>>41364234 (OP)
i love him so much and he hates me i dont care though i just wish he wouldnt lie to me i just wish he wouldnt exist without me why does he have to be so far away hes all i could ever need all i have ever lived for everything that ever happened was so we could be together i love him i love him i lvoe him i love him i love him he can look at whoever he wants he can talk to whoever he wants he can sleep with whoever he wants he can beat me he can burn me he can bind me he can choke me he can cut me he can rape me he can yell at me he can kill me even if all his words are fake i just want him to never leave me
>>41365225
im going to kill myself if he leaves
ive never felt this way for anyone else in all of my life not even the one i loved first hes really everything to me if i cant be with him theres nothing left to do but wake up from the dream and become the god of my own world ill make him again even if he isnt real ill be with him forever
>>41365438
too late i can barely type and i hav to wagecvck in 5hrs.........................
ill see you tomorrow.... too bad i cant hold you to sleep;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;(T_T)