Thread 40935705

Spiderverse Edition
>QOTT: You are your city's next Spiderman. What are the most common crimes you will be fighting in your area?
>QOTT2: Would you keep your superhero identity private?
>QOTT3: Would you ever use your powers for evil?

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>>40935705 (OP)
>qott
shoplifting and knife crime most likely
>qott2
yes but i would probably end up telling a few people close to me
>qott3
YES

>>40935705 (OP)
>QOTT
Drug crimes
>QOTT2
Yes but I'd get high and accidentally tell my sister
>QOTT3
Everyone would

>>40935705 (OP)
The last two of these were perfect I am crossing my fingers with everything I have that they put in the effort to ace the next one so we can achieve a perfect trilogy

Everybody please take a moment to feel pity and distress on my behalf as I grieve famous actor and my boyfriend in my head Terence Stamp who is now fucking dead. This shit isn't fair I never boned him even once how can I ever move on

>>40936029
Out of all this I just have thick hair

>>40936050
Grow it out like Rasputin then and go full goth, if not do whatever Chad Michael Murray is doing with his hair to hair mog the baldies. Use your gift

Hypothetically speaking, if I wanted a aap he/him lesbian partner, where would I find one?
(Asking for a friend...haha)

>>40936144
I hate chasers so fuck you, but try open mic night at your local bars until you find one gay leaning and then camp out there until you find one who plays guitar and is desperate for a woman's touch

>>40936291
Well strictly speaking it would be a t4t relationship and I take the view that trans people cannot be chasers.
But I respect your opinion.

>>40936311
AAP lesbian willing to date a tranny is a really hard ask, good luck out there. But why not just date a trans man at that point?

>>40936329
>But why not just date a trans man at that point?
Well I do consider myself a lesbian. Just one of those weird ones that is into he/him lesbians. I would not date a typical trans guy because I respect their gender identity and my own lesbianism.
AAP lesbians just fall into a special category of their own, and I happen to be hopelessly into them.
>AAP lesbian willing to date a tranny is a really hard ask
All of the ones I have come across have been exclusively into cis women, I admit. Heartbreaking, but I'm willing to roll the dice on that not being a universal feature.

>>40935705 (OP)
>QOTT
drug cartels, gun point robbery, kidnapping, human trafficking, murdering, bro I don't want to tell the whole criminal code here I'm latin american
>QOTT2
I don't want to be burned on car tires
>QOTT3
I don't think I would have any choice here

>>40936144
hey
t. hehim lesbian

>>40936577
I'm from latam too

>>40936429
All very fair. If you can’t find love here, I’d try your luck with she/theys. I know some who look pretty butch and seem they’d more likely to date trans women than the transmascbians I’ve come across.
Cons are they might poon out on you, but I suppose the transmascbians carry that risk as well.

I wish I wasn't obviously both retarded and physically unfit. My anorexic friend says he could beat my ass because of how much I fall down.

>>40936868
What are you doing to try and work on those things? Have you tried going to the gym or doing some sort of physical therapy?

>>40935705 (OP)
Qott1: Someone stole a couple logs from a cabin construction site.
Qott2: yeah probably, not like anyone would know I exist lol
Qott3: not evil, but not explicitly good either

>>40936029
>mtfs be like WAAAAHHH I GOT BLESSED WITH LINEBACKER SHOULDERS, SMALL HIPS, AND BEING 6'3 WAAAAHHH IM GOING INSANE!

>>40938097
damn stray shots poonbro TAT that was obviously a chaser

>>40938174
I know, I'm just trying to lay out the absurdity of their statement

>>40938193
We should always be nice to trans women because I like them

>>40938254
Why? Geniune question.

>>40938649
Broken bird type thing? When I see a fellow trans man I sympathize in the sense that, look at this poor baby dicked cucked by life bottom of the barrel rat bastard, we sure are going through it and always will be to some degree. When I see a woman who has gone through the horror that I've gone through, knowing everything is worse for women, and she's gonna get shit on worse, and her results are less likely to be what she wants, my heart bleeds for her happiness. I still see her the way she wants to be seen if it doesn't work out for her because, well poor her the odds were against her. If she passes really well then I'm super proud of her and relieved it worked out

So basically I'm really patronizing I guess

>>40936577
>drug cartels
i never thought i'd have another trannies from BR here

>>40935773
>mostly stopping knife crime
easy Spiderman W
>>40935876
>getting high
>fighting drug crimes

>>40935705 (OP)
>1
idk what crime is common in my area but people being attacked i suppose.
>2
yes but not to close friends
>3
not evil per se but i would steal a bunch of money for myself. only stealing from richoids of course

>>40940018
How are you gonna launder the dtolen money?

>>40935705 (OP)
>>QOTT1
Probably stealing or drunk driving. I don't know much about the city I'm in, I just work here
>>QOTT2
Yes 100%
>>QOTT3
Yes 100%

I need to get done with my job so I can finally buy a gun and shoot myself in a forest. I'll never afford surgery, I'll never be a cis man, so life is fucking pointless. I can't stand waking up and seeing my body. I may be somewhat stealth but that illusion can so easily be broken and I will be exposed as an afably wombyn LARPing as a sad excuse for a man. Anyway I've been listening to Svalestup's new EP while pounding busch lights and ripping american spirits and I highly recommend you do the same.

>>40935705 (OP)
eh i dont like super heroes or neither be one.

he literally looks like how i wish i looked like.

>>40935705 (OP)
>qott
probably date rape and carjacking
>qott2
i'd try to but i'd i think i'd be bad at it
>qott3
absolutely yes

Is 25 too late to move and go to uni? I have the money to do so. I wasted an opportunity when I was 19 to do this so it feels wrong, sinful, even arrogant to do it now. Is it morally better to just accept that I've lost out on a better life? I also don't know what I would even major in. I'm too dumb for comp sci or any of the hard sciences.

>>40940649
Do it, if you're a dutiful student and proactive in finding different activities on campus it'll be the most formative period of your life outside of early development. You'll get to ask questions about how the world works with people who are qualified to answer for their specific subject and you'll spend time with people who are the most passionate and time invested in a specific extracurricular they will ever be in their life. It's a bubble where you'll have the most concentrated time to develop your mind and interests and values

Biggest warning about college: be careful who you fuck

>>40940649
You should probably go. Unlocks more jobs.
I would look into what’s in high demand in your area and be open to trades if that’s an option.
Going to echo everyone else who works in CS currently: not even worth getting into it right now.

>>40940931
Trades arent a free ticket to 100k+ salaries. Anon should probably just stay the course atp. 7 years out of highschool is too long to actually remember anything you'd need to get a degree. They would just be wasting their time and others money.

>>40941025
You dont need to remember anything from highschool to go to college lol

does anyone else pretend to be slavic or generally some eastern european

>>40941159
On here or in general?

>>40941159
i don't try to but this has somehow always been the conclusion people make about me

>>40941159
Why would you?

>ftm
>dysphoric for years
>go on t at 19, saves me from suicide
>start having dreams of being a DD cup slut getting gangbanged by all the hot men I know
>even ones that arent that hot but would def fuck me
>wake up leaking so hard it soaks through my underwear, pants, ans then into the sheets a little
>have to goon before I can fall asleep
>think about detransing
>dysphoric unless i touch myself
what is my fucking problem?

>>40941159
Nope
>>40942365
>what is my problem
Interpreting dreams too literally when it's supposed to be symbolic

>>40940931
>look for what's in demand
>person graduates years later
>now something they didnt pick is in-demand

What is the general ftm opinion on short, subby mtfs?

>>40940649
With AI you can literally get a private tutor who outperforms 80% of PhD-level scientists, has never ending patience, will answer any question, and it's literally all free.

>>40943079
that won't look good on a resume dumbass

>>40943052
I don't think you're going to find a boyfriend in here, unless you just wanted us to say
>they are so cute... I wish I had a subby mtf gf near me.....

>>40943082
Who cares, I vibe code and have literally built production scale apps by myself.

We make our own careers.

>>40943082
Retard

>>40940120
Not to put too fine a point in it, but surely there is more to life and things to do that don't rely on you specifically being a man or woman, that might serve as a purpose greater than worrying about what you wake up looking like?

Or in short, wasting your life worrying about being a man or a woman is getting in the way of you living your life.

Accept that your outsides aren't your preferred equipment, and do your best to live your life as if it were. At the very least, by living your life, more opportunity will arise, including those that allow you to perform the alterations you desire.

>>40943122
I got this.
>Wow anon... You really opened my eyes! You're so right, worrying is only stalling my life... I'm going to go outside and not think about all that dysphoria stuff now! See you later!

>>40935705 (OP)
hey ftmg fucking dumb shit mild intersex condition anon here. how cooked am I if my doctors are pushing for therapists that have a high probability of telling me to stop repping ftm thoughts and go on hrt to reduce stress despite being a wide hip 5'2 bitch

>>40943122
whoa now, this is /lgbt/, you can't just say reasonable things like that
if you're ftm you aspire to be a yaoi sex abuser with weirdo school shooter vibes, and if you're mtf your only goal in life is to pass and engage in as many drug fuelled hookups like in euphoria as possible (it signals that you pass), enough said

>>40943167
Tell us your hip measurement and if it's smaller than mine you should transition

>>40943101
>I don't think you're going to find a boyfriend in here
st4tgen is dead, yet my desire for a ftm bf still burns brightly. Cut a girl some slack here.
>they are so cute
>I wish I had a subby mtf gf near me
Hiii~
>unless you just wanted us to say
Getting positive responses that keep my st4t dreams alive is my personal opium :)

>>40943079
Except it makes up shit and ruins the enviroment.

>>40943217
Are you the same annoying fuck who's always in femrep gen?

>>40943233
I mostly just use /lgbt/ to post in st4tgen when its up.

>>40943227
>ruins the enviroment
That's basically everything nowadays...

>>40943195
at its widest my ass has a circumference of around 93cm/36 inches

>>40943251
>36 inches
Looks like you have to transition anon, i'm 42 inches

>>40943263
are you 5'2 too? because i feel like being that short and then being skinny on top makes me lose all faith.

>>40943272
I'm 5'3
If it makes you feel better my cis psych doctor is 5'2 male and used to wrestle

>>40943227
>ruins the enviroment.
eating a single hamburger has the same environmental impact as 1400 prompts. i hate you luddites

>>40935705 (OP)
>>QOTT: You are your city's next Spiderman. What are the most common crimes you will be fighting in your area?
i wont be fighting it thats not my problem
>>QOTT2: Would you keep your superhero identity private?
i wont have one
>>QOTT3: Would you ever use your powers for evil?
only for evil and personal gain desu
>>40935773
why would you fight shoplifting thats such a nothing crime

>>40943233
that one only likes femreppers shes uninterested in ftms

>>40943278
based. the height doesnt bother me that much on its own desu it's more the height in relation to the hips. going on T feels like admitting defeat and folding to the idea that I cant perform as I am supposed to/was expected to and wont live up to anything new either.

>>40943278
>>40943272
>>40943263
I'm like 5'4 and 33 inch hips and I feel like a hippoon

>>40943348
seeing as youre 3 inches off from me i get it. it's not even fat in my case its fucking bone which makes it feel even bleaker

are you guys measuring the upper hip or the widest part

>>40943428
widest obv

its hard being better than everyone

can you guys be useful for a minute and give me sources for DIY tgel? idc anymore if I have to homebrew it I will do it
doctors have been prescribing me injections every 4 weeks and i'm tired of fucking up my hormones with all those spikes
also too much of a pussy to inject myself believe me I HAVE TRIED

>>40943753
probably should have mentioned I'm a europoon

>>40943761
Have you tried bone broth?

>>40943862
kill yourself

>>40943753
It's incredibly expensive. You're far better off doing whatever gay meditation you need to inject yourself. It does not even hurt

If you're willing to spend a hundred bucks for just 30 sachets: rxaisle

>>40943753
what do u mean ur fucking up ur hormones with spikes???

>>40943052
yes.
but i hope you mean subby as in "prefers to be submissive in bed" and not "acts like a pathetic child throughout life".

>>40945908
>yes
I don't know how to make sense of that. It does not parse with the question.
>but i hope you mean subby as in "prefers to be submissive in bed" and not "acts like a pathetic child throughout life"
In my case, I was talking about more of a generally submissive personality that manifests both in the bedroom and the relationship more generally.

>talk with partner about things getting serious in 1 year relationship
>partner says they are busy and then ghosts you
Why did they do that

>>40946156
They wanted you for as long as you wouldn't demand to be a priority, because they were using you

>>40942365
testosterone makes horny

>>40935705 (OP)
i dont care about spiderman

>>40945930
Being subby is one thing but man I hated being with this "subby" mtf who couldnt think for herself. I felt like a dad not a dating partner. She acted like a child, could never make a descision and didnt know how to get anything together in her life. It was awful, emotionally/mentally draining, and felt like I was being used

>>40943753
drop your cord fren im not posting mine but i got good sources
t. diy europoon

>>40947092
I have a high stress management job with the government. I make decisions all day in my professional life.
In my personal life, I just want to shut that side of my mind off and have someone tell me what I should do. What I can do to make them happy being the main one.
I can take care of myself. But in a relationship, I just want a partner who likes being the one to call the shots.

I know that toxic subs exist. But I really don't think I fall into that. I don't think dynamics built into relationships are inherently a bad thing either.

>>40943167
We can talk on discord if you want (if you're slim)

>>40947293
>5'2 repping ftm
>slim
Anon, I...

>>40947293
guessing this is the femrep chaser mentioned further up ITT
>>40947341
my bmi sits at a steady 19-20,5. went for 18 for a while but it barely did anything for my hips beyond making the bone stick out more

>>40943753
Just do weekly injections instead, they're much cheaper, hurt less and will give you more stable levels than the 4week ones

>>40946268
That really sucks man

New photos! Got compliments today on my progress. I mostly run, and about month and a half started doing weightlifting at home and some calisthenics

>>40943251
I was 110cm om my hips before T, this matters little

>>40948125
Noooo you're even hotter you dumb asshole. Ugh why are you so fucking perfect

>>40948255
Not perfect enough unfortunately no penis *sigh*

HOWDY how is ftmg doing on this friday evening???? good I hope!

>>40948125
shave the trail

otherwise good!

>>40948457
WRONG opinion

>>40948468
my opinion is only my opinion fren!

I'm eating CHEESE right now

>>40948457
Would if I had very visible abs, otherwise rn not worth the hassle plus I’m never topless

>>40948481
I ate cottage cheese today, it’s great

>>40948125
What Joe wants to be

>>40948146
how long have you been on T ? nice muscles youve got going there between.

>>40948596
Random question but does anybody have joe's disc btw? Used to talk to them

Do you think you're strong enough to take on a cis male rapist?

>>40948623
Idk how tall is he? What's he wearing? Does he have any combat training? Is he ugly? Is it hot outside?

>>40948575
It's really easy to shave. Personally I don't like being itchy.
>>40948589
Yea based, I just had a stick of cheddar.

>>40948613
About a year and a half. Did almost a year on gel. It sucked ass

>>40948125
how tall are you

>>40948596
Seriously who’s Joe
(Pls no mama joke you will regret it)

>>40948700
in terms of side effects or androgenising effect?
Joe is a guy who posts here between, or used to. havent kept up with ftmg enough to tell if he's still here all I think I know is that he did beekeeping at one point and had flappy deflated hairy tits

>>40949049
Side effects like skin itchiness, very hard to apply and has to dry for 2 hours. Also only made my levels rise to low 300s, like 280-90. Which is too low.

>>40948618
Joe detransed right? So Joe is a She

>>40949151
>has to dry for 2 hours
what, wtf that sounds like a ridiculous wait time, what in the world. is it suspended in petroleum jelly or something like that? glad im not afraid of needles

>>40949387
Joe is so screwed then. Idk why a girl that pretty would ever take testosterone in the first place. Her and Elliot were mad cute before T.

>>40949451
yea like

>>40948434
What's the T dick like though? Anything 2 inches and up is decent

>>40949467
kys. joe is an ethereal afab boi built for breeding

>>40949531
why does joe have cat ears :3 rawwwr

>>40948125
core

i miss this era of babyx3 art

>>40949387
Checks out considering she had a twosome with her coworkers w her pussy

>>40950039
Define a twosome

what kind of binder do I get that actually binds properly
the thing I hate the most about manmoding (I'm a TIM) is the need to bind
I hate this shit, this is unhygienic and uncomfortable and it doesn't even work

boymoder gock

>>40950337
I'd let you suck my feminine penis and make me love my body for what it really is

why would joe detrans with no eggs and those fucked up tits

I don't know if I can ever truly satisfy a ftm partner... I'm Cismale but absolutely adore boys who let me cuddle and just kinda retriever over them. Apparently I'm a great kisser and good at eating out but my problem is that I was on estrogen for around a year and it kinda made me a dicklet who can never get properly hard... I'm trying my best but just can't top for my partners. it sucks.

someone wanna come over and help me cut

>>40950566
dont be such a bitch

>>40950566
I do! I do! I do!

>be pooner
>dated a self-identified incel at the time who was desperate enough to settle for a pooner just for a crumb
>I was his first
>we eventually separated on good terms
>lost contact
>happen to meet him again a few years later
>he apparently became an ftm chaser
what the fuck?

>>40950718
Makes 100% sense to me

>>40950614
i mean i've been doing it myself for an hour and i wanna do more but i'm getting sleepy
>>40950631
thank you i'll leave the door unlocked

>>40950475
I personally don't care for penetration so it wouldnt be an issue for me. But idk how many other ftms are like this and not cock hungry whores.

>>40950767
Nta I strive for an asexual no-sex relationship.... But I date men, so that's just a dream.

>>40950566
>>40950614
If you mean body sculpt, sure. If you mean self harm.

Not so much.

>>40950718
You seem surprised that you left a positive impression on someone.

>>40950807
that's a bit different from someone you dated becoming a pooner chaser

>>40950803
i do mean self harm yes

>>40950566
Wya

>>40948125
gross mutilated woman

>>40935705 (OP)
>Qott
Lobbying and Gerrymandering
>Qott2
Yes but doesn't really work where I live
>Qott3
Domestic terrorism or being a hotter tranny with body mods

>>40950718
Cats return wherever they've been given food before

>>40950832
U jealous fatty

>>40948125
what's your diet like

>>40948125
hello please marry me

>>40948125
height and dose i need hope

>>40948125
Would bury my face in that happy trail and would not leave until you made me

>>40950810
I guess it was just that positive an impression that they want to repeat it.
>>40950816
I can't help you self harm, but maybe there is a different way to release that upset you feel trapped by so much you want to cut it out of yourself. Talk it out, and maybe splash your face with ice water to help with the physical sensation?

>>40950926
im 2 years on t and barely anything has changed. i pass, but i'm scared that this is it, that the changes are over. i pass, but my body really doesn't look as different as i had hoped it would, even with working out. i feel like a fuck up. cutting is free, otherwise i'd be drinking

>>40950963
No one ever finishes changing, not to mention going on HRT is a lot like redoing puberty, which takes a bit more than a couple years. So you're still early into it, even though it feels like it's already been a long ass time. So it's important that you be patient, and also, be kind to yourself.

You're not a fuck up, but I get why you'd want to escape that feeling, but there are other less self destructive ways.

>>40950718
>self identified incel
They live for ftm and some don't even know it yet

>>40951129
Do you think that's the deal with the weirdo sperg who floods the board with like 4 anti trans man troll threads at a time at all times? I have no idea how he gets away with posting naked women all day on a blue board while openly attempting to rage bait. He doesn't even seem to have his heart in it anymore it's so low effort and tedious. He just keeps going on about vagina this and pregnant that and throws the word tight around like that even means anything? He seems to really really love the idea that pussy exists but no one will give him any so he became obsessed with trans men because I guess incels think that's easier to get than sex with cis women so that they never have to bother trying to get sex from cis women and get rejected? The flooding and repetitiveness of it all makes me think he's very powerless and overlooked in real life and wants to fantasize about being influential

Man I wish I could forcefully impregnate a ftm

>>40951047
thanks anon. it's gotten hard to be kind to myself bc of how much self hatred i harbor. how can you be nice to someone you dislike? i knew hrt could destabilize my mental health issues, but i guess i should have been more prepared. my first year was great, but this second year has been really difficult. i'm obsessive over my body more than ever. i'm in a ton of debt. i dunno. feels like i'm losing control.

>>40951293
The word vomit and obvious bait nature of this post makes me wonder if you're them and just doing a concern troll post for attention.

>>40951303
How big is your dick?

>>40951322
I'm perplexed by his existence you can't blame me for having a lot to say about such an embarrassing and persistent bigot. We were talking about incels, I'm pretty sure by now what he's doing is some kind of incel culture type stunt. They like publicized dramatic displays, like school shootings or oldschool /b/ style raids, makes me think he doesn't know how else to make an impact on people

>>40951324
18cm long with a beautiful pink head

>>40951303
>forcefully
You cannot force them to do something they dream about

>>40951343
That's wonderful for SRS, you're going to have fantastic results, congrats.

>>40951320
I know the feeling, even though I am rationally aware that I'd never be this cruel towards someone else. But I still can't help it. Anyway, I digress.

You say you should have been more prepared, but without the hindsight you have now, how would that have been possible? Seems unfair.

The general idea in times like this is acceptance, not of the end conclusion you've reached that ID upsetting you, but the little things that added up to that. Accept that your body is still changing, and debt is a pain, but it doesn't mean that you've lost control. It's a process and it'll take time, but you'll get there if you stick with it. At least, that's the advice I generally get and I can see the point of it. I guess it's just up to us to allow ourselves to believe it and open ourselves to those little victories in the meantime to keep us going.

>>40951341
It's because you have the same energy. You spout "incels" at the same pace "get pregnant" is used. Then you pontificate in the same manner. If you are indeed different people, surely you recognize the irony that everything you're doing is just validating their bullshit, right?

Do we have any fresh AFABs here? These threads are so dry when mutilated women shit them up.

A few years ago we had a solid number of attractive ftms here: this polish ftm tomboy, terje, joe (before she became mutilated), danny etc.

Ban obese women and bring back ftm cuties, that will make ftmg great again

>>40951352
Why are they like this? It's almost as if they're always in a state of ovulation

>>40951378
That's because they constantly daydream about getting their vaginas pounded

>>40951368
>Update
your genre of afabs seems to be more oriented towards one of the nsfw boards. this is for dysphoric transexuals to talk amongst themselves, not for straight men to goon

>>40951391
>>40951384
>>40951378
>>40951368
>>40951352
damn bitch can u keep it tf down for one minute? ur racket is giving afab vibes.

>>40951391
I like the Ginger blond from here that shows stuff on the NSFW boards. Where's he at?

>>40951391
>dysphoric transexuals
You mean vomit-inducing mutilated women?

>>40951365
Pontificate? His posts are usually barely a sentence. He only gets mouthy as he just has moments ago when his feelings are hurt. He's been doing this for months now, I've tried ignoring him completely as most people do, but he posts consistently for his own purposes. So now I don't care about stopping him or validating him or anything involving regulating his behavior, he just is this way. So speculating is fair game. Also, "spout"? You sure think it's vitriolic of me to call him an incel, seems like you have beef with that term at all. It's weird that bothers you, he's totally a brainwormed turbo incel and what he does here is a tantrum. At one point people start asking questions about the elephant in the room

>>40951402
you mean polish ftm tomboy? Is he active on other boards?

>>40951412
Hey, can I ask you a few questions?

1. Are you on t, if yes then how long?
2. Are you slim?
3. Are you white?

>>40951357
thank you for the kind words. there's a certain kind of sadness that comes with acceptance. it feels like defeat. it's times like this that make me really resent my upbringing. but i know ruminating doesn't help. if i'm still changing, hopefully this episode passes. i'm tired of being depressed.

>>40951411
if thats your opinion, then yea. under 18s cant post here, so i doubt youll find many afab tombois here

>>40951384
That photo reminds me of a classmate I had in my last year of school. Imagine bullying someone like that, pulling down their pants, and discovering they have a dilated, lubricated vagina!

>>40951412
>pontificate
You just wrote a speech. Also "incel" is still just as sex focused as "get pregnant", hence why it's sane energy.

Why are people so naive on the true nature of afabs?

>>40951418
Never caught a name or country. Also Poland? That's a shame. Too far for a hook up.

>>40951426
Do you have anything you'd like to do or experience as a long term goal that might make surviving debt and dysphoria worth it in the long run? Having something to fantasize about motivates me through the worst moments

>>40951433
Yeah. Bonus points if they are depressed and suicidal about having a vagina, but you make them overcome their internal tansphobia and teach them how to love their bodies.

Is this just one schizo?

>>40951435
The "get pregnant" thing reminds me of hentai dialogue

>>40951455
there's like 20 schizos itt at any given time

>>40951426
Acceptance feels like a loss if you're looking at acceptance as an end point. Not just a way to balance yourself with your surroundings so you can clearly see where to go next. I do the same, so I get it. Annoying that I see this clearer from the outside.

It will pass, thankfully, but I'm happy to keep you company until it does.
>>40951449
Long term can sometimes be the issue. It can seem like it's out of reach even if you do desperately want it.

>>40951449
i'd like to get more tattoos. um. i dunno. getting a car, too. i have my license finally but i can't afford a car. i need to pay off some debt first to fix my credit score. i want to solo camp too. i just want to escape

terje gloves vore palate cleanser

>>40951455
Yes. Perhaps two if they know each other which is arguably worse.

>>40951435
Anon, pontificate is immediately followed by the explanation that is a weird thing to say we have in common when he does not do that. I didn't say I don't, he doesn't, which is what I wrote. Pointing out someone is sex focused is not itself sex focused. He rants about sex, so I say hey this guy is not getting any and lashing out. It's not the first thing that comes to mind when interacting with other people

>>40951438
>logfag coprophilia nonsense
Dude, get a life.

>>40951479
okay this one's actually pretty funny

Why don't more FtMs strive to look like this guy, instead of being bearded hairy women?

>>40951464
i guess it's just..where do you start after acceptance? how do i shift focus from something so all-consuming? and yeah. thinking long term when i'm at the bottom can make those feelings worse for that exact reason. everything i want i could have had by now if i wasn't fucking bipolar.

>>40951466
See! So you have the stuff you have to do right now, the storm you're gonna weather, but in your down time, before bed, when you're eating, you get to ask yourself, what kind of tattoo am I getting when its time? How many, where? Planning them is a little escape into the future where it'll actually happen, as long as you're patient. You only get more tattoos if you're alive

>>40951482
And sex is the only form of positive socialization? The only socialization that a lack of, results in lashing out? It's all sex obsessed. Also, overly verbose condescending tirades don't help the denial of pontificating.

worst thread in ages. congrats

>>40951499
Pooners really seem to like the soijak look for some reason

>>40951490
? there's no mention of shit in that image. they are very happy about their soon to be released babies

>>40951509
Acceptance helps you feel more in control and realize you have more of an impact, instead of feeling like the whipping boy of life. When you're less overwhelmed by what's outside your control, it makes your options clearer.

At least that's the idea. I get it is not that easy, plus the residual feeling makes it harder. But it will pass, not just as nothing, but as experience and understanding that will help you choose a happier path. So it's not a waste.

>>40951512
Hey so, text based mediums might not be the most rewarding way for you to interact with people considering you're bad at reading. I do pontificate, I just said I did, I did not deny that, I was explaining that the other guy doesn't.
Sex is not a form of socialization? Incel is a term that superficially means not having sex but wants to, and is functionally a subculture of people with a culture and belief system, he acts like the kind of people who believe not having sex justifies lashing out in a specific way that the group finds admirable or just

>>40951528
>excrement
Fuck off logfag.

>>40951550
the image clearly meant to say 'excitement' or maybe even milk. womens breasts do enlarge when their milk comes in

>>40951479
I feel bad laughing at Gloves for the dime thing but he posted about it himself on the internet so I'll let myself have a bit of a chuckle from it

did joe really fuck two guys like a whore then detroon after ruining her body

>>40951562
Nah the schizo is just mad stupid horny lately Joe is a man

>>40951513
There's no point in these threads at all without Flux, he is our lighthouse, our guidance

>>40951571
but i thought the wages of sin is death? isn't lust a sin?

I want to slob on t-knob until I pass out in between some thighs

>>40951587
Hey so you lost me can I have a hug

>>40951549
>it's a subculture because I arbitrarily assigned attributes to it. The sum total of those attributes is anything I can dehumanize without getting called out.
At the very least it's hypocrisy and you should apparently be smart enough to recognize that. it's just as antisocial and sex focused as the claimed "subculture" you use the term for apparently is.
>superficially
It's the core topic of the term incel.

is it true that if youve ever thought of detransing you probably should just go and do it? I feel like im in too deep socially now. I've been socializing mainly as male since childhood

>>40951556
Sure. Whatever you say. Nothing at all like the logfags intentional coprophilia obsessed misspelling.

reminder that allowing 14 year old girls be sluts prevents future mutilated women. Most ugly womeb could be normal if they were dicked down by no later than 16, the earlier the women, in order to show them what their role is and how good it feels to get cum inside.

>>40951617
I would yeah, and I did
As you get into your 30s this is just more shit to worry about that's not really worth it at all

>>40951627
How do I do it? I literally am seperated from my family because of being trans. CPS got involved and everything. I would rather be male, but I know that it's my own fault for not changing enough with transition or not trying hard enough to be female when I was younger. I had many chances between 14-17 to get fucked by basically any man in my social circle, and turned it down because of muh dysphoria. I know now that seeing the pleasure I could give a future father would be enough to have changed my mind.

>>40951637
You're a retard

>>40951640
How so? I know that I made a mistake. Is it too late to fix it?

>>40951637
You just stop like I did
>t. mtf
The older I got the less worth it became to jump through all these hoops for something that's ultimately fake and dealing with documentation and so on

>>40951646
Ive legally changed my name and ftm hrt is much harder to reverse than mtf hrt. I have more body hair than most of my male friends.
>mtf
So you're still trans? How do you cope? Can't you just change your identity?

>>40951655
No I quit.
>cope
I just got over it and live as a, still confusingly androgynous guy. I don't know about reversing the body hair and all that but I have more body hair now and oily skin now too.
You might want to look into how to try and preserve your female fertility at this point.
I think the door is closing on this tranny stuff anyways and has been for a while, it probably won't be too hard to revert your documents.

It's just too much bullshit and fakery to deal with when you're in your 30s and have a fucking house. Do I still have pangs of feeling bad I'm not this or that yeah. But it doesn't matter ultimately. I'm still youthful smooth faced and have my hair so it's whatever.

>>40951673
If i detrans, my family will be convinced that I am 'finally free of the demons' and try and convert me, or will shriek that 'i was just confused!!!' as a way to paint me as mentally ill and get be psych warded again. it also feels pathetic because most people who know me now only know me post t

>>40951673
do you think this could be applied to homosexuality as well?

>>40951710
You should move towards what is a net positive for you and who you care about.
>>40951713
With enough will yeah I mean I think a lot of us psyopped ourselves into homo or bisexuality me included

>>40951734
I don't really care about anyone. The best choice for my estranged (not entirely for trans reasons) family would be for me to detrans, repay my mother my debts, and get married + have multiple babies within the next 4 years. My ideal is that I get top surgery, finally pack on some mass, and live my bisexual ftm dream all while mostly stealth passing. I do really wish I could pee standing up thougj..
>>40951734
as in trans people or people generally?

>>40951743
I don't know it's up to you. You will never be an actual man and I won't be a woman. If you live to your 30s or for many start to get close to the big three-o you might regret it. Having a certain aesthetic or going off of what you want or feel like becomes a huge distraction when you have to worry about paying off a house and being alone for the next 50 years because you're infertile. Some change their minds some are fine with it. Try to think about what you 20 years from now would want, not you right now. For most people, even trannies, it's family, that's really the only way most people can not be complete loners as they age because everyone's busy with their own families.
And generally.

>>40951743
Peeing standing up just requires standing up while peeing. It's not magical. Do it in the shower if you want to minimize mess.

>>40951786
Are you an idiot? Do you think I want to be able to pee standing up so I can do it in the shower? I want to be able to pee with a penis standing in a urinal, in the woods, in the street at night, wherever I please. Do you think I don't fucking know how to piss in the shower?
>>40951766
Wouldn't I have the same feelings if I was still transing? Testosterone has made my self image and physical health better. The only annoyance is having to do shots once a week. I'm more than fine with not having biological children or even none at all. Do you think it's evil for me to deny my womb to my family, as I do?

>>40951803
Haha, did you think guys are born knowing how to pee without making a mess? You have to start somewhere.

>>40951766
You're a future sissy gooner so maybe dont give advice to people methinks

>>40951831
Do you understand what I mean when I say that certain anatomy makes it more or less possible? I mean I'd rahter have a penis. Ideally, I'd be male, but with a lubed fuckhole (not able to get pregnant), and a penis. I basically want to be Vivec but without the Molag Bal raping me bit.

>>40951766
>infertile people dont deserve love and will never get it
Moid thinking ngl you were right in detransing
Now if you just killed yourself and stopped sullying the reputation of mtf gender dysphorics

>>40951803
Health was a factor for me too.
You may be fine with no family now but when you're 50 it might be what makes you commit suicide.
>evil
I think it's probably just best for us to work with what we have. At the end of the day it's a lie to make us feel better. If you're thinking about it then you probably should just quit. Especially if you're still young.

>>40951869
Are you able to read or am I misunderstanding you? Did you have better health when you were on hrt? Why would that make you detrans? My health is genuinely better on testosterone than off it, as is my general body image. I'd only want to look female in very specific sexual scenarios because I'm a bit agp.

Do you believe there's any situation one should transition or continue to do so? Or are you entirely against it? Why?

>>40951854
FtM shouldn't reproduce anyway, there's enough mentally ill dysgenic people in the world already. Being born from such a creature would be extremely traumatic

>>40951869
>breed breed everythinf is about heckin BREEDING breed breed

>>40951892
We need to save the white race

>>40951869
Also, my family and I had relationship troubles before I came out as trans. I'm very non religious in a religious family that literally believes that mental illness is caused by demons tormenting someones mind. That someone who died after suffering years of schizophrenia and isolation 'deserved it' because she fell away from God, and therefore was burning in hell for all entirety, and therefore shouldn't be thought about anymore. I would still have taken the same path I did in seperating myself even I were cis. As for later having a family, what about being trans prevents me from marrying, adopting, being a step dad, etc?

>>40951846
I know, and I'd rather be a genetically perfect being that makes captain America like Steve Rogers before he took the serum and could make Stephen Hawking seem as intelligent as a typical influencer. But I can't, I make do with what I've got and have fun with it when I can.

>>40951913
So would you rather be a cis male or a cis female? I would rather be a cis male than a cis female.

Do all FtM have a such a strong breeding kink?

>>40951922
Honestly never gave it much thought. I'm comfortable enough with the parts I have and the role in conception I play that I'd probably like to keep them, but that's more familiarity than anything.

>>40951884
>Tesosterone has made my health better
I was saying health was part of the reason for me too.
>better health on HRT
No
>Do you believe there's any situation one should transition or continue to do so? Or are you entirely against it? Why?
Case specific, it varies depending on what you want out of life and what's practical. If you don't want kids you can go either way. But just understand the gravity of things as you age.
>Or are you entirely against it? Why?
I think it shouldn't be a trend like it has been for a few years now. I don't care if the people who are really convicted towards it and would commit suicide otherwise do it but we should be sober that it's just a cosmetic skin change for the most part.
>>40951911
Protestants are funny.
I'm not saying you should do anything for a family you hate.
>As for later having a family, what about being trans prevents me from marrying, adopting, being a step dad, etc?
Well I'm not sure how it goes for ftms but I imagine your fertility might be affected and having 2 "dads" might fuck your kids up. If you have kids you should do everything for them since part of having a family is sacrificing selfishness for the kids and grandkids. If you don't want them it's fine, a lot of people don't but a lot of those people also wind up wanting them when they're totally alone at 40.

You sound conflicted even though you seem to mostly be okay with it but conflicted enough. You should think about it. In the end no one here who's ftm is an actual man and no mtf is an actual woman. It's fun in your 20s and 30s even, but if you're caught up on this stuff as you get older it's a sign it's taking up too much of your CPU. Not saying this applies to you but yeah.

>>40951938
so why did you trans in the first place?

>>40951949
Why do you keep on mentioning my fertility when I have repeatedly said I don't care about having bio kids, and I'd certainly never want to give birth.

>>40951958
That's not your decision ;)

>>40951949
You're going to ruin the lives of any future kids you may have so why not kill yourself by your own logic? No kid should have a bobby 2.0 faggot retard as their ""father"" (sperm donor)

>>40951958
You asked about your womb

>>40951949
Sorry, last reply here. Why would it need to be two dads? I'm bisexual and honestly will most likely end up with a woman who would be more than happy to be a mother.

You keep on mention being 'caught up', can you explain? I feel as if my dysphoria would be more mind clouding than transitioning lol.

What were your health problems?

>>40951968
*bubba 2.0

>>40951970
Do you mean when I said
>deny my womb to my family
that's in reference to how my mother wants me to have a ton of kids because she didn't have as many as she wanted. She's even stated that she doesn't care if I want them, because she wants them more than I ever would. I never want to give birth.

>>40951984
Based mom

>>40951952
Depends on your definition. I didn't according to some. My perception is I just became more me instead of adhering to gender roles. Physically my body did the rest in it's own. Never had gene testing to figure out why, and the changes never caused problems to make it necessary.

>>40952002
What did you do in your transition? Did you even take hrt? How long? What were your health issues?

>>40951978
>two dads
That's just the assumption I made based off most people posting here lol
Most trannies are too occupied by the act is what I mean I guess. Certainly on this board. Priorities are twisted and they're not serious people. If your health is better now it's your life man, but if you're considering dropping it it's a sign to think more about where you might wish you were 20 years from now and not what you think you're okay with right now. Regardless of family or anything like that even.
>health problems
Weakness and fatigue mostly. Gone now
>>40951984
Yeah that's what I meant, I wasn't really sure what you meant by that honestly.
I mean, if you had a good relationship with your mom and family I would err more on the side of legacy but if not, it's your call. I'm not saying anyone should do anything for gay family, but if you love them it's different.
Anyways good luck I don't think you'll hear good opinions from either side whether it's the hugbox here or super fervant anti tranny people. It's funny how ostracized detransitioners are when I can't think of any other group with the experience to talk about this stuff since most trannies here are so religious and hugboxxy about a different opinion.

Like I said it's your choice. If you're happy with it stay how you are.

unsee cc/album#csuFeAAt2b1g
ftm poon

>>40952029
gross

am i a pedo if i like hebe loli/shota (only drawn) but i also have a healthy attraction to mature female - sometimes male - bodies and actually prefer them? or should i kms to preserve my family's honor

>>40952047
yes

waow

>>40952083
She eventually gets fixed

guysu when you get your tits chopped what happens to your chest hair

>>40952047
yup

>>40952092
And by fixed I mean properly raped and inseminated

>>40952010
Mostly just changed habits including exercise and eating. Nope on the HRT. Had some kidney and immune issues. But nothing serious.

israel or palestein

>>40952029
These never work for me, I can't see them.

I should wear my spiderman costume for Halloween again

>>40950902
Im on reandron rn, 3mg every two months. Height is 173cm, about 5’8 and something. If you’re shorter that just means you’ll have an easier time getting bigger muscles

>>40950865
I eat sweets, eggs, carbs (bread with fibre, etc), cereals, fruit… basically everything. 1L of milk every day. Just gotta get that daily protein and keep under the calorie surplus.

>>40950963
You probably need to lose weight and then regain it with training. Basically a body recomp. Also check your T levels

>>40951293
Massive loser
Don’t engage with him. He has no life. Talked to him in ds. Everything boils down to him just having a hardcore incel mentality and a weird obsession with pre t trans men. I don’t even know what makes a person like this

>>40952399
Thank you so much for confirming all that, sorry for the headache you went through determining the details. You're right, worthless to dig further, and impossible to explain. Cheers to our little venture into the futile

>>40952513
We used to call that not feeding the trolls.

>>40950274
Get a binder from underworks in the section for men. As long as youre not buying low quality from aliexpress and such it should work fine. Take your normal size

I'm so fucking tired of wearing binders, especially in the humid heat. I want top surgery so badly but all of the surgeons I am considering don't work with insurance and charge 10k+ for the procedure I want

>>40951937
Actually, I think my kink for other people getting pregnant might be something I'm nearly done with. I'm more into other ftms than women now. Clearly any queer people who want to get pregnant are insane.

>>40953124
Start an only fans selling pictures and use profit in their removal.

Delicious irony and affirmation all in one.

>>40953433
What if you could get a cis guy to fill your tank to full. Then you use your t-dick to breed some girls by drip feeding the cum into them. Then technically you're getting them pregnant.

>>40953448
Nta but it's not my cum

>>40953464
It would be mixed with your cum....

Look, I'm just trying to help keep the dream alive until they figure out how to 3d print testicles from your DNA.

>>40953448
not my cum and i don't want anything inside me.

>>40951585
oh god we're all fucked
>>40951479
i regularly quote "i will stop being lazy and learn the value of each coin" "nickles... dimes... it's all so hard" to myself weekly. this is easily top 10 ftmg posts of all time to me.
>>40948125
i'm such a lazy sack of shit i need to jojosmaxx and become big and strong. what's your routine.

>>40953491
Well jokes on you, the photons from these words you're reading are now inside you.

>>40953488
I don't have cum...

>>40953599
Is that a statement, which would illicit a "damn"

Or a request...

>>40948618
imp2434

>>40952374
>>40952381
>>40952392
yeah i'm 5'3, so it'll pack on faster, but so does fat lol. i think i need to avoid sweets and shitty carbs and get more protein in. i def need to lose at least 15 pounds. do you eat at maintenance then? how often are you in the gym?

>>40952374
how the hell do ypu stuff enough food down to be able to maintain your weight?

>>40952047
you might be on the pedoohilic spectrum but if you have no plans to enact those desires on real children and alll you do us goon to drawings then imo its not a big deal. but thats just me im not a usual person i think if you told this to the average normie theyd freak out and distance themselves from you

>>40954632
and all you do is goon*

>>40951510
i already have some ideas.. they would probably be a bit expensive since they're my own drawing rather than something designed by the tattoo artist. i don't really like picking stuff from a catalogue, i'd rather have something by me or something unique. it'd be weird seeing someone with the same tattoo as me.
>>40951543
it just feels like this was a lesson i should have learned years ago, not in my late 20s. i feel like i've wasted so much time and i know i need to look forward but it feels like the past is just so heavy it keeps me from focusing even on the present. i've been trying EMDR for this and it just makes it worse. maybe i need acceptance therapy

>>40952047
I wouldn't consider you a pedo unless you were trying to groom kids or going to family vloggers. Liking drawings can be suspicious but it's not serious.

>>40949467
How old was he in the picture on the left

>>40955105
The picture on the left is a faceapp genderswap of a post-trans photo

>>40953497
I did 5 days a week running 7-8km, sometimes 10. Rn dropping to 4 days a week because of uni, but going to increase the intensity
Weightlifting is 3 days a week, just the most basic stuff, shoulder press, bicep curls, and back pulls, all done with an Olympic style bar. Then I do pull ups and chin ups, and some leg raises and occasionally Russian twists.
Most important thing is simply staying consistent and keep training for years. You won’t see much progress in the first months.

>>40953792
Rn switching from calorie deficit to maintenance, since I want some more muscle mass plus need more energy for uni and studying.

>>40954562
Hm just use a calorie tracking app and a scale? Most food has a lot of calories. At maintenance I only need about 2k calories.

>>40956595
>running makes me feel like i'm going to have a heart attack
>too broke for the gym
time to do pressups in my room forever

>>40954710
They work in concert, EMDR is supposed to use neuropathy (they don't know how) and post hypnotic suggestion to push memories from your hippocampus? where they cause PTSD, back into your short term memory so you can assimilate them properly and they stop triggering fight or flight trauma responses. It has some success, so it's worth a shot. The acceptance therapy is to help you partition how much you take on at a time.

>>40956655
What are your swimming and cycling options like?

>>40956655
If it makes you feel that way, that’s more of a reason to start doing it. Just start little by little. Las march I was barely able to run 3km, now I run 10k like nothing

>>40935876
>drug crimes
>I'd get high
you'd be doing the drugs you seized wouldn't you

left work early again even tho i have no fucking money because i was having a fucking anxiety attack all morning. there goes $100 i'm such a faggot

>>40956682
i feel like all i'm doing is just thinking about the bad stuff and that's it. like 'think about traumatic thing that happened, now think about your friends and blink and tap yourself' i dunno. i get what it's SUPPOSED to do, but it just...doesn't do it for me. i end up ruminating for days until the next appointment. i just feel unfixable after every session

>>40952083
uhhhh anon, this isn't what you think it is

did anyone make a new dcord?

>>40935705 (OP)
mtfs are mean, and kinda un-fucking bearable to talk to. I'd rather have ftms as friends because atleast you guys aren't miserable assholes all the fucking time.

What do /fmtg/ thinks of incels?

>>40957508
its almost like mtfs have real male experience

>>40957547
what?

>>40957427
It's just a guess, so I would talk to your therapist about this. But it seems like it's not engaging the neuropathy to help shift the memories to their proper place. Trauma response results in reliving the memory and all the horrible as if you're back at the event. If EMDRv works as claimed, the idea is you just remember them as regular memories, like you remember the last time you ate something particularly good or bad. But like I said, they haven't nailed down the particular mechanism that's causing this for people doing EMDR. But from what you've described, there are a few variations. One is while you recall that memory that usually triggers trauma, you envision it as if it's happening on carriages on a train, and you move your eyes physically as if you're watching the carriages containing these traumatic memories moving past you.

The tap is likely to engage your vagus nerve, some people have different effectiveness at different trigger points. The most common one being your neck below your ear; might need to look it up exactly. It helps release acetylcholine which helps moderate your parasympathetic nervous system.

But like I said to you earlier, be patient and kind to yourself. Things take time.

There's something I want you to do, watch the YouTube music video hi ren, by ren. There's something he says at the end that might be of some help to you. Just, prepare yourself. It is very very real.

>>40957508
Aww, they're alright to me. But I think I'm like reverse cancer. You die a little when you meet me, then I grow on you, then I'm a cute mark that you don't mind mind so much and only cover with makeup when you're worried I'll embarrass you.

Is it AAP to masturbate to the smell of your own boxers or am I just enlightened and resourceful

>>40957531
Some of us are incels. I think you will have a very hard time getting anything you want if you aren’t willing to put in any effort, but also that it’s very difficult to form romantic relationships if you’re autistic and/or hate your body for any reason.
>>40957877
If you keep the awareness that they’re your own boxers, AAP, otherwise, humiliation kink or resourceful.

>>40957877
Yeah, that pretty firmly sits in the overlap of that venn diagram.

>>40957531
Would

>>40957531
They think everyone that isn't gay or retaining a pussy is an incel. I'm immune because I'm capable of getting sex without significant effort because I discovered the secret of moderating my dumb assery to appropriate venues. Plus I'm annoyingly handsome enough, that if they let disdain for me slip even a little, they get intrusive thoughts about nuzzling the stubble on my jaw. I don't make the rules.
>>40957917
Huh, never stopped me. But then, I comorbid with ADHD, the impulsivity balances out some of my less social aspects to do stuff outside my comfort zone. Though, it helped that I spent more time actually trying to get laid as opposed to complaining about it.

>>40957877
>do things roasties do
>wow im so quirky no one does this but me haha am i male or female
You're a roastie, dear.

>>40957877
that doesn't even make sense, it would be AAP to masturbate in your brothers boxers

>>40954632
yep i feel really bad about this and would never non anonymously talk to someone about it. just thinking about the reaction my parents would have if they found out about my deviancy makes me want to kms. i wish i wasn't so mentally ill
>>40954886
i hate irl kids and consider them snot nosed brats. it's a night and day difference between flesh and blood kids and anime drawings. but still, it's definitely weird and perverted.

>log onto discord to watch movie with friend
>5 different BPD MtFs in different servers like bees in a hivemind activate to cause a shitstorm

trans women need to be fucking beaten like dogs man

>>40958525
greentext plz

>>40957531
used to think they were hot
femcel supremacy now

>>40958525
i'm conflicted
mtfs = bpd hyper leftist whores
ftms = try to be as revolting as possible by choice and devolve into the same feminine bpd behavior when you piss them off, especially here

>>40957348
>i'm such a faggot
No, you're such a woman

>>40959451
Speak for yourself

>>40959542
I'm not the one leaving work over a panic attack and then posting about it online looking for a digital pat on the back

>>40959646
Seems like he wanted us to insult him for being a pathetic loser because he could never admit to his loved ones how broken he feels he is

To that anon, you still showed up to work. You still did the best you could, don't give up