Thread 41367102

Idk what I'm doing. ppl thing I'm a girl but I'm a faggot who takes estrogen and wears makeup.

i like to go to public bathrooms in the city that are a little out of the way so typically clean then i pack a few entire rolls of toilet paper down the toilet and flush it until it backs up and is completely block, then i take a big shit in the toilet so there are a couple of huge shit logs floating in the clear water above the paper blockage, i try to do this on my lunch break on wednesday because I eat a huge meal of chili con carne on tuesday with completely fucked hot sauces and then a huge serve of protient pancakes with no sugar maple syrup on wednesday and the artificial sweetener makes me need to completely evacuate my bowels by lunchtime, after i finished shitting my guts out i stand up and piss all up and down the walls and on to the ceiling and floor and make sure to piss on a big clump of toilet paper on the floor so it gets that disgusting piss covered dissolving toilet paper clump effect that you see in the most horrid public toilets, it was very difficult to train myself not to piss while im shitting so that i am able to adequately drench the bathroom in piss after that i will inspect the cubicle itself and if it is constructed out of an older. cheaper plaster board material i'll blast a couple holes through it with my fist and if they have the older style of hand dryer which plugs into a wall outlet i will unplug it and then yank on the cord until it rips out or the the hand dryer it self is ripped from its mountings ive done this probably 40 weeks a year give or take for the last 15 years

>>41367102 (OP)
you get used to it slowly, you are probably undermining yourself a lot and thats natural, to be fair i still do feel like a cheap copy these days even if i pass and go stealth but its either that or returning to feeling like my body is slowly consuming me alive
>>41367221
what the fuck

>>41367221
pls be larp

>>41367221
>>41368618
>>41369961
Its a glowie

>>41367102 (OP)
Honestly stealth is so weird to navigate
I was like a year into knowing people, I was stealth
Even had one of the girl try syncing their period with me...
And a guy was just like "ooooo so you must really want to a women" I cant remember what i said to give him the idea i was trans
I was so confused. Like I had told people in this group I was a women. I dated trans women... But had always insisted I was cis when asked.
That was the most awkward conversation.
The girls in the group backed me up...
Even the cis women get accused of being trans, these girls had been accused of being trans before so i think i got off lucky
The guy kept profusely apologising.
Later the main girl i spoke with and were talking shop.
Boys are stupid and dont know what women sound like, about her pregnancy and their baby that was on the way (IVF with gf).

You just gotta hang around women and absorb how they act. What they talk about, how they talk. It helps i was raised by a single mum, and having a sister.

You'll get there.

>>41367102 (OP)
omg guys passers have it so hard ;_; not being seen as a freakish man must be incredibly damaging to your psyche I can't even imagine....

>>41372635
How in the fuck does anyone think you're a man? I've seen you

>>41372660
5'10 man size body. If I wear a coat it's especially over

>>41368618
>>41369961
>>41372460
im serious this is my silent hobby, im not trans though so dont worry it wont reflect poorly on you

>>41374038
second poster here, oki

>>41367221
it pains me this is so old I havent seen a plug in hand dryer in years

my problem is that i pass but i keep outing my self to everyone cause i cant shut up about tranny shit. its so stupid, i got the life i wanted but now im not living it for some reason