i realise i should detroon but im too deep and i dont want to live my life as an ugly man so i may as well just be a weird freak. as time goes on i empathize with the severely autistic more and more
>>40924659
the worst thing is i didn't look like this when i started estrogen. it happened to me in a window where i got taken off it in a psychward. thinking about it makes me lowkey suicidal
>>40924558
i don't know what a big thing is. but definitely a bad thing imagining seeing myself as him because im further away from how i want to look like. i do admire a hot guy like an beautiful redwood tree that has been there for a thousand years, just like oh, he's hot, and that's it. i wouldn't want to look like him in a million years