>>40977363 (OP)
like you kinda wanna throw your phone across the room? cause you keep seeing girls too good to be true? with like perfect teeth and perfect bodies? and you really wish you didn't care because you know them having beauty is not your lack.. but you just feel this weight on you?
And you can't let it go and it feels like comparison is killing you and it feels like you think too much about people who don't know you? that you feel you're so sick of sick of yourself.. and you'd rather be anyone else. just.. jealousy. so much jealousy. And you see everyone getting all the things you want
.. And your happy for them! (but then again you're really not.)
Just, cute clothes, vacation photos, etc.. You can't stand it. Just like.. idk. god, I sound agp... And their win is not your loss... and you know it. But you can't help getting caught up in it all. it's just so sickening to be yourself.. you'd rather be anyone else. so much jealousy. All their friends are so cool too, they go out every night.. In a nice car... living the life
A pretty face.. a pretty boyfriend too. and you just want to be them so bad and they don't even know you exist.
u just see what you should be.
> Happier
> prettier
jealousy
jealousy
like your kinda losing it. all you get is more jealousy.
comparison is like slowly killing ur soul. it feels like you think too much about it. about ppl who don't even know you. and ur just so sick of yourself, literally anyone else would be better..
just so sickening.
literally anyone else.