Thread 41043084

>>41043084 (OP)
who keeps doing this and why

>>41043084 (OP)
I'm thinking about overdosing on my sertraline + alcohol + a bunch of benadryl for a little spice to it. trying to wrap up my affairs and try to find time to be away from the few people in my life to spare them the sight

>>41043084 (OP)
Bad idea
>>41043125
Bad idea and very likely a bad method. Try to find a way to live

>>41043125
do not do this. you will regret it. you can live a better life.

>>41043125
Gotta get drunk, drugged up, and cut open veins and abdomen in a bathtub
This is... well, it's a way

>>41043241
All fun and games until you wake up alive in the bathtub with nerve damage after failing to hit a blood vessel

>>41043084 (OP)
I love death and its peace but I also love life so it will have to come naturally

suicide is psychological abuse.

>>41043084 (OP)
I'm unironically gonna do it in the near future.
My plan is to buy a large dose of some pharmaceutical opioid on the dark net, e.g. Oxycodone. Would this work?

>>41043125
Attention seeking retard
No one will ever be your friend if you keep acting like this
Pity doesn’t equal connection
If you want to give yourself brain damage start bmx riding bikes and shit instead of becoming a legal retard by being a retard

>>41043084 (OP)
I bought a weapon from a drug dealer. I will kill myself when I get back from a trip in january

almost 30 and the vast majority of my life is telling myself it will get better when x only for x to be something that never happens or is always delayed

someone i knew drank SN recently

i wish i was brave enough to end it instead of having to watch myself rot and turn into a broken ruin

>>41044325
Did they die?

>>41045591
yes

>>41043239
why say this to people

Suicide is a disservice to fellow 4trans, at least bother to avoid killing yourself until we win the culture war.

I'll do my earnest to help my fellow tranners win and avoid my neverpasser fate, and when I'm done, I shall rest

is sodium nitrate a reliable method

>>41043125
Sertraline not reliable. Alcohol increases chances of vomiting, i know it would for me, id tolerate maybe a bottle of wine.

>>41045613
it's a horrifying thing thinking about, or actually seeing someone, go through with suicide only to regret it when it's too late. That aside, it's about your sense of humanity, knowing no one is an island entire of itself. If you can help someone, why wouldn't you (at least try)?

>>41045765
you havent truly suffered

>>41045837
what is your standard of "true" suffering?

suicide is OK.
i'm not trying to be edgy or contrarian, that is my sincere belief.
there is NOTHING WRONG with choosing to end your life on your own terms if that's what you really want, and don't let anyone bully you into thinking otherwise.

>>41043084 (OP)
you and i both know you are too coward to ever commit suicide

>>41045922
yeah body really starts making up hope scenarios when the moment comes near which have nothing to do with reality just as a survival response or even making excuses like let me wait a few days etc

>>41045628
its been memed but i think its actually agonizingly painful

>>41045939
trve ive been wanting to die since forever but why kill yourself when u can always do it tommorow? one day isnt so hard

>>41045863
the only true suffering is my experiences and no one elses

>>41046116
every day is excruciating and every night i go to sleep in sheer terror of the next day

yoo do mods really let pro-sui threads just idle around for hours???

>>41046126
what do you do every day

>>41046131
look at my body and face in the mirror

>>41043084 (OP)
suicide baiters are evil and people trying to deny you bodily autonomy by stopping people who actually want to do it are also evil

>>41046126
in that case it should be easy to do it

>>41043084 (OP)
you clearly ain't committing if you keep posting this

Bad things keep happening and it may seem it never gets better, but it's just people that are causing that, life is a separate thing, I always thought I had to get out of this dark place, to fight against the pressure but I realized the ones bumping against me were blind and I was simply in their way, so I only had to keep going, to wander in darkness while avoiding others, then hell bloomed, an endless field of flowers with butterflies fluttering all around, there were light beacons all around the place, safe spaces waiting for me to discover them, that led me to realize not everyone was blind, it filled my heart with joy when I discovered others were walking towards the same goal leaving a trail of love.
Some refuse to open their eyes, they made bumping into each other their one and only purpose, those are condemned to never see the light, a lost cause and even a detriment to the whole, but no matter how many flowers they step on they must be left alone and undisturbed, so I focus on those that long for the warmth, those filled with hope as it is contagious and maybe someday, we will save all the souls in this hellhole.

>>41043125
you might as well cut yourself and take 100 tylenol. if you actually want to kill yourself then make an exit bag you retarded nigger.

>>41043103
Idk. I love everyone here though, (i say as im crying) y’all are awesome and if anyone is sad—just know you’re mot alone I’ve been sobbing tonight too. But you’re better off alive. It ill get get better <3

>>41043125
Please Don’t. It gets better <3

I’m actually way less suicidal then last year.

>>41046479
Im glad. ^_^

>>41046126
and yet here you are still living faggot. shut up and do it

>>41043084 (OP)
real shit