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QOTT: any of yous know how to sew?
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>>40956895 (OP)
no but ill soon have access to a sewing machine and then will get into it

should i take hrt

>>40956983
it's a free country, do whatever you want

im being spied on

>>40956993
idk what i want

i have goons outside your house

>>40957012
i'm jealous
>>40957046
a hug from a genuine manmoder?
it's just a hug tho

why am i not married yet

>>40956983
yes you stupid fucking faggot we already told you

>>40957093
skull issue

how do you guys know its me to movk me so effectively every (you) is a jab every thread is an insult every post that ISNT replying to me is a slight

>>40957105
can't do it until next sunday or monday i'm just thinking if this is what i really want

injected yesterday
didn't get a badge

>>40957181
congratulations anonymous

IM SO UGLY

i've posted unedited pictures of myself here
everyone vomited
except the time someone thought i had nice legs ig, but there's always one, right?

should i get srs?

>>40957367
fuck it bro, go for it

if you want it and understand the risks, fuck yes!

>>40957093
?

everyone thinks i'm a disgusting sex pest but... i'll b honest...
it'd be kinda fun playing with a neovagina?

i want it but i always feel like what if i wait 10 years for tech to get better

srs will only be acceptable if it is IDENTICAL

>>40956895 (OP)
I wouldn't say I know how to sew but I do stich up holes in my clothes off. I just stich it a bunch until I think it's good.

i don't know if this is some kind of delusional cope i've talked myself into but i've come to the conclusion i would never voluntarily remove any healthy, normal tissue. dick and boobs is actually optimal and i'd be committing some kind of blasphemy by removing either one.

>>40957444
BASED agampmoder
I just kind of want my balls out of the way and a pussy, too...

>>40957444
so that includes even orchie

ill have my orchie consult soon btw:)

>>40957450
my T is already fully suppressed on hrt anyway, and it's not like i'd be able to stop hrt even if i got orchi, so there's not much point in removing them

>>40957398
totally get u bro

also i want to cut off my ugly ballsacks [feminine]

>>40957495
ugly and in the way
i have some shorts ill finally be able to pull up all the way without feeling uncomfortable

>>40957444
trips of trvke
i feel like this too
they don't produce any significant discomfort or dysphoria for me and i use it so

i should have cut my balls off when i was still on tricare

>>40957555
the important question is: would it show outwardly?
otherwise just wear them proud now in this instant, some of us people have disabilities not of our choosing and shouldn't be ashamed of 'em!!

I'm going to live and THRIVE to spite you discord bullies. that's all.

Transvestite general

>>40957675
i want to marry you

i hate having a dick

>>40957650
it would show outwardly but pain is a bigger issue than that. beeing able to tuck better is an added bonus

the window where your life is good is so brief, life literally ends at 23

Im a st8 cis man that likes taking estrogen

>>40957739
i dont think thats true

>>40957740
i wrote this post

manmoding is so good when you don't have a bitch in yo ear telling you it's depressing

>>40957806
manmoding fucking sucks, what are you talking about?

>>40957834
if you hate it so much then stop doing it

>>40957857
maybe I will, soon. I just don't want to get killed or bullied. for now I'll be a "feminine boy", and work my way up to male failing. Then at that point, I'll be a girl.

You got to have a plan when transitioning. It's only smart.

>>40957733
i just wear tight knickers and man it up personally

a year ago i started estrogen, quit drinking and smoking, and started doing a skincare routine and now i look worse than ever

>>40957950
lol get recked

>>40957739
it's true my life ended at 23 and i've been living in hell since

>>40957958
>t. average miserable mtf tttt user

seriously though, why are mtfs so mean? you gain nothing from being a bitch, you know that right?

>>40957958
yup haha

>>40957977
really, with all the nasty shit flinging that goes on in this gen, you thought THAT was mean?

>>40958017
well, yeah that's what I was referring to. I got laughed at by a whole discord dedicated to this general. I KNOW they're mean.

fat man secured

>>40957977
you also gain nothing by being nice loser

i need trannies to go drinking and eating spicy food with pleaseeeee

>>40958067
that's unfortunate but also what you get for joining an mmg discord in 2025
they've all been like that for years

same tbhon

>>40958085
wya?

>>40957739
life was good for you before 23?

i looked like an ugly ape at 20

what do they say about me in the fakemoder chats?

>>40957950
>9
stup drinking fr
makes u look like 20 yo
and stuff
am drinking as lucifer tells me to, also to offer all trimmings to june + chuddy :/

>>40958093
tristate area

>>40958086
That's the thing, I DIDN'T join. they've been screenshotting posts I made when I made when at my lowest, and using it to make fun of me in their little shitty vc. Real vile shit imo.
i even apologized to them, but they kept telling me that I was autistic and need to kms.

i kinda hate chudd y to be quite desu for she is not genuine. she loves being a xdresser, sorry, just gotta say the truth of gods mouth!

>>40958105
ugh

>>40958133
who are you talking to lil bro?

>>40958133
y u like being emasculated fren?
if u were near i'd try to teach u to be strong and indeåpendent like me!
(while femininely aggressively tonguing your behinds)

im going to drink in a few mins i feel really unstable and anxious
i have no one

>>40958156
same
but you really shouldn't
srs
and if you want i'm here to talk you out of it?
(no i'm not stupid like thart, just genuinely want u ppl to make it fwiw!)

>>40958133
oh I mean lil sis. fuck.

>>40958137
:(

>>40958177
I AM A MAN YOU DUMB FAGGOT TRANNY FUCK YOU

button that kills all whites

>>40958167
poor durian impression tbhon ;_;

>>40958191
oh shit sorry lil bro

>>40958196
browns mad

empathy please

i am not trans i'm just gay

i am a gay man who takes estrogen

im a lesbian trapped in the body of a gay man

>>40958263
I know it hurts, but you're a tranny. sorry, this is the curse we share.

what’s a good amount of likes

>>40958315
13

above 1 is great

need to get mlapped in my mussy rn

>>40958315
500.

>>40958263
>>40958257
saaaame bros

im sitting at 10 in 4 hours or roughly 2 an hour. am i cooked

>>40958353
you guys seriously don't see yourself as women? Even internally?

>>40958364
for me personally, I feel like I'm a woman but my body doesn't show it.

>>40958364
why would i? im a man

>>40958263
Would you be friends with a st8 man who takes estrogen ?

>>40957681
manmoders don't wear women's clothing, so no

>>40958364
read enough terf literature and you can cure your mental delusions but the dysphoria never goes away, therefore moding

>>40958382
do you atleast WANT to be a man, or are you just saying that because you don't want to be seen as a trans woman?

>>40958398
>read enough terf literature
Um no? Why would I read something written by monsters?

>>40958373
im 70% woman internally

taking cross-sex hormones is a form of transvestism

>>40958017
It is obviously mean

>>40958364
why should i? i’ve fucked men and women so that’s incompatible with really seeing myself as a woman completely
not that i want to be one anyways i just want to look like one

>>40958396
i do

>he unfriended me
lol when did this happen, what is wrong with men

holy cornball who tf is this nigga

>>40958364
No. I'm a fag on HRT.

>>40958447
I don't even wanna look like a woman I'm just vain

>>40958517
So why are you in manmoder general?

>>40958447
what does having sex have to do with your gender??

>>40958415
atleast you admit you're a woman. (kind of)

>>40958599
> why are u in mmg?
because where that would I be I thought this is the place for ppl on HRT that present male. Doesn't have to mean u have to be miserable

>>40958647
* where else not where that lol

>>40958647
oh ok. I just assumed everyone here was a trans woman. So, you're more along the lines of a "femboy".

>>40958670
I'm enby actually. If I went back to considering myself a woman I would sudoku it soon.

>>40958599
women typically aren’t sticking penises in other women

>>40958599
>atleast you admit you're a woman. (kind of)
yea im only here because i dont pass and out of habit
i semi honmode irl tho im an obvious tranny

>>40958687
ooh I see

>>40958708
You know you can be a woman with a penis right?

>>40958710
Yea, I'm pretty much the same.

opps caught me lackin and made me suck they dicks :(

>>40958775
are you ok??

>>40958750
how often do you have people looking disgusted or beeing weird?

>>40958820
never. I look good.

>>40958750
im not going to stop anyone from thinking that
i just have too much shame personally to ever call myself one if i don’t fit within really narrow parameters

>>40958820
I don't go out much, so not often.

androgynous alien voice

>>40958832
heres your attention
>>40958842
i see yea i go only out at night

jerked it to genshin again award

>>40958899
pooner behavior

>>40958903
no i jerked it to the women

>>40958820
They do that very often, I mean long hair at my age is super weird

>>40958923
giga poon behavior

>>40958894
I have enough attention I just need to state the brutal truth

>>40958708
source?

>>40958935
yea people are weird to men who do have the standard issue short hair in general
had a bald manlet at a concert randomly tell me i look like justin bieber when i had emo hair still that was way pre hrt

>>40958820
women stare at me with curiosity and lust, men stare at me with disgust

>>40958959
nah you dont but thats fine

after 50 minutes of deliberation i have come to the conclusion that i am a straight man on estrogen, not a gay one since i want to fuck pussy and ass and not get fucked in the ass
>>40958959
proof? if you get my dick hard then that’s enough to verify
>>40958967
muh dick

>>40959004
your cock is broken like everyone's here lmao shut up

I'm happy ^_^

I'm indifferent ._.

>>40959048
skill issue i suppose ya fucking eunuch
my shii still popping every morning + im goofing my shii for hours a day + my ranges are in a normal level + all without tadalafil which i just got

i need an ftm boyfriend i think, cis men are retarded

>>40959048
seconding the functional penis point yall just castratos im a futa chad

why cant i delete that one

the cop at 711 just asked me why im buying cigarettes? mind ur own business dude

>>40959247
He wants to fuck

>>40959247
thats how it works in a fascist regime

homofascism is soooo based

>>40956895 (OP)
I wish I had friends sometimes. I'm very lonely even though Im ok with being alone. it would be cool to talk to people every now and then. :(

>>40959305
no
>>40959311
no
faith, god, dead, ect.

somebodyyy date me PLEASE

i wish i was fucking dead.

>>40959450
date me

>>40959394
>>40959454
nah too desperate

>>40959342
same :(

>>40959454
no.

>>40959459
but im a star

deciding to take estrogen is hard

>>40959498
it was so easy to start and ive spent every moment since regretting it

starting estrogen was easy and i never once regretted it

>>40959525
this!!! So much this

i don’t know what i want so the solution is to kill myself

>>40959525
same if I'm ever forced to stop taking it, I'm offing myself in a heartbeat.

>>40959525
if i ever regret getting on hrt it was because my transition ended up failing, and in that case, I would regret not killing myself sooner and instead wasting my time

i had brief moments of profound happiness when i started hrt and my depression improved significantly for 2.5 yrs, but i dont know if i can keep this up forever without commiting to a full transition

I wish I was straight and cis.

i thought i was ugly as fuck but i was actually just malnourished and dehydrated

not only am i ugly as fuck i happen to be malnourished and dehydrated as well

>>40959525
starting estrogen was difficult but i havent regretted it

monkey man is awesome

should i become anorexic?

no, fatmax

im weak from hunger again and i can safely say yes, be ana

mixed signals. also why so many feeders in tranny spaces has it always been like this.

I'm a fucking FAGGOT. I hate being a fucking ugly queer

>>40959514
>>40959525
how is it so easy for you guys

>>40959795
consider that feeders have everything to gain by potentially sabotaging ur progress
while anamoders do it to punish themselves
sadists v masochists

I will never be a woman will I
>>40956895 (OP)
yes I can hand sew a bit and sew with a sewing machine too
enough to fix clothing but not make anything
>>40958364
no :(

>eat more so you can have bigger boobs and feminine curves = feedism
anorexic hussies really managed to psyop everyone

>>40957444
I want to get rid of my dick

im trying to be an anorexic agp

anamaxxing only works if you're a youngshit

im gay

yeah just continue to be disingenuous

i wish i were lesbian

i wish i were a beautiful edgy lesbian

but im a frumpy homo faggot male :( not okay

I like male attention but I hate how it's always just that, I got old without them ever trying anything more than having quick sex, I hate being just a sex object for them so I settled for a woman.

i wish i got to enjoy my youth instead of getting high alone

yeah

old n busted

everything is fake

>>40958401
i want to be a corpse

no point being alive past 25

true

how come some people just get to be happy
there are ppl out there honmoding having the time of their lives while im terminally brainwormed and too afraid to do anything
i am just inferior

>>40961991
they were born right

I will never be a woman
I’m just a freak
I just have an hrt agamp fetish
I’m a man
I was born a man
I’m male

>>40961991
They are real woman
Id you can’t honmode even when you go out with friends you arent trutrans
If 5 of your friends collectively ask you to go shopping abd do you a mage over just do you can for one night honmode because they love you but you instead ghost all of them abd disappear it means you are a male man and hrt will do nothing for you
If your entire friend group hates you for being male you prolly are even Though you are supposed to be a trans woman like them but are just a fat ugly agp mef tocd nigger with no dysphoria.

ghosting lifk 99% of my friends becuase they tohught i was trans is so hard...
yes ill leave here too i just like the attention

soooo apparantly im cute?

>>40962620
Congrats nona <3

>>40962623
thank you but i think im schizoid and really REALLY strange because im still alone

how much do y'all struggle with making/maintaining relationships as manmoders? (platonic, familial, etc.)

at this point im so fucking apathetic. I'm always zoning out when I'm hanging out with people and I really want to be alone a lot of the time (while simultaneously wishing not to).

manmoding is really getting to me I think

>>40962731
you have to reconceptualize the mode a ssomething tou are choosing and not something you need to do and then you give androgynous instead of failtroon or enby

>>40962731
ive ruined any realition ive ever had so i gave up, its better that way

>>40962731
manmoding is making me an awful person

i was always an awful person

i am disgusting and the only person in this thread as well

im going to chop my dick off >_<

>>40963022
chuddy?

>>40962731
it depends on what you mean as manmoder. does it count if you are coming out to everyone or do you have to be dl?

>>40963320
no

faggots got mind raped by pedophiles so now they all think looking like a starving teenage boy is peak femininity

>>40963412
gay man on hrt syndrome

i want to look like an adult androgynous human

>>40963412
its true though
men cant be cute, only boys are cute

>>40963463
boys who have their baby fat and androgynous or downright feminine features. never seen an anorexic teenage boy i would describe as cute never seen an anorexic teenage person i would describe as cute period

I didn't jerk off for a few weeks and it got smaller

in my head im flying over miles of glass buildings to nowhere in particular, always

I forgot to wash my binder yesterday so I can't go out to buy food and coke today

>>40963868
get. a. bra.

>>40963879
bras do not make my chest flat

>>40963882
neither do binders and you know it

>>40963882
retard

>>40964197
much better than bras when bras aren't even meant to do it
>>40964229
didn't understand something? only stupid people respond with anger when they're frustrated, you know

>>40962773
i suppose, although to me it feels like its more of a choice I have to make because of my circumstances

>>40962989
honestly, same
I feel like I'm becoming more individualistic, jealous and apathetic. Escaping manmode is all I care about, I don't have the energy to care about anything else anymore

>>40963363
I don't think it makes a difference if youre out or not

>>40964283
pls detransition

>>40964299
>Escaping manmode is all I care about, I don't have the energy to care about anything else anymore
exactly. I'm tired of all the political and word games that other trannies take part in, I just want to escape this nightmare somehow
>>40964302
seethe buddy

what's the point of men anyways

i had a dream you died it was so horrible

i had a dream i died after taking out everything i needed to on everyone that i hated
it was amazing

i had a dream where a cis woman roofied me and kept me as a pet

>>40964402
worker ants
but also queens. no not trannies i just mean the leaders

that was just my ex(cisf chaser)

>>40964560
were you in to intox play or should i he consoling you?

>>40964574
she fed me poppers a few times and got me drunk sometimes to do stuff to me but i guess i’m saying she’s not above doing that to her next victim
she’s do that to almost all of you here with the exception of 1-2 people

>>40964636
>1-2 people
who

>>40964636
im sorry you had to go through that anon i hope you're able to heal

>>40964675
that one person who keeps eating taco bell and larry
you’re all potential victims pls watch out if you live in the midwest

>>40964728
what does she look like / act like

>>40964728
larry is cute wdym
like a cute little jewish rat :D

thought too much about submitting to men today i thought i was past this phase

>>40964749
white woman
really loud and confrontational
kinda like this not even kidding
saw it yesterday which traumatized me a bit

it happens

>>40964728
taco bell anon must be protected at all costs

>>40964836
god she sounds so fucking hot jesus christ i love insane foids

my nephews calling me aunt was nice

are you a fun aunt?

no i don't like children

most of the fun aunts dont

I hope I die soon

>>40965396
why

what if im not gay or dysphoric

what if im homosexual heteroromantic

should I moisturize my penis wand

i dry-rub my shih

https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1naaswd/my_transgirlfriend_is_denying_she_is_trans_and/
I would do this if I wasn't a gigahon

what if im pretending to be trans and manmoding for attention (still on e tho)

i'm a man pretending to be a man

I HATE being 6'2
I am always going to be clocked by terfs, chuds and other troons

>>40965952
boo fucking hoo

should i drink?

you should mix me a drink

>>40966065
the answer is always yes

i cant drink hard liquor anymore

Got laser done today. I'm such a silly man.

>>40966397
so envious

>>40966530
Why

>>40966542
what do you mean why
i want laser

>>40966578
It's not expensive

>>40966585
it's decently expensive. it's more about my own retardation and that the laser tech didnt want to do me because of my damaged skin and rosacea or something. I haven't been there in a while so I don't know if I can get started yet

i will no longer be taking my hrt
6 months

>>40966634
why?

>>40966638
you know why

taking hrt because i want to be an androgynous and cute man and only dislike testosterone because it made me ugly

>>40966660
i dont see a downside to taking hrt

>>40966703
there is if your nature is masculine and live as a man and are a man

take t idc

if it was meant to happen for you it would have been easy

>>40966756
squidward

my t order is coming

>>40966756
>check comments
>"you just have brainworms from the internet!"
is delusion really the only way to be happy

I look worse than him and gave insane pigmentation and awful genes which is I detransed

>>40966756
You cannot transition back into being a twink you Baka

>>40966756
retard

>>40966900
how do they grow these disproportionately huge skulls?

>>40959525
starting estrogen was a real challenge for me psychologically and I wish I had done it way earlier than 30

>>40966900
now post yourself

>>40963492
Laugh at his pathetic penis! Hahhaaa

>>40958708
the cool ones are

>>40966917
why

>>40966900
morgues me

dremt i was pretty and passed again
melty inbound

>>40959883
They are trutrans

>>40966900
Tell him to kill himself
What a humiliating thing to try

>>40966981
same

>>40966900
if you cant decide if you want hrt now this is going to be you

>>40967039
I will kill myself before that
Besides that person is clearly faketrans

swiped left on a cute guy that wouldve been a match but too cheap to spend ten dollars on a conversation award

today was difficult im experiencing a low
it took me like 8 hours to get out of bed

>>40967282
Fembrained

black haired twinks

>>40967359
me

please date me
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>please date me
there's like a kajillion internet incels it's so ez to bag one

>>40967456
wya baybee

>>40958467
disregard that I suck cocks

dying an unlovable gaycel virgin chud award winner

>>40967456
sorry I can't I'm already dating the perfect unstable schizo boywife

>>40967519
do people actually like insane codependent hrtwinks
i keep sabotaging potential relationships bc i dont want to burden anyone

dying a normie cishet man who took medically necessary estrogen award

took coke zero and pastry to bead my alcohol craving
have another can and a muffin just in case

>>40967493
nyc moder, dont hunt me down and kill me please

i need booze

>>40967620
if you tell me your address i won't need to hunt you down

>>40967628
hot

>>40967621
get pastries

is this the new bmg

>>40967646
no stfu

>>40967646
yea

>>40967646
yeah

I think my trooned neurons system is finally dying off
Soon I’ll be completely dead
Please someone kill me
I legit spasm in my bed all day KNOWING I’m a male with no dysphoria no gender just a literal detroon junking out cause of lack of T
Literally trying to not cry from how I raped myself into doing drugs and estrogen
Please. KILL ME PLEASE mercy kill ME PLEASE

>>40967664
me when i was trying to detroon lol haha

>>40967646
yup

>>40967675
I already talked in length about it
I’m not trans because I was never a woman or a tranny
This is psychosis from lack of T
Suicide is mercy
I wish I was dead
I can’t sleep I can’t eat I can’t think
I have work and appointments tmr
I need the swiftest easiest suicide method

>>40967652
>>40967654
>>40967685
dire

if you are not a man who will never pass you should LEAVE or something

>>40967690
>I already talked in length about it
ok who gaf

>>40967707
im a true neverpasser

im a stoner, im a drunk, i say curse words cause i want to be a sailor or line cook but im neither cause im a troon instead

>>40967707
>>40967739
a boymoder 100% said this

gender dysphoria cost me my true calling as human canon fodder in the desert
born 2 zog forced 2 troon

>>40967783
fuck you retarded

>>40967646
no, boymoders fuck off

>>40968282me on the right so me

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