Thread 40938062

Retard edition
old >>40919157

>QOTT
When did you first get exposed to Serial Experiments Lain?

>>40938062 (OP)
i look like this

>>40938062 (OP)
idk like when i was 15

bro I hate you all so much you have no fucking clue you could never understand

I do not pass because I'm 6'2 and I never will (read what tall women (not 5'9 tall but 6' tall) go through every day and then remember that I didn't go through female puberty)

>>40938073
cute

>>40938062 (OP)
anime is for children

>>40938118
you are a child

>>40938062 (OP)
i think like 2012~
i used to browse a fair bit of r9k and wizchan back then so that was my first exposure

>>40938118
be like a child before god or have the decency to BE QUIET

ffs would be life saving for me

>>40938156
ffs wouldn't do anything for me except change my facial identity and make me look more conventional without actually making me more feminine or less ugly

ffs helps a lot but if youre over 6ft dont bother
itll just make you look way shittier when you detransition

anime website

im
So conflicted about ffs because my face is objectively a cute (masc) twink face and ive seen ffs projections that just make me look ugly and round. idk what to do, i may very well be an insane homosexual rather than a tranny

>>40938169
Why would I detransition

>>40938169
I will never detrans

>>40938056
>if you cant stealth then you cant pass
passing-as-cis is and always will be contextual. once a context is poisoned with the knowledge of you being trans then you can no longer pass-as-cis in that context. so you can pass-as-cis in some contexts but not in others and if those contexts overlap then you may lose the ability to pass-as-cis in a context you previously were passing-as-cis.
stealth is a description of passing-as-cis in every one of your contexts and ensuring that they are never poisoned.
passing as i would use it casually would be passing-as-cis in the majority of new contexts before they have a chance to be poisoned, ie new interactions.
stealth ==> passing
stealth <=\=> passing

>>40938169
Partially true
Destroying the brow bone and stuff will lead to uncanny territory
However, everyone could use some plastic surgery to look more perfect

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2V09C98Xt7Q
manmoders

>>40938207
>to look more perfect
to fit current trends*
ftfy

upbotes to da left

a full head and body transplant could save me

nothing could ever save me

>>40938210
True
Taking my gf to the art gallery when we first started dating was based because for the first time she saw people who looked like her being celebrated as beautiful (my observation not her words)

CCould anybody ever love a hard-edge-faced twink with boobs???

>>40938224
alexandre cabanel drew women with big rib cages in his art and it makes me feel better (this is eve)

>>40938245
hello

gay nerd ahh shih who tf care bout art bffr

nobody could ever or will ever really love me

>>40938264
i wish you were real instead of a bot trying to lure me into the woods and kill me

being queer is good if you're female bodied and not male bodied

>>40938169
yup will never understand how anyone over 5'8 can do this and not have a nightmare scenario replaying in their heads 24/7

my boyfriend is gay and pretending he's not

>>40938279
how would i kill you if i was a bot? i'm a real human bean trying to lure you into the woods.

>>40938293
But why would I detransition how would that make anything better

>ffs is only for if you're short
you seriously cannot comprehend how much I hate trash like you

iwnbawbawasohs

>>40938276
I look like that

>>40938293
people over 5'8 that troon out are usually delusional or rapehons that dont care because not dysphoric or on a suicide mission to give it their best shot and fail anyway because their life was pointless from the start
when youre any of the above, you arent thinking about consequences or what comes after

is 5'8 short enough for ffs

>>40938319
you will never be one of the good ones

>>40938263
Woah
I would have passed so good even 50 years ago
I hate it here

I still hate you all

>>40938327
yeah but you and the people in here couldnt even make it as the bad ones lmao

>>40938118
You arent a big boy grownup

I knew I wasn't going to pass ever but I still thought that estrogen would keep me from getting worse and that's true, I don't have more body hair

>>40938302
that's not really my problem dude. also i didn't tell you too. i'm just guessing youre mentally built like rambo to endure this life
>>40938327
nor will you but the difference is that you're fine causing collateral damage

>>40938338
that... doesn't make any sense

I'd say do better, but we both know you can't

>>40938347
>causing collateral damage
pickmes second against the wall

ESTROGEN OR SUICIDE HRT OR DEATH NEVER DETRANS FUCK CISSOIDS TOTAL DEMORALIZER D****

people irl can't tell i'm trans but i'm pretty sure they can smell the braindead loser on me from a mile away

>>40938361
based

>>40938361
based

>>40938361
based

>>40938365
people irl can tell I'm trans and it kind of fucking kills me sometimes but other times it's nice like they know and it's obvious they know but it's not a big deal

manmoders have dignity that's why they hate us

>>40938365
it works as a really nice filter for people i wouldnt want in my life anyways and then sometimes i meet a clocky bitch/dood and we click and make each other feel safe and it’s like the whole world melts away

>>40938390
>dignity

>>40938393
I'm afraid of other lgbt people and I avoid them

>>40938406
you should fix that

>>40938416
why

bend over I'm gonna fix you

>>40938425
being around gays will make you feel normal and rare rather than unusual and freakish

>>40938486
>normal and rare
what

>>40938492
yeah

>>40938503
no

being around cgirls makes me feel strange and well done

>>40938519
no one knows I'm taking estrogen

>>40938519
best decision i ever made was secretly injecting foreign estrogen in my bedroom

>>40938519
skill issue still have my friends and family

>>40938519
you got less body hair?

>>40938356
there's a long wait between first and second just fyi

>>40938073
I wish I looked like this, instead I look like Eran Yaeger

IM SO UGLY

>>40938577
this but actually

>>40938519
my family already hated me and my "friends" had already phased me out and, at best, tolerated my presence
vs
now I have boobs

worth

>>40938568
fuck you
you will never know what it's like to have zero femininity
when the sun shines I don't squint
my eyes are deep enough that I don't need to

i'm a handsome feller

im trutrans so id never end up looking like a fucking bald bruce willis nigga

>>40938596
this but for real i'm quite the strapping young lad

>>40938533
I wish I never told my best friend I was taking estrogen, now I have no friends

i've been thinking wrong forever
i don't need to be anything

this gen is half projection of insecurities and half slave mentality, don't you guys ever get bored

>>40938593
>you will never know what it's like to have zero femininity
Mocking people is mean

waiting with glee for winter to come so i can run into the river

>>40938644
i never read nietzsche

toxic and mentally ill chud website newmoder

>>40938593
>transitioned at 60 despite having a son
Is the femininity in the room with us

>>40938656
don't worry, neither did the anon you're replying to

>>40938666
you mog me and I'm not even shitting you

>>40938656
idgaf + not my problem

>>40938666
>666
cursed gigahon trips

>>40938680
chill on me bro

cum on me bro

>>40938671
oh brother why dont you just bore us with more of your intersectional cosmo magazines today huh

>>40938666
satanic trips of truth. flowers is the one true manmoder king of darkness, mogged by all

>>40938712
nigga what

>>40938666
morgues me

are we all on our periods today? whose cycle did we line up with?

manstruation

my feet hurt from walking

today is my injection day

>>40938575
i look more like this honestly

>>40938062 (OP)
who am I fucking kidding. I'm not a girl. I'm not even a hon, I'm just a fucking dude. I don't WANT to be a male at all, but nothing about me is feminine. I should fucking off myself.

yeah today is mine too

>>40938671
on the genealogy of morals was literally a required reading in my high school, im sorry im not an illiterate american i didn't do it on purpose
>>40938691
i dont feel like it

i think most of you should just detransition desu
hrt is clearly making you insane

>>40938774
I should detransition you're right

>>40938756
honmoder recognized gtfo

did you guys know there's an altchan pedophile cabal that seeks out niche 4chan generals with prominent avatarfags and easily identifiable posters and then they emulate those posters and pretend to be them for months at a time? i found that interesting.

>>40938747
same worstie

>>40938752
IGNORED AGAIN. I fucking hate myself.

>>40938784
im not leaving it's raining outside and im bored

cried a lot today about my appearance and how ive made no progress in 4 years, took a benzo and it instantly went away. maybe i should just get hooked on drugs

>>40938756
>literacy is when i read the tp i wipe my shit with

>>40938796
proof?

>>40938800
go play in the rain kiddo

>>40938796
this may have happened with me :>

>>40938774
am i insane or is the gen actually normal and sociable today?

maybe if u didn't post kaneki ken MY HEART I LOVED HER ahh images youd get a heartfelt response

>>40938799
*kisses you nonconsentually*

>>40938809
no, if you talk about them by name they show up

>>40938808
Ate him up and left no crumbs.

it's either detransition or suicide. And there's no way in fuck I'm letting testosterone RAPE me again.

>>40938799
boo hoo just detransition already rogd victim

>>40938796
i do this

>>40938837
i’ll dismember you in front of your faggot family

>>40938796
not true ;______;

i want attention can i post pics of myself so you all can call me ugly again

I love big black cock in my anus!

>>40938837
i was always dysphoric you fucking dickhead. Go stuck glass in your urethra.

>>40938808
good job buddy just another year on special ed and you'll be writting coherent sentences

older lgbt, the medical establishment, and the world failed every person in here
the last generation of failed trannies in human history

>>40938863
>Cape shit normie meme

Yeah, that confirms it. Your life is meaningless and your a cornball.

>>40938811
I can't rollerskate in the rain :C

sex with john 27 :3

>>40938865
just admit it took you 3 hours to read a chapter of 1984 or whatever you actually read

instead of Demonrats, Republicans, and libertarians we should have Maoists Black Panthers, and anarchists

Idk i think philosophers are dumb
Or more accurately reading philosophy is dumb
Its just some niggas opinion
Make ur own opinion

i eat masc man ass for xanax

I should really start cutting again. mutilating myself is the only thing that brings me joy anymore. I'm not a girl, I'm a bitch.

thats bars

>>40938870
the last generation of failed trannies so far

>>40938901
detransition

i watched fire walk with me yesterday and i thought it was so poignant that the only way laura palmer could end the cycle of abuse was by giving up her life
i think being a tranny is pretty similar. is there really no way to escape the curse besides killing yourself?

my nigga is u serious???

>>40938901
your god is dead cultist #ihatefaith #lolzor

failed transition is a state of mind

>>40938916
I'd rather kill myself than get raped by testosterone again. Go fuck yourself.

>>40938920
>>40938930
substantiate your claim

>>40938898
I hate jews and muslims!

>>40938922
you make me want to cut even more.

>>40938938
substantiate this cock

>>40938938
i don't feel like it, have a nice day

ur all rly fucken annoyin!

>>40938955
Trip on, bee

oy vey it's anotha shoah

>>40938937
then quit self pity act you retarded bitch

>>40938938
not making a claim it was a question

>>40938951
>>40938952
>>40938955
please learn to read

Sex with Larry.

CUTTING IWNBAW SO I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY BODY ANYMORE

wait am i actually the only real person here? am i being trolled into suicidal behavior? are any of you guys even apprehensive about ffs or are you trying to keep me male? huh???

>>40938972
again, not reading all that
dont you "people" ever learn?

>>40938989
detransition

mocking me

>>40938990
we're the real people and youre the npc

>>40938969
no. dysphoria is kicking my ass today and I really need an outlet. I feel like shit, and I don't even remotely feel like a woman.

>>40939005
ruhroh

tfw le epic sauce discord raid :^)

>>40938989
self harm hurts though

I am a man in every way that matters.

>>40938989
How about you cut through some job applications, son

>>40939002
what >>40939011 said. you mean bitch, I feel bad for whatever future partner you might have. just from this small interaction, I can tell you're abusive.

that 6'2 bitch whinning about her height will never not be fucking hilarious. seeing white peiple being miserable over superfluous things makes me so happy

heya yah ho hey ho heya

>>40939033
I'm not working in a society that actively wants me dead. Go fuck yourself.

>>40939035
to be fair what the fuck is a 6'2 woman lol
i totally understand her

it seems the backsliding of transgender rights is making many of us insane

I want to bash my fucking skull against a concrete wall until all I see is eternal blackness.

my transition failed. RAWR XD I'm so silly! local man takes estrogen and nothing happens (I wonder why men when they get estrogen for prostate cancer never look like women!)

>>40939048
her hips are wider than her shoulders

it’s over

>>40939051
there u are bitch!!!!

it sure didnt help to find out everything we were sold about being a tranny was a lie

>>40939020
that's the point. it NEEDS to hurt. I love cutting so much, and it keeps me calm and collected. It makes me feel happy, I'll never have friends so let me cope.

>>40939064
That's not true lmao you have a bad memory
I measured my hips and they are average size for men

>>40939069
Real

>>40938882
>john 27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

>>40939064
6'2 is so bad that even being a luckshit is wasted because anyone with a brain can put two and two together immediately

Tfw 5'8 and not even close to female appearing

>>40939064
im not white also thats not me

>>40939034
lol im abusive because don't indulge in constant self pity

it’s over
it’s over
it’s over
it’s over
it’s over
i have to make real life friends now
i cant trust the internetbecause
it’s over oh it’s so over

>>40939069
you can just be a girl
it's never too late
and so on
I wish somebody grabbed me, slapped me and told me that this shit will never go away and that if I don't transition before puberty I am literally doomed

my job at the tranny commune is licking all the penises clean

STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH HOLY FUCK I WANT TO CRY SO FUCKING BAD. I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH.

who's having a melty?

>>40939096
detransition

f*rt nigga

>>40939096
this is me RIGHT NOW fr

>>40939089
You're abusive because you're a mean cunt. You could oh idk, just not fucking reply to me you stupid tranny cunt? fucking worthless bitch needs to kill herself already.

>>40939098
a rogd victim

>>40939074
ummmm why would you do something that hurts, maybe try taking a hike or drawing yourself in a sunny field

i wish i wasnt 5’8 ugly and a man wtf

>>40939099
Stop telling trannies that retard? are you tryna get them to kill themselves??? Why people like you treat the mentally unwell like this is beyond me

>>40939035
Okay so go ask actually very tall cis women and they will tell you it's not fun

entire thread mocking me holy shit it’s so over. im the centre of the world in my mind or rather i can accurately identify patterns

how tf do you fail transition at 5'8
why would you ever repress or masculinize or be male
you werent going to make it as a man like that what the fuck were you doing lmao even a middle schooler can figure that shit out

>>40939131
we're mocking you because we all want to have sex with you and marry you

>>40939135
nice comeback moid.

>>40939076
>>40939125
>>40939083
lmao

>>40939145
don't call it a comeback

>>40939141
I don't want to fuck any of you, ESPECIALLY this bitch -->>40939135

>>40939139
i tried to troon at 15 but i got sent to conversion therapy and it worked (ie i repped for several more years while testosterone mangled my body)

>>40939158
brutal.

>>40939148
How is it funny to you

>>40939167
not really i can always just kill myself

i need to quit 4chan

>>40939112
you just need some right wing cock to fix you

>>40939170
because you're all clearly miserable

IM A DUMB MAN AND IM HALF NIGGER. COULDN'T GET WORST THAN THAT COULD YOU??? THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I FUCKING CUT. IM A COON ASS NEGRO AND I'M A GIGAHON.

>>40939190
i’m not though

>>40939196
buck...

>>40939188
how the fuck?? Why did you screenshot that??? WHY DID I FUCKING SAY THAT?? I'm so embarrassed.

>>40939158
holy shit
your parents are fucking demons

>>40939158
lol unlucky

>>40939211
had to happen to someone

>>40939196
shiiiiiieeeet..

my belly is full

>>40939188
I was most likely drunk when I wrote that. Im so stupid holy shit.

>>40939223
Ikr? I'm a dumb nigger. I'm a ghetto monkeyhon. I'm not even going to say any snarky remarks back, you're absolutely right. I'm a monkey.

>>40938901
So true bestie! Let's cut ourselves together! :D

>>40939246
now I'm crying fuck me I hate this.

I HATE being 6'2

im not engaging your raceplay fetish

>>40939246
nah that sucks man
i cant even imagine the hell of being dysphoric and black
not just for racism reasons but because it seems like the masculine expectation of black amabs is insane and i assume you had to experience a lot of that as a young child against your will

FUCK YOU J

raceplay is raceplay but for blacks

>>40939266
this isn't a fetish. I genuinely hate myself for being part black. I hate how ugly it's made me.

>>40939276
my pain...IS FAR GREATER THAN YOURS

>>40939264
truly a weapon to surpass metal gear...

>>40939278
detransition then

cute arm maple <3

>>40939271
yeah :(
as a brown amab, you're expected to be a certain way or you get yelled at/abused. Black people especially don't like gay or trans people, so I try to avoid them like the plague.

>>40939276
:) <3

>>40939278
>>40939300
how can you be this cucked

>>40939297
you're really scaring me dude. I don't even remember taking this picture. can you stop?

>>40939297
i really hope this isn't yours... your cuts don't even pass lol

>>40939297
cut deeper, vertically

>>40939310
watch what you post sis

>>40939312
no they're mine. They're stalking me and reposting old photos of me

>>40939312
BRVTAL

never post face never post arm never post body never post the same image twice easy

hard to eat more because of full tummy but i need the calories:|

>>40939325
yeah. I think I'm done with 4chan. This is really fucking weird and creepy. And now everyones insulting my arm, fml.

>>40939318
across the street for attention, down the street for results silly!

>>40939196
COON ASS NEGRO
Kek!

>>40939344
by the way youre right you should definitely seek an autism diagnosis lmaoooo

every time you have a meltdown here we're taking screenshots to post on the discord and laugh at you btw

>>40939331
lol why would you ever share pictures of your self harm, are you actually retarded??

>>40939354
I feel a pit in my stomach. Please stop, I'm sorry for angering you.

>>40939343
Drink some protein shakes or something

>>40939367
on what discord?

>>40939368
I don't fucking know and yes I'm so fucking stupid.

>>40939276
i just dont understand
why would you cut a bunch of cardboard tubes and then tape them to yourself

>>40939383
full of sugar i have to eat clean

>>40939384
mmg 7.0

I feel sick. there's a discord making fun of me and screenshotting my post, I don't even know how to react to that. I'm an idiot.

>>40939372
We are literally all laughing at you in our discord vc, yes even that one girl you think we don't associate with anymore, she's probably the most amused by this melty!

>>40939384
You gotta be better than this anon...you gotta woMAN up and keep that shit to yourself. Show no weakness!!

>>40939407
what girl? are you all trannies also?

>>40939312
LMFAOOOO

the mmgcord is FEASTING 2nite ladies..

yikers...

>>40939425
I know. I'm so fucking embarrassed, why would I post any of this? I turned myself into a fucking lolcow.

>>40939395
Unfortunate :(
>>40939427
Trans and cis women

>>40939438
t. bpdemon whos loving the attention

>>40939435
early 20s straight white male taste in music

why did the fakemoders come to mmg to bully truemoders then start having mental breakdowns themselves

>>40939435
this is ass dude. thats all ill say

>>40939435
cyan hardcore is peak though

>>40939438
This is why you only do show and tell with your favorite person, not the entirety of the internet... When will you learn!?!

>>40939451
we're all just pigs in the slop at the end of the day, nona

>>40939463
quit replying to yourself

>>40939471
not me thoughbeit

>>40939435
I'm going to off myself dude. christ, I get it in a fucking loser.

>>40939451
Because it's fun??

>>40939457
its the worst thing on there, and thats saying a lot

>>40939463
I learned today. nowhere is safe, I'm fucking ruined.

retards

>>40939495
meeeeeeee :3

perhaps the fastest mmg ever

>>40939476
Take meds schizo...
>>40939494
The only safety you'll ever get, is within yourself anon, reach within yourself and pull it out!

I'm sorry everyone, and I deserve to be laughed at. I understand that I shouldn't have posted myself to the Internet, and I won't be doing it ever again. Not even texting or befriending people. This is what happens when you're a mental mess and an attention seeker. what a fucking loser I am.

>>40939507
it’s like 4 samefags larping as a cabal or something idk

again, most of you should try detransitioning

>>40939517
I'm not even mad at the people making fun of me. I can't be, I did this to myself.

aweeee :3

>>40939532
Forget that! If you're gonna detransition just blow your brains out lol we don't need any more detrans "people"!

I hate being a half black half brown goblina

>>40939541
I definitely disagree with that now.

>>40939541
oh....

>>40939517
can I suck your pp pls

my grandmother was black but i look full white

>>40939554
Yikes. that's embarrassing why the fuck did I say that?

>>40939507
You’re welcome

i can do this too

>>40939517
Yes because that will solve ALL your problems lol fucking retarded faggot

>>40939586
it would stop me from embarrassing myself. so that's something.

>>40939517
youre just extremely autistic tbdesu

sex with maple

can we make the next thread about detrans encouragement

great thread desu
we're so back

>>40939592
And yet you continue to embarrass yourself... do me a favor queen, log out for the night

so is ffs a good or bad idea

>>40939642
ew no, anons if you are seriously considering detransitioning, just end your lives m'kay?

>>40939665
What if you don't like how you look? What if you end up looking worse?

methschizo(?) posted detrans kink art a while back and it fucked my tastes up chat am i cooked

>>40939677
i dont know what if

>>40939679
Chopped, cooked, and washed I'm afraid unc...

>>40939679
it means you need to detransition for mommy

>>40939685
Just something for (you) to think about anon, it's ok to be optimistic, just don't get overly optimistic, keep it real!

i'll be a good boy mommy.....

you will have to forcible inject me with testosterone you fuckers. i will take estrogen do nothing else and bitch and moan about it the entire god damn time but i will never let that moid poison back in my fucking body under my own volition ever again. eat shit and savor every bite

>>40939713
EWWWWWWW

>>40939711
fuck you J

>>40939723
Type shi

>>40939742
<3 awww do you really mean it?? :)

>>40939723
co-signed because that was some real shit you just said.

>>40939723
making yourself insane and developing gd to own the libs

>>40939765
ok youre not even him you gay larper

I HATE BEING 6'2

>>40939771
I'll never be him...

I hate being 5'8

>>40939778
detransition
nba needs you

>>40939785
Why would I detransition

>>40939784
same

>>40939784
Lmfao, get a grip! It could be worse! You could be like this anon!>>40939778

look the same as i did 4 yearsa go

running out of time

>>40939792
It doesn't hurt when you laugh at me because it doesn't change anything

Personally in 3 years of estrogen i went from an ugly 22 year old man to an attractive 20 year old man but im 25 now

whats the point of taking hrt if you dont plan on girlmoding in 2-3 years

>>40939806
Cut off your feet, that's something you could do!

>>40939815
To feel #validasheck

>>40939815
some people find it hard to admit defeat
this thread is just sunk cost fallacy and denial

>>40939816
You mean my legs

whats the point in posting in mmg if youre not even a manmoder

to flex, to feel better about myself, to laugh at miserable people, etc

>>40940023
to feed off your misery

>>40940030
that bra is doing nothin
>>40940032
sure bro bet your life is going great

>>40940041
hairline mogs me

anyone wanna have sex to cope

>>40940068
wya

>>40940041
i sincerely look like that

>>40938825
>just trust me you stupid fuck

>>40938799
>WAJHHHHH NOBODY RESPONDED IN LITERALLY FOUR MINUTES!@!!!!!11

zoomer brainrot general

>>40940132
this cant be real

>>40940041
bobs me

bobs yer auntie

was that yall posted up outside my apartment earlier

fraid so mate empty out your pockets

i see you please leave me alone i'm sorry i sh0ouldnt have done that i could have stopped thjios FUCK FUCK STOP leave me alone i want to be normal i want to be

>>40940030
bro look like plank from ed edd and Eddy lol

>>40940217
who are you taking to anon lol >>40940155
Yea sorry, I'm trying to change my gang stalking ways

>>40940260
Taylor Swift post divorce core

>>40940260
nigga looks ashy af

>>40940260
Oof
I tried to tell the can i pass gen that they cant
But they still upload selfies anyways
Damn
This nigga needs fraxel laser asap

>frame too big to be a woman
>frame too small to be a man
whats the point

creaturemode

>>40940331
i literally do look like an alien
ai gender detectors dont even recognize me as human

you have to physically nut in the bomb

androgynous but in a disgusting way

pussy nigga

>>40940338
real

when i do it not a single soul on this earth will remember me

i dont want anyone to see my body when im gone
i dont want them all to see ive made myself as ugly on the outside as i am on the inside

are we done here?