>>41346129 (OP)
already been said by several others in the thread but leaving the board and ridding yourself of brainworms is probably the only "real" way of removing that guilt.
>>41346188
>i feel rapey ugly and evil for liking other tgirls and only wanting to date girls
do you have bottom dysphoria? definitely not the best thing you can do but it helped me overcome my extremely closeted attraction to girls.
as long as you arent trying to penetrate them with anything biological, you arent any different than a cis girl who likes other girls. next step after is to find a partner who wont bring you back into that "rapey" mindset.