a few days ago i got really drunk
installed grindr and while listening to dua i got a message from a guy who said 'wanna blow me?' and sent me a pic of his cock (it was very big)
then i got to his place and i said 'i'm here'
but before he responded i got cold feet and i walked away
i was so close to sucking cock but i got too anxious and idk if i did the right thing or not
(i've done this a few times in the past and i always end up deleting the app in shame after im done)
how do i stop this cycle?
installed grindr and while listening to dua i got a message from a guy who said 'wanna blow me?' and sent me a pic of his cock (it was very big)
then i got to his place and i said 'i'm here'
but before he responded i got cold feet and i walked away
i was so close to sucking cock but i got too anxious and idk if i did the right thing or not
(i've done this a few times in the past and i always end up deleting the app in shame after im done)
how do i stop this cycle?