Anonymous
9/20/2025, 1:46:34 AM
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>>41103473
Everybody's got a story
Who was the one that got away, anon? Let's hear it.
Pip Squeak
9/20/2025, 4:55:40 AM
No.41102448
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I would imagine that "one" was auto-translated through so many language filters that it lost itself and became "two". Not a metaphor just google translate being unable to translate numbers and values properly hehe :3. Anyways I think losing that one is like the time that Colonel Sanders lost the 11 herbs and spices in KFC's chicken batter to a soul-less corporation that ended up hosting a mid MTN Dew flavor that's excruciating yellow like a oppressive sunrise over the Sahara.
In all honestly, loss has driven me mad 10/10 experience would do again.
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 7:36:28 AM
No.41103320
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>>41103342
she was supposed to be my wife
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 7:41:19 AM
No.41103342
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>>41103320
yeah basically. can't wait until my compounding health issues kill me
really handsome, fit, creative, witty, insane sexual chemistry, shared a bunch of my kinks and was super indulgent with them. weird politics but also incredibly smart (probably related). MIT scholarship, big circle of extremely cool friends, crazy rich family. helped me pick my name.
died the day i went in for my first hrt appointment. like hours after. he helped calm my nerves and reassure me just before. his last words to me were a text, "good luck, love you"
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 7:51:09 AM
No.41103371
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>>41103400
>>41103359
I ask this with the utmost respect: how do you not kill yourself after this happens to you?
>>41103371
i had to stay alive and transition. for him and us. didn't want to follow him and have all his love and encouragement be for nothing. i like to think he'd be really proud and happy if he could see me now
Miłosz
!!PONBMYqscFS
9/20/2025, 8:00:15 AM
No.41103402
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What if you fall in love have great relationship with someone but find out they are product of inbred?
>>41103359
>died the day i went in for my first hrt appointment
like, sewerslide, or freak accident?
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 8:12:31 AM
No.41103455
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>>41103773
>>41103426
the former. hed been soul hollowingly depressed for months before i ever met him. sometimes when im feeling self indulgent i wonder if he put it off for just long enough to see me off and wish me luck. either way i hope i brought him even a fraction of the joy he brought me.
love you, sam. miss you. your luck worked
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 8:16:06 AM
No.41103473
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>>41100433 (OP)
well, i think it's hard to say they got away when it wasn't meant to be. We're still friends and maybe that's all it needs to be. I'm a mess anyways and that hasn't changed in a decade
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 8:16:44 AM
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>>41103400
also i went to the funeral and sobbed through the whole thing and got to physically grab a shovel and lay dirt on the casket. miserable and cathartic but genuinely helped get some closure
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 8:24:39 AM
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>>41103551
>>41103400
i'm sure he would be. i hope you're happy, too, nona. <3
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 8:31:30 AM
No.41103551
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>>41103638
>>41103516
i am <3 sometimes it's still rough but the good outweighs the bad. overall i feel extremely lucky to live the life i do, even if it's one without him in it
Miłosz
!!PONBMYqscFS
9/20/2025, 8:49:34 AM
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>>41103551
You're take it better then I would.
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 9:25:05 AM
No.41103773
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>>41106136
>>41103359
>>41103400
>>41103455
holy shit that's so heartbreakingly gut wrenching im so sorry
but i guess in a way it's almost bittersweet. i'm sure he would be so proud of you nona. keep pressing forward for him, you got this. <3
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 10:34:43 AM
No.41104072
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i loved her more than anything in the world. if soulmates exist, i think she was mine. but her mental illness was too much for her to handle. i tried my hardest for years to help her and to make it work, but it just wasn't enough.
sometimes i almost wish she was dead so i wouldn't wonder anymore where she is and how she's doing. i can still feel in my chest that she's out there, somewhere.
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 5:41:55 PM
No.41106181
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my best friend Might be my soulmate but neither of us have the space to explore that. his parents are violent homophobes and we’re guys. he’s bi but it’s kinda clear to me that he’s going to rep the gay part of being bi and marry some girl eventually. + im also bi and already dating a guy who unironically tortures me daily, and my bf is deeply entrenched in our friend group and everyone loves him
sorry for the retarded blogpost but you asked
Anonymous
9/20/2025, 6:58:23 PM
No.41106812
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She made me her bf. Even if it was all a ploy, those first few months, and many moments in the years after, really did feel like being with a soulmate. Things got worse as expected given our situations, but I still hope her life got better. Mine is improving, and it might be neat to meet in a few years and be happy to see how much better both of us are doing.
In the meantime, it's time to get back to fixing my life.
Wish you all the best, E.
