Thread 41044715

i only transitioned and took hrt to try and escape being an incel

the loneliness hurts that much

>>41044715 (OP)
I can always be your friend if you want

>>41044715 (OP)
https://voca.ro/16Qnu4frDkOc

>>41044769
story of my life except i never wanted to "man up". thats the problem, i dont want to be seen as a man. but i am one nevertheless i guess.

im not sure if it comes out as a sexual fetish simply because its being repressed in every other aspect it could be expressed or if its a coping mechanism or if just fetishizing it in itself made me think i had to do this.

>>41044792
https://voca.ro/1cimQQTT7UgX

>>41044715 (OP)
are you stuck with hrtitties now

>>41044844
>if you're a straight guy that likes girls
eh, not exactly? i think my base impulse when i hit puberty was to be interested in girls, but i didnt know how to talk to them, was a weird fag etc and i eventually ended up "gay" but really just a fruity bisexual because the rejection from girls scared me and i felt too inferior and unmasculine to be appealing to them anyway.

i think for some trannies its straightforward, they do it because they want to be a girl and it makes sense. but for me it feels like the consequence of being wounded 1000 times to the point i dont want to be myself anymore

but yeah youre right, cant do it anymore, need another coping mechanism

>>41044860
yes!

I can try to give u skincare/HRT advice if u want. My DMs are open ig. Just uhhh add my discord. Here's a vocaroo of me if u want proof that I'm a tranny or whatever. FUck wait idk dawg it's anonymous and online. Look, like, just add me @toshiba_unreal on discord. I'll accept ur request if ur cool I guess. yeah.

https://voca.ro/1jYTJb9k1Jxp

>>41044769
nah you were the faggy lil weird kid, I was the normal but quiet kid that was good at everything except socialization

>>41044715 (OP)
Have you started worshiping white men yet?

>>41044945
yes i have a boyfriend now, i love him but its crazy to think where id be if id done things differently. i dont know anymore

>>41044945
My white man doesn't talk to me much :(

>>41044715 (OP)
now you get to be a femcel. congrats!

>>41044887
https://voca.ro/1enA4qVtBcSr

Troonism is incel genocide. Troons waged war on r9k for years.

>>41045001
i do think tranny shit is an infohazard at this point, ive known about this kind of space since I was 14 and the only time I was ever away from it was when I was 18-20. i did try very hard to resist it for years but eventually i started balding and cracked. i couldnt do it. i dont know what else there is. I guess maybe a lot of it is hoping life could be more than what it is and you throw yourself into things hoping it will be exciting, but then you just end up rolling down the hill back at the same spot again. It never starts to feel real.

>>41045048
loooool real i did the same

transitioning to me is just the natural endpoint of me feeling like an alien or a bug my whole life. ive never felt like i belonged with other people and if i do i feel like its because i tricked them or acted my way into it. i dont even know why i want it anymore, i just dont want to be me, i dont want to feel like im walking around with this core emptiness anymore where nobody can really see me. in the end you are just all the decisions you make. whether you succeed or fail, and nobody cares. nobody can ever make it make sense but you