Thread 40921653

sit down anon lemme tell you a story

>be me
>incel in christofasc echo chamber lead me into being hitlers most melanated latinx
>funny pandemic throws me into the internet i was never allowed to have
>become a degen porn artist, a weeb, a gooner, an eugenics and phrenology whore of science
>try being a femboy, all the hot artists and cool autists like me better like that
>all my faggot friends leave me when they find out im the most self loathing racist
>slowly before during and after leaving parents place become an athetist ancap slutty ass bisexual femboy faggot
>im tired of being a chuddie boytoy
>try being a tranny
>cis dicks good. the men suck.
>cis pussy is amazing. the women suck.
>gock is even better. the mtfs dont respect me, mainpulate or deify me
>tboy dick is gods git to tranny man and my mouth.
>being around people whove dealt with stuff like me, and educating myself on reality, starts making me a anarcho commie bitch
>find the most beautiful person is my goal just like when i was an incel
>but now as a casual and proffessional whore with standards and morals i do it in less ... disgustingly
>find a stunning ftm
>by this point my body count was around 200 why should i? he doesnt care. he wanted my ugly ass anyways
>everything a adore
>pragmatic, artistic, creative, morally similar, fellow degen, hot af, simulteanously gender affirming between us
>best of all disciplined to aid my adhd, and im the missing thing this autist needed
>im his glorified housewife, a friend, a lover who has patience, a comrade to talk with
>and he helps me with my adhd my depression, transition, life overall (i think gods a tboy, i swear to his dick)
>i fail
>like HARD
>after 3yr relationship, 2 of them in homelessness, working unemployed for one another, doing art sales and fssw together

guess what anon, life doesnt get better with a partner. nor worse. just more complicated. more important.

I just know you threatened to murder suicide that boy and constantly gave him the I HATE YOU DON'T LEAVE ME routine.

>>40921653 (OP)
trannykind is doomed

>>40921677
Time to throw everything good in my life away cuz im boooooored teehee~

>>40921653 (OP)

when you say tboy dick do you mean tboy dick dick? im kind of interested in it. whats it like

t. goldstar tboy chaser

>cathartic_screaming_day_142.mp3
>Met a year after breakup
>months later assualted outside 4th time since he knew me
>his time he ends up with a broken nose and me with head trauma
>by a fucking fascist
>visits me after after a health emergency
>"Im not your friend but i still care"
>More months later he grows tired of me again
>Autist starts spiraling questioning my reasoning, i try to console him
>Believes i stole his home cause he moved out due to not wanting me around after breakup
>Starts second guessing our pass, believing im malicious and was before
>"Every time i think about you it hurts"
>I dont deserve him
>Gets worse after one time helping me and cuts me off
>i did everything all you anons wanted i havent been on this site for years
>2 partners long distance, 1 in the city, a dozen exs
>had sex with em all
>cismen twinks and hunks, ciswomen bimbos and butches, loser hons and passoids, ftm mtfs gncs and enbys

400+ bodies, more parties and bars than you could imagine, 12 jobs in 5 different industries, Trannies think im cis sometimes, Cissoids can clock me only 4/10 times, Hrt and all the drugs ive tried at least once (fuck opiods ew).
I wouldve killed for this as a fascist fag.
Im not telling you what bad things happened to me. you can figure out the consequences of fucking abounding and finding out as a faggot.

>>40921694
apparently its like >>40921182

>>40921674
Some days he looked like he wanted to split my throat and others he'd be obsessed over my body and ass.

Also it was more like "I hate myself here's why but plz don't leave me"
Everyone's patience is limited. Even yours and mine.

>>40921701
End of story. What have I learned?
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live.
I wanna kill myself but I want to continue living my years of 'womanhood'.
I'm more degenerate and perverted than most of you.
I've been more leftist and more fascist than any of you can comprehend.
Half of you would call me lucky passoid and the other half a giga hon.
I touched grass and it hurt but now I'm locked outside cause fucking hell inside huddled over my pc not living the life I desired was living hell instead. But the outside is scary, hates me, uses me all while it distracts me with pretty colors and shapes.
Why can't I try again. A few more years without bills, jobs, rent, dissapointing ex's, shitty relationships, experience the joy of longing to lose my virginity, try again to have someone that close like him.
Maybe a castration or lobotomy for a bimbo faggot like me whaddya think anon? :3

>>40921694
I really am a gold star tboy chaser yeahg ig lmao. Like clit got bigger on t. BIG, by most standards.

How's it they always have better dick than cissoids even without the strap?

Bwomp bwomp