>>40973279
>Never fucked man's throat until orgasm
I don't have a dominant bone in my body, and everytime I received oral I closed my eyes and thought of porn. Despite that, I only ever managed to finish once after I deliberately didn't jerk off for an entire week (and closed my eyes) -- I was never a fan of receiving oral in the first place though tbqh
> Nor topped some not very masc guy?
Well... I "tried" on multiple occasions, but kept getting soft
Giving oral was fine. I enjoyed making guys feel nice. It didn't turn me on though (except in my fantasies)
>Why? Genuinely curious about this.
Because I'm not built for m:f relationships. They find me physically and emotionally repulsive and I'd be useless at the whole "male role" in a relationship that the majority of them need. I had some lovely guys wanting to be my boyfriend, but it's not fair for them for me to just pretend, even if it would've killed the loneliness in me.
