Thread 40962382

/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.

Bee kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community.

QOTT:
>Are you still friends with your exes?
>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
>What's the best programming language?

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>>40962382 (OP)
DEAD GENERAL
LESBIANS HAVE CEASED TO EXIST
EVERYONE LIKES MEN NOW

>>40962741
lulu WON

>>40962822
hussies have PURGED us out of existence while I was sleeping

>>40962382 (OP)
>Are you still friends with your exes?
yes we are very chill but I'm also extremely glad she's moving out today. Now to just get a smaller and cheaper apartment and get to also move out of this one
>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
In middle school with my long distance gf... oh to be 14
>What's the best programming language?
C++ or Java

fr why is the movement so slow? ok, it's a slow gen, but 4 replies in 4 hours is previously unseen I think

>>40963572
and in these 4 hours it never dropped below page 4, wtf is happening to the board

>>40963572
i blame lago

>>40963066
>C++ or Java
I wish every game was written in java with autistic best practices so modding would never ever be hard again

>>40963595
Java is so beautiful and amazing for that... maybe I should start making games

>>40963572
we need to start beatings to improve morale

>>40963572
posting here has not been fun recently

>>40963623
Why not? Because no drama?

>>40963683
no. i prefer no drama. perhaps im just not feeling well

>>40963690
i feel you sis, have you read Nana

>>40963572
the entire board is dying because 1-2 schizophrenics shit up every thread so everyone leaves

>>40963713
no, but ive heard of it. it looked interesting but im not sure if i will read it or not. i have never really read manga

Bought this beautiful ceramic kissing flute to play with my gf. Inspired by Mesoamerican art.
>>40962382 (OP)
thankies anon

Didn’t check gen at all after making it. Sad stuff it died. RIP dead board.

>>40963739
I thought you hadn't posted earlier because OP was asking about exes

what is the most lesbian coded soccer team? I wanna get into a sport but not one like basketball or football where the vast majority of fans are male

one day I'll leave you a phantom

>>40962382 (OP)
>Are you still friends with your exes?
no
>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
no
>What's the best programming language?
lisp?

>>40964097
Barcelona if fancy and chic

Lesbians owe transbians sex

transbians owe transbians sex

>>40965569
>>40965579
KYS troll

Bae means poop in danish

My gf and I ended up becoming bambi lesbians so progressively over time I didn't even notice it as it was happening

>>40966142
Bambi is term for "gay" here in Brazil, what do "bambi lesbians" happen to be in the first world?

>>40966238
It refers to asexual lesbians that don’t fuck.

you became a bambi lesbian woth your gf. i became a bambi transbian with my gf. we are not the same

>>40967048
what's the difference

>>40967070
we both listen to bambi sleep and bimbomaxx

>>40966317
i thought it was about being much less sexual with each other (but not asexual) :?

>>40967085
i should know you're a troll
kys

>>40967167
you walked directly into that. no sympathy.

>>40967119
>>40966317
>>40966238
It's mostly about focusing more on romance/sensuality than sexuality. It doesn't necessarily mean asexual, but there's way less sexual stuff than in non-bambi-lesbians (from way less all the way down to zero)

>>40967641
So… a typical lesbian relationship? I’ve only ever heard of it used by asexuals.

>>40963891
Oh no, I have been going out to art events and flea markets with baby sister. Tryna get her out of get indifferent funk. I’ve gotten some lovely stuff. Check out these sickk ceramic earrings.

>>40966142
aww that's sweet anon, what kind of things do you do together?
>>40968691
sounds like fun, I'd trade posting for art events too tbqh
also those are cute earrings
>Tryna get her out of get indifferent funk
are you me?

>>40968925
We cuddle, or I mod her stream chat when she's live. We also send each other tiktoks and then cuddle and watch them together. I also cook for her every day.

i lost 600 rosaries on silksong and instantly turned off my pc. heres hoping it didnt saved

>>40969037
IT SAVED FUCKK

>>40969084
FUCKING HATE SINNERS ROAD FUCK THE MAGGOTS

get rekt

>>40969021
that sounds really sweet anon, like a true partnership, you're both very lucky imho
>>40969037
600 is a lot, my mom gave me a mini rosary a while ago, but it only has like 10 beads so I get thru it quickly

>>40969097
thanks nona, I agree. I love my gf very much and I can't see a future without her by my side. We pretty much grew up together since we were in highschool, so there's that

>>40969106
oh yeh, the anon that has been married for 20 years?
never take it for granted, some of us just go round and round and it gets tiring tbqh

>>40969131
Don't worry, I don't plan to ever taking it for granted. I'm genuinely thankful that she stood by my side through so much hardship (even through me trooning out, which is huge). So yeah, I'm just generally super grateful and blessed to still have her by my side.
We're not married (yet) because we don't really see a point to it. But maybe one day we'll get married, who knows!

schizophrenic DiD hours

>>40963595
>autistic best practices
most autists write hard-to-understand overly optimized hieroglyphics

>Are you still friends with your exes?
only the one and we're more like 2 people that know each other and talk occasionally but not really friends
>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
yeah and i regret it, waste of my time
>What's the best programming language?
C

>>40969089
i somehow gained another 600 and i lost them again. i choose to believe its this posts fault for cursing me. fuck u anon

bump lol

>>Are you still friends with your exes?
Yes
>>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
Not yet
>>What's the best programming language?
C++ / cu

>>40970662
C femcel * blushes *

>less than half of them (5)
>yes multiple ones all mistakes
>idk the differences

not being friends with exes means you make bad decisions about who you date

imagine having exes lol
it's till death do us part, the only way someone is getting rid of me is by dying or killing me

>>40972368
yeah dated way too many terfbrained cis women before realising trans women are the better choice

>>40972368
I mean, I guess that's true, either way you slice it...
a least bad decision can still be a bad decision I guess, or you could be single which isn't always that great tbqh

>>40972368
>abusers never lovebomb or hide their intentions
the victim blaming lolll

>>40970852
<3 love u bestie

>>40962382 (OP)
>Are you still friends with your exes?
yea
>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
nah
>What's the best programming language?
they're all bad

>>40962382 (OP)
>Are you still friends with your exes?
Yeah I dated this guy once long ago, broke up with him like 2 months after and now he's a good friend and even encourages me to pursue the woman I have a crush on (after telling him the details he thinks she's totally into me and I'm a total idiot for not realizing that)
>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
Nah
>What's the best programming language?
I'm too mediocre at programming to be qualified to answer that, but from the ones I have used enough to rate them my favorite so far is golang

>>40972509
where do I find terfbrained cis women

>>40974962
Online or irl feminists and liberal women. They are a dimer's dozen.

>>40974985
how do I get them to like me

>>40975132
just be useful to them

need 20yo passoid with mommy issues to groom and make her call me mom while I fuck her brains out

>>40975259
Hmmm I'd be interested but idk I already have feelings for a 40s cis woman

>>40975422
Though the mommyplay sounds really hot and my crush would certainly not be degen eniugh to do that even if we end up dating... So how old are you nona maybe I should change my target

>>40963572
lesgen was sustained entirely by lago, olive, and luz circlejerking each other for almost 2 solid years
this drove literally everyone that wasn't them or wasnt' equally toxic away from the gen
now when they aren't here it's dead because the ground it's built on is nothing but salt feces and bleach

>>40969154
>because we don't really see a point to it
financial benefits such as tax wrte offs and better loan rates, and in case one of you dies or is fatally ill the other can make decisions on your behalf
getting married is not expensive and doesn't require a wedding, you can just do a courthouse wedding and invite some friends over for a potluck after
also you two sound adorable good luck with life <3

I've been meaning to format my old laptop and do a fresh install because it got so bloated with random programs that I needed for university that it's basically unusable with how slow it is and I also wanted to start using Linux distros so I get used to them by the time Microsoft implements the Heil Trump update. That being said, I kinda want to try a meme distro as a start because it would make it funnier while I try to learn a new OS. Should I use UwUntu or NYArch? I'm leaning towards NYArch because it plays more into the meme than UwUntu which is basically just a name change from what I can see.

>>40975959
well, you always have to put up with all sorts of ppl if you want a community, even if it's an anon that constantly posts super hero stuff or something
>>40976382
tough question, my laptops always slowed down due to college as well, but I have no idea about all that other stuff tbqh

>>40976382
install a usable fork of arch like cachyos and then install nyarcher over it for the weebshit

stable monogamous cis lesbian couples owe me kinky trans unicorn threesome sex

>>40976967
threesomes are male brained

>>40977225
trvke

>>40976692
I don't know much either which is why I want to learn now that I have an opportunity. Maybe you could try something similar (with a real distro) the next time you clean your laptops

>>40976940
I didn't consider this. Thanks for the suggestion!

>>40977225
imagine caring about retarded shit like that

>>40977599
if i wasnt a tranny i would 100% be a terf like 90% of you people are just men playing dress up

>>40977638
Sounds like a miserable way to live, tbqh. Normal cis women don’t dwell on male vs female behaviors nor seethe at trannies every waking moment. Have you tried getting hobbies, anon?

>>40977638
u 2

>>40977638
If I wasn't a tranny I'd be a pooner with terflite thoughts but I wouldn't be an outright terf goodness no

>>40977638
im a tranny myself and im already pretty transphobic thanks to this gen lmao. that being said, most rapehon posts are just shitposts made by trannies and cissoids trolling. i doubt any of these are being completely genuine

>>40977697
this is what i tell myself so that i dont think we're all fucking weirdos. but i completely understand why a cis woman would be a terf if her interactions with trannies was just people from this board desu
>>40977673
have you tried not being a rapehon?
>>40977689
i cant imagine i'd care enough to be a full on terf cus im a transphobic tranny simply because i have to interact with other trannies. if i was a cis woman i'd just stay away from you all

>>40977697
You sound like a loser.

>>40977673
imagine getting a hobby and then people call it malebrained or some other fake shit. it's better to be hobbyless

>>40977738
I’m a cis woman. lol Call me a rapehon all you want. It has no power over me, babe. Enforcing gendered stereotypes is sexist whether or not you do it to cis or trans women.

>>40977763
It’s pathetic and weird. They call trans women rapehons while sounding like sissy fetishists by enforcing sexist stereotypes about how women should behave.

>>40977792
lago pls dont act like all those posts about white trannies gangbanging asian women dont bother you and arent gross

>>40977638
I used to be a tranny terf 8y ago.
It was a miserable existence. I was the trutranniest tranny and yet I was depressed af.
Now I masturbate to myself and am happy.

>>40977805
There’s a very obvious difference between coomer trolls and being sex negative. lol I’d have a threesome if the right people came along. Guess that makes me a MAN. Ohhhh but I love knitting… I’m… non-binary???

>>40977807
Awesome collarbones. Lovely lingerie. Can’t wait till my collarbones pop like that. I can only angle fraud them for pics atm.

>>40977851
Thanks :3
Does estrogen help with that or fat distribution maybe? I can't remember if they were always like this or not

>>40977792
yeah it's interesting, all of this caring about optics or something too much just seems like something that will hurt all women in the long run.

>>40977871
Doubt it but idk, I’m not trans. I think it’s just a skinny/healthy people thing. Having mine show and looking cute in necklaces has been one of the nicest parts of losing 60 lbs.

>>40977892
I hope you get to your ideal weight soon nona :)
My weight has yoyod so much over the years due to various depressive eras lol but rn I'm finally healthy without starving myself it feels good :)

the type of woman I like getting called rapists for nothing

>>40977418
yeh, maybe, but I already have a lot in my life rn I guess... let me know how it works out tho!
>>40977638
>>40977697
well, the thing is really that all sorts of ppl are reprehensible and some are even violently criminal
sometimes it's a weird joke, and sometimes it actually happens cos it has before
so you should probably try to judge ppl by their actions more than what they post, even if it's anime, games, furries, super heroes, and so on
you wouldn't want to let it get to a point where you rage on innocent ppl, but then someone you love gets hurt by someone you thought was cool or had the right identity label

>>40977225
lago and swablu are in shambles

>>40977807
I'd masturbate to you too babe, you're hot as fuck

>>40978483
oh no! anyway

>>40978511
Well you're welcome if you feel like it :3

Threesomes are fembrained if you don't actually enjoy it and just put up with it for only one of the 2 other people without actually being into the other one (going along with an average unicorn hunter couple just for the wife basically, the moid is always ugly) I almost did it once when I saw some couple in like late 30s looking for a tranny for that when I was 18... I'm bi but absolutely not into older men while veeery into older women so I was measuring for a while if it was worth it just for the cougar and ended up not doing it cause it was kinda scary and seemed dangerous

anyway... I booked all of my hotels so that's less to stress about, a week of museums, palaces, art galleries, cathedrals, and fashion...
what has everyone been up to besides fighting their thread enemies and contemplating the gender of abuse?

>>40977738
If I was a real woman I would be one of the autistic ones with an internet addiction. I would seek out troon stories to sate my own perverse curiosity. I would be transphobic about it yet I would not be happy about being a cis woman. My bleeding womb would be a curse unto me. I would hate being saddled with a lumpy female body and I would resent the expectation of childbirth yet I would be outwardly proud of having this power that no male would ever be capable of. I would be Dworkin's biggest fan but I would also be envious of men. I would seek to make myself more like a man, but not like a cis man more like a tranny but not like the blahaj toting agphons or obnoxious drag queens. Ideally I would be a stone lesbian that is within average male range for height as I wouldnt want to be a short woman like a pooner drawing but being super tall seems undesirable too.
https://youtu.be/lVDn2IxTUHs

>>40978674
Dworkin isn't really much of a misandrist, idk why people take her as an example of some misandrist radfem type when she was one of the most well adjusted radfems with the least hate of men and heterosexuality

>>40978686
I'm a proud misandrist myself btw I just don't claim Dworkin as my own she's way too light on the moid question

i miss when this gen was mtfgen lite and not temporarily embarrassed terf gen
thanks lago

>>40978778
Lmao what? /mtfgen/ is dogshit and I’m glad it’s nothing like that. That short phase in this gen was toxic and boring as fuck.

>>40977920
Ahhh, congrats!!! I hope I don’t swing too far in the starvation direction. People keep telling me I’m too skinny but I’m still less than 10 lbs overweight. I just want to be pretty again…

>>40978940
FUCK WRONG IMAGE

>>40978913
better than the constant terf posting of now

>>40978940
>lago's secret yaoi stash exposed

>>40978954
That has always gone on, dumbass. This board has always hated on trans lesbians and harassed them by calling them rapehons. You concern trolls that say the gen is transphobic and full of terfs have been complaining about it for literal YEARS, despite the fact that it’s normal for the board.

>>40978954
Meh the "terfs" here are just a bit mean cause they want to fuck trannies but can't, we just gotta let them use us a bit while apologizing to them and they'll be a bit less mean, unless they think it's hotter while being mean which is totally okay

>>40978966
It was Adora and Catra!!! Really kino image.

>>40978940
Rn I'm at like 23BMI i think but I tend to look thinner than my weight if youre the same as me you probably don't even look overweight at 26 BMI lol

Is it normal to sometimes daydream about hugging my best friend tight, telling her I'm in love with her and making out with her? Am I an agp rapehon creep that dederved to be hated and should isolate from my bestie for her own good?

>>40978686
Dworkin is the GOAT radfem. There is definitely nastier stuff out there but nothing that is so high quality because Dworkin wrote so honestly from the heart. Her analysis of Tolstoy and the kreutzer sonata is dead-on accurate without being vitriolic or bombastic. Blind hate gets in the way of better thoughts for a lot of people but Dworkin had a soft spot for sensitive guys and even troons just like I do

>>40979078
Deserves*

>>40979078
probably not, and awful ppl can have nice relationships, life is weird like that tbqh

>>40979086
Meh she wasn't harsh enough on the moid question, all moids are inherently evil imo and they need to be made extinct by selective abortion to fix this world

>>40979094
This needs to be blasted on a loudspeaker to every depressed lonely dork out there.
Being a good person wont get you into a relationship.
Neither necessarily will being pretty.
Ive known plenty of people who were ugly inside and/or out who were married or otherwise in long standing relationships.
Its all a luck and numbers game. Ofc many lonely people dont even try because they assume theyve already lost due to some flaw they see in themselves or an unwillingness to take the leap.

>>40979094
>>40979130
What does that have to do with my repulsive thoughts I don't get it?

>>40979149
I was mostly responding to kirakishou, not you. Sorry for the confusion, i dont have much input on the thing you said - largely because someone I know definitely reads this thread now and then. ^^'

>>40979130
hard agree, except for me, I am disgusting inside and out, that's like my whole thing tbqh
>>40979149
well, if you think you don't deserve stuff or only deserve bad things, that's not being rapey ... but if you were like that then you might not think like that or let that stop you

>>40979168
Speaking of, I wonder if the straight girl i turned lesbian (but coped, broke off with me, until coming out as truly lesbian later) still thinks of me/us. Idk when I try to talk to her she seems cold and distant like she's afraid of sth? But I just wanna be friends but I feel like she doesn't wanna keep in touch really. Idk I have good memories from that time and ofc some melancholia she was cool and we had good times and I still have feelings for her I think even though it's been years? But not like I wanna live with her just that I'd be happy taking two weeks holidays with her and cuddling and kissing and going to bars whateeveeer
I'm in a relationship but I'm poly fwiw just poly with one person only lmaooo

>>40979228
Im pretty disgusting inside and out and yet somehow still married, FWIW.
Nevermind the marital issues - that partially comes from me being disgusting on the inside.

>>40979236
I remember when she took my hand in the street saying "I'm only doing that to make you happy" still coping she was straight it was cute idk
Melancholia sucks lol

>>40979228
You don't think simply wishing we'd end up in that situation and she'd make me her girlfriend is agp and creepy and rapehon behavior? Idk seems like you are not harsh enough on creeps to me

>>40979280
Stfu self hating retard

>>40979285
Um oki maybe I should cause bestie told me if I want her to trust me and like me I should love myself first, dunno what the meant with the "like" part probably just like as a friend or whatever me thinks but anyways I promised I'd try and I don't want her to scold me so maybe I should stop just in case she browses 4chan for some reason... I really luv her

>>40979328
Then go finger her omg

>>40979356
Wdym she only likes me as a friend probably and even if she didn't I'd take her on a date first cause I'm not a whore

>>40979252
oh well, can't change the past, but now nobody wants an old washed up villainess
that's life
picrel me rn
>>40979280
of course not, besides blanchard's typology wasn't that interesting or innovative
these days it's pretty lax with all the self id and all that, but even back in the early days ppl made a distinction between 'creepy transbians' and trans women that were simply lesbians, stuff like that and hon have all lost their meaning and specificity, they're just insults
there is no point in trying to police ppl but if you wouldn't rape someone then you're not a rapist

>>40979372
Yeah go on a date and then finger her then the next date she can ride your face
Waiting for sex is a straight ppl thing.

>>40979385
I don't think she even likes women I have got no chance besides it's wrong for trannies to pursue cis women imo cause they are superior to us

>>40979401
>they are superior
Ok fuck off come back when you're less retarded and have gotten ride of your male thought patterns

>>40979401
nta but stop being so pretend cringe?!?
i mean wtf, if you just want to shitpost just do that!
otherwise give her what she want and shut up about it!! you weird p.o.s. (she)

>>40979436
How is it ap male thought pattern to acknowledge that someone so mediocre and with a birth defect like me shouldn't even dare try to love someone as perfect as her I don't get it?

>>40979450
I'm totally serious wdym I have even explained the part about it being wrong for me to like cis women to her before although she thought it was silly

>>40979456
I'm this close to misgendering you stop

>>40979491
Oki I'll stop meanie

>>40979482
girl i like mentally ill ppl, i mean i seriously can
t even begin to understand people if they arenb't at least a bit weird mentally... ||it
's weird autism and other things just ignore fr||
there's nothing weird for you to like cis, trans, or queer people ever!
ignore the label, embrace your emotions!!

>>40979328
Anyways um girls what do you think she meant with "like" here I don't get what it could mean cause like she already likes me as a friend obviously I'm literally her best and only friend by her own words? My friend is very sure that she meant it romantically but he's probably just trolling me there's no way...

I tried to ask her to clarify what that meant but she just ignored the question and changed the subject, weird
>bestie told me if I want her to trust me and like me I should love myself first, dunno what the meant with the "like" part probably just like as a friend or whatever me thinks

>>40979549
Um thank you nona maybe you're right I mean tbf even bestie thinks it's silly and bestie is very wise and never lies so maybe it's probably true

Need vampire Knight gf

>>40979719
How would a vampire manage to work as a knight I mean wouldn't it be hard for her to avoid ever being given a day shift out in the sun? Unrealistic

>>40979747
Idk but she's really pretty and stuff

>>40979813
Eh idk nona I bet my bestie is prettier

>>40979826
That's cool
But she's not vampire Knight

>>40977225
i know a terf who had a 3some

>>40979899
I think you can find vampire knight in Romania or something prolly

>>40979917
Not a good counterargument cause tbf terfs are usually femreppers

>>40979921
Hi vampire Knight

>>40979956
Sorry I'm not romanian

>>40979560
Will no one answer this I'm seriously very confused about what she meant and she apparently doesn't want to explain it... I'd like to know what it meant

I saw a license plate in french today

My coworkers said I’m so messy for going to see her on Halloween…

bum

>>40980241
this is so terrifying, hoping you recover nona

>>40980241
sacre bleu!
>>40981322
well that's still a ways a way, right?

speaking of Halloween I need to think up a costume

>>40983191
I'm terrible at costume ideas, do you usually go to costume parties for halloween??

>>40983203
my friend who's really into halloween hosts a party every year. it's not otherwise a big thing here really

>>40983254
oh yeh, I see, I guess you could go with your gf as yuyuko and yukari, maybe?

>>40983344
ohh that would be cute, but the group is pretty normie so it would be better to go as just concepts. maybe a witch and a ghost...
I kinda wanted to joke to my gf I should go as a pumpkin and she can go as a trans girl (so she doesn't have to dress up)

two schizo namefags gen

>>40983492
I'm normal right..? right???

>>40983485
aw, but what if she wants to dress up? and I get it, you might not want to put in too much effort with some crowds
>>40983497
I think you're pretty normal

>>40983492
It's good that we have people to keep lesgen happening until it's interesting to more people again. That's the difference between generals that die and generals that persist past their less actuve phases. In a few months, lesgen will be back to prime form and that will be due to the efforts of people talking to themselves as tripfags that, right now, might feel less relevant, but, in the future, will be staples.

how did you tell your kids you're now a lesbian? I don't know how to tell my sons i want piv in a lesbian way

>>40983804
for a lot of anons rather than contributing themselves treat it like celebrity gossip or reality tv, new season of the gay island just isn't as good as the last etc
that said, there is always this corrosive element that makes it not worth it, not when you can join any fandom and meet more than 5 lesbians...

>>40983871
clearly bait but maybe don't focus on sex in telling them

anyway, do you have kids, lesgen?
are you planning on having kids?
I told my mom once I wanted to be a good mom, but she's kind of given up all hope for me I'm p sure

I MISS HER

i dont want to work
i dont want to labor
i just want to sit on a tiny balcony of a 450 square ft apartment with my girlfriend and be peacefully disconnected in the morning breeze

i kinda want a gf but i also kinda want to kms and idk which to prioritize right now

Ranma got a remake?!
Can you believe it

>>40984743
>

>>40984765
How was i supposed to know? ;_;

>>40984773
hehe just some light teasing anon

>>40962382 (OP)
qott1: im friends with 2/4 of my exes
qott2:no but ive gotten close.
qott3:i like javasscript personally

>summer is nearly over
>i still have not experienced lesbian frotting with them

Ran ten miles then did a shift at work immediately after and my neet gf is still blue balling me

thinking of sending a facebook friend request to this lesbian who once hid her sexuality by saying she was seeing someone. I only want to be friends, but the issue is that her profile says she’s single, so she might think I’m trying to give it another shot
many such cases (I’m a straight guy, obviously)

>>40985835
Why are you here if you're a moid go away unless you buy me stuff then you can stay

I want to make out in her car. Give each other hickeys and hold hands at cafes and shops.

need to stop liking her I'm like pretty sure she hates me

>tfw saved her from polygamy
you can cure the cute ones before its too late nona

>>40985893
this is the straight moid general sweetie ugh piv neotenous cis asian pussy

I'll never be neotenous enough for cute lolicon transbian

>>40962382 (OP)
>qott1
yes, i only have one ex and i haven't been in a relationship since we broke off. she was my only friend for a really long time
>qott2
i've considered it a few times over the years but it's better if i give it a rest
>qott3
i can't answer that but i will see if i can come up with one in a couple years
>>40977807
i was never "trutrans" tbdesu and thats partly why ive always considered myself nonbinary but these days ive decided that actually being trutrans means being spiritually in tune with the tranny priestesses of the ancient world
most self proclaimed trutranses spit on our ancestors and i feel like thats kind of sad
also you look really hot nona but im sure you know that already. i love my collarbones too theyre one of my favourite features
>>40979813
i'm pretty and vampiric but i dont know if i could be a knight im not very valiant. maybe i should work on that. but im more of a sorceress anyway
>>40983492
make that three ⁀ᗢ⁀

>>40986958
>was never "trutrans" tbdesu and thats partly why ive always considered myself nonbinary but these days ive decided that actually being trutrans means being spiritually in tune with the tranny priestesses of the ancient world
Yeah i mean trutrans isn't a thing since both gender and sex are spooks anyway right but the ancient priestess grift is amazing I've tried to get onto it but faith never sticks to me sadly
>most self proclaimed trutranses spit on our ancestors and i feel like thats kind of sad
They are collaborators tbqh when I was hanging out with them we were just sucking up to terfs being like "Omg our lives are worth so much less than yours" I had a ftm friend that was autistic af though he was rad and he left too
>also you look really hot nona but im sure you know that already. i love my collarbones too theyre one of my favourite features
Thanks <3 well I have had a lot of body image issues due to my health not being the best but recently it's been better
Well if you wanna show them off ur welcome

>>40986958
I think there's 4..? I prob dont get counted tho cuz Im laem and quiet.
>>40986229
Based and need
>>40984138
You know it. Doing my best. Momming is hard work.
>>40983804
Honestly yea. People like to complain "dead gen" without contributing much, but really, the gens that survive are the ones that have a dedicated core willing to talk even when there's not much going on.

>>40986995
i'm usually not one to post my body online bc i want to save that for my hypothetical future lover whoever that may be but i suppose collarbones are fine
i spent a night with another tranny a while ago and she liked running her fingers along the bumps of my ribcage. i'm kind of underweight but being bony is nice sometimes
>the ancient priestess grift is amazing I've tried to get onto it but faith never sticks to me sadly
i dont rly know if i have faith but i guess i have some spiritual inclinations. i get a sense of reverence whenever i walk into a sacred space and i have a similar sort of reverence towards life itself and the natural world
the one time i actually felt compelled to kneel down in prayer was when i was visiting the carnegie natural history museum in pittsburgh and they had a huge sperm whale jaw mounted against the wall. i dont know why but it kinda just gripped my soul. also remember this one time i was walking through the woods and there was this hollowed out dead tree that somehow felt like it was calling to me. maybe im just weird. i could probably get behind east asian sorta shamanistic/animistic folk religions and that wouldnt be *too* larpy since its part of my heritage, or at least thats what i could tell myself
>>40987241
you swablu lago & kira would make 4 ya
i don't regularly namefag but i suppose i could if ppl like having more of those around the gen

>>40987429
>i'm usually not one to post my body online bc i want to save that for my hypothetical future lover whoever that may be but i suppose collarbones are fine
They're very fine nona :)
>i spent a night with another tranny a while ago and she liked running her fingers along the bumps of my ribcage. i'm kind of underweight but being bony is nice sometimes
I miss dating often. I love my partner but I miss that discovery. I mean we're not closed so I could but my life is so shit lately I haven't had the energy. You made someone lucky that night definitely.

Idk, I'm vegan so ofc that colours my approach to life a lot. I don't really like believe in superiority of the human soul or anything like that but I think I could in another time be into animist practices just... what's the point if it's not to be in community? Religion by yourself isn't religion at all.
I give a few prayers or I guess some respect to dead animals I see laying around sometimes. Just honouring their lives instead of walking away. Idk.

>>40981322
lago...

Lago be like
https://youtu.be/jbsmVxxWvHQ

>>40988085
wtf lmao

i want to move to iceland

i finally told them, now i wait for a response

>>40986229
makes sense, can't argue with that logic tbqh
>>40986284
true, save yourself for someone that will really appreciate you
>>40986958
>>40987429
I don't think I would pray to any pagan gods except maybe the dagda, eriu, maybe brigid for some good health and wisdom, maybe tu'er shen for some love too if I ever visit that one temple...
those are some nice bones ngl
>>40987241
aww, I feel like you're probably an amazing mom
you're not lame, you're pretty nice, but it's hard to compete with stuff posted for shock or lust value on a dead board of emotionally fried ppl
like sure there will be weirdos that dislike your relationship status but keep posting and ppl will appreciate you tbqh
>>40989398
what's in iceland?
>>40989634
good luck anon, I hope it works out

>>40989649
>what's in iceland?
Safety
And björk

>>40981322
>>40987616
LAGO AND OLIVE…
>PART 2/ PVRT II
>BACK TO THE TRAIN MUSEUM
>AND THE CHAMBER OF PIV
>2 KEKED 2 SOON
>IMPREGNATION DAY
>FURRY BROAD
>A TALE OF TWO TRIPS
>PLAPPING SEASON
>THE GOCK STRIKES AGAIN

>>40989673
I guess, I mean, it's cold tho so you better find someone to keep you warm

i'm not femby yearner but i'm yearning for an it/she mtfemby

>>40990069
they're peak aren't they

>>40989649
oh and ty anon my hope fuel is running low but i'm tired of being a coward

>>40989815
underrated reply

it has been almost a year since i have eaten box and i am going insane. i need a woman to ride my face to the moon and back...

i want attention from my gf and to rub my face all over her while I'm still drunk but she's asleep because she has work in the morning fuck my gay life

>>40991320
wake her up and do it anyway

>>40991425
she would be very upset so i go on the internet fot attention instead, she needs her rest she has work very very early int he morning

>>40987612
>You made someone lucky that night definitely.
i would hope so ᵔ◡ᵔ eheheh. i would like to think she remembers me well at least, though we haven't really spoken since then. maybe we just got off on the wrong foot being too intimate too fast and it messed up our expectations of each other. i was a hormonally addled trash fire at the time from a combination of my hrt running out and loneliness flaring up and wasnt in much of a state to do anything with anyone
not that i really am now, still, even though i suppose i'm doing "better". it's just never my day.
>I give a few prayers or I guess some respect to dead animals I see laying around sometimes. Just honouring their lives instead of walking away. Idk.
thats pretty much how i approach these things too for the most part. little rituals & practices and such just to feel part of something greater and express reverence for it, or i guess to give form to some of my "spiritually inclined" thoughts. i don't otherwise have any kind of structure to this stuff but i think its nice to have ideals to honour and aspire to
>>40990069
>>40990171
i am also an it/she mtfemby.....mayhaps one day i shall have a devoted yearner of my own
but not today because i am deeply and chronically unlovable. such is my life

i have a bad feeling that femby will not reciprocate, please lend me your energy so i can modify my worldline

>>40991450
i doubt you're unloveable nona, don't be too hard on yourself

I was going to try and start early so I can get the most done today as humanly possible
but then I got back drenched from a night run and now I'm exhausted and can't get much done at all
this is why you need a partner tbqh

>>40990069
I'm also not femby yearner but also yearning for an enby. it's going bad but whatever.

>found flyer for a tranny rave in my city that seems cool and would be pretty easy for me to get to
>have severe social anxiety and am fairly sure itll have me huddling in a corner the entire time unless i get high enough to dissociate but probably not a good idea to do that alone
>but i kinda want to go and i would prob regret spending another night bedrotting in my room by myself if i decide to miss it
>but i'm also worried i'd just get really scared of the crowd and resentful of other ppl enjoying themselves
what should i do lesgen

i just woke and boke and now i'm listening to the new hayley williams album very loud before class i haven't felt this good in a while

>>40992242
just go and force yourself to have a good time. i have terrible social anxiety that has basically ruined my life but the way to get over it, or at least make it somewhat better is to just do social things. you have to push yourself to do shit!! go!!!!!

I'll be the biggest whore in this racist lesbo imageboard

At this point hayley williams can just say the hard r for all i care

>be single and not dating or meeting people for yrs
>get on apps
>have a few dates with people, nothing worked out
>always feel weird about being the proactive one trying to set up dates; taking the straight moid role essentially
>am always anxious and insecure about passing
>talking with cute 7+ yrs transitioner with fem photos
>convos are very sweet
>set up date
>anxiety
>we have a discord vc (sound only)
>she has a non-trained nerd guy voice
>says she self-actualized enough to have a mullet and not voice train
>former military
>much less anxiety about dating role now

>>40994168
does it kill trans women to train their voices or something? its like the big reason i wont date trans women lmao

>discord date
the absolute state

>>40994203
the date is this weekend irl, the vc was not a date lol

>>40994193
yes as a matter of fact it kills trans women to train their voice and you want trans women to die for the chance of dating you

>>40994216
there is always a chance that trans women will die when dating me because i like to sit on their faces

>>40994229
As a tranny I will be putting my life in danger every time I meet someone new and I don't think cis people appreciate the gravity of it all

>>40994193
Voice is my biggest dysphoria by far and trying to listen to my own voice critically puts me immediately into very grim, dark places. Im sure Im not the only lady that deals with that.
Fortunately I was blessed with an apparently (according to others) androgynous voice. Unfortunately its not enough. QQ One day...

>>40994212
oh ok good luck ig

>>40994254
you have to practice, do small steps everyday, even 2 minutes a day is better than nothing. i believe in you

>>40994241
train your voice darling you'll stop being in so much danger, probably

>>40994284
I try, and Ive made *some* progress. But Im in a spot where I actually need to critically listen to the way I talk and make changes. I naturally speak at androgynous to femme pitch range so I needed no pitch work. Its mostly resonance and intonation that fucks with me. Thats what my speech coach said I needed the most work on (before Trump's policies got her cancelled) and thats not as simple as "practice your range"

>>40994297
>die, darling
you too

why are cis women scary?

>>40994444
you are probably afraid of transphobia or being called a sexual predator. or it could just be that beautiful women are scary sometimes

>>40994444
Because amabs are guilty of sexual preying until proven innocent in our society

I'm a shy, nerdy, short trans woman who has been lucky enough to end up with pretty large breasts.
Where do I apply for my tall, exclusive top transbian gf?

Is there a card I need to punch? A form I need to submit? Some-sort of mating call I need to make?

gook trannies and gock

I'm a fragile bird in a golden birdcage and will never be free and find love

hello /lesgen/
i saw the most beautiful woman today
the type of woman that many would die for
what a beautiful day indeed

>Are you still friends with your exes?
After no contact for half a year we are amicable because I've gone back to the shared social space where we both exist

>Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
No and don't plan on it

>What's the best programming language?
Python because im in a quantitative methods class and its the only one I know remotely anything about

lol it's over i give up now

im soooo sleepy at wwork i didnt sleep the whole night forsome reason im abut to pass out help

>>40995445
whats wrong

>>40995517
i yearn for nothing and no one

Charlie kirk got murked

Looking into this

>>40996034
>>40996229
Concerning.

lmao some cishet guy dying sparks more activity on this board than anything lgbt related

>>40996034
Oh damn it's actually true
Cheers to that I guess

>>40996034
We need more schizo lefties with good aim. For unrelated reasons, just brain dumping in my blog.

My coworkers and I were watching the video and laughing at work.
>inb4 moralfaggotry

>>40978633
>Threesomes are fembrained if you don't actually enjoy it and just put up with it for only one of the 2 other people without actually being into the other one
>she doesn't know about cuckqueans

i want a girlfriend so effing bad......!!!!!!!!! aahhhhh

>>40963604
Java is a dogshit language who's only positive is cross platform portability, its a terribly unoptimised mess that doesn't do anything that another language does better. TL;DR you're a dyke who hasnt got a fucking clue what they're talking about.

>>40997505
what have you been trying so far?

>>40997649
nothing :( i have no real means of meeting anyone right now, but i hope that next year will be my year because i will be going to college

>>40997689
see, I was wondering cos I'm the same... I was like oh yeh I kinda want to be with someone, but then I stopped and asked wait... kira... what are you even doing to meet someone...?
last few months I write a few hours a day, I read a few hours, I run at night, I sleep too much... I'm not going to meet a gf in my kitchen cupboard, my bookshelves, or bathroom sink!
the game was rigged from the start!!!1

>>40997788
omg i also read and write and run!! well running im not very good at YET, but i plan to get better and do it more consistently. but you are right, it will be hard to meet someone like that.. maybe you should join a bookclub or something. or any other sort of hobby.
i have stupid social anxiety and other issues that basically mean i have no friends irl and i never leave my house. but once i go to college it will be a different story, i will try to put myself out there and meet people

Do you think that melanie zanona likes gock?

>>40997844
that's what I was thinking, the university has creative workshops, so I was thinking of trying that out, but it costs money which is tight rn
I signed up for a meeting on brain stuff in a few weeks, but that's more for professional networking stuff
I hope college works for you anon, but my advice would be to not leave it until you start, it's always going to be better to make the best impression at the start
plus you don't want to empty your social battery on the first day, so like I mean it's probably good to practice now?

>>40997912
>so like I mean it's probably good to practice now
true.. although its scary for me, i know that fear is something i need to get over. i wish i had more social hobbies :(

>>40997980
true... what about your living situation? do you live with family or by yourself?
if you're young, I think one of the main things is to get a place of your own before inviting anyone around

>>40998053
im 20 and live with my family rn, although next year i will probably live in the college dorm

>>40998126
dorms sound a lil scary, but probably good to push you out there and be more social ig

>>40998298
true, but in my country and at the college i will be going to, dorms are more like apartments where you just share the living room and kitchen. we all get private rooms and private bathrooms so if i get overwhelmed with people i can just retreat to my room and calm down

>>40998387
I love your country anon, that sounds pretty cool
still if you have to wait so long before you start college you should definitely try to put yourself out there now imho

anyone else here been listening to lexycat?

>mfw chuds get GOT
>>40994755
You have to pursue them, they are shy.
>>40995199
I don’t know where my soul is
I don’t know where my home is

>the girl im into is talking about her gf
and like im very open to be poly but the fact im never going to be with her and that she's obviously not interest in me makes me genuinely so mad it's unreal

>>40999639
interested*
I'm so fucking mad morty

>>>/gif/29416512
chasies, i think i found the motherload

>>40999818
these threads are always so based whenever they pop up

>>40999818
That’s hot, wish I was into PIV. But alas…

>>40994755
>tall, exclusive top transbian gf
You mean me? I'm not shy but introverted and not nerdy but very abnormal. Your move.

>>40999818
99% of these videos are deeply unsexy

>>40999639
you deserve a gf that appreciates you tbqh

iwn deserve a gf or to be loved and appreciated (that's why it's never happened)

>>41000009
this girl does appreciate me lol but as a friend

>>41000089
I wait every day for someone to appreciate me tbqh
>>41000163
aww okay, then you deserve a gf that will travel the world for you and spend her life with you

Need me a joint to smok while listening to this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4UqMyldS7Q

anxiety peaks are the worst shit imaginable. give me a hit of those stress chemicals

>>40997322
i was laughing about it with my mother. we also send videos of israelis getting barbecued to each other. i love my family so much.
i only worry about how things might unfold from here bc the palantir-zio deepstate is undoubtedly going to milk this for all it's worth. doesn't make the throat splatter no longer funny though

>>41002166
>the palantir-zio deepstate is undoubtedly going to milk this for all it's worth
my schizo theory is that the deepstate is who had him killed to distract from the epstein birthday letter getting released, and maybe some behind the scenes dispute they wanted to clean up along the way
where he was shot was his medula oblangata, which is only where trained snipers are going to aim because it kills the victim instantly instead of the slim chance for survival that a head or chest shot has
the shooter hit this from 200 yards away, which while doable with a commercial rifle and scope, is still a very difficult shot to land on target, meaning they're either hit a 1 in a trillion lucky shot or they knew exactly what they were doing
to compound with this is trump's response to the shooting which was basically just "oh well how sad bye bye" instead of pushing to use it as political ammo for something like everyone else who dies under his watch, which reads like he doesn't want to push the issue or have it explored further
and yes, all of this happened on the exact same day as trump's birthday card to epstein about "little secrets" being the meaning of life being released publicly

>>40999818
if youre attracted to this you have male brain btw. if you are a cisf chaser who like this stuff you should transition because of your male brain

>>41002926
I'm not gonna transition. who cares if my brain is male

>>41002953
stop posting here then?

I've been looking for a new hair stylist, some of them are pretty cute ngl

>>41002953
im sorry, but you need to. paperwork is already signed. testosterone already ordered

>>41003013
i cut my own hair desu.. it looks okay, but i need to get it cut by a professional if i ever want to actually look good

>>41002676
>maybe some behind the scenes dispute they wanted to clean up along the way
i'd been hearing a lot lately about how he's had some tension with his israeli handlers, bc they demand absolute unquestioning sycophancy and he'd recently been letting the facade slip ever so slightly. perhaps there's more still to said tension thats just out of the public eye. i can def buy the birthday book coverup though. you might be on to something anon
>>41003013
while i was in tokyo my sister was trying to get me to see this one stylist there, oon_natsuki on instagram. may end up seeing her next time i go. i think my hair might look a little bit plain rn but i do think my relatively "naturalistic" look kind of suits me, especially personality-wise
but also being pretty is the one thing i have going for me and maybe a flashier sort of style might draw attention to that a bit more.....

>>41003004
what are you on about???

>>41003066
swablu is 5' tall she would not make it as an ftm it would be over before it even began

>>41003176
oh, i see. sorry swablu i didnt know

>>41003075
yeh, I mean I get it if you don't have like $80-100 to spare, then what's the point but also you probably should ig
I'm just trying to avoid someone that cuts too much in butch or ftm styles haha
>>41003096
>oon_natsuki on instagram
cute!
yeh, I think you should go for it, definitely, never hold back when life is going your way imho
for me, the ones I looked up well I can't say or it might help dox me, but I was thinking of going with a japanese one too
there was a queer les stylist but she's in a totally other city, then a big lgbtqia stylist I guess but seems like he's mostly focused on ftms and nbs
so it's either between a salon that would probably do it more traditional, or a japanese stylist that says she wants to unleash her creativity with scissors ... and I'm just thinking like cut me up into an art work y'know?
but on the other hand I'm also too fat rn, but I have to take better care of myself, I can't just wait until I'm thin again... so iunno...
I also wanted to book eyebrow styling at the other salon so it'd be cheaper overall but .... ahhh... decisions...
anyways, I'm just old, fat, and ugly... but I'll probably die within 10 years so maybe I shouldn't be worried at looking foolish iunno... abloobloobloooblooo~

sorry for the ramble tbqh

>>41003199
>I'm just trying to avoid someone that cuts too much in butch or ftm styles haha
what kind of hairstyle do you want?

>>41003190
I would be hairy as fuck, I have thick black body hair gene that is barely contained by the amount of estrogen in my body. I would be like a dwarf.
I also sometimes think what it would like to be a man and hate the idea so much so there's also that

>>41003324
>think what it would like to be a man and hate the idea so much
yes, the thought haunts me

>>41003302
iunno, probably just some kinda stereotyped bangs, maybe something more interesting, or just like I had it cut a few times before if you've seen
I mean if I lose the weight and style up more option will open up, y'know?
but something kinda soft and more feminine than something edgy or extra to start with would be nice ig
>>41003324
I mean dorfs are kinda cool, but I get you

>>41003348
the thought will go away... I will protect you from it... you're not a man

>>41003371
thank you swablu, you are so kind!

>>41003352
>probably just some kinda stereotyped bangs
this is pretty much what i have, i feel like it compliments my face shape quite well :>

>>41003556
oh yeh, sadly I don't have any pics of what I used to have, except really old ones which I probs shouldn't post since they're all trigger warning middle aged masc jump scares at the first few weeks to months

i think i just need a girl to ruin my life

>>41003721
I think that would be a good idea anon

>>41003692
i would post my pics but i am too scared to post my face/body/head/whatever online desu
>>41003721
me too!!!

>>41003741
i dont kniw how to talk to girls like that though, its so over for me

>>41003761
oh yeh, that's probs a good idea too tbqh
>>41003762
why not tell someone 'I love you' one time, the worst that can happen is things remain how they are now

>>41003870
too scared, everytime i do that i get hurt so i would rather not

>>41003944
maybe the trick is to just get used to it or not care as much
like if the choice is being an overly affectionate friend or just showing absolutely no interest I'm not sure the latter really works???
especially if you also just want to talk more I guess?

>>41003988
unfortunately i have bpd and am very clingy so i will always care way way too much and that is my curse

they on morning joe comparing charlie kirk to medgar evers

>>41004020
aww you seem sweet anon, I hope someone finds a way past your defenses and puts you at ease
>>41004022
oh no, I'm missing morning joe!!! I love mika... hashtag free mika hash tag let her speak joe

>>41004022
How so? Nectar wanted his rights in place, Charlie wanted ours gone.

>>41004020
me too nona, im sorry :( im always so afraid that people i care about will leave me and it usually ends up being so bad that it actually pushes them away, which is ironic

>>41004166
the unborn lost a powerful advocate last night

>>41004307
That is true, but I hate that the pro-life movement is so maligned against the human rights it claims to value that someone like him was somehow a poster child of it, but ultimately more lives were at stake because of his policies than not. As a pro-lifer that means the whole life and not just birth I don't see him as a great loss to the cause.

>>41004321
Are you an idiot? No conservative is actually cares about anything other than protecting their priviliges and they push stupid issues to make you think like they care

new

>>41004769

>>41004287
YES EXACTLY! the same happens with me!