>be me
>internal reaction to seeing trans people is like those videos of polish people finding beavers
>have beautiful transgender coworker
>not the kind of job where there are many opportunities to speak to each other
>a month in we have a five minute conversation
>insanely happy for the rest of the day and the day after that
>instantly crushing hard
>next day we don't have a conversation
>get real sad once her shift ends, start thinking about how my life is pointless and try not to cry
why am i like this? will I ever be happy? she will probably never like me like that and i will die alone.
>internal reaction to seeing trans people is like those videos of polish people finding beavers
>have beautiful transgender coworker
>not the kind of job where there are many opportunities to speak to each other
>a month in we have a five minute conversation
>insanely happy for the rest of the day and the day after that
>instantly crushing hard
>next day we don't have a conversation
>get real sad once her shift ends, start thinking about how my life is pointless and try not to cry
why am i like this? will I ever be happy? she will probably never like me like that and i will die alone.