Thread 41024952

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QOTT: what if there was like a dark, fucked up version of glegle?

I AM ALL I AM ALL OF MEEEEEEEEE

penis

i will never pass

>>41026307
you already do

>>41026309
retard

>>41026319
sybau

>>41024952 (OP)
zdzislaw gleglesinski

i will never pass

>>41026402
then be a tranny
or are you a pussy?

>>41024965
https://youtu.be/gi4W3PBRk90?si=

>>41026411
i will never pass

>>41026423
you could pass as a cringe tranny

>>41024952 (OP)
Am i too old to start cutting at 28?

>>41024952 (OP)
i will never be a woman or pass. im very bothered, even sad

>>41026496
it's never too late to hurt yourself

>>41026496
do it while drunk it hurts more

>>41026496
that hairstyle is enough self harm

i was abused in my dream

>>41026654
how do you feel about it

prev: >>41015475

My soul is male and masculine and that’s why I didn’t Troon as a kid
I wasn’t trans then I’m not now
I’m a man who barely takes hrt

>>41026660
feel a bit traumatized
i was teased and cut with a knife
the other thing feels hard to talk about

>1 conversation away from trooning at 12
>fails
>economy crashes
>culture war explodes
>anti tranny rhetoric ramps up
>decide to manmode anyways
>trannies immediately set to be genocided
did i fuck up the timeline

I don’t deserve to cut
I don’t deserve a haircut
I don’t deserve nice clothes
I don’t deserve to come out
I don’t deserve to paint my nails
I don’t deserve to voice train
I don’t deserve hrt
I don’t deserve the name I choose for myself
I dont deserve to be called a tranny, a woman,a trans woman, or a girl
I don’t deserve pity

>>41026496
sex

>>41026496
yeah you gotta start hitting yourself dawg

>>41026752
same

rawr x3 nuzzles

if you read this you're a tranny lmaoo

if i read this youre literally in my computer and it's rude

>>41026914
chuddypost

Was gooning to ntr and came by imagining myself as the cheating girl

sissy post

>>41024965
>>41026415
https://youtu.be/NvbGm2Wzn74?si=IbA1uJyYz0cX5i4h
started playing sonic adventure 2 again recently

>>41024952 (OP)
I let a guy jerk off to my chest on Omegle just to have some sort of validation

self worth zero

hips above 100cm = fakemoder

im so ugly

>>41027444
But I'm 6'2

>>41024965
OH DARK THE DARKNESS THAT DOZES IN THE DUSK, THROW IT ALL AWAAAY

>>41027468
fakemoder piece of shit

>>41027544
You're 5'8

>>41027548
yes and my hips are 119cm but so what you're still a bragging fakemoder

>>41027563
119cm wow how did you get that :D

>>41027566
genetics

>>41027575
What age did you start HRT at?

>>41027563
iwnbaw how do you people have hips

>>41027604
lying

>>41027604
3000 calories of deep dish in one meal

>>41027585
26, my hips were never barrow tbf
>>41027604
eating + genetics, it's not hard even chudette has a 113cm hips

>>41027627
BMI?

>>41027639
25 i think why am i being interviewed

B ig
M an
I n this thread

>>41027662
oink oink
waist?

how do i get rid of my fugly hipdips

>>41027675
bitch kys

>>41024952 (OP)
do i inject now

>>41027686
I bet your WHR sucks
oink oink little piggy

>>41027694
yeah do it pussy

>>41027700
you're jealous, it's ok I understand

>>41027705
what's your WHR buddy

yesterday i got attacked by a drunk guy because someone from here put a curse of me, now im getting harassed by some jealous bitch
you're all so miserable i hope you stay sad forever

>>41027766
i didnt curse you. you are being paranoid. i told you yesterday that i thought it was horrible you got attacked.

im going to C R Y im sooooooo ugly and male forever. FOREVER

>>41027766
cursing you with love and success

I wish I wasn't afraid of being more genuine when I was younger

>>41028029
same sister

everyone hates me

iwnbaw

how am i going to make it right

I really hate being 6'2

yaasssss, xister, my charlie kirk memes are too keyed!!1

>>41027944
¿oh em gee, xis, can i suck ur heckin valid AGP/Shenis about it o algo así?

It sounds like you're really keyed up about those Charlie Kirk memes!
I understand you're asking about something related to AGP (Autogynephilia) or "Shenis," but the language is a bit hard to follow.

iwnbaw

it's over

niggas can't get a job
because of my president
won't hire me cuz i'm black and they prejudiced
that's just irrelevant
that's why i wear all black

what is the most male face of all time to ever exist?

los hermanos bogdanoff

>>41028613
mine

>>41027705
>>41027720
lol are you two fighting over who's more of a 'moder or who's more of a hon? at least decide who to friggin gatekeep

>>41028613
marine core face

>>41026837
that's what I've been doing my entire life but i feel like cutting would be more dignified so I'm considering switching

>>41026496
nigga was alrdy ugly and chose to be fat as fuck as well lol

>>41029161
nah cuttings clocky

>>41027694
do it

>>41029165
how tall are you june

>>41029165
still mad i didn't let you plap 5 years ago lmao?

>>41029258
this nigga like 180cm

>>41029258
6'10"

I've been looking a little moist lately

>>41029165
ew

should i inject 4 or 5 mg of ec

>>41028613
Nikolai Valuev's face

I'm okay with being 6'2

>>41029646
fuck it do 6mg

>>41029815
i did .12 ml of 40mg/ml but maybe it was under because there was a bubble there i couldn't get rid of
i also might have missed the site i wiped with alcohol and went slightly above it

i hope i don't die

is it bad that i kept the needle in the vial for over 10 minutes just moving the plunger up and down to try and draw? did i damage or infect it?

>>41029885
not likely really
what size needle
why did you keep moving it up and down

this is a nation of street shitters.

>>41029918
>what size needle
31g
>why did you keep moving it up and down
because when i drew up there i couldn't get rid of an air bubble
my hands were shaking so much

>>41029885
why would that be a problem? germs and shit doesn't just materialize and if both the vial and syringe were aseptic (at the significant parts) at the beginning it'll be at the end

i have to spend some time drawing shit as i can only find size 30 needles without a prescription...

>>41029258
5' ;_;

>>41029931
31g is really small. with my 29g if i draw too fast i can get air seeping up past the plunger so if that happens just draw slower. also warm the vial up in your hands or put it in your pants for a minute.
air bubbles wont hurt you either so if you're stuck with a little one just slam that bitch home. my first time took forever too and now its easy so don't worry about it.

>>41029940
>if both the vial and syringe were aseptic (at the significant parts) at the beginning it'll be at the end
i'm using the easytouch syringes that aren't individually wrapped so i'm scared i'm fucking something up

>>41030008
31 is all i could get

31g is fine and the needle should be sterile with the cap on so if you wipe the vial with an alcohol pad you literally can't get germs inside

>>41030049
what if i bumped the cap off slightly by accident

>>41030061
straight to jail

>>41030083
yeah i have 9 more syringes in the bag with the one i just used and i'm like what if these are going bad now that i opened them

>unemployed
>tranny
>male body
>male face
why couldnt i just be a gay man?

>>41030129
literally impossible

>>41030185
hope youre right i'm gonna use them for the next 9 weeks

drinking again.
it's your fault!

>>41029930
there's literally nothing wrong with shitting in the street

(sorry it really isn't :C)

now i'm scared i'm going to fuck up using the syringes that are not individually wrapped

>>41030225
why are you scared specifically

>>41030239
repper logic

iwnbaw

cell block tango is so good
but the rest of chicago is trash though

>>41030239
>what if i accidentally knocked off the cap and now i'm using a dirty needle
>these are meant for diabetics to use over 10 days not 10 weeks
>my vial has to last 18 months because idk if diy will still exist in a year

why does men look so hot when i'm drunk, it's unfair

nobodys fault but ur own

>>41030270
well it's good that you got the vial now, because a giant maga twitter user just uncovered the shooter's tranny gf's posts on r/transDIY lol

not gonna lie if my chaser bf did this for me I would love him forever

>>41030401
i would let him bust inside

>>41030417
wtf let him do it already you sick freak!!

>>41030428
he doesn't exist because i'm just a regular ugly man

kirk shooting is just the world's most elaborate Rorschach test

>>41030437
i would be your e-bf if i weren't equipped with boobs and didn't have estrogen induced errective dysfunction :/
>>41030631
i see it as a boot stamping a face forever

>>41030656
that'll work i don't really like men anyway

>>41030677
nta but I pretend to like men

i'm a gay man on estrogen but i had sex with a foid last week why does this happen

i pretend to like being alive

i'm a bisexual man on estrogen who hasn't had sex with a cis woman in 8 years

>>41030749
>bisexual
you're AGP

>>41030762
i'm bisexual and AGP, what's your point?

>>41030769
bisexuality is not real in trannies

>>41030777
then explain why i top masc cis men?

>>41030789
you don't

>>41030801
>if your anecdotal experience doesn't align with my rigid preconceptions you must be lying
world's least disingenuous Blanchardist

how about YOU explain why you do that disgusting task, freak

butthole feels good on my penis and men are sexy

after the last guy came in me he kinda just laid on top and hugged me for like 2 mins
like dude i'm not running a trauma center here not gonna indulge your mommy/daddy issues
gross

should i detransition?

>>41030831
I think if a chaser sucked my gock it would be hot

>>41030942
transition harder

how can I get money for facial hair removal

>>41030980
but im ugly

>>41030990
we squad up and hit a lick

>>41031026
i know a liquor store that doesn't have any guns behind the counter

>>41031076
get me a beer whore

>>41031076
how much can we possibly get from that

>>41031080
sure we can grab a couple cases while we're there
>>41031123
a few hundred dollars which is enough for a laser groupon

>>41031141
i wouldn't consider anything less than a few thousand

imagine having bussy so good your groyper boyfriend literally kills charlie kirk

>>41031160
bank it is then

>>41031141
can we tongue kiss afterwards

im very ugly, also christ is god

>>41031016
we all are fren

>>41031285
you dont understand i get patronized everywhere i go. i am super ugly. i have no hips, my breasts look like FAT and also im gay!

>>41031297
yeah, yeah same my brother in arms*
(*arms is estrogen in this context)

>>41030386
hopefully i didn't ruin the vial or my needles

>>41031621
this god damn tranny groyper has the mainstream media looking at r/transdiy so i'm buying 20grams of raw powder before it's too late

>>41031640
idk where to get raws so i'm just sitting on my 2 or 3 years worth of estrogen hoping i'll figure things out by then

>>41031197
i would smash crusty old ancient having another kid soon pacino

you gotta go go go its the last chance this time

>>41031660
i'll give you some if you kiss me on the lips

>>41031666
i'm ugly and you'd regret it immediately

>>41031665
you're gonna feel really dumb when this time really is the last chance

>>41031696
i was being completely serious. the ban is coming

>>41031666
upper lips or lower ones?

>>41031761
upper

>>41031776
deal

>>41031664
gross!
now if we're talkin young Pacino, hot!

girls i think i'm kinda fucked up like seeing grown strong men in bondage and some pain makes me feel a little enjoyment

>>41031640
i wonder if this psycho knows how bad he fucked up

i was told that chasers would just be fubs but every guy ive been with so far has been kinda cute and reasonably fit?? tf

>>41031873
What are you the old bitch? Or was that someone else
I can’t remember

>>41031893
any lawyer worth a shit would have him claiming maga as pure harm reduction for every demographic involved

i just want to be a titty eunuch in peace /b/ros

>>41031918
i'm really old and pathetic..
but there are/were lot of old people here... chudette, june, i hope dakota and flowers doesn't post anymore..

>>41030942
flip a coin

>>41031980
I cherish you and everyone here

i'm not trans i'm just ugly and swagless

i am trans so i am ugly and swagless

help

>>41032375
what's wrong

i am TRIPLE zynning rn

im gay

I'm Chinese

nihao fine shyt

my dick is on upside down

what if a chinese man was gay

heheheheh hell yeah dude

not in your thirties?
not a real manmoder

thirty flirty and thriving

>>41032885
im disgusting

>>41032885
shut up

if you're in your twenties get out of here and go live your life before it's too late

>>41032965
I'm too tall

>>41032974
if i could find you i'd choke you to death

>>41032885
visually i am in my 40s

>>41032978
You don't know what it's like

>>41032965
it's already too late bitch

>>41024952 (OP)
im visibly transgender

all fakemoders moaning btw
even ones in their 30s look like teenagers

>>41032995
you don't know what i know

i'm 27 and i've already ruined my life.

>>41033081
What do you know

>>41033202
turn off your auto capitalization and i'll tell you

>>41033209
I want to hear what you know

ouch i didn't expect laser to hurt this much

winemom general

>>41033264
noob

>>41033331
sorry it was my first time and i keep flinching
it's the tria4x i hope i'm using my eyepro properly but my glasses don't fit under it completely

"why do you smell so nice anon?"

*visibly a tranny*
>wow your voice is so nice :)
>

not being able to pluck my facial hair anymore because i'm fucking up home laser sucks
hoping i can get rid of my facial hair by the end of the year at least

>>41033243
these nuts

i bought alcohol tonight. yaaay

nyooo

>>41033536
naah its fine i'm not sad drinking its good mood drinking

the shooter had a john arbuckle pfp on discord
his tranny gf had a miku garfield pfp on instagram
and i'm just gonna be alone forever for the rest of my god damned retarded life

i'm already feeling really comfy think that's good enough i dont wanna get like drunk just a lil tipsy and nice

>>41033582
lol don't be jealous of an ugly gamer retard and his hon gf

>>41033582
i need to lock in

but i WANT to be a hon gf

>>41033620
for a guy who looks like this and spends half his day gaming and shitposting?

>>41033347
desu tria feels nice compared to full powered professional laser
thanks for reminding me to switch my tria battery tho, i really mean it <3

>>41033620
i might b one soon this guy is pretty hot hes got a lot of tattoos and a long beard and a loud motor cycle he gonna piss on me too.

>>41033360
"why do you feel so soft and smooth anon?" :D

>>41033529
please give me some? booze shop is closed Sundays here and i'm all out of stuff :[

>>41033644
wtf?
also based. jk you oversexual freaks are so strange to me, i just need some hugs, some pain, and some pee and i'll feel. just. fine.

>>41033639
i mean yeah what's the alternative? someone with a college degree and a mortgage lol lmao

>>41033670
oh ineed abuse to get off hes gonna have to choke me pretty hard

to get off i need someone to take me to lunch or for a walk

>>41033641
>desu tria feels nice compared to full powered professional laser
maybe i'll get used to it but it stung at level 3 for me
its really hard for me to position it i don't know if i'm hitting the right areas

>switch my tria battery
when and how do you do that

also do you need safety goggles?

>>41033582
matching pfps are a must

i'm also gonna see if he can get us some coke so i can snort it off his dick

>>41033675
it's not hard to just find an attractive man with a job and a personality

i need to try my tria again i gave up because i didnt even know if it was working.

i thinned a lot of my hair out by waxing it so maybe i can tolerate it now

>>41033752
liar

>>41033703
i don't even remember the power levels it goes up to to be desu, the battery have refused to charge for a long time now :/
>when and how do you do that
with great difficulty like get a battery from aliexpress and carefully crack it open
you shouldn't worry about it tho my device is old

>also do you need safety goggles?
nah the security mechanism in the tria is pretty damn good so there will be no laser beams shooting out and burning retinas :)

>>41033680
that kinda makes me sad :/
i mean i have no worth whatsoever but you do girl...

>>41033723
what if i snort some of yours?

sorry just shitposting, i'm a shit person ;____;

>>41033764
its fine i'm usually a pretty good person but after my injection i get really crazy for dick.
>>41033773
i dunno might get mad

>>41033764
>i don't even remember the power levels it goes up to to be desu,
1-5 but people say 4 and 5 work way faster than the lower ones
but 3 hurts

>you shouldn't worry about it tho my device is old
how old? if you're still using it means i'm not gonna be done for a while either

>>also do you need safety goggles?
>nah the security mechanism in the tria is pretty damn good so there will be no laser beams shooting out and burning retinas :)
i'm dumb and scared

my bf is training me pavlovian style by plapping me after I exercise

>>41033790
god i wish i had some form of sexual feelings anymore, bet it'd fix me. alas...

>>41033807
like... 5-6 years at least?
and i started graying at 15 so don't worry, it'll work for you :) for me only the dark stragglers will feel the pain sadly

>>41033926
>and i started graying at 15 so don't worry, it'll work for you :)
like all your hair started graying?

>>41033972
nah it's gradual. still got a few dark hairs now much later but it's pretty much white.

>>41034003
is u blonde too i'm grey like since a baby but i'm also old now so that might explain

>>41034031
more right light brown miked with white/silver. i'd kinda like the combo if it didn't make me look like 60
i was the cutiest blond shota as a kid tho, those were the times

>>41034003
did laser do anything for you
i hate having to keep my facial hair unplucked to do laser

drunk texting him while he thinks im asleep

>>41026710
I was offered hrt at 13 in therapy but was too scared to take it
I'm 23 now
https://youtube.com/watch?v=mSBH4h0KURk&si=DxzI0rBG8ZLPITQ9
3:44

when i was 13 it was still required to have a minimum of one tranny joke in every hollywood movie by law

Do you ladymode when you go in to get your levels checked ? I assume they expect you to be presenting by now

2 plastic tree fans

>>41034876
amazing
im more into 90s stuff desu

its easier to imagine myself as a man than a woman. i look in the mirror and see my soft skin on my decayed muscles bound to my large, unmistakably male skeleton
tomorrow i could decide to quit estrogen and get my conetits cut off and start bulking up and working out and eventually become an attractive, successful man
my entire life i knew i was supposed to be a girl and to that i still cling on so tightly
but that thought is nothing in the face of decades of biology and socialization
i cling on to nothing and want the impossible and thats why i still inject myself as i watch my body turn into something even more repulsive than a man
i will never be a woman. i will never be woman

is it even worth continuing hrt if i look exactly like this

i don’t feel so good

>>41035199
HRT is to alleviate dysphoria and feel better internally, isnt really related to tour appearance too much

>>41033582
The shooter is AI generated by the intelligence agency, he isnt real duh

I got clocked as a troon at the bank despite manmoding.

>>41036356
Same the girl in my lab class called me they and i wanted to kill her. she smelled like wet dog
I might be a tranny but at least i smell good

i'm so ugly no one can even tell i'm trans

>>41034784
no

i think i smell bad because im a schizd out tranny and i always shake and sweat and get scared in public unless im sorrounded by nature as well as public

>>41034784
No
Its none of their business and i am the customer
And the customer is always right
>>41036689
Shower every morning with soap, wear womens deodorant (i like cotton or linen type scent) and wear a light perfume on your wrist and neck, u will smell great!

>>41036786
i do these things and nobody tells me i smell bad but nobody tells me i smell good and also i have no lovers. what does that mean

ima zesty nigga but im still nothin but a damn nigga

dreamed i was getting fucked

I wear Old Spice

should i shave my head

>>41037141
yea like this

>>41037048
Yeah i dont get compliments either really. but at my last job the coworker would make a point about how clean i am, which was nice
>no lovers
Dw u are probably just high standards. the most nasty uggo bitches in the world get tons of dick, so dont feel bad

>>41037165
looks like a penis

lol noo i literally just got up and wanna start drinking. i might still have a problem

>>41036344
it hasnt alleviated shit and i only feel worse and worse about myself so should i just stop

>>41037625
If it made me feel worse i would stop 100%, listen to your body

i hate facial hair

>>41037376
the urge likely never goes away

i was engaged in a theosophic reorganization of the mind and then tried to off myself, because i couldnt handle the reality of the cosmos, which lead to a self induced stroke that has rendered me a hylic. im still here by the grace of god but humiliated entirely. why?

i guess the teachings which state suicide as an ultimate evil, as a total rejection of the lifestream were correct but that's gay as hell desu and makes no sense unless it's as gurdjieff says (it is) which then means i have damaged my machine and it's over because no remedies exist for the healing of the brain after a stroke. my right eye droops

did you know? i am now only fit to be a cult ~member~ a nothing, a sexless body rather than a eunuch of the court, itself a downgrade from my spiritual intention to become a favored courtesan of the powerful. i hate environmentalism

fuck my faggot life

>>41038933
i could be such an attractive man i wish i could be happy like that

>>41038972
i feel like same but idk if that's cope or not

>>41038972
>>41038933
>attractive man
>look inside
>woman coded everything

mom said she wouldn't have turned me in if i was the shooter
i love my mom

my moms a democrat and she wouldve turned me in

>>41038997
im a limpwristed flamboyant faggot everything about me is woman coded except my hulking male frame

>>41037376
simple solution: never get up again

s(he’s) br(ok)en

sbren

>>41039574
I'm (fi)ne-(sh)

is it fembrained to not know how to drive

>>41039750
its retardbrained

>>41039750
yes

>>41039750
cisgaybrained if anything

>>41039814
>>41039834
I'm so valid

>>41039750
Yes i know a handful of girls who don't drive.

what's the move

>>41040180
1. e4

>>41040198
thanks

>>41032885
true
t. 36 year old permamanmoder

i'm scared

gem

vantablack coal albeit

>>41031273
your god is less than shit

>>41038382
i feel ur right i'm gonna finish this off and not buy more i think

is there really a point to keeping myself clean shaven as a manmoder? like it feels nice ig but even at my "prettiest" I'm still just a man so why not just save the time and effort?

cavemen no shave

>>41039750
Nope, considering plenty of women drive
Being an autist about cars and engines is malebrained
Not driving just means u cant afford a car, or have a personal driver

I'm progessively becoming more and more jealous of other ppl my age (nearly mid 20s).

Everyone else is living their lives (to varying degrees ofc), dating, getting engaged, traveling, having fun...

While all of those things are on hold for me while I grind at work and save for FFS. Fucking hate this.

> but noona, you can have fun too!

sure, I can! But it's hard to have fun with others as a manmoder. Being around ppl as a manmoder makes me aloof and apathetic. I can't mask that anymore. Most of the fun I have is alone with my hobbies.

plus I can't help myself from just wanting time to pass as quickly as possible to a point when I have left this all behind me

>>41041980
You’ll never pass for female
Don’t let your entire life ride on plastic surgery procedures, you will never pass for female
Even some youngshits who skipped male puberty are clocky, what makes u think u can look more female than them?
Move on

some of you want to pass as female some of you don't
decide your fate

>>41041980
I feel like this
I don't want to do anything with my life as a man

hi my name is anon and i'm a recovering homosexual

several people in this gen are being proven right all at once.

hi my name is anon and i am a heterosexual male warped by sissy porn

hi my name is anon and uhhhhhhhhh ummm i uhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm *sucks teeth* yeah i uhhhhhhh, yeah.....

hi my name is anon and i have sex with women theyfabs and men(only one of these groups has given me foodstuffs after seggs)

Guys
Why is all of /lgbt/ spammed with posts about charlie kirk
Obviously the government is hiding something / covering something up
Why do people care that the shooter was supposedly shagging a tranny?
To me this reeks of bot posting or like bad faith agents from the government trying to spread brainworms and hysteria
Literally who cares i am so confused

israel

>>41043005
Yeah
Clearly something was going on with his financers or he was refusing to promote zionist proaganda or something so they took him out
The details of the shooter make no sense, it is very clear to me that he was assassinated and this is a coverup
And then the jewish spies are trying to make all these shootings 'trans related' in order to justify whatever crazy reforms they have planned
Da jews!!!!!!!!!

how do you guys know to mock me about things i have never thought or said out loud and make it so accurate to my person that i immediately identify with the thought and why do you only post when i log on

>>41043055
which post?

>>41043078
>volunteer more information

shit of the same ass, you and i

am i autistic

>>41043179
yes

>>41040916
Just get laser

how do I start seeing myself as a woman

>>41043606
faceapp

>>41043685
but like without apps

>>41043764
oh i just avoid my reflection like the image of a basilisk

>>41043531
I'm a student I can barely afford food.

>>41024952 (OP)
new >>41043940

>>41043863
Donate plasma