Thread 41010701

balldo edition
QOTT: would you let a man put his balls in your ass with the Balldo™? would you ever fuck someone with your balls?
preev >>40993271

no milk fml

>>41010716
let me try.

>>41010701 (OP)
god if a boy brought a ball do over i'd start laughing like mad

>>41010800
but would you let him do it?

>>41010716
manmilk [milk for short]

>>41010824
no

i'm about to eat 3000 calories of deep dish

>>41010947
based fatfuck

actually i'm skinny

gonna start cutting soon. For some reason, self harm always calms my dysphoria.

>>41010996
no

>>41010996
remember to post photos

its tbell thursday, ladies

might as well eat trash

>>41010996
Do not cut. You will regret it.

i smashed a gang of goat vindaloo and Kashmiri naan today

>>41010947
hell yeah anon, i just had 3 biscuits with my meatloaf and waffle fries

im going to eat so many brazil nuts my hair falls out

>>41011164
what the hell is a brazil nut?

>>41011004
>>41011084
Too late.

>>41011008
last time I did that, a bunch of cis girls and trans girls laughed at me in their discord VC. I don't think I'll ever post a pic of myself again.

>>41011189
i won't laugh :(

>>41011189
stop it

cut scars are cute

i look like the stereotypical unattractive male

i look like a skinnyfat metalhead with gyno

>>41010701 (OP)
id kms on the spot if someone pulled this shit out before sex

i look cute and androgynousish, it's totally chill brah but i want to be a woman

i look like Rasputin but not as sexy

>>41011065
im going to eat that today. i give up

who's tuned in to nick j fuentes tonight?

>>41011347
sorry i'm watching hasan

>>41011357
he's hot but not nick hot, i dont care about politics btw i just like angry men

>>41011374
>i just like angry men
boy have i got the movie for you

>>41011378
post it

my sister bought me earrings like picrel. theyre cute but theyre so heavy >_< idk if I'll ever get to use them bc most of the time i just use hoop earrings

>>41011388
what if they get caught on something

tfw i cant wear cute earrings without looking like a hon because im too close to being visibly trans

>>41011396
eh doubt they will

>>41011405
its gone look like charlie's neck when they do

>>41011402
you pass sweaty

>>41011374
i dont find nick hot but i do find hasan hot

>>41011417
why do normie trans LITERALLY think that clothes are gender and not actual features of their body it's maddening

>>41011417
baldgs me

>>41011388
kakyoin earrings

>>41011402
why do you people wait for someone give you permission to live

>>41011468
can you fix me

>>41011468
bc growing up my dad would beat me or yell if i even breathed wrong

>>41011468
i like looking attractive and dislike looking unattractive

>>41011478
omg same

i wish i could experiment with publicly presenting feminine however rn is not the time desu. what with all the tranny blood lust and be un passing and all

>>41011522
im starting to wear christian accessories bc im one of the good ones or w/ever

im going to say sorry to every passerby because im one of the good hons

i'm converting to Islam and moving to the Islamic Emirate of Afghanistan (pt2) because i am the best one

i want to be a hon

>>41011599
noooo real i saw one in a class i have and they looked so much cooler than me

like conceptually in owning your femininity or in the sense of just being nonpassing

>>41011646
the first one. they have unimaginable confidence. they are cool and i'm afraid. they have sex. i want to be in a polycule

Hrt isn’t working
I’m getting manlier
I’m a man man
It’s over
My body is ruined forever
I’m a cis man now.
I’m being raped.

>>41011686
in that sense i also wish i was a hon :/ i get it anon

so just two simple neurotic questions
I accidentally removed the needle when trying to uncap the syringe, I pushed it back it and injected with it, did I contaminate it?
also I missed around a third of my injection due to bad syringe design (my levels are usually around 250 pg/ml) is this a problem, should I inject that third again?
I hate my girlballs producing girltosterone

>>41011728
better to overdose than underdose

>nick's eyebrows are uneven
night ruined

>>41011825
me when i inject 12ml because i feel like its not working

who gaf

>>41011960
me when i induce estrogen insensitivity

>>41011953
sisters not twins

I hate being proven right about people

>>41012151
how do you feel about being wrong

>>41011968
is this real i will kill myself

>>41012163
relieved, often

never trusting anyone again

never opening up to anyone again

what happened

never letting anyone in again

never letting myself believe anyone actually gives a shit about me ever again

never trying to make things work again

never trying to push down and ignore my intuition again

never ignoring red flags again

never gonna give you up
never gonna let you down

never putting my own thoughts and feelings second again

>>41012208
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvh0nX08nRw

never pretending things will be ok again

never thinking things can get better again

never believing people can change or improve again

never giving anyone the benefit of the doubt again

never letting myself hope I can communicate with anyone ever again

never trying to support anyone ever again

never goon

god loves you

>>41012245
kill yourself

never trying to connect with anyone ever again

never trying to relate to anyone ever again

>>41012247
no!

>>41012254
DO IT FAGGOT

is this about me?

never being honest with anyone ever again

>>41012257
NO! leave me alone

CUTTING

>>41012261
probably not, nobody cares about you

well it's definitely not me

never trying to express myself again

>>41012265
good do it more and post pics

never being vulnerable again

>>41012264
you should really do it

>>41012279
ok, but I don't think I want to post pictures of my cuts though. everyone would just make fun of me.

never letting myself think I can be with anyone again

never believing a single fucking word of what anyone says again

>>41012295
you're right i am so you definitely shouldn't cut anymore

threw it all in the dumpster

I refuse

im ugly :(

never again

>>41012245
thank you bladee

kill yourself

i need a bi christian boyfriend

nevar forgetting again

>>41012360
they did that to charlie kirk's neck

>>41012367
the Bush family killed kirk?

>>41012376
she charlied on my bush till i kirked

imagine investing all of yourself into someone and trying your absolute hardest to be clear and open about the obstacles you're trying to overcome only to have it all thrown back in your face by a disrespectful spoiled little brat who doesn't care about anyone else

nigga shut up nobody cares

>>41012405
kill yourself

this is my personal dumping ground and I was here first so you can fucking die about it

>>41012396
do it again and again until it sticks

>>41012406
LOVE yourself
>>41012416
you weren't here before me

>>41012424
>until it sticks
what, that it's futile and will never work? lol

iwnbaw

>>41012426
>LOVE yourself
no
hate and degrade yourself and die a miserable death
>you weren't here before me
I doubt it

>>41012429
based and same

>>41012427
it's not futile you just picked the wrong person

>>41012416
>>41012396
>yell at me
>open up thread
>yell at thread
everything could just go back to normal and you could stop being so angry and hateful? i feel like you're the one throwing it in my face by calling me a spoiled brat and screaming at me and walking up in my face and kicking me out

>>41012442
kill yourself you snivelling little liar

>>41012438
nah, there is no right person and never will be

>>41012442
spill the tea sis

>>41012151
i feel like you're blaming me again for you blowing up at me over something small
>>41012458
how am i lying? what would i be lying about. i am perfectly willing to forgive you for being so cruel as to scream at me for half an hour but you won't forgive me for raising my voice once? you got mad at me for asking if i was getting asked to leave... then you asked me to leave. you accused me of not caring, then told me you don't carw when i asked you to stop screaming at me.

i cant stay awake

smoke some more meth about it you disgusting lying faggot

>>41012531
>asking if i was getting asked to leave
once again exactly why you were told to leave

damn that's crazy

im so fancy you already know

>>41012188
i do give a shit about you. why don't you give a shit about me?

I AM IN THE FAST LANE
FROM L.A TO TOKYO

>>41012545
what did i even lie about? and how is it appropriate for you to react like this at all? just stop posting about me in thread and talk to me directly if you have something to say

>>41012608
why would you want to talk to someone that posts about you like this

>>41012611
he got that shit on fr

you ginally meet yhe love of your life, he smothers you in your sleep. yeah?

>>41012608
kill yourself
keep doing meth and alienate more people since you don't care about anyone or anything
liar

I did EVERYTHING for you and you couldn't muster even the slightest modicum of respect let alone emotional or attentive reciprocity

all you had to do was listen >>41012608

>>41012469
i was going to try to make a small amount of sauce i had never made before and i got overwhelmed and gave up and she was encouraging me to try again and i raised my voice an little and said no and then she started screaming at me. at least that's what i think happened it's hard to remember and if i remember wrong she gets mad at me and say that's because i never listen, not even to myself, which isn't helping

>>41012614
it's a nice relationship for three weeks then for one week she gets her tgirl period and snaps over something small and then breaks up with me and blames me for it

>>41012649
>skipping steps and omitting key details
you never gave a shit and I only believed you because I was desperate

I don't know why I invested so much in someone so immature and insincere and I never will again

>>41012659
actually kill yourself
smoke meth rape your dog stab your family and die

>>41012646
i haven't done meth in over a year and was never a daily user
what did i lie about? also what's this about respect and reciprocity when you scream at me. did i do nothing for you? i repeatedly asked if i wasn't doing enough and you said it was fine

>>41012666
you're free to add the key detail. i thought it was that in raised my voice once or something. and somehow your response is to scream at me for half and hour and then tell me to shut up and stop talking

>>41012666
>immature
and your behavior right now is?

>>41012666
>insincere
i am anything but

and you broke up with me AGAIN though not as directly this time
you are the one who suggested I was asking you to leave instead of listening because you never gave a shit
you don't care about anyone or anything and I never should have believed you or put up with your SHIT

>>41012687
all you had to do was listen and not put words I didn't say in my mouth

and I don't believe you, why should I? you probably get all methed up any time you're out of sight I mean how would I know right I'm so fucking naive right you said it yourself

>>41012694
fuck you I tried so hard for you in ways you'll never understand and you did the exact things I begged you not to

your shit is gone and I'll never trust a word you say

midnight buckwheat noodles with black bean sauce and lots of garlic

i'm better than all of this and i've been single for years it's crazy

>>41012717
>you broke up with me AGAIN
you literally walked up to me as i backed away from you yelling "get out now" or something like that (forgive me if i "don't listen" for not remembering your exact words)

>>41012705
irrelevant
I can't be the only adult in a relationship and fuck you for putting that on me even when I told you I felt like shit and needed support not bullshit

>>41012715
you make shit up constantly, like idk how your family hasn't given up on you and kicked you out

your behavior is repulsive

>>41012728
you are making shit up again
you asked if I was asking you to leave when I never suggested or implied let alone said that

you never had any respect for me and I don't think you ever saw me as anything but a meal ticket and an escape plan

>>41012717
>you are the one who suggested I was asking you to leave
i didn't suggest it. i said i would be willing to leave if you asked. i was asking you. but you responded by yelling. this is like last time. you break up with me then blame me. and i only asked because you said you'd stop talking to me until i left. sorry if that's not a perfect quote. but you didn't stop talking you kept yelling and screaming almost any time i talked even at a normal volume

>>41012752
ok so you're just gonna keep literally lying

kill yourself I mean it

>>41012761
lying about what?

>>41012768
kill yourself you disgusting AIDS-ridden faggot

>>41012750
>I never suggested or implied let alone said that
i thought you said you'd stop talking until i left. did you mean leave then come back? i was just asking for clarification and you started yelling.

are you gonna let her talk to you like that

>>41012774
aren't you also gay? if i have aids so do you lol

>>41012779
you didn't listen
you can't even remember what you said
you just don't care about any of our interactions and never did

>>41012783
i don't known what else to do... i don't know what to do i'm so indecisive and insecure i guess i'll just have a drink

>>41012783
him*

my numbers good??

>>41012813
you're not indecisive you're a fucking liar

>>41012797
you're disgusting who knows what you have

>>41012804
i have memory problems became i did a lot of drugs while my brain was developing
>that means you hate me! i hate you!
what? are you breaking up with me? sorry for not remembering something you or i said word-for-word perfectly
>i wasn't going to break up with you, but now that you asked i think i will
btw im not saying you literally said that (before you accuse me of not remembering) i'm just telling you this is what that interaction felt like from my perspective so you can understand. my drink is here and the show is starting. goodnight. i'll miss you. the real you. the way you normally are. the way i'll remember you

>>41012856
lol
kill yourself you disgusting fucking liar
we weren't in a relationship, you made that abundantly clear

if only you knew how brown things really are.

I hate you
you specifically
more than anyone else

glad i’m not the only one spiraling tonight at least

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqcHwFNyfXA

love is dead ;_;

>>41012937
I'm not spiralling I'm just being real for a change instead of putting up with someone's shit despite myself

Honestly I wish I could go back and forth between sexes. It wasn't until I actually medically transitioned for two years that I could find anything that I thought was good about being a man. But honestly that's probably just from interacting with women that love masculine men. Now I detransitioned and have slowly become more comfortable and accepting of being male. Not like it's perfect or easy but it's gotten better.

>>41012948
it sounds like she's putting up with your shit and you fucking ruined it you fucking idiot. you're going to regret this later when you stop protecting your ego

i am black, i am gay, i am disabled, i am a woman

>>41012954
i’m living off sunk cost fallacy cause i really really don’t want to be bald again and my dicks broken anyways

>>41012957
what ego? you're too stupid to understand

no more emo shit pls that’s gay
https://youtu.be/v_x7ZWOlvYs?si=gffxTRd1VZtJFJrq

>>41012980
yeah everyone but you is stupid huh

i look like this

there was nothing to ruin, it was just in my head because I saw what I wanted to

>>41012987
nah but if you paid attention you wouldn't even think I was getting at they

>>41012988
are you pregnant

>>41012969
I mean I refuse to be bald too. I take finasteride and if it doesn't work I'd go on dutasteride or even estradiol again if that's what it took

How do i cope with the fact that nobody will ever love me because my tits are too small and conical?

>>41012988
DAM!! Boymoders look like that?!?!

>>41013005
if you only knew how bad things really are

>>41013005
would not

>>41012995
no i'm just getting fat again

have you tried getting a cool haircut

>>41013005
girl pls stop spiraling and jus fix your hair

this user has a humiliation fetish btw

>>41013018
i'm not spiraling i just thought it would be fun to post my tits in mmg

>>41013005
khazar facial structure

>>41013029
the hair is so bad i didnt care nor notice them
go back to psych ward and try to learn to be funny

>>41013009
i am not a boymoder, i am a man on estrogen

>>41013024
so what? lots of people have one it's nothing to be ashamed of

>>41013029
was it as fun as you'd hoped

>>41013074
not quite

>>41013043
yeah, yeah
thats what they all say…

what would make it fun

>>41013044
they should be embarrassed.

the air is heavy. i struggle to breathe. i think it’s because of the tissues and the snot

>>41013077
i am blald
my skull is hueg
my ribcage is xboxhueg
my hips are tiny
my soul is male
i am a man

>>41013089
What are you gonna do, humiliate me?

>>41012856
you won't remember anything about me because you never cared
nobody ever does and I thought you were different because I was weak and desperate
you never paid attention and you never listened when that was all I really wanted, it was just play to you

I hate you

B ig
P ussy
D disorder

>>41013104
I wish I had bpd instead of being naive and autistic and avoidant and rejection sensitive

need to fuck a bpd man with bitch tits so bad /b/ros you dont understand

>>41013113
hey

>>41013113
giwtwm but nobody will ever want me I'll just be used and thrown away at best

>>41013115
wya

>>41013113
whats good
*cums and dies*

imagine being told you're "too supportive" for trying to encourage someone in whatever they want to do

I was born a male and am now taking estrogen that was shipped in from a foreign country.
It’s kind of like, bashing the fash. In a way

>>41013131
you first since i'm on the run from the fbi

I'm gonna fucking shoot myself why did I let myself fall for it again why did I think someone cared or understood or ever could

>>41013145
deadass im gonna report you bro. christ is king

I hate you

I fucking hate you

>>41013159
they can't catch me i'm the grim reapa baby

I will never forgive you for making me care

Christ is king. Pacifism is truth. Bible is law. Tranny is gnosis.

>>41013159
Say the line, chuddy!

I THREW YOUR GAY SHIT OUT YOU FUCKING RETARD

NEVER AGAIN

>>41012856
HOW DARE YOU
I FUCKING HATE YOU

mmg is finally a christian gen we are so back

>>41013209
gross

>>41012988
mogs me

>>41013005
nice tits boss man

>>41013209
we’re catholic
hail mary full of grace

been a big hit with white women who say nigga and eat hot cheetos recently

hate

>>41013230
giwtwm the only white girls who like me say weird commie stuff

>>41012442
>everything could just go back to normal
if I see you again I'm putting a hole through you, possibly with my bare hands

manmoder fight club

>>41013266
mogs me

>>41013268
we could recreate this, me and you

>>41013275
lol, ew
I thought I had something like that but not as gross and moidy but I was wrong I was just naive

>>41013266
i need a bf so bad bros

do meth

die

die meth die

kill yourself

i am a target of harassment

>>41013302
sup it’s me the feds

can a targeted individual ever find love

I thought I found love

but I'm alone again
I was always alone
I was fooling myself
I want to fucking die

dont be stupid

>>41013322
yeah I'm not anymore lol my bad thought someone cared! xd lmao

i need to have sex with a chad muslim who treats me like shit and kicks me out after he cums and visibly regrets his choices

Where should I cut myself? Why not let you decide :)

quads of self-harm dictate you go ALL. THE. WAY!

>>41013333
nice digits bro! go from your wrist to your elbow as deep as you can and post pics

i should’ve just stayed gay so i could have a dl old man that has a wife and kids

no one has ever loved or ever will

love is a lie

no one has ever had sex or ever will

I deleted everything and threw everything out and there's nothing left but me sitting here screaming and sobbing alone

/mmg/ is filled with meanmoders :/

I'm not gonna do my injection tonight

I'm gonna delete my remaining online presences too

>>41013336
what does "go all the way" mean?

>>41013338
I want to cut, not kill myself.

dubs and i jerk off in the mirror

goodbyeeee horses

I'm gonna stop talking to anyone at all

i'm the only remaining nicemoder

I'm gonna quit my job

how sincere are your sadposts

>>41013367
I'm not mean.

I'm gonna drink the whole bottle of shitty wine I got for us to share

>>41013356
>>41013359
>>41013366
>>41013369
i tried this and it wasnt as bad as i thought

imagine splitting over someone making a sauce lol and you delete your whole entire life about it

I'm giving up again

>>41013374
>over someone making a sauce
imagine believing it was even remotely that

for me it's vodka sauce

>>41013113
are you in cali

is this general always this depressing?

>>41013382
i know what you are

it was over communication, or a complete one-sided attempt to have something like it instead thrown back in your face by someone with such fucking disregard as to seem like outright contempt

fuuuuuuuuuuck

>>41013391
if only you knew h- too tired to type the rest sorry

>>41013392
that makes one of us - so, what am I? please tell me because I'm fucking losing it

>>41013396
mogs me (ew)

more mmgers should get together so i can enjoy the drama of the inevitable breakup

>>41013396
biting into his bicep and ripping out a huge chunk as he sits there stunned with fear and going back in for another bite and basically just ravaging tom cruise’s arm until there’s nothing left

>>41013398
its just in your nature

>>41013407
what is?

>>41013404
i volunteer as tribute

I tried fucking hard I did everything I gave everything I put all of myself into it and it still wasn't enough for you to bother to lift a finger mentally to pay attention

I hate this

>>41013405
yes yep mhm yeah

I hate everything and everyone so fucking much

You’re a liar

>>41013428
no you are

I hate you

1) You are a janny
2) You are both jannies
3) You are, all three of you, jannies
4) You’re also a janny
5) You put /tttt/ janny application links on my fyp
6) mmg is a secret mod chat

I am going to actually fucking die I cannot take this

generals are always janny chats and lolcow farms

nobody could ever understand me and I fucking hate myself for believing someone did or would ever even try to instead of projecting their own shit instead

I can't do this anymore

stood up a bit of pee came out again award

date me instead

I'km never dating anyone again I wasn't even dating I was just deluding myself and letting someone use me

estrogen ruins the male body

i had a weak urethra before hrt but yeah that happens all the time now

insane night tonight lets keep it going

>>41013459
i wasn't asking

>>41013472
kill yourself

I can't stop sobbing this is awful I'm dead

>>41013473
make me :3

I can't

I can't exist like this

Christ is king.

try

>>41013497
I DID
I FUCKING TRIED SO HARD

>>41013494
gayyyyyt

AND GOT SO FARRR BUT IN THE ENDD

>>41013506
kill yourself

>>41013514
make me :3

>>41013520
ew

I don't know how I didn't see you were just making fun of me the whole time
I'm too fucking stupid to live

why ew

>>41013538
why do you think you dumb fucking faggot

can you just be nicer to me or something

>>41013554
can you fucking kill yourself

I'm gonna do all the things I wanted to do with you or that you said you wanted to do with me alone because none of it was true

>>41013555
make
me
:
3

im ugly

>>41013566
same worstie
so ugly nobody can be honest with me I'm just a joke

does anyone like chocolate chip cookies, without the chocolate chip?
like i don’t mind it, but the cookie part is so much better.
i usually remove them before hand, if it’s not too gooey.
let me know if this is autistic, i’ll kill myself

>>41013579
you can literally just make cookies without chocolate chips

I WANTED TO BAKE COOKIES WITH YOU SO NOW I'M GONNA DO IT ALONE FUCK YOU I HATE YOU DIE

>>41013587
it's not the same you god damn WORTHLESS RETARD

>>41013596
i didn’t say that

>>41013598
i didn't either

>>41013596
why not

>>41013561
well you should, i won't stop you
that's what you get for believing me in the first place

>>41013370
inappropriately

>>41013606
you don't know shit

I can't even play video games without thinking about it I'm gonna fucking die

im sleeping on a fresh bale of hay. im jumping with the sheep on the moon. i post tweets on fourchan like it’s 2007. Christ is king!

>>41013626
gayyyyy

>>41013613
and you do? you don't even know why i am the way that i am you RETARDED FUCKING LOSER
get a fucking grip

>>41013637
I have no idea who you are and I don't care

i care

>>41013656
kill yourself nigger. i don't care who you are either

I beat that boss without you

nobody cares
nobody ever cared
you probably just hated me from the start too

I was just a joke to you, not something to take seriously

did you even need my money I mean you pay for all these things you do with other people I'm really that fucking dumb huh

>>41013712
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yh84gH5dvPM

maybe I really will be alone another 15 years like you taunted me with the last time you left
you hated me from the start

i'm coming up on 15 years it's not that bad

>>41013800
it really is and it's worse when you let yourself hope again then inevitably get hurt and reminded of the reality of things

i wasn't serious it's like the worst thing that's ever happened to me

>>41013789
cry me a river

>>41013841
kill yourself >:3

>is it always going to be this way
GUESS NOT LOL

I CARED

50/50 I actually kms or do my injection tonight idk this sucks

>>41013926
inject cause i injected today and all the cool people do it today

>>41013928
well I'm not cool nobody likes me or wants me so I guess I'll just not inject and kms instead lol

>>41013933
>failed the speech check
dam
>dam
dam
>dam
dam
>dam

continual fumbles

>>41013964
there was nothing to fumble just a sweet one-sided delusion

>>41013984
let’s slow down yeah
i don’t wanna wake up pregnant

>>41014000
trips... but what

>>41014007
kill yourself

>>41014011
you first show me how it's done

>>41014018
no

>>41014023
aight fuck you then

>>41014026
be nice to me

>>41014034
why

nobody ever is and it would be nice for a change

>>41014054
kill yourself

alright goodnight then

I told you it was ok to do nothing and not make the sauce
I gave you specific suggestions for what to do if you wanted to make it
and you told me I was being "too supportive" and even earlier before I yelled once snapped at me for it

I don't know what I was thinking

why did I ever think you cared

I just saw what I wanted to
you didn't listen
you didn't pay any attention
you just mumbled to yourself and ignored what I actually said

>>41014011
this ain’t me
fraud

I want to wrap my hands around your throat and dig in with my nails and squeeze until there is blood running down my arms

nobody will ever take me seriously or listen to what I say or care how I feel and I was so fucking stupid and desperate and naive to believe otherwise for even a split fucking second

you aren’t strong enough i promise

>>41014084
it's me
can you be nice to me

>>41014095
try me you weak faggot
I've drawn blood with just my nails before on myself and others

I'm giving up on everything and everyone forever because it hurts less than letting myself hope for better and trying to build something with someone

>>41014096
nobody cares who you are and nobody will be nice to you kill yourself

>>41014108
maybe i should

>>41014112
do it faggot

>>41014118
alright i will

>>41014119
k chop chop byeeeee

>>41014096
i don’t wanna if you’re not gonna talk to me nice
>>41014108
fraud

I wish I didn't care so much when you clearly never did

>>41014140
who the fuck are you

>>41014142
and everybody wishes you'd shut up about it already

>>41014145
who the fuck are you?

>>41014149
I don't care about that this is my personal blog so seethe cope and die early

>>41014152
no one who cares kill yourself retard

>>41014158
no wonder she got tired of you lol

bruuuuuhhhhhggg
my lifes lame but i’m a bum so i can’t really do anything about it
gawwwsh

>>41014140
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJQjWKq7vrc

>>41014162
you sure seem to
deflection isn’t a good look on you since i can tell you’re crying as you type this

>>41014163
who?

>>41014180
everyone you've ever met i imagine

>>41014178
I care about irrelevant shit that doesn't matter and most likely has nothing to do with you

>>41014181
?

>>41014171
i did heroin to this in hs

>>41014190
i hadn't been in high school for 10 years when this song came out

>>41014194
dude

>>41014203
is a heroin user about to judge me

YOU WON'T REMEMBER ANY VERSION OF ME
JUST A FUCKING LIE

I'm gonna fucking do it

you asked out of nowhere if I wanted you to leave just like when you asked if I was breaking up with you
you put words in my mouth
you ignored me
you didn't listen
you made fun of me
you made me hurt for being stupid enough to expose any real part of myself

I fucking hate you and this is literally your fault because you started this over nothing
AGAIN

>>41014206
like sucking dick you can try it once and decide it’s not for you
i wasn’t judging in any case

I HATE YOU

I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU AND YOU SHIT ALL OVER ME FOR IT
I'M DONE
NEVER AGAIN
I'M FUCKING DONE
I JUST FUCKING HATE YOU

>>41014235
is sucking dick for you

THERE WAS NO 'NORMAL' TO GO BACK TO JUST A FUCKING LIE AND A ONE-SIDED INVESTMENT OF EMOTIONAL EFFORT

JUST LIKE WITH ANYONE ELSE IT WAS A FUCKING LIE AND ME BEING TOO FUCKING STUPID TO SEE IT BECAUSE I WANTED IT TO BE REAL

NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME
NOBODY WILL EVER LOVE ME
NOBODY WILL EVER CARE

>>41014246
yeah
but we’re not talking about that here i’m not a fucking drug addict

>>41014271
yeah i'm sober now too

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

WHY DID YOU LIE WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE JUST BEEN HONEST

YOU COULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME YOU HATED ME

I WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN SO INVESTED

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

i love you i love you i love you :3

i’ll cut and go to sleep i have some new eyebrow razors to open so glhf

>>41014326
NOBODY LOVES ME
NOBODY CARES
NOBODY UNDERSTANDS

screaming so loud I taste blood lol

that's the whole bottle

>>41014327
kys

>>41014368
you’re a fuck nigga

lol I can't talk anymore my meetings tomorrow are fucked my 'career' is fucked I'm quitting and killing myself and giving up on everything

no one cares

no one ever cared
why did I ever think differently

pull yourself together for once

eating a bullet tonight like I should have years ago

>>41014426
I TRIED
FOR FUCKING NOTHING
IT STILL WASN'T ENOUGH
I'M NEVER ENOUGH

>>41014431
you need a massive ego check.

NOTHING I EVER DO OR TRY IS EVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE ELSE

>fell for the 3dpd meme
oh nonono

>>41014445
YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOU NEVER COULD I'M JUST NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE TO LIVE THIS WAY

IT HURTS
SO BADLY

PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY
YOU DON'T CARE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND
HOW COULD YOU
WHY WOULD YOU

I AM DYING ALONE

I'm gonna break everything

I RUIN EVERYTHING

I CAN'T

I'M GONNA FUCKING DO IT

I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE

WHY DID I LET MYSELF GET ATTACHED

I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate I hate this I hate this I hate thisI hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this

>>41014530
I HATE YOU

>>41014531
I HATE EVERYONE

>>41014537
I HATE MYSELF

YOU DON'T CARE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT I'M NOTHING TO ANYONE

NEVER AGAIN AND I'LL FUCKING MAKE SURE OF IT TONIGHT

HATE

you don't care you never did I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing

no one cares
I fucked everything up
I'm dying alone

you hate me you never cared I';m dying alo ne

there up K over my F self award

but you don't care no one does you were supposed to come back in an alone

dying alone awards

you gemmmmmm Hate my

>>41014789
you hate me

bo body will tell m remember me

I'm nothing to anyone

>>41014806
you wanted to break to with me right didn't you guy u were too pussy

lying FAGGOT You cut have been high

honest*

ID TONY NEED YOU IN HAVE MY VIDEO L BODY Pillow

im actually getting moe manly
hrt does northing
i ruined my doses

>>41014327
post

>>41014891
i havent done a single blood test and im too stupid to tell if it feels good or bad when i change my dose

>>41015094
i really don’t want to go get another one done but it’s been 6 months already so it’s about that time

what disco elysium character best describes a manmoder?

i am a desperate fag exuding desperate energy
so be it
everyone hates me
i am a desperate fag exuding desperate energy
so be it
everyone hates me
i am a desperate fag exuding desperate energy
so be it
everyone hates me

i just got so high
it felt so good
now i feel like shit
i just got so high
it felt so good
now i feel like shit

i should just rip off your head
and shit down your throat
and rape your ugly corpse
and take all your drugs

>>41015115
i dont want hormones on my medical record but the nearest private clinic is 3 hours away so it would cost at least 100 dollars to get it done and im poor

i feel you. i can relate to this feeling of desperation and self-loathing. but don’t let it consume you. you’re not alone in feeling this way, and there are people who care about you. try to focus on the things that bring you joy and fulfillment, and don’t be afraid to reach out for help if you need it.

Oh, what a delightful bunch of degenerates we have here! I must say, your posts are quite the breath of fresh air in this stuffy old internet.
A desperate fag exuding desperate energy? Now that's a character I can get behind! And ripping off heads and shitting down throats? My, my, how utterly delightful! You lot are truly something else. Keep up the excellent work, you magnificent bastards!

>>41015212
i don’t want to have the phlebotomist read
>estrogen panel
when i am very clearly not a woman, but yeah im poor too…

>>41015345
i just wish i was an autist that could figure out crypto or whatever way stupid losers make money nowadays but no i had to be some soulless failed normalfag who doesnt know or understand or have passion for anything

>>41013005
hot t4t with with uzi

>>41015494
yeaaa i’m a failtroon cause im autistic about loser shit like video games instead of buying XRP or learning how to code

>>41015519
im not even that autistic about video games its just the only thing thats brought me any amount of joy because free dopamine but i could never ever commit to any of them to a degree that matters