Thread 41356549

>>41262188
>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?
>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck here

Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery
>>41356549 (OP)
Getting a /tttt/ femrepper partner is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Legitimately the most perfect possible person I could imagine. It's like we were made exclusively for each other.
This is just living proof that femreppers and mtfs were made for each other.
Gynephile femreppers take note!

let this general die already

>>41357352
This thread is more of a female mtf chaser thread at this point. And people wonder why the "'lesbian' cis woman to gay trans man" thing is so common kek

>>41357492
The posters here shift back and forth over time.
But generally most femreppers here are bi. At this point I think the number of androphiles and gynephiles to be about even :3
I love that more femreppers are open finding their perfect mtf gfs. But they are not the majority.

>>41357352
Ok... #misery #sadness

>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?
When I didn't grow past 5'7

>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck here
No it's so dead

>>41356549 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

hi gen welcome back
>>41356549 (OP)
>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?
before it ever started
>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck here
every once in a while
>>41357352
where else would i whine

>>41356685
None of these things are true repping. Also I think youre an mtf trying to groom people here

i recently found my pooner arch nemesis again after many years of his supposed disappearance that kept making me think i actually made him kill himself or something. not feeling very well since. but well it was my fault after all

maybe the reason he has had such an impact in my life is that hes kind of the reason i realized i was trans in the first place. im not sure why or how but he inspired me a lot that it got to that point. i was also borderline obsessed with him for a while which is why i thought my actions had such a terrible outcome in his life. but partly, im glad hes actually been okay all this time. but the other part of me is scared something worse is gonna develop within me upon gaining this knowledge. This is why i need a lobotomy really bad!

>>41363480
what did you do to him bro

It's possible to become a woman but not to become a man and no one understands this fact and the sorrow it brings. Very lonely existence.

>>41365055
drew him like this (scribbled it out because im highkey embarrassed about it i was 14)

>>41365324
oh never fucking mind the scribbling was pointless you can still reverse image search that exact image from a carrd about me i made MYSELF (please dont look it up)

oh my god i cant stop cringing i forgot i made that website at all when i was like 14 and i completely lost the password to it so i cant even delete it anymore. Awesome

>>41363480
yknow whats the worst about this whole thing is that if that obsession does come back itll make my repping 200% worse because that guy is straight.....

everyone pray

>>41365341
give me the link you fucking zoomer

>>41365324
yeah that's pretty bad
>>41365805
lol
NEVER transition

>>41360888
You’re the butch on T that stopped posting here for a bit aren’t you? I thought you pooned out.

>Brain constantly streaming “kys” again
>Hello darkness my old friend

>>41366474
no, that must be somebody else. i would never take T. #repforever

I think the best way to repress is to be in a position where you're too busy and too depended upon to keep your identity

aka
building a family
Seems to have worked in the past for thousands of generations

Femreppers why aren't you pegging moids?

>>41367689
been there, done that, stopped pretending i was attracted to men, now i peg women and trannies

>>41367689
I'm a pure chaste being and I do not give into my carnal desires

>>41367689
poop is gross, I don't want touch anyone's butthole

>>41367904
>I went out of my way to put things in men's butts
>but I'm totally not attracted to them though!
this is why I don't come to this general anymore

I wish I was capable of having full scale disruptive tear-filled mental breakdowns which reflect my current mental state and make me look insane so I could get out of doing the things that are causing me to have constant internal freakouts but I'm physically incapable of such a thing so I just seem horribly lazy and pissed off all the time

>>41368249
>pure chaste
But that's boring

>>41368737
Sex is evil

>>41368746
based monkmaxxer

>>41368746
Can you call it sex if there is no peenor in vagoogoo

>>41369410
I would love a neet geek gf to do nothing with

>>41366249
cant you just reverse image search it yourself you lazy fuck

ripvortcx2019 carrd co

>>41368657
malebrained because tear filled breakdowns are a female thing

my period stained undies smell like yoghurt -_-

>never insisted I was a boy as a child
>was always feminine in interests and personality
>no male childhood friends
how do you cope with having fake dysphoria?

>>41372009
they shouldn't. do you need a doctor or something

>>41368613
femreppers doing comphet is kind of like prison gay if you think about it

>>41369553
How old are u and do u accept penis girls

>>41374547
piv rapehons need to be executed.

i drew the guy i was talking about who is also in this >>41365324 pic, even tho i have never actually seen his face do yall think i might be glazing him too much or

>>41374510
i might be fine i just have poor hygiene and dont bother to change them until i shower again. i dont even bother to wear pads anymore since im supposed to not be bleeding anymore from birth control but for some reason it recently came back so im just waiting it out

>>41374571
you can just say no... thats fine...

>>41372121
i don't believe people who say this shit, like what do you mean you weren't into a bit of everything as a kid? i liked everything from my little pony to teenage mutant ninja turtles, played with both dolls and plastic toy soldiers, liked playing ball, drawing etc., are there seriously people out there who conformed perfectly as children?

>>41365324
The way I wouldnt even call myself a femrepper if I drew like this
Girl get back on tumblr

>>41374678
Tumblr is hell for reppers

>>41374678
bro what does this even mean LMFAOOOO

tbf i was very inspired by danganronpa during that whole period of time so i cant blame you for reacting that way

>>41374856
>very inspired by danganronpa
we can tell

realizing my breast reduction was useless despite reducing more than 2 kilograms of tissue because they're still too big, too uncomfortable, too obvious, and on top of all that are scarred as hell, my nipple placement is all wrong and i lost literally all pleasurable sensation there, replacing it with stinging pain. i'm literally never going to have a sexual partner because i refuse to show anyone my ugly tits. i want to jump off a roof

>>41375454
why didnt you just get top surgery? it seems like you still got all the negative side effects from it without the actual benefit of your chest being completely removed.

>>41375454
>i mutilated my body and now rather than pleasure all i feel is pain
Honestly don't know what you expected.

What do femreppers think of manmoders?.

>>41375481
because then i wouldn't be repping anymore. i could never transition in any meaningful way.
but that aside i had a mild case of gigantomastia and had wanted to get a reduction for a very long time
i could theoretically still get a full masectomy if i wanted to, but i doubt i'll ever do it because i'm a useless retarded neet and i leech off my parents
>>41375519
i expected slightly less huge tits i guess, which is what i got, so i try not to complain too much

>>41375454
how bad was it? what was your cup size before/after? 2kg sounds like a lot

>>41375519
breast reduction is a pretty normie surgery, it's not that crazy for cis women to get it. i think it's a stretch to call it mutilation unless you're either a high level transphobe or some kind of medical luddite.

>>41376026
i think they told me it was a k cup before the surgery, i'm not sure. but in any case they were really fucking large and disrupting my life and making me suicidal, i couldn't run or jump or sleep properly. and no if you're wondering i am not fat, i'm actually slightly underweight, so i've had a horrid time since i was 14

>>41376060
this is an afab thread, i'm not going to call you being fat. i know how it is. yeah, that sounds fucking horrible. mine are G and they're not bad enough for me to get a reduction, but it's definitely not fun. do you know what size you're down to now?

>>41376037
>, it's not that crazy for cis women to get it. i think it's a stretch to call it mutilation unless you're either a high level transphobe or some kind of medical luddite.
Society allows all sorts of insane nonsense. Cutting off your chest is just objectively self-mutiliation.

>>41376130
okay, so medical luddite, got it.

>>41376085
i never got my breasts measured afterwards but just based off the way they look they're probably a d cup, at least i can do basic human activities like running halfway normally now but it's ruined by my painful botched nipples. i just wish i had a flat chest having tits is torture

>>41376130
Sometimes your tits are genuinely harming your quality of life in physical ways even without dysphoria, kind of retarded to say that making your breasts a bit smaller so you can function properly is insane self mutilation

>>41376136
>you are an anti-intellectual luddite science denying chud if you don't want to cut off your own body parts
>>41376170
> kind of retarded to say that making your breasts a bit smaller so you can function properly is insane self mutilation
You yourself said where you once felt pleasure there is now only pain. Sounds like mutilation to me...

>>41376216
a lot of people get body parts removed to improve their quality of life. is tonsillectomy mutilation? gallbladder removal?

>>41376216
i (the one who got breast reduction) wasn't the anon who replied to you. to be frank i never felt a pleasurable sensation in my nipples, it was always either kind of a dull uncomfortable sensation or nothing, whereas now it's pain, so i was really kind of defective from the get go. i can't even feel pleasure in my vaginal canal so i've come to believe i was cursed at birth

>>41376276
My condolences. That sounds awful.

>>41375843
it sounds like your reduction was botched tbdesu. do you think you could get a full mastectomy if you pitched it to your parents as being remedial?

>>41365341
>tells people senistive information that wouldnt be knownn if you hadnt revealed it
>"oh please dont look it up!!!!!!"
when are you getting your hpd diagnosis

>>41375695
i unedersatand you

>>41375695
either rep or full send. if you know hrt isn't saving you why are you throwing yourself a constant pity party over it

always remmember that transitioning is inherently femminine YOU GOTTA ALWAYS REMMEMBER THAT this is why im mostly neutral on mtfs yet despise pooners

>>41376725
nnnnooooo... stawwwpppp......

>>41376961
dysphoria is inherently feminine too so it's a lose-lose situation

>>41379614
i know right its like an eating disorder

>>41365192
I’ve literally seen the average lesbian transition better than the mtfs that post here on passgen. If you have the height and determination, you can make it work.

>>41380327
90% of passgen posters are beautiful attwhoring women. I can see the female traits in every pooner forever
>If you have the height
I'm 5'1

>>41380372
I will respect your incorrectness

>>41365805
i keep thinking about this its actually so fucking funny imagine realizing youre trans because of this one person you like only for that person to not be attracted to you anymore after that LMAOO

mind you this was 14 years old we were both highly likely pre transition too and the only thing i changed was pronouns

>>41381133
dude get over it its been 6 years

>>41380327
ydgi

If I think about my body too much i throw up

>>41380327
repfuel

>>41376296
i don't know if my parents would be fine with me completely chopping off my tits, they hate trannies and gays and would think something's up with me. i'm holding out hope that one day i'll stop being a retard neet, develop a skill and make enough money so i can chop off my tits and rep for the remainder of my life as a titless celibate woman

i just want to be a man is that too much to ask. i dont even need to be a 6'0+ gigachad or anything. being a pooner is being a faker nothing is real i will never be male. dysphoria should be classified under ocd

bump

I don’t want to be trans for a lot of reasons (being a woman is humiliating but being a trans man more so, if you get found out) but also I think having a self-perception and being obsessed with how others view you is lowkey egotistical so I’m trying to stop. I need to stop seeing “me” as a coherent “self” and begin to see me as a collection of traits and physical parts that I could use to affect the world in ways I want to. My body and who I “am” is just a vessel for experiencing the world and affecting it. No need to be emotional over how “I” am seen, could just assess different parts usefulness (is this trait going to lead to the outcome I want or should it be gotten rid of?) without having it affect my sense of self or feeling bad about things that don’t fit my standards because there simply wouldn’t be an emotional connection anymore.

>>41387592
good luck, let us know how it goes

>>41387592
>>41388689
This actually works provided you can brainwash yourself enough.

I am very slowly going insane. And that's okay.

gonna play no im not a human

How do I find a girl who could fall for a sickly autistic shut in who doesn't wear make up and is genuinely kind of ugly it'd be my barrier to pooning out

>>41390748
played it. the protagonist is literally me except im female

>>41390748
>>41392137
Did you enjoy it? I've watched a bit of some playthroughs and it has a really nice aesthetic (for lack of a better word) but I've seen some people complain about the gameplay

>>41392173
the aesthetics are nice, the characters/dialogue felt organic and were my favorite part of the whole game. also i really liked how a lot of stuff is kept ambiguous (my favorite example is the kindergarten lady because her 'backstory' puts into question a lot of the more violent deeds that are usually pinned onto visitors). the gameplay is its weak spot tho its like a more boring version of papers please. im a schizo who doesn't trust any type of authority so i figured out that FEMA and the TV guy were feeding us bullshit on like day two.

i need a girlfriend

>>41392597
I need two girlfriends

>>41392618
i'd prefer just one and a relatively normal life

I’ve had enough of life.

i smell like yyyogggguurrrrtttt

>>41392837
it'll all end soon

Repressing is so fucking lonely and I know not being able to handle loneliness is fembrained or whatever and I am handling it until I can kill myself but I want to complain. This board is literally the only place where such a concept is understood, no where else can people comprehend a self aware cis person having gender dysphoria. The average tranny will just tell you youre a real boy!! With internalized transphobia that you just have to work on as fucking if and the average cis person has no clue what gender dysphoria even is or has horrible TDS and their brain won't be able to comprehend that if "just don't think about it" or "acknowledge that you can't become a guy and move on" worked I would already be cured. Dysphoria is this constant fog that taints practically every single day and inevitably comes back even if you get a nice stretch of time where you feel cured and no cope works for longer than a few months and when you're too aware to ever feel like transitioning would help you in any way there is literally no solution. I'm just going to be vaguely miserable for as long as I'm still alive and no one will understand why which is actually fine And normal for me anyway because to everyone in my life I am the personification of female hysteria. Ok thanks for reading my whining bye

>>41356549 (OP)
>>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?
I'm an androphile
>>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck here
I just came to check in

i hate the fact that there are two genders, i wish there was only one. i hate being a woman and i cant really complain because i know i'm a huge outlier, almost all women really identify with it. i think (and definitely hope) i'm the most malebrained female i know, i'm not like the stereotypical trans man that doesn't relate to men. maybe i'm being too hard on trans men because who im actually talking about are the girls in high school who had he/they pronouns, not adults going on hormones. i just HATE the fact that i'm realizing how much socialization has an effect on how humans act (obviously). like if i was in a male body i'd act so much more myself, but since im in a female one my brain just makes me act more feminine to fit in, as a social animal thats what happens and it's annoying because it's stifling my best self. i saw a video of a cat raised around dogs and i feel like that's me, socialization is so powerful.
i hate hate hate gender roles and the fact that there are two genders at all but they are extremely entrenched in society and are probably just naturally supposed to be that way even in a hunter gatherer society, i'm just a strange exception.

>>41392597
i need a girlfriend like i need a gun in my mouth. which is to say itd be really bad for my health but i still want it

>wake up
>still a foid
its over

thought about my ex and almost punched the wall

>Wake up
>Still have an amazing femrepper partner
>Cannot stop thinking about our future together
>Can feel my life getting better every day
WGMI
I'm sure that all of you are going to have an amazing life at some point also. You just need to keep looking for that perfect mtf partner for you :3

Bumpu.

>>41395125
im gonna kill myself

>>41395125
this is getting over the top not all of us are interested in romance

>>41394942
same, and i have a gun in my mouth

>>41399379
giwtwm
i could buy a gun if i wanted to but i dont really trust myself to not kermit with it

Bump

Lole

>>41400261
be my gf instead

>>41404955
>gave him the steven universe bean mouth

>>41404955
this is a pro-transition drawing and he still looks ugly. over

hrtrepping isn't real btw if you do hrt you failed

>>41406366
not if it does nothing, the double fail cancels itself out

i never physically matured i still look 12 i cant stop spiraling over this. i am stuck as a child foerver I AM FORCED TO BE A CHILF

Good afternoon, dead general.
>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?
I have four brothers all of whom were in chad fraternities and/or on prestigious athletic scholarships. They're all tall as shit, clearly. I pale in comparison and I hate my life.
>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck here
Stuck here.

>>41358239
>femrepper finding their perfect mtf gf
I’m really curious about this as of late. I’ve only been with guys and transgirls for the last couple years, but I’ve recently been seeing this theyfab who’s a very tough farmer type of bisexual. I find them incredibly hot, regardless of how they’re presenting (they can shift throughout a given day between looking like a guy or a girl depending on clothes), and I love how protective they are of me as a slightly weaker cityfag.
Interestingly I quickly came to find out that they mainly date transpeople, on either side, and they seem really into me as a clocky hrt enby who’s pretty ok with being androgynous atp. They’re ok that I don’t want to top, though we might try it soon, and they get really dominant with me, which they say is something more new for them.
However they also told me that they’ve always wanted to be a guy, but don’t want to transition. They’ve playfully asked me to borrow my dick to fuck me with, and it’s evident that with me at least they’re a little upset that they can’t fuck me (they keep bringing this up).
I’ve mostly avoided afabs through my mid 20s because I like dick a lot, but I’m def bi and it’s kinda snuck up on me that this lesbian-coded afab person is so comforting to me.
But I guess they’re a femrepper? They’re kind of using me? It doesn’t feel as bad as finding out a guy is with me cuz he wants to be trans but opts for dating transwomen or someone like me instead. It feels more natural. We kinda look alike too.
Should I be worried?

>>41409409
up to you and your guys' unique circumstances to decide whether it'll work for you. that's definitely a femrepper though.

>>41356549 (OP)
>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?
I have severe acid reflux. Binding, taping, even wearing tight sports bras make me throw up. Plus I'm fucking 5'2 and I have the widest hips out of any woman I know. Since I don't believe in God, I know these are just coincidences, but they sure are some fucked up coincidences

>>41409602
Yaaa for real. I just never hear about the dangers of dating a femrepper, unlike a male repper, whose weirdnesses are known to me. I’ve never even opened this gen, but now I’m like oh this is relevant to my life lol
Maybe we’re well aligned, I wish I looked more like a woman and didn’t have a dick, but I don’t have the money or insurance for surgeries. We’re both kinda reppers I guess