Thread 41318457

submission is pleasure

>>41318457 (OP)
I wanna be tied up like that O_O

yeah but not to a woman

I had degradation and rape fantasies since when I was a child. E and LDR relationship Im having rn are increasing my desire day by day. I can't wait to see my boyfriend next year.

yeah but not to a man

>>41318457 (OP)
my boyfriend is my lord

>>41318457 (OP)
submission is freedom

>>41318499
>>41318479
it doesnt matter to who, as long as you're doing your best to degrade yourself for someone else's entertainment
>>41318521
the amount of pride you have in your submission is cute <3

Bi-fag here, despite living in San Francisco I can't find a Submissive FtM to take care of and buy food for and go on walks with.
IDK why they all do heroin either, it's very lame.

>>41318686
Why do you want a trans man specifically?

>>41318701
MtF can't just chill ever and I don't like the tsundere traits they tend to have. Vaginal sex also ramps up my testosterone more than buttsex, I'm not a big fan of anal in general.

Wish dom chaser would do this to stupid dumb tranner neet (me)

>>41318735
Well I hope you find your boytoy trans bottom sub somewhere, maybe in a 7/11 parking lot. The gym? Who knows. I like the idea of somebody keeping me as a spoiled pet that they fuck vigorously, makes my loser neet existence more palatable. Social drinker, drugs absolutely never and never have and never will. That is INSANE the drug usage happening where you live, where I live every damn stranger on the street wants to offer you a bump

submission is the poor man's domination

>>41318783
Thank you I appreciate it, I hope you find the person of your dreams also.

Tbh it's really sad how many people out here are on hard drugs or smoke so much weed that their anxiety cripples them. I personally do not mind social drinking, smoking, or the occasional mushroom trip but you need to know where to draw the line.
I hope everyone make's it though.

>>41318843
Big hugs buddy we're all gonna make it. Worst thing, all these people on drugs are always trying to convince other people to take drugs with them, but all of them are trying to quit and admit it's ruining their lives. It's a crisis honestly, so many people self medicate with substance abuse instead of seeing a therapist and psychiatrist because there is so much stigma about formally documented mental illness they think it means admitting they're broken or wrong or stupid. Fucking tragedy

What do you like about mushrooms?

>>41318883
I'll admit I have done my fair share of coke and molly in the past but it's been literal years, thankfully I do not have an addictive personality.
I noticed that people usually flip-flop between heroin and meth usage + lots of weed smoking to cope, not a good combo.

Mushrooms make me very energetic, if i'm not outside walking around I love to cook and clean and watch cartoon's while on them, I'm lame I know hahaha

>>41318457 (OP)
yeah
t. cis m

>>41318972
No dammit that's a humble brag and you know it, stop trying to give me a boner with your damn provider dom top cooking and cleaning watch cartoons and snuggle with me full of your cock shtick you tempting siren

Maybe you keep running into men who do drugs because you yourself spend time in areas environments or social circles that promote or accept hard drug use as you use drugs as well? That's the bummer, you want a guy who is okay with you doing drugs, but doesn't do any drugs harder than the ones you like. In my experience recreational drug users are pretty adventurous, maybe not all the time, but being open to drugs means being open to experimentation and like you said it can go wrong

>>41319035
LOL my apologizes, it wasn't my intention but the way you put it does sound comfy.

Oh I probably made myself come off as a party type of person, I'm not anymore. I actually do not smoke weed, I drink maybe once a month, and the mushrooms are a 3-4x a year deal. Sobriety is very tiring sometimes but it helps with my mental health more than any substance.
My close friends are normies that enjoy partaking in those 3 substances whenever were being social with each other though.

>>41319110
Can't hit the undo button on this one fully horny and picturing you on your mushroom high fucking me on the couch while the tv plays in the background and you thrust into me deep and playful and leisurely while I let you take your time despite wishing you would just plow me and make me cum already. Want you to stay inside me and lie on top of me when you empty your balls in me and keep watching tv comfortable while your cum stays trapped deep inside me. We both need our forever guys so bad

Hey! Congrats on getting out of a rut that wasn't serving you, habits are insane to break, especially when brain chemistry is involved, I totally dig your resolve. Normies love drugs, no getting around that I suppose, but I'm happy for you that you found your happy medium for it. Having a healthy social life at least means you won't settle for any random loser, I'm sure you can tough it out until you find that methless prince charming

>>41319184
It's okay you do what you need to do baby.

Coffee and sweets are my drugs of choice now, they just taste so good.
I will keep being patient and working on my cooking skills to impress my future Sub.

>>41319318
As they say, build it and he will come. You've got the skills, the rest will follow. Cooking skills are how I got suckered into relationships before, I was already dumb from the dicking, but then I got offered a warm plate of fresh food and it was impossible to leave, hence accidentally staying long term with alcoholics, who for some reason are great cooks. Coffee is delicious but I never bother to treat myself to a cup until it's fall and I buy pumpkin spice creamer to make it special. If you like pastries I recommend a white chocolate raspberry bread pudding if you can ever get your hands on some. If you want to cultivate any other Sub wooing skills, I highly recommend getting into massage. I've massaged a guy's feet for like 3 hours before and he couldn't have been happier. It's the best because it fills a need everyone has that nobody asks for. I absolutely melt during a massage

>>41319374
I'm going to bed anon, I hope you find your person and have a good night.