Thread 41039909

QOTT1: How many times a week do you go outside?
QOTT2: Do you make sure you don't fall for posts specifically made to make you feel angry?
QOTT3: How do you respond to "bait" if you respond to it at all? Why?

fuck you early thread retard

i am not a ftm i am a mtf but i want a handsome ftm prince

>>41039909 (OP)
what can be done about lovehandles besides weight loss and patience?

>>41040506
Weightloss and patience, they'll go away don't worry

How do I look older? Im almost 2 years on t but due to cispoon genes i wont ever be able to grow a beard, and right now i have only a bit of hair on my lip and chin and im 5'4 with a young looking face. Ive been lifting for 6 months but i always wear baggy clothes so its mostly about the silhouette. I keep getting asked how old i am and getting shocked looks when i tell them. I look about 15. What else can i do besides working out? Human growth hormone?

>>41042575
lol this sounds so cute. its like a small child pouting about wanting to be seen as a grownup. just make sure to eat good and grow a few inches then people will see you as a person :)

>>41042760
This is what it feels like

>>41042575
just give it time. almost 2 years on t is nothing. if it's still an issue by 5 years then its over. ywabaw

>>41042575
Cigarettes, alcohol, energy drinks (a lot), drug use

>>41042575
i didnt have any facial hair until around the 3 year mark. make sure youre eating enough protein and working out, even a little. dont be a flabpoon

>>41039909 (OP)
>QOTT1
I go outside every day usually. Maybe I won't go out on a weekend but I try to leave my house at least once a day
>QOTT2
I used to fall for them but I haven since realized that like 50% of them are true or are made by ftms much sadder than I am
>QOTT3
I only respond on twitter, because then I can quote with a gif or something and get interaction.

>>41042575
Get SWOLE swole and start wearing tight shirts, picrel is your height

>QOTT1
Every day
>QOTT2
I'm not bothered by what I see online
>QOTT3
I don't

My IQ is 139 :33

>>41040506
Liposuction.
But you should just lose weight.

>>41039909 (OP)
>qott1
three for college
>qott2
They're usually obvious so I force myself not to take the bait
>qott3
If I respond to it I either
- make my argument
- ragebait back
- call xer a retard
But I usually don't anyways.

self hatred is a hard thing to beat

>>41039909 (OP)
Why is it nearly impossible for me to see mtfs as women but effortless to see ftms as men?
Even non-passing. If I see one who's clearly putting in even bare minimum effort, my brain sorts him into the "man" bin automatically. It's the opposite with mtfs.

>>41044000
Because you're ftm, i assume. I think its easier to be put into the category of woman honestly because all you need to do is get fucked/bottom

>>41044000
A year or two ago I had this opposite problem. Saw trans women as nothing other than women, but had a harder time seeing trans men as men, despite being ftm myself.
On some level I always knew it had to do with self hatred in the end, and eventually, that came to pass. If you're mtf, then it might be that.

>>41044151
I don't know why I added "in the end", I should go to sleep lol

>>41044134
>Because you're ftm
Bi cis man

i'm having a realistic animated depiction of a panic attack right now

>>41044236
Why

>>41044314
idk

>>41042575
>always wear baggy clothes
this is the problem bro big clothes make small men look smaller and more childish orher than it being a very in and teenager way to dress right now. you can take mens fashion advice for shorter or smaller men to heart in terms of silhouette or you can rock the fashion you like but that's just how it looks to people sometimes

Is packing just a meme? Seems like it's more trouble than it's worth.

>>41044404
I get it. I dont wear baggy clothes because of any style choice, but more because of my chest/hips. It might not be that bad i could be bdd

>>41044404
Don't listen to him anon, take the byrnepill

>>41044504
yeah if it was just your style I'd be like fuck everyone else and dress cool I just think a lot of ftm have the idea that baggy clothes = more masc in every scenario cus I totally did. dysphoria is fair enough youre probably just bdd though
>>41044512
the byrne pill / reviewbrah swag is a very different swag to zoomer baggy clothes and I respect both deeply

>>41044472
I use a sock when I feel really insecure but most of the time I don't do it.

>>41044549
I wish i could dress cool but i have to wait until gym pays off

>>41039909 (OP)
Thread theme
https://youtu.be/byDiILrNbM4?si=QpNdwodnwN8P4eLB

>>41039909 (OP)
>qott 1

every day. wish i didn't have to so i could just bedrot.

>qott 2
nah im easily baitable. i'm only on /lgbt/ as an advanced form of self harm.

>qott 3
i respond earnestly as if the poster is 100% serious even as i admit that its likely bait. this is probably because i'm a fucking retard but also because at the end of the day this is what i find fun. falling for rage bait is my hobby

any of you watch caseoh. hes making me laugh even tho im suicidal

over 2 years on T and i'm starting to doubt my identity. i don't want to detransition, that isn't it. but i can't help this feeling of being a fraud. a fake. like ive cut off my tits and legally changed my name, why am i doubting myself?

>>41044625
whats your ideal style anon

>>41044939
>ive cut off my tits and legally changed my name, why am i doubting myself?
yeah same
when does the part where you start feeling like a man begin guys

>>41044939
psyop

Lowkey killed this hand

>>41044775
you're too young to be using the board

if i dont like kissing guys but like kissing girls does it mean i like girls

i hate this btw i wanna be gayden or at least biden so bad but men just dont get me on like men. i had a date w a guy and told him i didnt kiss on first dates (cause i hate kissing men) but women i always wanna kiss. like i wanna fuck women but fucking men feels like a chore

>>41045110
I'm going to punt you into the stratosphere you pathetic fool

>>41045080
im so jealous of ur skill ngl

>>41045122
What?? everyone says i like men but everytime i try men i hate it so fucking much but when im w a woman my serotonin goes through the roof im also 5'3

>>41045136
I'm going to kick you so hard you explode and I will laugh I will go ha ha ha what a wet sock of a man ha ha ha

>>41045154
im scared of women like most men vro. why do i even bother w no dick, everytime im w a woman it reminds me that ill never be able to be in her

>>41045130
Thanks lol, I just don't post the bullshit
Do you draw too anon? Or are you interested in it?

>>41045110
did you know it's ok to be straight
though I hate kissing all people and find it anywhere from a chore to disgusting so I wonder what that makes me

>>41045168
yeah i try too lol, im mostly interested in animation n stuff. hands r so hard tho

>>41039909 (OP)
what happened with last thread? where is the last thread link?

>>41045217
>>41023151

>>41045183
Show?

>>41045092
im almost 29 im just autistic

>>41045007
genuinely not a psyop i'm just a fucking loser ig

>>41045255
heres a frame
low effort

>>41045305
All I ever animated was a caramelldansen gif with an old oc from yearsss ago
Animation is hard.

>>41044625
Same. I'm getting there I think...

>>41045315
i miss the old flash animation dayz so bad ngl. is urs still up?

>>41036159
>It never takes me any less than 30 minutes and usually I don't end up cumming, I just get tired and the horniness fades away.
tale as old as time. I’m trying to be better at following through so I’m better for a partner, but sometimes you can’t chase it. It’s just not gonna happen.
>>41036376
>gooning is the best part
Lol, you will be our champion. I volunteer you as tribute.
>>41036409
>yes that is me
Damn, you cute.
>>41036624
>Its really easy to develop a masculine personality if you just want it
Yeah I’ve never struggled with this. It’s embarrassing to be the more masculine one when I’m the one repressing.
>i befriended one pseudo chud and absorbed the bits i needed like a sponge.
Yeah? maybe if I’m just around them enough and being myself that’ll help them.
>just bantering with them like how you would with any male friend
I so desperately want this with a partner it’s unreal. I can just be my shitty “male brained” tomboy self around them and it’s reciprocated.

>>41041145
I love avogado6. Just start walking around at night anon. That’s what I did.
>>41040332
>Standards: cares about self improvement
Nta, but the trans guy I was talking about wanting to date (that was a bit of a pansy >>41023173) does talk about self improvement a lot and I realized that’s a pretty big green flag.

>>41045342
Nope, but it's somewhere in my computer as a regular gif

>How many times a week do you go outside?
every ding dang day

>Do you make sure you don't fall for posts specifically made to make you feel angry?
it is almost impossible for a 4chan thread to make me really angry. sometimes I get irritable about how much misinfo about recent trans history there is and specifically how other trans people repeat it. but then I either say something or I attend to my real life.

>How do you respond to "bait" if you respond to it at all? Why?
for fun. or if it went over my head, it's entertaining when I realize it.

>>41045441
Why the Reddit spacing?

>>41045512
>Why the Reddit spacing?

that's how I like to format it when it's multiple sections like that. I think it's easier to read.

Also, I'm old. lol.

>>41039909 (OP)
>QOTT1: How many times a week do you go outside?
once a day to buy food and then fuck off and leave
>QOTT2: Do you make sure you don't fall for posts specifically made to make you feel angry?
i ignore them
>QOTT3: How do you respond to "bait" if you respond to it at all? Why?
.

>>41045435
>avogado6
their illustrations can be on the nose which i still like but their animations for things like vocaloid music videos are beautiful. beautiful use of lighting and contrast
https://youtu.be/5CjA4W6BJeU?si=xeoAhWY6rtRcuKSK
https://youtu.be/dA3LyKztYI0?si=9XpA4bWbwPPjQqKP
>>41045168
>>41045183
I'm glad there are other drawfags here you guys should post art more. not me though I get clocked by my art style a disturbing amount and don't know how to fix it

>>41045824
Are you the one who draws like an obscure german artist?

>>41045880
no I don't post enough to be "the one" of anything here's something though

>>41046032
Hey you're really good!

Imagine being raped by a terf for betraying womynhood or molested by a curious cis ally who just wants to see how your body has changed? I wish cis women were more inclined to rape

how do you feel when you hear someone is going to ftm transition and you KNOW they are going to detransition later. like they are clearly a generic impressionable 20 year old tumblr girl.
personally ive gotten to the point where im saying things to them

>>41046183
why would I give a fuck about anyone else's gender. the only detransers I dislike are bootlicking grifters otherwise I could not give less of a shit. deeply insecure of you

>>41046134
>little anime girl picture
surprised the text is about wanting to get raped and not the other way around
>>41046183
let them. a lot of them will just go on low dose T and barely change, and not regret it. if they detrans it doesnt matter to me, as long as they dont become a famous grifter and just shamefully pretend it never happened

>>41046209
because the dumbass detransers are the ones that ruin our credibility. they ruin it for all of us
>>41046224
but they are so stupid and always blame other people instead of themselves

>>41046255
what makes you think they'll detrans? some of those "obvious" types end up never detransing, or just going nb instead

>>41039909 (OP)
I want to date flux. Is he single?

>>41045824
I think Avogado6’s art expresses something words often can’t express very well. He’s probably my favorite artist. I want to buy one of his art books.
>avogado6’s animations
Oh cool! I didn’t know he did that. I don’t think I have the emotional capacity to watch both of these right now, but I’m very excited to watch these later. The framing in the first one is surreal, how balanced it is.
>>41046032
I like your art anon. I also am kinda hesitant to post any art, but for other reasons. Idk if you do traditional art as well, but I like listening to this lady’s review on art supplies https://youtube.com/watch?v=uthDJB_4gF8
>>41046134
My horny ass has literally been trying to whore myself out to one of you guys for the past year or two on and off and no one takes me up on it.

>>41046303
Why would you want to date a trip fag? Also he prefers women so you don’t got a chance.

>>41046255
>our credibility. they ruin it for all of us
we have no credibility there's nothing to ruin. cis people hate us regardless of if people who are trans or questioning in a way that makes you uncomfortable
>>41046255
>they are so stupid and always blame other people instead of themselves
and you are blaming other people for the causes of your bitterness not even the right demographic of people at that woah >>41046282
every detranser I've met in reality is nb, dysphoric repper, or for safety dawg thinks the internet ragebait is real

>>41039909 (OP)
>1
Almost every day
>2
Yeah, I type out a reply and then backspace it all immediately
>3
Probably some joke response or calling them a 'tard

>>41044472
I used to think its a meme but some pants look awful without a bulge and it feels comfortable and correct to have something down there

Not having a dick is great because now I have a pants pocket for my gun that’s front and center.

>>41046052
thank you!
>>41046375
>I’m very excited to watch these later.
no pressure lmk what you think via anonymous post message in a bottle if you do I like lurking
>I like your art anon. I also am kinda hesitant to post any art, but for other reasons
thanks! why not out ot curiosity
>traditional art
ty I'll check the channel out. I'm too poor for traditional supplies so I live vicariously through yt. though I do like the feeling of it. what's your preferred medium?
>no one takes me up on it
if you're the forcemasc femrepper it was an enticing concept fwiw

i think ive unironically contracted herpes from kissing my mom on the mouth i didnt know that she was a whore back then. fuck my life

>>41046802
I’ll definitely let you know what I think later via anonymous post message in a bottle :) I post on and off. I need breaks from 4chan for my mental health.
>why not out ot curiosity
Mostly because of AI theft, but also because sometimes it’s personal art I don’t want others to see.
>what's your preferred medium?
Pen, pencil, paper it’s actually pretty cheap even the high end stuff. I’ll try to show off some of my art stuff tomorrow if I remember.
>forcemasc femrepper it was an enticing concept fwiw
Aww, thanks anon. Only trying to forcemasc because irl ftms I meet don’t know how to act male and lack brainworms.

>>41046845
Kek

>>41039909 (OP)
tourist to this gen but i'm guessing qott 2 and 3 are referring to the fifty fucking "breedable ftm" posts this board gets flooded with daily? because they really are fucking annoying

>>41046879
>breaks from 4chan for my mental health
oh yeah I could definitely use a break from tttt. usually just like frengen but my eyes wander
>Mostly because of AI theft
I forget about this cus I think I'm too dogshit to rip off but sensible concern
>personal art I don’t want others to see
understandable, I have a lot of art that's going to the grave
>paper
I wish there was any way for digital to replicate the feeling. pen is goated though for sketching
>irl ftms I meet don’t know how to act male and lack brainworms
all the ftms irl I meet are hot stylish passoids that read cisgay or normal ass stealth dudes but the ones I meet online are universally so unappealing in personality. but I'm also a normal dude irl and an annoying faggot online so. guess I'll forcemasc my own online persona
>>41046908
this entire board is ragebait

>>41045634
This shit stresses me out. Not just that most “trans” guys are more feminine then me while I’m repressing, but the girls I know from highschool doing this shit always tried to bully me for being a tomboy.

i hope you have a good day today

>>41047065
>Not just that most “trans” guys are more feminine then me
>while I'm repressing
Why do reppers come here and never poon out

>>41047388
bitter reppers are insufferable in a way the average detranser could never be

>>41047438
This explains why I have never seen a repper and detranser be friends

>>41047804
my two closest friends who are also best friends are a repper and a detranser

>>41042575
Brave pooner for transitioning even knowing your femininity is always seen

>>41046879
>irl ftms I meet don’t know how to act male and lack brainworms
i dont mind that other ftms i meet are more fagbrained than me but some of the ones i met talked about being in "sapphic" spaces and implying they have no bottom dysphoria and it still irks me. ultimately i'm jealous of people who are less dysphoric than me but it disturbs me that they are. and they all have cis boyfriends too. being trans sucks so bad idk why in the fucking world youd transition without dysphoria

>>41047388
>Why do reppers come here
nta but boredom

Hi. It is my birthday and I have been effectively broken up with, and will likely be spending it alone. I would like to do a magma board or do a movie room on here in a few hour's time. Is there any interest?

>>41048558
id do a magma yeah

>>41048558
Happy birthday dood, sorry about the breakup, can't draw but down for either

>>41048558
I'm sorry to hear that anon. I'd be down for either, what movie were you thinking?

>>41048587
Thank youu.
>>41048598
Probably some flavor of historical documentary, or nature documentary. I'm honestly not very picky.

>picrel
Epic Chinese Numerology win.. Maybe today is not so bad.

>>41048558
I'll magma but can't pretend I watch documentaries willingly, sorry to hear though and I hope your birthday improves

>>41048648
>Probably some flavor of historical documentary, or nature documentary.
Based

are we doing magma or not

>>41048786
I appreciate it.
>>41048837
Probably. I wanted to gauge interest..
It will begin at 1pm CST.

>>41048942
>1pm CST
sighs in second world shithole

>>41048648
I love nature documentaries. I might be busy in a few hours but if not i'd be interested

>>41042575
Just wait until the reaper comes for you

>>41044193
You ever bareback a poon?

Unironically what recourse would you have if a cis man wanted to rape you? How could a little fakeboy like you stop him?

>>41044939
>>41044972
If you didn't feel like one before you never will

>>41049642
I live in a concealed carry state.

>>41049647
TRVKE
>when does the part where you start feeling like a man begin guys
It's never too late to detrans

>>41049642
>>41049606
Go away Polack

>>41049704
The first one was me and I'm not polish nor am I a pole worshipper, I'm just curious

>>41049785
Ah, the timing just seemed suspicious.
To answer your question, no, I haven't yet fucked or been fucked by anyone, bareback or otherwise.

ftms how do u feel abt anime twinkmoder mtfs ?? ??

>>41049854
Virgin cis bi chaser lol, lemme ruin you

>>41049924
Cute and lovable

>>41049924
Eh

>>41049969
i puked in my mouth a little

>>41049924
The opposite of the ideal
I want a twink who dresses up like a girl in public when I tell him to
I could only accept a twinkmode tranny if she would too

>>41050013
Why?

>>41049924
i like lanky mtfs with sad eyes

>>41049969
I went on a date (first I've ever been on) with a very nice pooner last week and we're going again this Friday

Doods, tell me what you're reading at the moment. I'm reading Bend Sinister by Nabokov.

>>41050060
you know why. i wasn't even the anon you replied to, your general demeanor just made me feel so strongly disgusted. even as just a lurker, i had to comment on it. /ftmg/ needs to cleanse itself of your ilk.

>>41049976
^-^
>>41049983
KYS
>>41050038
idk nigga im broke and got like zero fashion sense what if i murder u with an axe instead >~<
>>41050067
so true twin if i ever date an mtf i wanna i groom them into being my sad autistic boytoy

>>41050152
i forgor the image kms

>QOTT1
Once every week, walking beyond the porch though…
>QOTT2
I ignore
>QOTT3
I call them a faggot or retard

>>41050152
do not groom the sad autistic mtf

>>41048558
Happy birthday senpai
>>41049642
Is the rapist cute

>>41050271
youll never stop me
shes already mine

>>41046134
bro get out of my heaaaad
my dick.....
been thinking in drawing myself getting stabbed by a girls angry mob. seems im not the only one.

>>41049969
There is no such thing as a good cismale ftm chaser, you're all varying levels of awful and unfuckable.

>>41050386
You sound like you harbor a lot of anger in your heart

>>41045435
>Just start walking around at night anon. That’s what I did.
Sure, but I'd like to show face in day just as much as I do night, and I always hope it'd lead to the latter but it almost feels counterintuitive. I guess this is part and parcel having been CSAM livestock

>>41050466
is he wrong though?
captcha: KYS8S

>>41050481
former* brainfart

>>41044956
I just wanna wear cool jackets and cargo pants

>>41046134
>cis ally who just wants to see how your body has changed
this is hot

>>41050491
I am reliably informed that I'm neither awful to be around nor unfuckable

>>41050604
>is in the 4chan pooner thread desperately scrounging for ftm pussy
for some reason i don't believe you....

>>41045080
hell yeah

i don't wanna do my roommates dishes but i'm sick of looking at them

>>41047942
you dont need "brainworms" to be masculine anyways. it should come naturally and have always been there or else youre ngmi

>>41050386
I'm not the virgin cis bi male chaser
I was hoping I was replying to him

>>41049519
I dont think im gonna go bald or at least not super terribly, judging by my dad and grandpa

>>41050152
>idk nigga im broke and got like zero fashion sense what if i murder u with an axe instead >~<
Perfect. I'll pick everything out and pay for it, all you have to do is let me dress you up and take you out

why are ftms ugly?

>>41050764
Speak for yourself bitch I'm beautiful

>>41049642
What stops anyone from raping anyone? Why don't we all just rape everyone we see all the time

God I wanna fuck myself so bad
Everyone who isn't me is so lucky they at least have a chance to fuck me

>>41050625
I have a date Friday, I'm not scrounging anywhere (though I expect and would honestly prefer that date to end with cuddles rather than fucking).
I'm here because seeing pooners strive to self-actualize makes me happy.

>>41050796
I wish I was you
You have no idea how good you have it

>>41046845
I gave your mom herpes sorry

>>41050773
Exactly

T won't make me a cis man and i started it too late and i think thats why i'm so depressed

hi ftms how's it going how's your day been

>>41050874
There's no such thing as too late when it comes to testosterone. You're right, it won't make you a cis man, but that doesn't mean you will never be able to pass as one. It just takes a lot of time and work. Have you got your levels checked recently?

>>41050991
It's going alright. I feel on edge and irritable but that's nothing new. Trying to reconnect with people again. How are things going for you anon?

>>41047388
>Why do reppers come here and never poon out
Financial security according to the last thread >>41039699

Are we still doing Magma/stream?

>>41051084
i'm glad it's going alright for you at least, even if you don't feel the best
i wish you luck with the reconnecting
>How are things going for you anon?
i'm okay, a bit hungry unsurprisingly

Is this person an ftm? >>41048333 because damn that is transition goals right there if so. I need to tell myself it’s possible.

>>41051370
He is, read the file name.

>>41050753
what if i make a run for it with ur clothes after dinner and make u pay the bill ^w^

>>41051370
this nigga doesnt even look like a man though, do you wanna be a little yaoi boy?

>>41051778
who cares nigga dress how u what u want nigga

>>41051731
I was gonna pay for it anyway dummy

>>41051902
its not about how hes dressed he just looks 15 and all pooners will eventually turn into hairy (possibly balding) old men and little poonbro here needs to be prepared

>>41051014
yeah theyre stable. i have pre existing mental health issues that the hormones might be exacerbating, but i dont want to go off them. im already over 2 years in

>>41051962
>_>

having a writing block just in the moment i have free time to be alone. hell.

>>41052167
What do you write? show me

>>41051091
I'm decently well off for my age (middle class) and I pooned out. I have almost 100k saved and make 50k a year without a degree or being in trades.

>>41052028
Have you looked into therapy or support groups for trans men? Do you exercise regularly? None of these things are miracle cures, but they're better than nothing. If nothing else try and distract yourself with stupid shit like youtube and video games, or look into hobbies you've never tried before. Something that stimulates your brain and gives you a sense of personal accomplishment.

>>41052536
Daddy's money doesn't count

>>41052028
start lifting