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What triggered your AGP when you were young?

>>40931760 (OP)
animal crossing. Specifically this comic. This was the image that woke me up, I'm not joking.

>>40931760 (OP)
repping for too long

>>40931768
is this canon?

>>40931760 (OP)
For me it was Malibu Bikini Volleyball

>>40931768
haha fag

>>40931811
animal crossing doesn't have a traditional story. You're character is pretty much just you, a blank (ish) slate. I originally made a male character, but after reading this comic, I started making my character wear only female clothing.

>>40931913
yeaa

>>40931760 (OP)
>the joke is porn

>>40931932
it's not porn, it's a fighting game lil bro/sis. let's not ignore the meaning of words please ^_^

I always found women really attractive and started jerking off to them really early. For whatever reason I always felt like I couldn't be with them/satisfy them so I started imagining me being my own gf. This was way back when I was maybe 12.
I know this sounds kind of schizo, so I'd be interested how this was for others.

bugs bunny and the countless crossdressing/genderbender gags in cartoons. that actually reminds me about robert crumb and his childhood fascination with bugs bunny.

>>40932586
>bugs bunny
>not lola bunny
Homo

>>40932586
>>40932644
im a furry now
also bugs is sexier

>>40931760 (OP)
>What triggered your AGP when you were young?

Panties. I blame everything on panties. Should never have tried them on at age 10.

>>40931760 (OP)
Anime. Just like everyone else. The answer is anime.

>>40934228
Same

>>40934256
Also Shadman. Fucking Shadman made me gayer.

>>40934228
this and also pantyhose...

>>40934362
literally me, except it was my mother's dildo

>>40934228
>>40934257
>Should never have tried them on at age 10
normal straight or gay men aren't compelled to crossdress as kids, get real, it was over from the start and you never had a choice in the matter

>>40931760 (OP)
Being forced to crossdress, genderbending in cartoons (there is quite a lot of that), being in the presence of female clothing and accessories.

This is what got me my AGP

>>40934423
>being forced to crossdress
for real?

>>40934512
Serial killer vibes

>>40934641
It tends to happen when you have older sisters.

>>40934649
THIS

>>40931760 (OP)
The episode of Fairly Oddparents where Timmy gets turned into a girl.
The episode of Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends where Blue takes all of the MCs towels when he’s showering and replaces it with a pink dress.
My mom taking me shoe shopping and asking me to try on girl’s shoes as a joke.
My female P.E teacher splitting the class into boys and girls and asking the class if I should have to go with the girls.
That’s just a few

>>40934409
maybe. I was already a hypersexual, girl crazy little dude...but when I slipped on the panties it was so naughty, hot and fun. its been fun to explore every since even tho im still a hypersexuaal, girl crazy little dude lol

>>40931760 (OP)
everything honestly didn't notice it at the time but these days i have some nostalgia coom moments where i remember how hard my agp was getting triggered and i was so oblivious about it but it was so fresh and nice

>>40935894
>nostalgia coom
Lol, I wonder if Anons can remember their favorite moments.

>>40935977
you always remember

>>40931760 (OP)
>this is trans culture in 2025
its never been more over

>>40931760 (OP)
RANMA

I always wanted him to enjoy being a girl and I was a grey that he wanted to get rid of the spell

>>40934228
You were already agp. You wouldn't have tried if you we're not. I tell myself the same thing. When I was like 8, I tried my mom's stockings, and I loved it. And for some time I blamed that experience for my deviations and tried to repress and make excuses saying "everyone tries, right? It doesn't mean I'm gay". But I just realized that I was curious and I tried them because I wanted, because that's me, since I was a little boy, I wanted to be pretty

>>40935977
>>40936742
Hell yes
One night, I was 20 I believe, I caressed my body and rubbed it against some pillows and without touching my dick.. without thinking I put on the most feminine clothes I had, and wore a necklace and edged myself into paradise. But then some tough family things happened and I thought that being a sissy was bad and that I needed to man up and repressed
Fuck I'm hard now. Gotta try again.

>>40931760 (OP)
breaking down crying at 13 while watching a lesbian porn video of a girl rubbing her pussy on the corner of a table and then having sweet passionate sex with another woman. at a point i wasnt even horny i just wanted to be her so badly. still get sad thinking that despite the hormones i pump into my body i will never truly experience what it feels like to actually have a pussy :/

>>40934512
manmade horrors

>>40939603
To be fair, the conflation in normie thought between AGP behavior and homosexual behavior does lead to confusion.
AGPs really aren't gay, but normalfags will see a male crossdresser and think "gay".

>>40932644
>Be me
>See Space Jam at the impressionable age of 9 or 10
>Experience my first crush ever, on Lola
>Pine endlessly for this fictional rabbit
>Want to hug her and feel her soft fur
>Wind up inadvertently developing what’s now called a tulpa, of her
>Talk to her a lot and feel happy
>She is funny and kind and playful
>She gradually and gently teaches me that I need to let her fade and move on
>Cry a lot but know she’s right
>Accept it and say goodbye
>And she’s gone
This memory is seared into my brain even though it was only a few weeks total.

>>40940097
Sorry I should say that I’m a cis gay guy, weirdly enough…I just needed to share.

>>40940097
She was wise.
You can say it was just a dumb infatuation, but I think that for your mind it was a safe place, something that made you feel loved. Honor it. It was valid

>>40940074
I'm bi. Mainly attracted to femininity. But if a guy majes me feel like a girl... It turns me up. I would date a masc guy as long as he treated me like a cute girl and desired me with unbridled lust

>>40940444
But the actual motivation to want to be or feel like a girl is heterosexual.

>>40940514
Yes. I think the same thing. Desiring to be desired by a man is really my heterosexual attraction for women lol. When I touch my body like it was the one of a woman, my mind feels I touching a woman, but the woman is myself.

In hindsight, I think part of it was some stupid books. Two that I remember were "Gender Blender" by Blake Nelson and "The Swap" by Megan Shull, both being books where a boy and a girl swap places, learn some lessons, and swap back. I remember thinking in high school "I permanently fucked up my sexuality. If I hadn't read those books I'd be normal."
But I remember doing some other things. I would think about what it's like to be a girl instead of a boy. I would wish semi frequently that I would magically wake up as a girl the next day, and I still believed in magic when I made these wishes. I tried on my older sister's clothes, but they didn't fit. I don't remember if that happened before or after reading the books.

>>40940767
See

>>40939603

You were damaged goods from the crib

>>40940773
Yeah, I later came to that conclusion myself. Reading a book isn't going to change your sexuality or gender.

>>40940795
But... Do you enjoy it? I used to hate my agp, but when I gave in, I went to heaven

Did all of you tried women's clothes at some point?

>>40942242
Sadly yes

>>40942242
Yes
And I fucking love it

>>40931760 (OP)
it was genuinely an eddsworld fancomic I read in middle school, I can't remember what it was about but I know the guy turned into a girl somehow

>>40942242
was it over from start, wasnt it? mom told me that when i was little like 2 or 3 i would walk around home in her heels sauing pretty pretty until one day i fallen and bruised myself so i stopped. plus i vaguely remember something aboit her painting my nails when i was very little, something aboit themnbeing damaget or whatever. then was period of hardcore repression duebto shame and relogion too but that was bit later

>>40935977
>>40939657
i meant moments in media that you can easily watch again not irl moments those are hard to remember yes

>>40942242
as an early/mid teen i used to steal/borrow a lot of clothes from around and do self bondage

>>40942242
I was the only one at home while my family were on holidays last year and I stole my mom's clothes and makeup and spent the whole day in them. I also painted my fingernails and toenails and shaved my legs and arms. I felt massive guilt and shame afterwards so I won't ever do it again.

>>40943206
And have you accepted it now?? :3

>>40943253
Got you . ..
Not really. All the media agp môments I remember didn't make cooom, they just fascinated me

>>40943288
>felt massive guilt and shame afterwards so I won't ever do it again.
Don't be hard on yourself.
I think this is something you won't get rid of because it's part of you.

>>40943658
sure whatever, its like a parasite stuck to me. I can function fine without it and i can manage it with my outlets of art and writing about mtf transformations and cd stuff. I won't be indulging in crossdressing until i move out though.

>>40943675
For me, I think it's a part of my myself that was created when I was a toddler to make me feel loved and protected and "enough". My mom wasn't (and still is) very affectionate and was always too demanding so I didn't experience love, so my mind associated femininity with safety. That part of me I think was created as an act of love, and now that I see it as such, Im starting to love it because all those butterflies I feel when giving in, are really love for myself, the love I wasn't given when I needed it the most. When I feel agp euphoria, it's love for myself.
Yeah... I have to move out if I wanna live my agp to the fullest and buy all my clothes and lingerie. Or another thing I am thinking on is to slowly act more and more feminine so my family slowly gets the idea and gets used to it. Life is too short to not be myself

>>40931760 (OP)
The Little Mermaid (the original)

Trying on my Mom's panties when I was a kid is why I'm a troon today. From there unrestricted internet access is where I learned about crossdressers. Later when I started using Reddit I learned about LGBTQ people and figured I was gender fluid but I knew deep down inside that wasn't right. After I moved out of my parents place I became a femboy. Still prepping at this point. I finally trooned out last summer and now I'm 3 months on HRT.

>>40943915
I remember many times disney princesses enchanted me in my childhood but the one that stands out to me the most was seeing frozen with my sister and watching elsa's story of repressing a big part of her, locking herself in her room and finally when it gets revealed she feels shame and runs away but then learns to accept herself. you can probably see why that resonated.

>>40943948
I think that "trying my mom's clothes" is not the cause, but the expression of a part of yourself.

>>40943964
> Elsa
It's every one of us' story

for me it was rydia.
growing up he was my dark knight that became a paladin and he was my dragoon that would hide in the clouds.
at this point in life i'm looking for my edge.

>>40931760 (OP)
Misfile webcomic.
I've repressed my crossdressing with religion but after reading it I relapsed very hard.

>>40943267
>self bondage
kinky

>>40943675
The best way to curb the "AGP" is to manage it actively.
Embrace the feminine you.

>>40944216
This
AGP is beautiful I love it. When euphoria kicks, I go to heaven

>>40943964
Is this why it's so famous? because it resonated with reppers?
And not because it subverted the traditional princess narratives by focusing on sisterly possibly sapphiric love?

>>40943964
I may have been too old for Frozen to have a formative impact on me. Ariel, on the other hand, wants something for herself that those around view as silly, distracting, and inconsequential. She wants it so much she's willing to bargain with greater powers for it. I've wasted birthday wishes (fucking trick candles) and shooting stars (fucking satellites) on wishing to be a girl
also, I really really really wanted to be a mermaid when I was a kid

>>40944198
ooh this one. i remember how i was bugged how he whined about being turned into a girl intead of dolling up and having girly fun. like whays wrong with you dude?

>>40944400
Aww, that's sweet, anon

>>40944065
And was it a female?

>>40944247
Because the "LET IT GOO" SONG. where she accept her power that she was repiing