Thread 40952700

Usually I’m neutral and gender doesn’t come up, but sometimes I’m specifically one or the other. Last night I was all three in different dreams, and it got me wondering. Are you faketrans and just a pretender if you’re still male in your dreams, are you trutrans if you always dreamed as a girl long before transitioning? Is it different for AGP and HSTS?
A dream is a wish your heart makes, isn't it?

>>40952700 (OP)
Twice recently in my dreams I almost hooked up with hot girls. In one of them I didn’t know what to do because I was a troon with a broken dick, and I was probably male in the other one, but I haven’t had thoughts or even dreams like this in forever and it was really weird

Sometimes I'm not even human. In one dream I remember being a drow woman, middle aged I guess, hard to tell when you're an elf. Anyway I was in an indoor flea market and I had to piss really bad. The bathroom was the trashiest place you ever seen, full of doodles and graffiti. I sat there trying to do my business for idk how long, felt like forever, till I realized I was dreaming and if I kept at it I'd probably wet the bed.

i don't dream

>>40952700 (OP)
woman still kinda hurts waking up desu even after 3 years of hrt maybe in 10 years ill feel okay with myself

>>40952722
kek half my dreams are me trying to find a place to pee (and then I wake up and go pee)
Drow women are still female tho, trutrans status: approved.

>>40952726
Sorry Anon, that kind of sucks actually.

I dream that I'm her little girl and she puts me In my place. I try to do certain things and she reminds me that little girls don't do that.

One time I had a dream that I was with 2 gays and we were getting ready going to a queer party and I wondered if I should be brave and go in girlmode and be celebrated, or be a pussy and boymode and be ugly and unwanted haha

>>40952700 (OP)
i'm a woman in my dreams. before i knew what being trans was, i still had a few dreams where i was a girl, but in general my dreams reflect how i see myself now. early in my transition i had dreams where i was at school but scared i was clocky and people could see my beard shadow pre-laser. now i have dreams where i'm a cis woman, but often i'll see people i used to know irl and they don't recognise me

My dream girlfriend is rougher and gentler at the same time when I'm a girl

>>40952810
Sounds pretty healthy desu.
I have ones where I'm a cis woman, ones where I'm a manmoder afraid of being outed, and where I'm a hon afraid of being clocked

>>40952700 (OP)
Idk i don’t have dreams

>>40952725
>>40952889
Why? Never? Dreaming is the only good part about wasting 8 hours of your life doing jack shit every night

>>40952700 (OP)
Girl or monster.
I think actually my dreams were what broke me in the end. Having to police my tranny thoughts even when I was sleeping was INCREDIBLY taxing. Nobody can keep that up forever.

>>40952700 (OP)
I don't dream and if I do I'm not in them

>>40952722
I did drow heaps of times.
Using men's mouths as toilets was a big part of it for some reason.

>>40952700 (OP)
My dreams are all weirdly hyperrealistic to a degree that there has been many times where Ive woken up and its taken a solid hour for me to decide Ive woken up.
So in my dreams Im always myself as whatever state I exist in.
I mean just recently I had a fucking dream inside of a dream where it was I had a dream that I was sleeping and was unaware of that but the bizzare thing was the things that effected me in the 2nd layer of dreaming actually made my faux body in the first layer of dreaming move around subconsciously? And so when I 'woke up' to the first layer of dreaming it was I went about my normal morning routine and wondered why my hand felt so strange. It was that my hand had moved closer to a space heater while sleeping that nearly burnt it so it was super red and the nerves were all tingly. I dont own a space heater its just thats the only difference there was to my actual house in the dream.

mostly i don't even really think about it. in almost all my dreams i never see or really consider myself, but even when i clearly do have a self and a body in a dream, i don't usually associate any gender with it or my person. very rarely i will have a dream in which i am conscious of having genitals, but even then i don't recall ever really thinking anything in particular.
i think that dreams are not only a reflection of your wants and beliefs but also your fears and uncertainties. if you're a man in your dreams but not in real life, it could be that you're really a man......or it could mean you're afraid of becoming a man......or it could mean literally nothing. or something else! i think sometimes we put too much stock in dreams as visions of personal truth.
>>40952922
my brother sometimes describes dreams like this. the idea of dreaming within dreams is so wild to me. i don't think i've ever experienced that

>>40952700 (OP)
>>40952922
The most consistent theme in my dreams though is hordes of people out to murder me that are all dressed up like normal people and that work for the system as it were. They are always endless to a degree that it is not the individual people trying to kill me that fucks me up but the knowledge that the presession will go on forever until I die. Like in one dream I had one of the murderers with a gun to their head and was actually offering myself up to surrender and said I would believe whatever the fuck would get me out of it and they said it doesnt matter what I do they will always keep coming.
Their cause is always completely incomprehensible and unknowable.
Usually they have some form of insiders who are there to somehow screw me over but are not there to directly kill me.

>>40952922
>>40952948
Your dreams are wild, I love it. Do you always remember them, or only sometimes? I find that I wake up a lot better when I remember my dreams and can continue my train of thought from them, and I wake up disoriented and feeling like shit when I'm completely blank about what I was dreaming about

>>40952964
I dont remember all of them but the ones I do remember I can remember them for years. They're realistic to a degree that its like it happens for real. Ive woken up screaming many times and when I throw punches in dreams I never get the 'trying to throw punches underwater' effect I always hear about. Its just that Im mildly weaker.
The alternative to hyper realism in my dreams is just like... initially its a hyperrealistic world and then all my senses start failing. My eyesight doesnt sync up with my motion and I can tell, then my eyesight just starts falling apart as the world around me does. Like my eyes are frozen on a single image and Im having to move around with just touch and hearing.
Its one of the more horrifying types of dreams I have.

>>40952700 (OP)
Im a pretty girl

>>40952992
Fuck, that's cool. Can you read and write in your dreams? I was able to read something once but when I tried to read it out loud it was just gibberish, and I was disappointed.
Also do you have any issues, or are you pretty well-balanced in your life?

>>40952997
What about in real life?

>>40953007
I can. Ive used a phone multiple times in my dreams to figure stuff out.
In my real life Im basically just a standard run of the mill autistic person. I dont do any drugs or drink any alcohol, well I do but its only at the behest of other people. Mushrooms are the only exception, which I think should say how well put together I am in my day to day.

>>40952700 (OP)
I had a dream that I killed a man and anally raped his wife while he died watching
When I was a teenager I had a dream that my stepfather walked in on me stroking my cock
I don’t think genitals have come up in any other dreams
t. FTM

>>40952700 (OP)
my dreams involve me starting hrt or getting ffs
t. repper

>>40952896
most nights i just pass out and not remember what happened

>>40952700 (OP)
This is something on the level of "a person is real when he is dead drunk and half of his brain systems have switched off"

Usually I am just me without any changes
There was one dream where I grew a cock so I could fuck a carton of mint chocolate chip ice cream. I woke up really confused but it felt fine I guess.

Blue jelly girl

>>40952700 (OP)
I'm a repper but I had a dream where I had a sleepover with hunter Schafer and she turned me into her clone

>>40954255
>There was one dream where I grew a cock
i had a dream where i turned into a futa and my cock grew so big it fucked my own tits which also grew

>>40954397
Actually reasonable, but I hope without the same nose

>>40954098
Did you ever try looking in a mirror while in a dream? I was told it can't be done, but I was also told reading can't be done, so I don't know

>>40952700 (OP)
A lot of times I'm not me, but when I am, I'm trans. Even my dreams clock me. Lol

>>40952700 (OP)
Usually I'm sorta passively taking the POV of some other person that's not me. Like I'm riding on their shoulder. I don't control what they do, but I experience their thinking and actions and often feel bad when they make a mistake or something as a result of identifying with them.

Thinking about it, it's actually kinda rare that I'm like... myself, in dreams, rather than just observing. And usually when that's the case I'm anxiously boymoding if anything. Or I just have no awareness of gender and am stuck up in something.

>>40954640
Yes. Anon I have literally had entire city blocks of the place I live recreated in my dreams. Sometimes its where random things from around the city will show up and even with the perfect recreations the blocks usually aren't in the right spot relative to the rest of the city but the point still stands.
The main difference with my house in my dreams is that any trash thats out is cleaned up. There is some clutter but its only big stuff like boxes and the like.

>>40954640
>>40954896
Like when I say my dreams are hyper realistic I mean it.
I have lucid dreams on a fairly regular basis but it always goes one of two ways. One being the whole sensory collapse thing I mentioned earlier where the entire world around me just starts falling apart extremely rapidly or I become lucid but Im completely unable to change whats going on.

>>40952700 (OP)
In my dreams I'm either a floating pov, seeing through the eyes of a character, or a normal woman without any dysphoria. Going back to reality where I am dysphoric hurts. Also I got pregnant and gave birth in a dream for the first time recently.

Like I had a dream where it was a rainy day and got into a weird limousine right here.

>>40952700 (OP)
im always just me not, neither a boy or a girl. gender is never relevant in my dreams.

>>40952700 (OP)
Im a hetero cis women and in my dreams I am a man who puts his dick into a beautiful womans pussy. I wake up in orgasm. Has happened multiple times. Am I trans now?

>>40952700 (OP)
I don't really dream anymore. when I do it's from like a floating pov with no body.

>>40952896
Everytime i sleep it feels like getting knocked out lol but i used to have dreams of growing old to be a grandma with my little grandkids and that made me really happy and now I really wanna have kids

>>40955225
If you also want to impregnate her fertile womb with your thick and manly jizz, then yes, sorry bud.

I'm a bisexual male
I've had multiple dreams in which I'm shemale
Last night I had a dream I was trying on girls underwear and put on pink nail polish, but then I was trying to hide my pink nails from people

>>40952870
yeah, i think so too. i just woke up from a dream where i was on snapchat and a guy added me. turns out he was some schizophrenic guy i apparently knew before transitioning, who had an xbox360 game i left at his. i went to meet him with my girlfriend and i had my hair tied in really bushy, thick pigtails. the schizo guy gave me the disc i was missing which he had professionally cleaned, then he kept walking up to crowds of girls and saying something i couldn't hear, and they'd all turn and laugh at me and my gf.
before then i had a dream where a parasite egg was preserved in a honeycomb for 1000 years and i got to eat medieval honey

I have dreams about being an officer in nazi Germany. Killing jews

>>40952700 (OP)
29 year old male
I've always been female in my dreams long as I can remember, can remember some from when I was 4 of being a little girl.