Thread 40976089

There is nothing on this planet more humiliating then being born into a poor family, having to watch others get what they want with no friction and the sheer calmess and comfort in their lives makes me more livid then anything on this planet could.

Usually at the very least the family can usually circumvent the pain of it by being close and loving to each other but I don't have that either they all despise each other.

There is no possible way I will ever be anything I want to be, or have anything I want, hrt? A fucking pipe dream, in 5 years maybe, well if anyone was bored enough to read all of this, how do you deal with the miserable guilt and misery of being poor and miserable?

>>40976089 (OP)
Where you from? How old are you? If you get the shittiest job ever, can buy online through some meam im sure


Also, i wouldn't envy people with easy lives if i were you.
Not to mention its hard to truly know what anyone is going through.

>>40976149
I'm an Egyptian 19 year old, my parents wont let me get a job cause of uni

I don't necessarily mean people with easy lives, I wish I was sad that my parents wouldn't buy me a playstation or whatever but it's usually about life necessaties, food and health related ones

And this isn't about hrt, my brother has heart problems because it's pushed in and he pleaded and begged my parents for the surgery and they refused cause they just told him it was a phase he will get over

Years later and he's still seething about it and it has destroyed his connection to them, this is the shit I talk about, it's just so soul crushing, imagine your parents flaking on you on your most desperate moments, it just makes me sad :<

>>40976283
Then why tf do u listen to them? Either get independent or become a hon its your choice.
That said, there is a third route...

Lying. You find a way to get money, you only need like hmm 70 a month? Even beggars make that.
The harder part is making a bank account they cant see, and finding an adress you can ship the hrt to without them seeing. You have your work cut out for ya, good luck.

Oh yea, i wouldn't bother getting estrogen cuz u cant lie about it. But if you get bicalutamid, and someone asks why you have it, just say you have prostate cancer, or that u self diagnosed. Bica is good for the start anyway and will essentially uhhh halt ur second puberty kinda (men mature from 18 to 25, tho also after that of course)

Now piss off im tired

Anyway good luck, think outside the box thats all i can say.

>>40977421
I guess it's bitter hon time for me, sorry for wasting your time