Thread 41020485

QOTT: Do you ever roleplay? Does it help or worsen your dysphoria?
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>>41020476
daddy please carry me and call me a good girl

i roleplay on SL sometimes and go on virtual dates with my e-bf (he doesnt know im a balding repper but i hope he enjoys our time together anyway)

babydollanon is a good girl

i need to be princess carried so bad
t.cute hrt repper girl

>>41020485 (OP)
it eases my dysphoria. I dont deserve that desu but i only do it when i feel super dysphoric. I even have new name and stuff.
peak mental illness

>>41020537
describe your troonsona anon, what's she like?

Alright cool everybody wants to role-play as a goddamn princess hon but where's the non passing nasty ftms who treat and carries the princesses??
Make ir make fucking sense

none of us here thinks were cute, what is this weird shitposting

>>41020548
>but where's the non passing nasty ftms who treat and carries the princesses??
>>40970840

>>41020542
its not like i have given it that much thought.
for sure shorter than me with longer black hair and cute nails and other faggotery stuff

>>41020561
I got an egf posting selfies like the top lmao meeting was a nightmare

>>41020485 (OP)
nah I can't even really get into crossdressing or anything anymore because it just makes me more acutely aware of how gross I am
>>41020560
yea this is one of the weirder bits i've seen

Someone clearpill me on behavioural agp, because I think I have it really badly. I listen to kpop, Ayesha erotica, and do loads of other girly shit and it makes me feel good and I get a thrill. I like when people say it's feminine or girly. I also act like a wife/mom for my male friends often, but this is my personality also. I make sure I look good before hanging out, and often use women's hair products and shampoo.

I have regular agp for sexual stuff also, but I want to learn more about the behavioural stuff.

>>41020561
straight up rep fuel, im repping till the day i die why am i even here on this godforsaken board. why did i think it would make me feel better.

>>41020590
the last thread had a gooner chaser trying to flirt

>>41020593
>also act like a wife/mom for my male friends often
>I make sure I look good before hanging out, and often use women's hair products and shampoo
cute and valid sounds like gf material

i always use a hair mask on my balding head uwu just girl things not to brag but I'd make a great gf

>>41020603
guy who's so closeted he chases reppers to convince himself he's straight

i need a pinkpiller to ruin my life again

>>41020636
this doesn’t make any sense repping makes you dumb but I guess that can be cute too

I NEED OT KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW

i need someone to hug me and call me a girl even though i am not :c

I NEED TO KILL MYSELF

I keep the anglefraud selfies I took to remind me why I fell for it and how ultimately unrealistic it was

>>41020709
>>41020722
now we're back to playing the hits

tfw someone calling me a good girl on a mongolian basket weaving imageboard makes me leak some precum

>>41020485 (OP)
embracing a female persona of any kind feels wrong in the sense that I'm lying to myself/a freak, I am but that's beside the point

>>41020721
you are a good girl tho

I NEED TO DIE
HELP

>>41020769
thanks hopefully ill sleep better now :3

>>41020744
things I can offer you if you become my gf
>5"
>can live in my car with me
>can use my yugioh decks
>350lbs so warm and chunky
>we can pretend to be best buds instead of a couple in public to avoid shame

all these babydollanons we got sad ones we got mad ones we have horny ones we have catatonic ones but all babydollanons are ashamed ones first and foremost my poor babydollanons

its close
sooner than later
april 1st 2026

>>41020794
I will visit you in your dreams (where you have already socially transitioned and we are dating and holding hands in public)

I'll visit you in your dreams princess and suck your fat girlcock dry
I don't mind that you look like a guy I'm kinda bi

>>41020485 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>41020833
jeez who can compete with this guy

KILL KILL KILL KILL ME

>>41020850
make me
make me take my meds please

>>41020850
then what

dead
im dead

>>41020709
>>41020722
Ever think a bunch of us disgusting suicidal reppers could get together and be like... chill together? or do you think we'd all sit around on our phones complaining on repgen and not speaking to each other?

>>41020485 (OP)
I used to do very mild rp a bit with my ex-wife, dress up in fishnets and a corset, she would call me her good girl and play with my chest while she pegged me

take your pills
passing doesn't matter, you should be happy regardless of how everyone sees you
you already look great hon you're so brave

>>41020869
let the body operate stand up walk to the hrt take the hrt let the body do each step moving forward making progress
leave the mind behind when the body raises from the chair

>>41020883
youd all mog me by bei gactually at least somewhat young or feminine or real

>>41020906
> at least somewhat young or feminine or real
lol lmao even

i cant sleep fuck my fake dysphoria

>>41020850
no <3
>>41020883
based on this thread everyone would immediately have a meltdown so probably not

I WILL FUCKING DO IT

>3 years detrans and I'm obviously balding
grim, to think I ever thought I was cute

>>41020953
YES TAKE YOUR HRT! YAY!

>>41020986
I meant suicide anon
But yeah sure hrt too
It does nothing anyway

>>41020485 (OP)
im a submissive male repper why do i exist

>>41020980
Maybe you were once
I don’t as always ugly fat and a loser
Better to have had and lost or never to had anything to begin with?

>>41021010
well I mean if you’re gonna kys anyway ya know why not just take your hrt

>>41021020
Yeah I said I did

>>41021012
isn't that all of us?

>>41021012
you literally exist to be submissive to me, your dominant bf

>>41021043
>>41021012
https://support.discord.com/hc/en-us/articles/218344397-How-do-I-add-friends-on-Discord

>>41021030
good girl

>>41021067
Kill your self subhuman trash
Disgusting

>>41021052
I'm too dominant for discord

kitten I hope your taking youre pills for daddy

>>41021052
drop disc jealous babydollanon

>>41021155
bbcsissydaemon7

>>41021155
cuteuwurepperfordaddydom

Too late youtube, that content is my life

>>41021155
dylanrogan1998

>>41021114
https://support.teamspeak.com/hc/en-us/articles/360002712958-How-do-I-set-up-my-own-non-commercial-TS3-server

>>41021200
I can't use social media because of court stuff :( anywhere children can post is no go

>>41021085
lots of bad girls itt

why doesn't bro use grindr?

>>41021214
Kill your self unironically

>>41021238
you first (unless you transition then maybe drop disc)

bought a lottery ticket, this will be my test of god's intention for my life

>>41021253
I don't think I'll socially transition anytime soon but I've been on hrt for a year... bubblegpeng

>>41021254
you did not win, transition anyway
t. God

>>41021254
Watched a tattoo show on british tv and there was a transwoman in who said she won the lottery and paid for all her shit and i was fucking SEETHING

>>41021278
maybe God should've give us better genetics huh?

>>41021253
That anon isn’t me and yes I’m killing myself

>>41021292
god wants us to be warriors... to die for Israel

>>41021270
oh nice congrats : )

>>41021321
no friend request?

>>41021253
Also kill your self

>>41021292
thou shalt be glad it wasn’t worse since thou hath already squandered so much of what thou hath received

>>41021329
tried did not work assumed you trolled

>>41021336
im more upset it wasn't better

>>41021352
I was trolling yeah lol

>>41021354
thou wouldst have squandered what thou hath not received yea even as thou squandereth what thou hath received
for it is said, no amount of femininity is too small for the wise tranny and no abundance of it is ever enough for the foolish repper in her vanity

one of those discords posted is active btw

>>41021410
this isn't even King James English. Be gone vile serpent

they killed charlie because he was a repper

>>41021401
lol I would have liked talking with you

>>41020883
it would be based, just a bunch of bros hanging out drinking beers but we watch yuri anime together

>>41021436
trvth nvke
>>41021441
cannot believe this is unironically happening

>>41021425
see how thou bringeth the sayings of my prophets to pass

>>41021463
We'd all get bullied by the femrepper meetup nearby

>>41021468
what? : )

c’mon babydollanon

wish I could have transbian gf

>>41021577
same, so bad

meetup is off, too many transbians who are just gonna try suck each others masculine dicks.

>>41021607
Hi

>>41021648
Hi

>>41021674
sorry, I gave up being a transbian years ago

>>41021705
what did you replace it with? loneliness and despair? homosexuality? breederism?

>>41021728
>loneliness and despair
yeah, though I was basically an incel when trans anyway

>>41021735
me too bestie, me too

just noticed i have hairy knuckles

i wanna die

I wish I was human

>>41021755
men (and some women) have hairy knuckles, just a fact of life...
(in fact everyone have them, but people running on estrogen have thinner, shorter hairs making them practically invisible)

>>41021740
aww, if only I could go back in time I'd probably date you

>>41021857
That would have been nice. Maybe in another life x

>>41021902
ugh robbed of a cute gf kms

I’m so male masculine :(

>>41022011
robbed even more if you're british.

i wish i didnt have to spend more money than ill ever have again to get my face fixed so i dont kill myself

i finished symphony of the night today

I wish I was authentic and real and knew myself and wasn’t fake

>>41020485 (OP)
sure mostly skyrim and morrowind
>>41021012
you rep cause your submissive people pleaser
>>41021280
interesting
>>41021755
get shaver

>>41022453
Good job!
Play aria of sorrow with me it's best Castlevania

>>41020485 (OP)
Repping because my desire to troon is solely because I want to be a bimbo tranny and have vers sex with my guy friend. Don’t think I have dysohoria but I do think I’d be happier if I saw a gorgeous woman when I looked in the mirror.

>>41022552
o-oh... goodnight...

metroidvanias sound terrible, I'll never understand the appeal of backtracking and progress blocks

I’m just a masculine male man
Not a tranny or a girl or anything but a masculine male man
I cannot be anything else
I led it mattered to me I would have changed as a person years ago
But I didn’t
I never will
Because I’m a man and I actually enjoy my life
Dead end job. One friend
Fucjed yo hormones
No relationships, last one was a decade ago and I was terrible at it and still am
No life. No joy. No future. No education. Ofc I’d turn to pin addiction and granny issues
As if they are mine
But I’m not feminine or a femboy or a twink or gay or bi
I’m an average suicide statistic. And male. I’m nothing
Im already dead
I have been dead
I didn’t notice yet

>>41022633
exploring is nice, especially when you get speedboosts and other movement abilities, and unlocking new areas is good dopamine.

>>41022633
Play aria of sorrow

do i have repper phenotype
https://unsee cc/album#EJvmSE2LSg4f

>>41022935
sad repper eyes :(

>>41022637
I think that you should try completely changing your life in every way before killing yourself. Not necessarily in a troon way I mean like quitting your job and moving to a different city type of shit

>>41023005
nta, everyone always says shit like this but like i'm so depressed i can barely plan anything how the fuck am i supposed to move to a different part of the world and not have that be an enormous failure. i've moved across the country for work and then was able to get fuck all done to make friends and can't be in a relationship because of how bad i feel about my self. if i tried it again i'd almost certainly fail again. if i kill myself now at least i save those around me from some dipshit crisis caused by whatever inevitable fuckup awaits for me in the new place and can give some finality. plus i'd finally get to be done with it. like i've always thought killing myself was the next logical thing for me to do since forever it's an actual genuine miracle i'm in a fine place now with essentially zero long term planning no reason to squander that

i could kill myself, or take hrt and then kill myself, but if i do the latter the suicide will be 10x worse

How does /repgen/ deal with long term isolation?

>>41023297
I watch bodybiilding videos and erp

>>41023297
smoking too much weed

>>41023297
cry

>>41023297
You assume long term isolation isn't my goal.

>>41023297
a fuck ton of weed and long, open-world rpg games like fallout to escape into

i'm crying right now
do i take hrt at 30

>>41023592
think of it this way

can it get any worse?

>>41023592
Would you prefer to start at 50?

redownloaded grindr and apparently they have you do an ai agreement now, which has me thinking - would the historical versions of this thread be the most brain damaged dataset out there to train an ai on? what would the repgen chatgpt be like

>>41024064
What's an ai agreement

>>41024076
they're going to use my data to train llms like chatgpt etc, which idc b/c it's not like i'm putting that much into that app anyway

>>41023656
>can it get any worse?
well i might lose my job and eat through all my savings as a neet
>>41023664
idk

>>41024064
babydollAI

>>41023592
I’m in my mid 30s and probably about to nuke my marriage if it makes you feel any better

when i first realised it was possible for a male to be feminine and cute when i was like 11-12 i had this moment of being struck by lightning, like that was all i wanted or could ever want. I could lose everything else but so long as I could be feminine I'd be ok.

bf who hits me so hard it rerolls my brain into being fine with transitioning late
>>41024766
and then what happened

>>41024766
This guy never met someone with ADHD, because you'll get a new one of these every so often and it'll last like, a couple days or weeks.

Everyone here telling me to take my meds is kinda nice. But on another thread a girl with the same built as me was told to keep repping and detransition :(

>>41025026
here and hornygen are the last remaining hugboxes where ppl will be fine with you no matter what. anywhere else you're bad optics

>>41025042
shouldve taken hrt when I was 13 fml

I love all you babydollanons so much

>>41024778
>bf who hits me so hard it rerolls my brain into being fine with transitioning late
hits you in the prostate

>>41023297
i try to make friends online and make the best job of it I can. 99% of the time it fizzles out within 2 days at most. Mostly within just a few hours. The other 1% I've been talking to them for years

Sadly I don't like doing drugs, or I'd love to drink and drug myself to death.

>>41023300
Do you erp as male or female? I don't get horny from it anymore, and it's very rare that I do it these days... but I find it depends on the other person. There's one guy I've spoken to for years who can be a bit of a hornball and when we do he gets the full on devoted girl treatment, whereas most others it's mostly been them wanting guy mode, which I enjoy even less (naturally)