Thread 40960217

i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.

im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.

in the past week alone ive thought about
hanging myself
shooting myself
taking a bunch of pills
ziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wrists
slicing my wrists open in a warm bath
jumping in front of a truck
jumping off a building
driving headfirst into traffic or an immovable object

why am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?

>>40960217 (OP)
>feel bad for Olive
never expected this

>>40960217 (OP)
Get a therapist please, everyone thinks it won't help, and then it usually does.

>>40960217 (OP)
this is why I gave up on working and became a neet to hide from this shit

I met a girl that looked just like freckles, she was kinda cute desu

>>40960217 (OP)
If it's Olive, please no. I still haven't gotten a chance to smash. I neeeeeed to have hot transbian sex with you

If not Olive, just walk into the woods with minimal supplies. You'll either get lost and die, or you'll survive and come back with a newfound will to live

>>40960217 (OP)
do a flip

>>40960531
It was at work and at points I felt like I was talking to her and often smiled imagining it was actually sweet freckles, maybe one day I'll meet her and get to count all of her cute spots

>>40960756
Oh! She also gave me a sandwich, it was quite nice

giwtwm

>>40960217 (OP)
dont be racist in your next life lol

>>40960217 (OP)
Can you just hurry the fuck up already I'm tired of seeing this faggot construction yard hon posted everyday. Thanks

>>40962720
us?

>>40962726
Cute but I'm not there mentally I got too lucky.

>>40962729
:(
i wish i wasnt so against sh.

>>40960217 (OP)
take new pictures ffs

>>40962763
so this nigger can harrass me better?
no thanks.

>>40960217 (OP)
What a manly face
Looks like my old HS friend tim

>>40962860
true. its me. tim.

>>40963011
Naw i saw tim last year he’s not a failure troon he has a family that loves him and is generally a productive member of society. Def didn’t make a fetish the focus of his life

>>40960319
This idiot just keeps spamming.

>>40960626
Seek Jesus

>>40962703
Can you imagine the male autism storm and racist chanting you could get out of a Emily+Olive séance?

self harm is retarded
dont be retarded

>>40963418
Is Emily racist? She is so pro Palestinian, i did not think xer would have time for that

>>40960217 (OP)
>ziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wrists
please dont do this. my cousin did this. please dont do any of this.

>why am i so creative with these methods?
autism prolly

you look familiar. i dont come to this board that often anymore but i remember you.

>>40963040
what the fuck is wrong with you

>>40963663
i dont want to. i barely got anything i want in life so it feels alluring. when people claim theyre lonely or sad because theyre ugly, guess what, having a bf/gf isnt some magic fix.
there isnt some magic fix for my issues or my self esteem. god bless my bf he tries but i still hate myself and feel slighted by the universe and hate playing this stupid fucking game. current events only exacerbate this pain and dread.

>>40963680
i know. i get it. i'm right there with you actually. uglier, even. actively rotting away and i know he's tired of me.
i dont know what to tell you but i feel your pain and for whatever little it is worth i don't want to see you die and i think you look like a pretty girl.

>>40960217 (OP)
>shooting myself
>taking a bunch of pills
>ziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wrists
>slicing my wrists open in a warm bath
>jumping in front of a truck
>jumping off a building
>driving headfirst into traffic or an immovable object
>why am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
uhm most of these are very male brained
the fem brained way is simply to take a bunch of sleeping pills, the warm bath one is a close second tho

>>40963759
i geniunely dont fucking care. im choosing effective methods over attentionseeking. thats why i havnt cut or dont permanent forms of self harm in like 12 years. i dont want to burdon others. i dont want people to see my pain becsuse thsts unfair to force upon others. cutters are selfish losers and malicious with it. people see that and feel, compelled, or coerced to treat you differently.

>>40963709
it always feels like placating some ill person. if i wasnt open about these feelings you wouldnt feel the need or desire to call me pretty. this is a shit test and you failed. you reek.

>>40963858
woman moment

>>40963896
shut the fuck up. faggot.

>>40963821
attention seeking is based thoughever

>>40963902
or what?

>>40963905
no its not.
>>40963909
im gonna use the Afghani anal articulator on you

>>40963933
>no its not.
yes it is.
>people see that and feel, compelled, or coerced to treat you differently.
why is being treated differently a bad thing? they treat you differently because they care and want to help you. if you hide your mental state that's just as retarded. you should let the people around you help

>>40963972
how the fuxk do they help me? nigga are you serious?

"ermaghad pluck your brows girlll"
doesnt change that my sillioutte is and always will be hulking male
what useful advice or help can people offer?
see a therapist? so i can get institutionalized and lose all yhe stability in my life when i get fired and cant pay my mortgage?

>>40963933
you know you'd kill yourself with whatever that is before ever getting to me lmao

>>40964072
This is shitty advice but maybe you could use your hair to cover the sides of your face to make it look smaller

>>40960217 (OP)
You should write the ideas down and write some tranny zine poetry using the methods as allegory or metaphor or some shit. Then hopefully whatever bullshit you write is semi-creative enough to publish after you kill yourself and provide income to your cat.

Also, don't kill yourself, you're actually a pretty cute girl imo and being a hon isn't the worst thing anymore you could be black or a jew or something

>>40960217 (OP)

Yuck.

>>40964072
>see a therapist
you don't even see a therapist or psychiatrist? wtf, go get on some meds. they don't just automatically institutionalize you unless you actively say you're gonna go home after your appointment and kys and have a plan to do so
just having suicidal thoughts is not grounds for institutionalization

>>40964268
Yes. agreed.

>>40964158
stupid.
>>40964195
liar
im a fee fi fo fum ass nigga

>>40964268
oh yeah?

>>40964293
>those huge legs and hips
Hmm

bababooey

>>40964338
you need your guns taken away

>>40964314

Cute. Would.

>>40964293
Woah what this is actually kinda peak i want to look like that I'm 6'2 and starting hrt like next week or month hopefully and you actually made me feel good for a minute what the fuck

If you were my gf id kms with you

>>40964342
>you need y
nobody asked, fatass

My leddit banned ass bullshit wants to say don't kys at least not without a better reason than 'sad tranny'. Get into gambling or crack or something at least.

>>40964407
i was into meth before. i should again desu

>>40964390
At least you got some trigger discipline lmao

>>40960217 (OP)
>my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all.

yeh, just be beautiful bro, how hard is that.

>>40964443
uh oh... all dorito chip....

>walk away from board for two years
>olives still dooming
Damn. Why don't you find yourself a transbian to slice you up and do shit like this? I was out in the woods razoring up a girls thighs and that shit was healing for the both of us (and fucking delicious). 10/10 reccomend

>>40964443
uh oh...

>>40964443
nasty ass fucking disgusting transbian. ALL RIBCAGE AHAHAHAAAA
GROSS ASS HON HIDING HER SHOULDER IN EVERY PIC

>>40964565
the shoulder to hip ratio
tbe back
the masculine gait
Jesus Christ

>>40964443
>anglefraud anglefraud anglefraud
This person would not pass IRL if you met them

>>40964545
where does one find such a girl?

>>40964565
Maybe im just a retard but i think that at some point the amount of effort into passing makes the clocky bits endearing, but im probably just into triangles as a sex thing

>>40964640
It just looks strange.

>>40960217 (OP)
thank god every day you're not a manmoder like me

>>40964707
nigga i basically am. i dont do my brows, or have a nice hairdo. or wesr make uo or jewelry. im basically a genderfuck moder at best. the people who do gender me female know me already or know of me.

>>40964621
Uhhhhh for me it was fetlife looking for people to play with sharps. Got invited to a local kink discord, turns out it's like 90% trannies, started talking and ended up hanging with this girl and now we're here.

I don't usually fw trannies, but they're so cooked compared to most cis women. Like? I have two of these from her in my fridge??

Look around. You'll find someone to use/abuse/be abused by :3

>>40964766
>genderfuck
kys

>>40964888
i want to yeah

>>40964545
>Damn. Why don't you find yourself a transbian to slice you up and do shit like this?
he prefers to come here to shizpost and shit up the board post. spam and flooding is his meta

she bagged a teenage beauty whilst olive is bending over for 50 yr old down low bears because he is unable to find a true lover.

>>40965281
real beauty comes from the inside

>>40965281
>teenage beauty
BRUH

Olive is the ugliest of men inside and out.

Why are people so mad at freckles, haters are so weird

>>40965337
uh hug. and a real cutie too.

>>40965355
nigga this bitch is a straight up pedophile and youre feining after him?

>>40965556
baby gets the tenderest cuts because she attracts them by her purity of heart.

>>40964293
why are passoids the most ungrateful and mentally ill?

>>40966342
feller
im 6'1 in shoes
im 200lbs
my underbust is 34 inches (38C Bra)
im 80-90th percentile for most proportions on top of being 99.5th percentile for height.
not a passoid
stop fucking gaslighting me and hugboxing me.

>>40966382
>I'm a big woman
Well duh, there are women of all sizes, the girl I met was also taller than me, well that's not a feat but she was bigger than all women in the room but she was still cute

>>40960217 (OP)
A bong rip, a greasy pizza slice, hanging out with some irl tgirls, getting your asshole stretched, and getting off this godforsaken website for a few weeks would probably save you Olive.

>>40966590
he's too racist and nasty to reform and gets too much encouragement from his cis lesbian enabler to ever leave this platform.

any time he wants attention the gigantic body will be squeezed in to the tightest of jeans and paraded for all to see for attention. if that fails its going to be suicide threads galore.

>>40966657
I find it hard to imagine how pathetic the type of person who spends their days on 4chan bullying depressed trans women to soothe their own eggshell-thin egos must be. I can hardly even visualize it.
Mind posting a pic of yourself for research purposes anon?

>>40966846
Fine but only cuz you asked

>>40966902
Nm you're perfect

>>40966846
imma get back to you on that. Ever thought about becoming an enabler?

Never mind. You would make a great one.

>>40966967
>>40966846

please enable anon

>>40967292
Nooooo don't shoot yourself Olive you're so sexy haha

Seriousy though, cool it with all the negative self-talk. Even if you are just copying the way other girls do it here, even if you think you are just being ironic, it really does start to seep it's way into your brain after a while. Practicing mindfulness might be a bit of a meme, but it's a meme that actually works. Also TAKE A BREAK FROM 4CHAN! Even if you can't quit completely, staying away from it and the posters here for a while will do wonders. Negative self-talk may be bad for your mental health, but whatever the fuck your obsessive admirers(??) Or whatever you want to call them are saying in this thread will *definitley* fuck up your self image.
>>40967257
You are such a valiant, shining beacon of hope anon. Misgendering depressed tgirls to stop all the problematic "enabling". Truly a selfless individual.

>>40967721
you are an idiot and an enabler. people like you need to be put an end to by trump some time so normal balanced people have a chance to shine.

>>40967746
>normal balanced people
>muh trump
lol wtf

>>40967762
There are people genuinely trying to help themselves and others and then there are freaks and enablers like you.

>>40967721
calling a hulking idiot of a man a man isn't misgendering you idiot its calling a delusional man what he is - a giant obnoxious cunt who keeps posting his idiotic nonsense everywhere. Honestly I thoroughly get why MAGA is so popular right now when I hear delusional idiots spouting nonsense.

>>40968227
I would recommend investing in a thesaurus chudanon, if nothing else it would make your raving 4chan shitposts a little more interesting and colorful to read.

>>40968333
there is no need for a thesaurus just for cunts like you and OP to stop pouring your vile insights on to the rest of us.

why would you transition over 6ft in the first place lol like use your head for a second

>>40968186
lmao delusional ignoramus

I showed pictures of Olive to my coworkers today, telling them she’s my friend with body image issues, and they fawned over how beautiful she is. They complimented her face and hips. Said they hope she doesn’t get surgeries because she’s already pretty and talked about the show Botched. Those of you encouraging her to self harm should take a look in the mirror and ask yourself if you’ve made yourself truly happy treating another human being like this. Does it ease the hatred you have for yourself?

>>40967721
I’m trying to get her to let me visit her. :( I want to take her to the forest and smoke weed and maybe even celebrate Halloween. She’s not letting me. I’m about to go anyway but that would upset her coz I know autism hates breaks in routine. Can someone help me convince her… my coworkers said they hope she changes her mind too…

ohmygod thread just went full low IQ schizo

>>40968681
Yeah, that dude obsessed with Kat is creepy as fuck. Romanticizes pedophilia. Harasses Olive constantly.

>>40968681
Yeah wtf is going on with the trumpfag

>>40968634
Picture me jelly desu

>>40967292
>>40964390
>>40964338

Enablers will keep enabling until she shot school

Matter of fucking time only.

>>40968764
>clearly states she avoids getting attention
>but what if attention whoring radicalized trender
Go back to your containment board

>>40968634
Olive needs to cut herself into dorito shape so she can fit in with all the other guys and you need to do some lifting so you can fit into a bunny costume for all the sweet attention lmfao.