

i cutt when i woke up because i thought my friend was mad at me and delete there msgs to me and going to block me but that was in my dream im really dumb

>>40920187 (OP)
i do little hearts and >.< emoticons my cuts are cute as fuck

>>40922140
can you show them?

>>40922140
>>40922144
i want to see too

>>40922144
>>40922340
i lied theyre actually ugly MUHAHAHAHHA

>>40922376
looks cute, but why is there so much pink lighting?

>>40922385
my room is dark and lit with neon pink lights because light hurts my eyes and makes me upset, the phone tries to correct the darkness but makes everything a lot more pink

>>40922376
i think its cute i only do boring lines

>>40922397
creative expression is the lifeblood of the soul anon, u should try some patterns that make u happy

>>40922391
living in loveless

I wish I had a partner that cut with me then we could bleed all over each other and have hot bloody sex

>>40922407
yeah that album feels like my entire life

>>40922376
are shapes hard to do? i was always the kid in class who could never cut a piece of paper straight x.x your hearts & faces are really cute <3

>>40922559
try drawing them out using a pen first and then cutting in the lines :P, it was hard at first but now im pretty decent

>>40922805
dont you get a tattoo then be careful putting ink on your cuts I got one dot of ink tattoo when I go stabbed with a pen once

>>40920224
Self preservation isn't cowardice. Self harm is a manner to express emotions because you've not been shown how to do that without distress. But it's not a healthy one and you understand that on some subconscious level.

Next time you feel the urge to self harm, ask for help. It's not a guarantee that will resolve things, but developing that habit will help form a better structure to feeling better, without the scars.

is it better if i cut my ballsack, it bleeds pretty easily and feels nice

>>40920672
First time i see someone whiter than me

>>40922836
no i draw the lines first and then cut a little inside them like following the lines

I used to find cuts hot, then I cut for the first time in my life last week. Now I get sad every time I see my own thighs. This sucks, at least my fetish of cuts is cured

look how glisteny it is

>>40922376
omg that's adorable, might try in a sec :3

>>40920187 (OP)
If I hadn't cut, I wouldn't have been diagnosed.
If I hadn't been diagnosed, I wouldn't have gotten meds.
If I hadn't gotten meds, I wouldn't be better today.
Cutting was, in hindsight, a desperate cry for help, and in my case, the only way that I got to be heard, after decades of neglect and hand waving by incompetent therapists.

>>40920224
im not gonna lie anon this is not that deep
how are u going shallower than this?

it was worth a try, i guess

>>40925080
i think you did ok remember to clean up

>>40921020
Send me a picture of you and ill print it out and tribute to it. Ik ppl have difficulty understanding the kinda subconscious effort that everyone does just to show they care. I h8 that there exist ppl who h8 you. I don't know you and I won't know if you die, but I'll cum to you, your value is more than your body, but to assume that you can just discount that and sewer slide, or to take your body for granted like sum cost fallacy. I'm willing to invest one cumload into your wellbeing.

>>40920672
I really want to kms, but cutting hurts too much and so all I can do is these tiny scratches, not as many though. I actually ordered a razor from temu for this purpose. Since getting adhd meds I feel more active and can focus on what makes me sad, Idk i kinda hate having a stick up my ass but it stops me from being nasty and self destructive and so I hope I get some friends and good grades and I won't fall into the burning pit of despair

this shit is so cringe

>>40926261
btfo

>>40926261
It is. This shit is an instant turn off.

>>40922376
Disturbing small fraction of these scars are swastikas...