Thread 40960669

Did blanchard talk about this idk I failed at becoming a real man I just look like a teenage boy after being on T for some years. I want to be a masculine man who dominates twinks but I think I’m just destined to be chased by pedos. I still feel attracted to this form in that I would fuck myself though.

all gay men are pederasts or autopederasts so its normal

>>40960669 (OP)
no, you're based

>>40960669 (OP)
no one cares you look like a little boy except straight pedo men. Have fun being a bottom boy tho.

>>40960669 (OP)
its ok i mean i look like a teen girl. You probably with time will grow up. When i get older maybe i wont look like a kid. such is life and such is aging.

>>40960669 (OP)
this is normal

ftms exist purely to live out pedophilic fantasies, God bless you, kiddo

>>40960687
you must be so pretty

>>40960669 (OP)
date pedo mtfs

>>40960692
Hnng dammit the ageplay works on me

>>40960689
Thanks I’ll need it. Even the women my age treat me like a kid and straight up call me a shota. Idk sometimes I’m into it bc mommy fantasy is real or whatever but I think they’re also truly incapable of seeing me as an equal person and not a fetish object, so that’s sucky but at least they like me

>>40960748
Location?

>>40960759
United States
>>40960715
It does on me too if they aren’t too creepy about it desu

>>40960669 (OP)
how do trans guys still look like little boys on hrt. Do you guys not even bother with anything else other than trying testosterone, go to the gym.

>>40960715
good boy, there's nothing wrong with that

>>40960785
I only run so I’m p skinny and only have kind of defined legs. Bulking up with exercise would help but I can never change my 5’1 stature and will forever be a Manlet reaching for what he cannot grasp. May as well shotacope while I’m still wanted

>>40960810
yeah i get that. my looks of being called a kid are starting to fade... sure i get turned away from adult places somewhat frequently, but... some other times i'm not even being carded.

>>40960785
i want to be a cute little boy

>>40960799
Ooohh no I folded so fast I am so into this. Hope you find your baby boy to terrorize

>>40960669 (OP)
Blanchard does not understan female transexuals. Its ok to look like a young boy, don't worry

>>40960669 (OP)
least pedoish FtM twink.

that said, youre not getting growth because your GH is low. T takes time to work and it takes even longer without the hormones to back it up. take CJC-1295 DAC if you want more physical growth, itll masculinise you harder than T alone will.

>>40961962
btw this is probably why transfems cry about estrogen not working, theyve had elevated (by female standards) GH most of their lives and that promotes bone growth a ton, so any additional bone growth is gonna masculinise.

>>40961968
yay another reason to kill myself
t. lateshit mt"f"

>>40962004
dont worry about it desu, there are plenty of women with stronger GH expression it just means you wont look neotenous in that typically female way.

currently 6 months on T and might stop bc shotacope if you pass is epic desu

everytime I go to the bar girls grope me n I got FTM shotacon onee-san gf that lets me suck her titties any time I want

10/10 live the dream while you still can

>>40962071
giwtwm

>>40961968
>>40962021
time to shoot myself its over. do i still need to worry about GH on hrt

>>40962125
no, GH actually helps at least as much as it hurts. without GH you wont get a transition at all.

>>40962114
it could be

u just gotta look like a miserable little emo twink n enflame the side of cis girl's hearts that used to write kingdom hearts fanfiction in middle school

>>40962178
no im too masculinized

God fucking damn I need a shota st4t bf so badly ;_;
What's the point in growing nice big boobs if not to let a cute boy suck on them

>>40962219
see? she gets it desu

everytime one of you says you look like a shota you actually look like a teen at best. you got to stop lying to us its not right.

>mid 20s
>about 6 years hrt, lowered my dose around year 3
>still shotamoding
I've asked before but I need clothes/style recs to keep this going

>>40962355
I think that's pretty obvious anon.... Most of us have to be between 19-24, and people in that age range never looks like a kid.

>>40962365
I see plenty of poons who look 12-13
It actually makes me wonder that what kind of creeps date them. There is this one guy in tiktok thats very petite and flat (keyhole) with a baby face and everytime he talks about dealing with a man I just assume that man has to be a pedo cause theres no other way. He tries to grow a pubestash to look older

>>40962358
Try to look like an adult pls.

>>40962389
Who are you seeing that looks 12-13? Pics/example?
>>40962390
No way, I like throwing people off

>>40962389
>>40962390
fembrained posts

>>40962491
Duh Im a woman

>>40962389
Yeah I got consistently told at an adult event recently that I looked at most like a 12 yr old. Before I transitioned I looked young for my age and now it’s more exaggerated now that I’m boyish. Anyone I date is at least a lil pedophilic but if they’re nice and feed me they can call me their little boy all they want. Kinda disabled so having a mommy/daddy to take care of me would be pretty kino, with the caveat that they own me and can me do whatever because im into that bdsm shit

>>40962219
This shotamoder wishes he could partake
>>40962071
I think societally we severely underestimate the pedophilic tendencies of women in comparison to men. Perhaps I can study them in the field like this. Bars are so scary tho and straight women will expect me to have a penis

>>40962178
Women will make you dress up like a Genshin impact character but it’s worth it bc they’ll want to sex you after so it’s worth it

>>40960810
Exact same bullshit. I'm 5'1 as well. I do have a pretty masculine base as I used to do martial arts throughout most of my childhood and some forgiving genetics, but I still look like a little boy. I don't want to be a manlet either. I wonder if I should just give up and find another shotacoping ftm.

>>40963429
How can you even date such men? Don't you feel repulsed by them?

>>40964132
not that anon but i love dating perverts so no

>>40964132
If they are genuine about how they feel and their attraction and also respect my consent then no, I kinda like the creepy aspect of it. Also feels like I’m taking back some control of how I want to be seen after being stalked for looking young and hot. Surprisingly people in kink like that are nicer than you’d think in respecting my boundaries.

>>40964215
Drop discord ;)

me too but i like cuz since i look young people dont expect much from me

>>40963513
I need a fujoshi to keep me in a cage in her basement in a cosplay I dont care about while she throws peanuts at me qnd I slowly starve to death

>>40963472
we should be more visible in the came way trans catgirls have so we can be pals, uprising of the shotapoons

>>40964414
Lol it’s “wimbolamb”
>>40964738
Ideally put me in a cage with another shotapoon and the fujo will watch us fight for scraps

>>40964215
I dunno.. would you trust a child in their care?

>>40965644
I wouldn’t want them to beat a child up the same way I want them to beat me up so no

More seriously I think that the actual pedophiles shouldn’t, the ones actually attracted to children, but people who like adults that look young would be fine so long as they can seperate fetish from reality

>>40960669 (OP)
what is ur height and weight? if youre above 5'6 and above 120lbs, you do not look like a shota.

>>40960669 (OP)
autopedophilia is pretty common for bottoms

>>40968161
I’m 5’1 and 106 lbs. you severely overestimate the height of the average pooner.

>>40968215
the fuck. how are you that short and light as a dude? are you amab? are u sure u werent born with a genetic mutation

>>40968432
No I’m “afab” that’s what this thread is about, looking young for being a trans guy. Also grew up impoverished so it’s probably in part the malnourishment. Still struggle with food.

>>40962389
no you are not
>>40963429
you do not look 12 you are lying to manipulate people and its really mean thing to do to pedos

>>40960669 (OP)
I would give anything to be a tiny, delicate little twink, but I’m a masc ogre.

Nothing wrong with wanting to look small, cute, and youthful. As long as that is what you want.
Wanting to look like an actual child is something else entirely.

>>40962071
god damnit i want your life so bad.

>>40969030
It’s my fetish to be mean to pedos

What the actual fuck even is this thread?

>>40963513
basedbasedbasedbasedbasedbased

>>40960669 (OP)
i though i was the only one

>>40967893
Can your bfs do that?

>>40970531
what a good boy

>>40970541
hiii

>>40970531
>>40970541
>>40970689
>>40960669 (OP)
>>40960689
i think we should have a general guide on how to shota-maxx. not looking like a woman but more femenine, and not a femboy but more childlike

>>40970689
how are you tonight prettyboy

>>40960712
>date pedo mtfs

>>40970803
going (late) to my job baka. i wish i could stay as a kid but alas i just ended having an incel repper life. do you got discord?

>>40970541
lol at anyone trying to use this to turn people on

>>40970701
Basically don’t exercise (if you’re already skinny), wear colorful shorts and t shirt, and get poondosed by your doctor

>>40971740
Saying this has made 3/4 cis men I’ve said it to wimper

>>40972467
While gently brushing your hand on the face? Yeah, I’d be a mess. Mentally & sexually that is

>>40970701
But whyyy :(

Wait like actually where do I find people who wanna play like this?

t. nonbinary cis man

>>40973089
Why are male enbies always like this/g
t.trans girl

denpico on discord
shotachad from earlier
feel free to add desu

>>40973797
i was greek in a past life. now i need androgynous tboys/tgirls to play out my pederasty fantasies

>>40970701
might put together a guide or something bc of this thread desu, maybe some sorta server w/o any of the typical leveling bullshit would be nice

>>40973089
My DMs
>>40972505
More slapping and grabbing his ass and thighs and only calling him that if he properly yelps

>>40974028
I wanna get groomed on a shota poon server…

Any shotamoders drop your disc

>>40974321
this i want to larp as a little boy with other pooners

>>40960669 (OP)
>autoandropedophilia or some stupid shit like that idk

>>40970701
step 1
be a human male child under the age of 12 or 11 years old
step 2
give up and stop lying to people on the internet about your appearances if you have failed step one

>>40975538
drop a picture before that though cause I know none of you look like shotas and im not wasting my time

I’ve been told I have shota thighs

>>40960669 (OP)
you sound hot, asl?

>>40960772
Discord?

>>40960921
where are you from?

>>40964145
what kind of perverts?

>>40977759
Holy fuck I need to marry you

>>40960669 (OP)
He didn't because Blanchard doesn't believe in FtMs.

>>40978438
21, Midwest US
>>40978456
Wimbolamb
>>40978510
You’re welcome
>>40978531
Aw that’s so cute, ill marry you if beat me like a son :)

>>40977759
you look like an adult in this photo

>>40979330
I’m glad

>>40979391
don’t listen to him, kiddo

>>40979391
oh well im not

>>40960669 (OP)
i am so fucking jealous of people like OP. i hate looking like a grown man, it's disgusting.

>>40976566
>>40974321
what is wrong with females

>>40980041
if it makes you feel any better they are lying

>>40980041
It probably doesn’t help but I wish I looked like a disgusting man. If I were taller, more masculine, and angular, people would listen to my authority more. I wished to be a politician for most of my childhood and if I looked like a moid I could do it.

What if I'm just a cute guy? I'm 26 and don't look like a kid but people still ID me for liquor. Is this an ukemoder?

>>40980203
it doesn't make me feel better
>>40980209
yeah it doesn't help, sorry. i'm not even particular tall or masculine or angular, but i still hate every remotely "adult male" feature of my body (facial hair, receding hairline, body hair, etc)

As a shota enjoyer I've yet to see a ftm that can come close to replicating the beauty of a shota. Admittedly however in terms of coping, they can be more neotenous than cis twinks however just like cis twinks they expire and lose that look by around 20-21

>>40981129
as a fellow shota enjoyer it's better if they're not on t or delay it as much as possible

>>40981129
>just like cis twinks they expire and lose that look by around 20-21
only if they take a regular dose of T. if they don't take it or only take small doses they will be cute for much longer than any cis male could ever be (unless that cis male chemically castrates himself with estrogen)
testosterone is a crime against humanity

>>40974305
I would never last with you lol

>>40981221
There is really no escaping the agepill. FTMs can maybe push very slightly past CIS twinks but much longer is cope, as is HRT in general

>>40981241
There is skill in maintaining that you do, let me teach you

>>40982277
I-I don’t know if I should get lessons like that, s-sir.

I miss my discord shota

>>40981129
Nah, ftms don't age like cissies. They will forever have neoteny in their skeleton. I know lots of almost 30 years old ftms that still look like they are teens. Its all in the skeleton and having thick oily skin that t gives, same reason asians age well.
>>40981221
T dose does not matter for ftm aging. Just keep hair in your head.

>>40980283
I think thats a lot better than looking like literal child

>>40983284
maybe if you're stupid

>>40983631
And why is that? Looking like a young adult is ideal

>>40982341
There’s like two discords posted here maybe you can pick up a new one chaser dearest

>>40982336
Why not? Totally won’t torture you hahaha

I haven't worked a W2 in years because looking too young and working with other people sucks. Everyone thinks they are older than you, promotions never happen, and the interviewers might even disbelieve you've worked more than one other job.

why aren’t my hands running up and down a shotamoder’s body rn

>>40960669 (OP)
Blanchard never talked about pooners because you're irrelevant trenders who don't experience true dysphoria.

Please leave this board.

god i need a european shota bf so badly
t. 5'6 passoid mtf with a mommy/son shota incest kink
shame you can't find any or seek them out or you get Chris hansen't

>>40984417
all shota bfs are on MMOs

>>40984417
Why is everyone into little boys here? I don't get it! I understand that a some ftm with hyper neoteny would try to cope this way but its weird that people are into it

>>40984477
Nothin wrong with likin adults with soft faces

>>40984305
Oh yeah jobs have been horrible to me too, especially with medical conditions. I’m at an alright place I can stay at for a long time but I won’t ever get promoted and it’s so draining, especially being morally against the company but I can’t get steady income anywhere else. I always get treated like a baby but also get rightfully picked on for being kind of a weirdo.

>>40984971
Thats different to liking adults who look like kids. Like all men who are into monroe or whats her name should have their computers searched imo

>>40985005
>morally against the company
My guess is Starbucks or Target
>being kind of a weirdo.
What kind of weirdo...

>>40985101
Autism not degeneracy I can at least keep that private

>>40985101
The company is a major contributor to palantir which scares the ever loving fuck out of me

>>40985159
>Autism
Real shit, I hope all goes well. Working as a shotamoder is hell if there aren't any bold older women to call you attractive.

>>40985288
It’s mostly older women but they’re married and normal instead of wanting to sexually harass me instead it’s just a theyfab that does that instead, and I don’t really like them..

Well ok I have one older single female coworker who’s a motherly fujo type but I don’t work with her anymore

I miss my roblox shota

>>40985634
age?

>>40984095
those are adult women

>>40986410
If you want an actual minor you should kys

>>40986611
thats not very lgbt inclusive of you anon

I need to be a mtf mommy’s shota boy she can groom into a polite young man that she can rape or train me to rape her <3

sit unattended at the mall outside the hot topic, works on my machine
>>40986710

>>40983703
because adult males are ugly as fuck

>>40987337
I once actually did this all day because I didn’t want to be at home n hoped that a nice queer would talk to me but alas no one picked up this poor fag

>>40960669 (OP)
blanchard is a fucking fraud, be your degenerate self without invoking authority

>>40987355
some adult men can still be cute but it's rare and doesn't last that long

>>40987832
was picrel supposed to be an example? you're not making a good case for these supposed "cute adult men"

>>40987832
>>40987355
This is extremely rare but I was at a multi-day event once where I stalked a super cute guy I thought was 18 but could’ve been younger, eventually got to talking to him and found out he was 38. Genuinely shocked me so bad I was too embarrassed to speak to him again. One of the most adorable cis men I’ve ever seen, better than any gen z man. Straight up forever young.

I WILL NEVER HAVE A PASSOID CREEPY RAPEHON FAUXCEST MOTHER!!!

>>40988111
you stalked someone thinking they could’ve been under 18?

>>40988721
It would have been fine if they were 17 bc of my age but it was really just to talk and make friends with a beautiful person because I don’t do long distance anyways.

Every ftm that claims to look like a shota just ends up looking like a grown as woman

>>40989215
it’s so boring

The actual ftm shotas are oblivious cringe queerslop gacha game boys

>>40989215
>>40989724
yeah its really depressing. i fell for the "shotamoder" meme and then realized this and it was really sad.

>>40989780
where do I find them

>>40990011
Ftms who look like teen boys are the majority of them. Its not a meme

>>40991365
teen boys are not shotas you retard

>>40991365
They really don't though. They look like women with short hair trying to larp as teen boys. I'd love to be proven wrong but it's the truth. The only ftms that can actually pass are the masc ones

Does anyone have a picture of a shotamoder? Preferably with face showing.

>>40992185
>Teen boys
>women with short hair
nta is this not the same thing?

>>40992342
No, they look different

>>40992332
I have, I can post tomorrow if this thread is still up. I cannot get to my computer until then

>>40991365
Yeah seriously. These people have not met that many FtMs. It isn’t the majority of trans guys but some of them seriously look like they should still be in middle school, one of my friends’ certainly does. A lady once politely asked him if he was in trouble when he was out with his partner lmao

>>40992342
definitely not

>>40992774
Its because female puberty fuses their bones to juvenile proportions unless they start t early

>>40993709
I will forever be in this flesh suit…

>>40993709
dude what. the hips literally were not juvenile at all on our earlier fake shota larper.

>>40996399
They desperately want to believe they look like shotas to the point that they are gaslighting themselves into thinking it's true. Notice how there is still 0 photos of a ftm that can actually pass as a shota. They all look like women

I hate having body hair so much, male genetics sucks.

>>40997085
Sorry I don't wanna doxx my buddy

>>40998655
sorry to report this but every adult has visible body hair after they've gone through puberty. The reason most women look like that is because they shave/wax regularly due to societal pressure. I'm ftm and even before HRT i had almost the same amount of body hair as my cis brothers sans a little bit of facial hair. it's just white/west asian people genetics if im being honest

>>40960669 (OP)
bishounen mtftm x shotamoder ftm PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

>>40960669 (OP)
work out work work work out! Get a personal trainer, get a gym membership, work out

>>40962389
>Dating an adult makes you a pedo because....it just does ok!!!!!

>>40999258
Yes… yes… yes.. shotamoders are for ftms. You cissoid fucks can’t seem to find them anyways. But I can. I know so many. I will surpass this puny form and capture a boy of my very own.

>>40992714
>The old "I have to get to my computer" excuse
Don't even bother anon we're good

>>40962389
Post the tiktoker

>>40998855
The whitest of whites will have tiny fine blonde hairs. Testosterone helped get some hair on my lower legs but my thighs and knees are completely bare. Gave me a lot of dysphoria till I started ukecoping. Before I transitioned I had an abnormal amount of estrogen in my body, I think leading to my near hairlessness post puberty, and some places like my face didn’t fully develop resulting in me getting surgery. Still get mistaken for being 15 but it’s ok. I’ll just look older in the future.

>>40962389
>I see plenty of poons who look 12-13
I can't even meet one sadly. maybe they're somewhere out there honestly, or maybe im just not confident. interesting thread either way
>t. cis f

>>41000167
MARRY ME

>>41000223
sure why not :) we're married noww!!!!!

>>41000125
can't cause anon is lying

>>41000223
Anon!!! Drop the disc one day!!!

>>41000824
can't cause anon is lying

bump before bed

>>40960715
Good job, sport. Mommy's proud of you.

aside from the fact that ftms are trying to pretend they're as pretty as boys this thread has actually been enjoyable.

>>41003082
i'm a very pretty boy

>>41003087
you're an adult human female and I do not personally find those pretty

>>41003091
i'm not though it says it right there. female to male

>>40960921
Share contact
t. Breastfeeding pent up tmommy

>>41003092
well if you think you look like a boy you probably aren't on testosterone but I digress. Maybe you are. So sure. You're still not cute though.

>>41003120
i am 3 years on testosterone and got called an anime boy the one time i posted face

>>41003131
i dont really care that u have participated in the poisoning of people's minds the fact is you do not look like a pretty little boy.

>>41003205
i'm sorry you have aged out of being a pretty boy

>>41003211
i don't think i was ever cute the thing you need to be sorry about is that ive been tricked been baited by a few ftms who made me think shotamoding was real but its simply not the youngest you can look is like 15 and sorry but thats too old lol.

>>41003218
i'm not going to be sorry for larping as a 12 year old

>>41003231
well you should be its really cruel to people like me like you did the sexual equivalent of telling a terminally ill cancer patient that we found a cure and then saying sike i just got you a jello cup

>>41003241
my brother thinks i'm a perfectly molestable little boy and that's what really matters

>>41003267
incest larp too jesus youre just stupid.

>>41003082
Ftms are the prettiest boys :3

>>40960669 (OP)
does this count as a shota moder? he is adult

>>41003205
Sorry that you look old, some people look young :3

>>40960669 (OP)
YWNBAM. YNGMI poonon.

>>41004516
You seem bitter

>>41004359
How old tho

>>41004851
Does it matter?

>>41004681
Take your pronouns and your stupid arbitrary gender identity back to Tumblr newfag. You're not welcomed here, you libtard pronouns-fag.

>>41004966
I have been longer than you, you exprired jelly bottom.

>>40960810
I am 5'1 and only run as well lol. Someone once told me I looked twelve when I was actually eighteen

>>41005118
Post a pic :3

>>41005118
are you single

everyone saying yes is a moraloid retard
""grown"" men have evolved to be frightening and repulsive for the simple reason that it intimidates other people
saying you like that is like being one of these redditors who talks about how much they love women with wrinkles and blown out pussies
literally the worst thing anyone can imagine is a "grown ass man"

>>41003273
What else are we meant to do in life I look like a child; plus I never got to be a brother or son while having a traumatic childhood, so now I got some crazy incest fetish.

>>41005118
Damn tough luck loser. Im 5'1 as well. Not a manlet though

>>41004359
well absolutely not thats a gross man

Hitting 20 and realizing I was never going to get any taller fucking nuked me but at least old women fucking love me for some reason. I am not on that grannyphilia shit tho

>>41004359
>this is what ftms who think they look like shotas look like
just
lmao

I just want a shota bf so bad

There was this one ftm YouTuber who kinda looked like a shota in their first couple videos (they were 18 at the time) but sadly it didn't last and they aged horribly after only 1-2 years

I need a shota ftm bf so fucking bad it hurts

>>40960669 (OP)
Just please never do porn, Flat chested women who think they look like men at all are fucking up the femboy/twink areas on sites

>>41011103
they’re so hot desu

>>41009074
Found it. He was 18 here looks like shit now tho
https://youtube.com/watch?v=8Jw-ba1feFs

>>40960669 (OP)
I love shota

>>41011103
Thats great desu. Good for trans twinks

>>41005519
truthnuke men are disgusting. boys are hot, girls are hot, women are hot, but men are not.

>>41015036
Men can be hot tho

>>40998855
>it's just white/west asian people genetics if im being honest
Maybe, I've had extremely hairy legs since I was in high school because of my dad's genetics. It fucking sucks, I've always hated it. I can't even bearmode or anything of that nature because I'm also a manlet.

>>40963429
my bf thinks i look like a 15 y,o twink (i'm 23)

>>41015367
Are you ftm? Is your bf a creep?

>>40996399
Hips are just fat, t fixes that