Thread 41337037

I'm not gay. But I was unhealthily obsessed with gaming as a kid. It was my escape from the world, and I'd spend every waking moment gaming or thinking about gaming. All the games I played were filled with these hypermasculine caricatures, designed to be attractive. There were barely any women. They conditioned me into finding these characters attractive. This attraction isn't really me, which is why I'm not gay. There has to be some latent attraction to women in me, but I haven't figured out how to unlock it. I can't even play games to cope because all I see are these fucking male characters. I don't know what to do now, I'm so angry that I was exposed to this when I was a vulnerable kid.

cope fag

>>41337037 (OP)
bis always seem so uncomfortable with their same sex attraction

>>41337037 (OP)

I can tell you're just imitating me. You think it's all just wordplay. Sexualization can only work in one direction. Although women and gay men have sexual attraction to men, there is some thing that this attraction lacks when compared to the all consuming power of desire that flows from feminity. It transcends mere sexuality, it symbolizes the unififation of maternal love with romantic love, the building blocks of the family. Anime and female game characters and avatars mindbreak autists by providing them a vehicle to posess that which is unattainable by them.

So while someone might be sexually attracted to a male fictional character, obsession can only take root in depictions of innocent carefree feminity. The only true parallel to autistic AGP character obsession is the lesbian fujoshi to pooner pipeline that involves obsession with male feminity in yaoi.

>>41337066
>bis always seem so uncomfortable with their same sex attraction

I'm not bisexual, if I could figure out how to be attracted to women I would be.

>>41337087
>Although women and gay men have sexual attraction to men, there is some thing that this attraction lacks when compared to the all consuming power of desire that flows from feminity. It transcends mere sexuality, it symbolizes the unififation of maternal love with romantic love, the building blocks of the family. Anime and female game characters and avatars mindbreak autists by providing them a vehicle to posess that which is unattainable by them.

What the fuck are you saying. I don't know who you are.

>>41337037 (OP)
No. You are gay. Get over it

>>41337087
>it symbolizes the unififation of maternal love with romantic love, the building blocks of the family. Anime and female game characters and avatars mindbreak autists by providing them a vehicle to posess that which is unattainable by them.

>>41337087
You lack the theory of mind to comprehend women are attracted to men. Ngmi.

>>41337596
>No. You are gay. Get over it

If I was gay it would be apparent. Clearly this conflict proves otherwise. My attraction to men is the result of confusion. Video games were my escape where I was vulnerable to these designs.

>>41337066
I think this guy is just fully gay. I'm bi, attraction to male video game characters helped me realize it, but I was never bothered by it.

>>41338800
>Clearly this conflict proves otherwise
So because you hate yourself for being gay after being raised in a deeply homophobic society you're not actually gay despite your exclusive attraction to men?

I think for me it was watching telenovelas with my mother, seeing those buff hot dudes spoiling beautiful women messed me up.

>>41339131
>So because you hate yourself for being gay after being raised in a deeply homophobic society you're not actually gay despite your exclusive attraction to men?

This is a very dishonest interpretation. I live in the US, even in the conservative state I live in most people either don't care or are smart enough to keep their mouth shut about it. My attraction to men is because of conditioning.