Thread 40922137

Aka my doro

A. My A. I miss my A so fucking much.

I can't spend another halloween alone. I just can't. I just fucking can't. Please help me get her back somehow.

I'm here to turn this into a Nikke thread again, who's yours favorite Nikke /lgbt/?
Mine is Grave

>>40922143
Ty and i don’t play nikke but my friends do and that shit is straight up just porn

>>40922143
>>40922214
what is this and does it involve gambling
if so based

>>40922220
It's a Gacha game yes
>>40922214
I kind of wish it was more ecchi desu

>>40922137 (OP)
Self improvement anon
And stop pining
The universe is resisting your desire
You must free yourself from it before it yields
Trust me I've managed to will everything I wanted to be at this point and I know how the scales of fate are balanced
You must become yourself secure to the point your doro doesn't even cross your mind
There is no alternative, you must yield to these paradoxical laws, its a current through which you must swim

>>40922959
>You must become yourself secure to the point your doro doesn't even cross your mind

It'll be 3 years in October and nothing has stopped me from thinking of her.

>>40922990
Have you tried to meet the pain, the emptiness it leaves you with without words nor judgement nor imagery? Have you sat with it on its own terms and comforted the wounded feeling as if it were a dear friend who you couldn't bare to see in such pain? Have you held yourself as you wished someone would have held you in your darkest times? Try starting there. If you cry it's ok, wrap your arms around yourself and hold yourself and do not judge the friend that cries before you.

>>40922959
this might sound schizo but something like this worked for me, from 17-19 I wanted a gf so bad and when I gave up I suddenly found one at 20 out of nowhere

>>40922137 (OP)
have you tried getting a different girlfriend? that's what i'm doing
it doesn't really work but it is a nice distraction and maybe you'll forget about her eventually