How do I stop thinking about how iwnbaw as a cis man? It's really starting to weigh down on me to the point of constant despair, and I'd like for it to stop
>>41107166
it took a like a year, but i also didnt hit a good estrogen level until ~8months. i dont weep easy but it is easier to start crying when i would used to be unable.
>>41108029
i think it does take some time at good e levels. also the fact that being at good e levels makes me feel more real and less depersonalized might be a contributing factor. dont expect the first few times to come easy but now im at the point that if im really frustrated i start tearing up which is weird but good weird imo.
>>41108121
Did you start feeling less depersonalized after hitting good e levels, or was it quicker than the crying? I've been on e for only a bit over a month by now, and I feel no different at all
>>41108150
quicker than crying probably 4-5months in i would say. though maybe it was a placebo since me levels still sucked at that time but the knowledge that i was doing something i wanted for myself felt really nice.
>>41108227
I guess I'll give it another go, and see it through for a longer while.
Now I just have to figure out whether this is something I really do want for myself, or whether I'm just loosing my mind.
>>41108749
Thank you, and I'll try <3
I still don't understand what's compelling me so much to do this. It really should be easier to accept myself as I am already, but I can't help but fail at it
