Thread 40952195

Why do you hate your race/yourself? For me it's bc I was bullied by Latinos for not knowing Spanish in elementary school, I strongly hate them for that and I hate myself for even being related to them. I wish I could move to a white part of the country but I know they'll just see me as a weird latino who doesn't speak Spanish. I kinda have a relationship with a white guy but constantly think that I'm undeserving of his love and he should be with a beautiful white guy and not wasted on a disgusting person like me

>>40952195 (OP)
i understand you're plight completely anon

>>40952195 (OP)
Goon your clitty!

>>40952195 (OP)
I hate hispanics too but cause most of them have treated me like shit in life plus a lot of them are shitty in general but i do like being brown

>>40952202
Without doxxing myself Im kinda forced to use what little Spanish I know at my job. Some coworkers mock me for not knowing basic words and it pisses me off. They've lived in the US for years and don't completely know English yet wanna trash talk me, I despise them so fucking much and the chains of hate from my past keep getting proved right. I know it isn't healthy but it's literally the only coping mechanism I have
>>40952222
Do tell, I think its less about hating being brown and more hating that I'm related to them by blood. Was thinking of getting back on hrt but could make me hate myself even more desu

>>40952255
Honestly most of my hatred for hispanics just comes from my parents cause they were really shitty but that’s neither here nor there most of my friends have been hispanic and they were pretty shitty too lol but i’ve cut them off but that was inevitable since we were just high school friends and you should def get back on hrt anon it’s worth it in the long run cause this hate of your own race fizzles out once you start meeting decent people of that race it’s just a matter if time i guess

>>40952195 (OP)
Since im a worthless piece of shit that cant do anything. I will literally just die since no one would ever want to interact with me

I don't hate my race, I love it and know that we Slavs are superior to others.
Except for russians. They can fuck off and die

>>40952255
ha we lead very similar lives in this aspect
i don't really get mocked but a lot of esl customers will give me "the look" when i don't speak fluent spanish. like i'm some kind of race traitor or disappointment to them and it kind of pisses me the fuck off

>>40952195 (OP)
I hate mine when they're nigging it up. When they're not nog/10 or otherwise shitty, I like them.
simple as
>t. the mexicans of europe

>>40952430
People like this >>40952430
Is my ultimate hatefuel

You gay right?

>>40952486
No, but my flatmate Ivan is gay

>>40952195 (OP)
Pochos are fine in LA. Most of them speak with that Hispanic twang anyway.

>>40952495
>Im str because I'm top

>>40952523
Who said I'm top? That's fake news. I would never top

>>40952531
You can be straight only if you bottom for womans

>>40952400
They just pigs who can't handle cutie like you.

>>40952430
you niggas are the most degenerate bugmen on the face of this planet, literally worse than africans that still burn witches with flaming tires. poles are exact same as russian filth aswell, except you are faggot pickmes on top of being a horde of demons spilling out of mordor. i have to walk past some polish deli on the way to work on have my eyes assaulted by the paralytically drunk diabetics sitting out front eating sausage and drinking hard liquor at 6:30 in the morning while the slave pole woman with two black eyes brings them plates of filth.

No, I was raised in the thin era where colorblindness was the norm and racists were generally ignored as anachronism. Where equality was considered an end goal rather than a means to erase, and whiny bitches got reasonably ridiculed instead of given a platform. Because we actually scrutinized the difference between personal trials, and people co-opting them for clout. Oh and tolerance was considered a reasonable goal which generally worked out okay when people stopped being so offended about shit.

But now colorblindness is racist, equality is erasure, racists get shielded by claiming a power difference, and whiny bitches are financed because they're more effective at demographic splitting at low cost than anything the media did since demonizing the word communism to fuck workers rights. Oh and now tolerance isn't enough, it's state enforced acceptance, highlighting that tolerance vaporizes if you try to force people to agree, so now things are worse cause pushback.

I still hold to my previous values in some of this cause I'm fundamentally optimistic. But I'm still appalled at the lessons being forgotten that brought about the values I was raised with mainly because we just seem to be repeating the cycle.

>>40952660
god damned nigga get with the times your haranguing about culture war talking points from the early 2000s

>>40952681
More like 2010's. But seeing as we're in the "we told you so" period. It's still relevant. Though maybe you're right and it's too late to try and go back. But it's not so far in the past we can't still make a foundation with it in mind.

>>40952603
Watch out, you're malding

>>40952195 (OP)
You feel insecure about your inadequacy and lack of community / sense of belonging, so you direct your hateful energy towards a group of people that you use as a scapegoat for the misery and hate you feel for your own self

>>40952582
Yeah i guess. Probably have to start prog to be even cuter

>>40952603

Based. Slavs are the cretin off humans.

>>40952195 (OP)
Why TF did my thread get so big, only made it cause I wanted to vent and thought it'd die after two replies.
>>40952388
I've met good ones and usually I'm not so hateful but it's just when I'm mocked for being bad at Spanish it makes me unreasonable angry. It reminds me of my past and it just adds onto the anger Ive felt back then, kinda like a snowball that never melts, just keeps getting bigger and bigger. I have a tranny friend who's holding onto it but i live with religious homophobic family and when my boobs start growing idk how id hide them
>Cont.

>>40952660
I member those days

Because there is literally nothing good about being a nigger my black guilt is unmatched but I'm too much of a pussy to blow my brains out yet so I just sit in my room on 4chan forever I'm literally not a human fuck my shitty ape life

>>40954258
>>40952442
Honestly usually if the customer realizes I don't really know Spanish they get happy that I'm trying to learn it and that usually makes me want to learn slightly more. Its just my bitch coworkers calling me a child for not knowing how to say letters in Spanish or saying I'm not new (to work) like work is somehow a classroom where they're gonna teach me how to say my fucking abc's in Spanish.
>>40952777
I've been wronged by them my whole life, and out of all the people I hate the top of that list is me. It isn't a scapegoat it's the reason I hate myself, I just wish they got a taste of their own medicine and would understand what they did to me. theres a EP of mob psycho where mob gets sucked into a negative world where they bully him and the bad guys point is how much the past dictates your future and I relate to that so much

>>40952195 (OP)
i dont hate my race/nationality but in this stupid country we kinda have stupid institutions that protect or favor the foreigners (and people who work for the government) against their own people. I hate that part. And people think you are a boneheaded hillbilly if you speak the language with a local accent. It's also very retarded.

>>40952195 (OP)
Every brown person who hates their race is just like "I was a loser when I was 7 and I've never gotten over it." Grow up. You are brown.