Thread 41354389

when i was a teenager i argued with terfs on reddit to take out my frustrations at my parents for stopping me getting hrt. i would spend hours typing and crying a lot about how much of a monster i felt as a trans girl, letting them trigger my PTSD and call me a rapist and an evil man over and over and over. it got to the point that would just have voices calling me a man screaming in my head all day and i felt too sick and upset to start diy. so, congratulations you all got what you wanted, you successfully stopped a minor transitioning and turned me into a neverpassing monster. i wish i had a single fucking friend back then who would reassure me.

>>41354389 (OP)
You can go say this on reddit

>>41354399
they banned all the subreddits i was arguing in years ago.

>>41354389 (OP)
nah you wanted to play the game of feeling like a victim and fighting. you didnt actually want to transition.

>>41354434
i had already starting transitioning but i kept getting stopped by my family. if i didn't want to transition i wouldn't have gotten diy the first time. and i did transition after i got away from my parents, so clearly i wanted to...

>>41354389 (OP)
I guarantee you not a single one of the people you argued with cares or feels bad about this.

Anyways, sorry about that anon, that really sucks. You should stop browsing this shitty board and surround yourself entirely with positive stuff until the voices in your head only say positive things to you.

>>41354447
the voices will never say positive things until i look like a girl, which will probably never happen. i know i need to get off the board but i just can't stop thinking about things compulsively. i have my photo album open all day looking at how much worse things are and how doomed i am now

>>41354463
lmao this one literally belongs in a padded cell you need treatment alright, just not the sort your "kind" is open to

>>41354631
"the voices" aren't hallucinations i just mean intrusive thoughts.

>>41354389 (OP)
>>41354463
>>41354662
mental ward. intrusive thoughts still need treatment

>>41354389 (OP)
i dunno how i should respond to this anon

>>41354673
they put me there for 8 months when i got taken off hrt. and this happened afterwards. so, it didn't help, if anything it made it worse. i hate having OCD

i hate this. someone should have helped u :(

>>41354389 (OP)
Don’t you think even if you passed there’s more an issue you have such voices that bounce around in your head? Not making fun of you I’m just asking.

>>41356162

You can't help this type of self hating BDD/OCD. Their minds are fucked by social media long before you ever talk to them. They're casualties. All you can do is learn from them. Avoid social media. Avoid drugs. Avoid sex work. Avoid transition spaces with negative vibes that glorify mental illness.

>>41356178
ur retarded lick my balls

>>41356175
>>41354673
Nta. I have multiple voices do I really need treatment?

>>41354389 (OP)
honestly, we always have to assume that ppl can figure it out on their own, cos taking charge of their life isn't possible over the internet tbqh

>>41354410
You should still go back, I fucking hate Reddit for doing that. I think echo chambers are bad and it also forced the Reddit posters to come here and shit up this board around 2020 when they cracked down on anything remotely not pure and heckin wholesome

>>41354389 (OP)
this really sounds like you did it to yourself. get off the computer, nona.

>>41356454
Yes anon, unironcally seek professional help

>>41354389 (OP)
skill issue desu

>>41354389 (OP)
This except it came fron my parents.

>>41354447
Unironically true. Billions must love themselves. If you disagree you should kill yourself and/or be killed.