Thread 41391123

The Fool edition
QOTT: confess your sins
QOTT2: have you ever seen a ghost?
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qott: i cant stop jorkin it
qott2: no

>>41391123 (OP)
>QOTT:
my birth
>QOTT2:
yeah >_<

>>41391123 (OP)
>q
i like girls
>q2
only when I'm off my meds

>>41391092
it’s peak

>>41391168
>i like girls
praying 4 u

my stupid fucking male proportions make me so upset even when im having a good day. because im SO close to passing, so close but i will never get there because my body is wrong. at least im small and my lips are huge

AAAAAAAAHHHHHH I NEED TO DRINK OOOOHHHH I NEED BEER I NEED GIN

>>41391352
this but coke zero jack daniels instead

>>41391359
that's a girl's drink

whiskey neat is the smart moid's choice low calorie and no sugar while still being respectable

>>41391375
so lovely

>>41391390
this and a cigar for moid mondays

>>41391423
moid mondays would go hard tbhon why dont i ever get invited

for me, it's Daddy

>>41391123 (OP)
>>QOTT:
when i was 11 me and my older cousin used to play house, he'd bring me to his room and we'd spent the afternoon kissing, cuddling and i'd eventually ending up sucking him. i didn't even knew what we were doing but he was treating me like a girl and calling me his girlfriend and that felt so, so great that i didn't even care.
a few months later his dad groped me and asked for some sexual stuff. i guess my cousin told him what we were doing and that old fuck wanted a piece of my ass.
i've been broken since than. that chain of events fucked my life and they moved on like nothing happened.

>>41391123 (OP)
manmoder bladee fans rise up
You think he will bring ecco out for the london show in december?

I only play fembrained gacha games like infinity nikki and reverse1999

>>41391620
your cousin was getting molested by his dad

>>41391674
nah, i doubt it. my cousin used to brag to his friends about me, someone probably told my uncle what we were doing (or maybe he caught us in the act)

>>41391732
>vast majority of kids who fool around with younger kids are being molested themselves
>his dad tried to molest you
but nah it couldn't be that

>>41391752
he wasn't a kid, though

>>41391620
i had something similar to write but i didn't want it to be the first post
you probably don't want to hear this but your life isn't ruined and that event doesn't define you
one day you'll be able to reckon with it and move on. it gets better

>>41391775
i'm on E for 8 years, my life is already ruined. i'm sorry you had to go through something like that

>>41391123 (OP)
>q
i can be extremely mean
>q2
no that shit aint real

>>41391763
he was at some point

>>41391809
thanks for the input, maybe you are right
but i guess that doesn't change anything, does it? in the end he chose to do this with me

>>41391831
i don't think anyone ever chooses anything

>>41391788
>my life is already ruined
it isn't

>>41391831
i wasn't making excuses for him if that's what you're thinking
sorry you were molested

i am pretty sure most of us were

>>41391849
i had a friend once and i told him what happened. he told me the exact same thing you did
i guess this response fuels my anger, but maybe you are both right and i just can't let this go.

i wasnt i was just beaten

i was not molested or beaten

>>41391907
what are you even doing here honestly

>>41391916
modin'

>>41391937
FAKEmodin' from the sound of it

>>41391990
i could mode you under the table
sorry about your childhood tho that's fucked up

>>41392001
could you do somethin else while you're down there :\

>>41392076
do what?

>>41392122
harlem shake

>>41392134
sorry the only 2010s dance craze i remember how to do is the dougie

tourist here, a "fakemoder" is someone who can actually pass, but has such low self esteem they think they cannot?

>>41392193
>but has such low self esteem they think they cannot?
we all know that is a larp and passoids actually know they pass and just pretend not to for attention
fakemoder is anyone who isnt a manmoder tho

>>41391204
will god forgive me

>>41392285
jesus loves you even if you are defective

im more retarded than any of you

i saw someone on twitter with her pinned tweet as a transition timeline captioned "It's never too late to transition 20 -> 23" and i wish i could psychically transmit how much i wanted to kill myself to her. what i wouldnt give to have transitioned even at 23

I transitioned at 23 and i am completely ngmi

ill gouge out your fucking eyes

it's never too late to transition! 16-17

>>41392045
this is the bitch see shes already catching strays in other threads

I AM BUILT LIKE A 3DS AAAAAAAAAAAA why couldnt i have hips like that

>>41392533
if you're who i think you are, don't take that to heart. i'd cuddle you so hard you couldn't breathe.

>>41392533
its not the hips the widest part is the thighbone the iliac crest is pretty small there

was focused enough on cutting out stickers i missed a bunch, but i don’t think i did a good job on any of them. i’m a stupid hon who can’t even cut circles correctly :(

>>41392528
god who gives a shit just block her and move on

> who gives a shit
idk me. i feel like i wasted my life being something i hated and barely experienced living. i was shaving my legs and i can feel the stretch marks. my ass sags and i have cellulite. i will never get to live out my 20s as a person and every day i decay more. yeah im happy with what e gave me and im not saying that i expected it to reverse the clock but seeing someone go "tehe its never too late" when they started a near decade before more has such a raw visceral feeling that makes me want to curl up and die.

>>41392622
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtPrjYp75uA

good to know you're getting a kick outta my suffering. if nothing else a clown lives to make others laugh

I should become a serial killer and murder youngshits

>>41392528
i love the daily circlejerk where all the same popular twitter trannies post their same transition timelines that oneshot new autists into trooning every day

>>41392572
thanks nona I appreciate it
>>41392577
so it's not completely over?

>>41392654
at least he actually had a rough start i respect her one trillion times more than some 20 year old tranitioner

>>41392654
reddit transtimelines oneshot me sigh

>>41392657
depends but there is either that wide thigh shape which needs to be smooth going slimmer towards the waist and then there is actual wide hips
if you can go for the former then it will be fine too

>>41392622
get a hobby, hating other trannies isn't one

born to be a castro clone cruiser and die of AIDS in the 80s
forced to be a moided troon zillennial who only gets laid on grindr

>>41392646
just work out your legs and glutes and the sagging and cellulitis gets better

>>41392678
i have hobbies and i dont hate other trannies. they just obviously hate me for being a late transitioner and im reacting to that.

>>41392694
Girl the Kids Next Door sre gonna bash adults its what they do. They are just afraid of death. Let them age into jaded fucks and figure it out. No one actually cares how old u are.
T. 30

>>41392694
no one hates you hon just know your place sweaty

>>41392654
God I wish my transition went that well.

>>41392694
take your medication

>>41392708
> No one actually cares how old u are.
i do i hate that i wasted my youth getting high and drunk to try and cope with the tranny thoughts instead of making friends and experiencing the world

>>41392654
is this just effort or the rare luckshit + lateshit combo

>>41392739
From the outside looking in it looks like it suuuucks to transition in ur late teens/early twenties. I can't imagine doing it before my brain is developed and older men stopped trying to groom me into manhood

>>41392731
take yours chuddy

>>41392742
both
the hair is either minoxidil or wig and minoxidil is daily effort that most here wouldnt be willing to do

>>41392752
> it looks like it suuuucks to transition in ur late teens/early twenties
ask any one of those people of they would have preferred to have delayed their transition even 5 years

>>41392770
it wouldn't have changed a thing if i trooned at 18, i was already fucked

>>41392845
so you if you had the option between having trooned at 18 and having trooned at whatever age you trooned at you would stick with the age you trooned at?

24 seems the optimum age

bullshit

best age to troon: the moment you start to have any signs of puberty
second best: fucking NEVER

>>41392898
U sound sad. I hope the suicidallity isnt too bad for u

imagining scenarios again award

>>41392742
its extreme effortmaxxing, which everyone here is capable of but probably never will because they are too scared to try and possibly fail
this is her in september btw

>>41392913
i've never thought about killing myself, only others

>>41392945
Would you stab them over handed or under?

I think loneliness is eating me alive

deleted my twitter ages ago desu

>>41392956
under because i'm a man

>>41392986
why is that the man way? sorry im american we just shoot people here.

I just started using twitter

>>41392986
Do u dress up in a lil outfit first?

>>41392993
drop it so i can stalk you

>>41392991
idk i'm american and my EMS teacher told us that women hold they knives overhanded men do it under

>>41393009
interesting. might go see if i stab pass

let's hope I don't dream about having a partner otherwise I'll wake up crying

>>41393001
no

>>41393034
:l

Its becouse women have less strength and one assumes it takes a long of power to get a knife into someone (it doesnt) so they come downwards with it to use their weight to really kill u good. Meanwhile, men just keep it concealed as long as possible so they can get close.

i'm so fucking horny and also too scared to get on grindr

>>41393039
Lol u still get horny

my asshole is ugly :(

>>41393043
yes every full moon i fear

>>41393038
i figured it's cause under has more stability/lower chance of losing your grip but women r dumb so they wouldnt intuitively know that

>>41393050
unsee now i need to evaluate

You guys read fiction have any recs?

imagine being a woman

>>41393088
yeah i heard this is pretty good if you're just getting into the fiction fandom

are you moneyhons, /mmg/?

anyone in seattle

>>41393214
just pdx

>>41393211
what is so hard about this apart from ffs and srs? a gaming pc is like 3000$ nowadays and everybody seems to afford one

>>41393216
close enough, hope youre having a good night

>>41393243
>apart from srs and ffs
nona...

>>41393274
notice how apart from the ba there is no price tag on that body?
yea a lot of people can get this cheaply by effort

>>41393211
>40k ffs
is it still that cheap

>>41393321
depends on insurance and the surgeon. for a higher end surgeon out of pocket, it's easily twice that amount and more

>>41393321
if you go overseas to someone like qq its cheaper actually. or maybe facial meme or some less known / more conservative (shittier) surgeons. actually good top tier na surgeons are like easily double that but most people get it most of it covered anyway

>>41393329
>insurance
at this rate no insurance in the us is covering tranny shit
>for a higher end surgeon out of pocket, it's easily twice that amount and more
i'm too scared to get ffs anyways
>actually good top tier na surgeons are like easily double that but most people get it most of it covered anyway
what are the good na surgeons now

>>41393381
>what are the good na surgeons now
mardi, keo, rolfes, db, jumaily are the top ones to my knowledge and from what I've seen

>>41393381
>at this rate no insurance in the us is covering tranny shit
imagine not living in a blue state

>>41393381
Ffs isnt considered tranny shit surprisingly. Insurance already stopped covering srs

I hate my facial hair dude

>>41393381
>at this rate no insurance in the us is covering tranny shit
it's required by law for it to be covered in some blue states like commiefornia and illinois unless you're on some utter dogwater plan like united where they'll only cover one or two things like trach shave (I know because I was on it)

you don't need insurance if you walk into the surgeon's practice with a gun

Who gets surgery in america anyway

i hate my ugly ngmi hon started at 21 no hips body

>>41393512
you dont need insurance if you and the surgeon love each other very much :)

>>41393545
need straight surgeon bf who vivisects me when post nut clarity hits >.<

need genius schizo surgeon bf who is obsessed with transplanting a womb into me

>>41393612
i have no experience but i'll have a crack at it

>>41393619
you are neither obsessed nor a genius schizo surgeon im afraid nona

serial killer bf that steals wombs to put in you

>>41393633
exactly but i can learn on the job

>>41393634
how many fuckin wombs you need?

>>41393643
Six minimum

>>41393658
u got it BBY

friend who knows i’m a tranny said “wow is i saw the tv glow really what it feels like” and keeps using my male name award

my friends never called me anything but my last name so there's nothing to change

i like my male name am i crazy

>>41393691
i heard that normies watched that movie and finally understood dysphoria and i was like waow so i watched it and it sucked ass

im not going to make it im never going to pass nothing is funny anymore

horny

>>41393777
3ds?

>>41393785
what is 3ds? im a hon btw

im so ugly and mannish and i will never pass

sex

ill pass whatever it takes

ill pass away

pass gas…

evwn with ffs my life will be pointless wbxause of my disgusting male body i cant wait

someone with a passing face and masculine frame will still pass desu

>>41394023
i have a man face and a man body

>>41394023
unlikely

i'm stappmoding

i smell ungrateful

>>41394055
i literally look exactly like this

>>41394068
hot can I suck your cock

I HATE BEING SEEN AS A SMALL FAGGY PACK ANIMAL I WANT TO BE ROYALTY

>>41394068
same babe, wanna form a buttrock band together?

yeahhhh so about THAT >.<… im hah never going to pass

someone kiss me please

3 years of being single…no crushes in that time either :(

i’ve had a couple bouts of unrequited love, like all healthy people do

I am hopelessly in love with a cis dude who will never reciprocate

>>41394507
yeah…

>>41394499
yeah i’ve had that in the past too (including a crush who liked me back most of middle school but wasn’t allowed to date, who by the end of middle school stopped liking me but waited til the last day to say anything) but i haven’t had any since before my last ex. i would welcome unrequited love right now, it’d be something

my 20s suck hope my 30s are going to be better

>>41394468
23 years of being single btw

Im like frankenstein and nobody will ever date me

>>41394568
real on it’d be something my life’s so boring right now haha

>>41394584
Id date Frankensteins monster he was a gentleman and a scholar

>>41394611
Id also date swamp thing

I hate my penis

>>41394624
I hate your penis too

I had a small glimse of what a relationship would be like and it has left me even more depressed and angry at the fact I dont have one

How do I stop denying this existence?

i need to lose weight and get serious about finding a boyfriend but i keep eating

ao3 is such a coal mine

>>41395853
>uses ao3
fembrained

i have had fantasies of transformation since i was like 10 years old, and the first thing i jerked off to was a CYOC story about a dude turning into a Pokemon. mum once walked in on me masturbating to erotica about a guy becoming a furry fox lady, i felt so embarrassed.

i dunno why im saying this i just dunno if this is indicative of trutrans or just an autistic child desperately wanting to be something else coinciding with early male puberty.

i have a pretty normal cis male life nowadays, at least superficially. im just mentally unwell and unsure exactly what's going on with me

>>41396393
hop on hrt just to be sure

havent used my binder since christmas and it doesnt fit anymore what the fuck is my problem dude why am i so fat

>>41396475
truemoders dont bind anyways

>>41396497
its probably mostly my fat making them bad enough to be noticable, theyre so pointy its disgusting
i need a mastectomy

>>41396465
you and i both know you're joking

get a bra

>>41393060
bet you felt slick typing this shit out

I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn’t make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.

yeah so anyway now im an ugly fucking MAN

>>41391907
>not fuckable enough to be molested
fucking loser lmao

>>41396761
this is actually true, and its also true for submissive males

>>41396844
that just means you never get a real life to live
being molested is part of becoming human

i am too lazy to get laser
I am too poor to get clothes
I am too lazy to be a woman and too poor to crossdress
im faketrans
BUT if igured out a solution
Ill just live like a man forever and im OK WITH IT
thank ypu mmg

>>41397173
you arent ok with it and thats okay

>>41397182
Im OK with having facial and body ahir because im LAZY and that means it is ok because if it wasnt id DO SOMETHING
same with everything else about my troonsition
i had e ough LASER done last yesr i can just shave the remaining forveer

i need to get laser
i couldve been 3 years on the way already if i didnt just walk out like a coward im such a fucking moron

>>41393442
i do but will statehood be enough?
>>41393465
i have good insurance and i think keo takes it but i remember his waitlists being long af

every time i shave i do okay with using soap and intending to get a good shave but when i start shaving i lose so much motivation and just start slashing my skin because i shave so fast and hard so i always have a bunch of cuts

i unfocus my eyes when shaving because if i look at my face too much i start spiraling

i honestly dont look at my face
i couldnt describe how i look and my features even if i tried

>>41397231
you're blinding yourself

IM A MAN AND SHAVING IS MANLY FUCK YOU
I DO IT WITH NOT MENTAL ANGUISH
IM MALE

>>41397251
good

not ever measuring my body and really looking at it might come back to bite me because i honestly think ive masculanized more but i cant prove it and im still not checking my levels so i guess ill just become a 30 year old man after all

>>41397272
:/

>>41397231
how do you do that

>>41397251
and how do i do this

I don't have problems with mirrors anymore and I take a bunch of selfies :3

>>41397294
kys

>>41397287
>how do you do that
look at the wall behind your face it should feel like trying to see one of those magic eye pictures. you dont want to go too quick and slice up your face but i still nick myself frequently

>>41397299
why don't be mean

hop on my dick

>>41397317
kill yourself

>>41397309
its difficult

>>41397342
yeah

>>41397325
then you wonder why no one wants to date you

>>41397350
does it help to imagine what i know is behind me, or do i just have to look at it?

>>41397364
leave my thread normalfag

>>41397381
shut up bitch

IM LITERALY A 30 YO MAN FULLY MASCULINIZED AND THATS OK

>>41397393
i want to
i wish i could be quiet forever

my skin is so fucking disgusting
its so red and damaged and theres still pimples and bumps and everything its so gross i look like a teenager who eats sweets every day

foh foid

>>41397365
i just try and imagine but ive gotten into the habit of doing it so its not the most difficult thing for me you can also try focusing on the glass of the mirror as that will also unfocus your face

>>41397424
im not just talking about when shaving but yeah, i guess i just need to practice

stop being so bitter, it's embarrassing past the age of 16

im glad I was born male and able to rape myself with ymhands every day
im glad I wa born with a male brian and grew malea nd am functionally mal ein all aspectas and can rape myself
I am literally glad i have a male soul mind and body

>>41397435
my life is embarassing
being bitter is the only cope i have

>>41397434
yeah ive been doing this since i was repping. i distinctly remember looking at my face and feeling a sinking feeling of being trapped in a body i did not want ~12-13. it gave me such intense anxiety i think its when i had my first panic attack.

ive genuinely never had a panic attack
no matter how "bad" im doing i can always snap out of it and act reasonable
this is further proof im not actually mentally ill and just want to feel special

or maybe i just hate being perceived by other people so much i taught myself complete control over my emotions because someone asking me whats wrong or asking me anything at all is worse than the sinking pit in my stomach that tells me something is wrong

I want a gf :(

>>41397480
CREEPY MOID ALERT
kys incel

i want to have intimacy with someone else

i think about being someones pet with no free will of my own a lot but i know its just a fantasy to avoid feeling wrong with my life and its not something id genuinely like

>>41397491
I'm sorry :(

>>41397494
wanting that is extremely problematic unless you are beautiful or sexy or cute

>>41397494
ive never experienced intimacy

>>41397501
you arent sorry enough
yuou just say hat to feel better about youself
you arent actualy sorry you just want to take less flak for your terrible feelings

>>41397511
not funny you're making me feel bad for real

>>41397504
i’ve been called cute and hot before but not sure how truthful they were
>>41397508
let’s go

>>41397471
cant relate to panic attacks from "feeling bad" i just get them randomly from triggers like beeing concerned about my heart rate or feeling very hot after waking up idk

a binder did more for my mental health than HRT

>>41397525
im sorry
im selfhating again

i cant relate to anything
im a lifeless husk with no soul

>>41397531
this is pathetic

>>41397561
yeah thats why i posted it
its so gay and retarded and narcissistic

i deserve death and i will get what i deserve

>>41397576
but what's wrong with it

>>41397586
everything

>>41397592
you get off to this

my sister used to be fat and sleazy before so even if i had some envy for her i could look past it a little but now shes gotten a lot better and takes care of herself and is thin and has a good job and a good boyfriend and does so much with her life
at least i can be happy that my mom actually gets grandchildren from one of her children

>>41397606
to what

>>41397623
to what you're doing don't play dumb

>>41397627
i dont think so, im just talking about the truth

>>41397231
i don’t think ive ever shaved looking at my face. i do it in the shower (easier access to hot water to prep my skin than the sink, plus i do it while i let my conditioner work) and just do it by feel. if i still feel soap/shaving cream there, i shave it. if i feel hair there, i reapply soap/shaving cream and do it again

i shitted myself

I'm tired of using this board and seeing all the retarded chud posts
it used to be that gincel's posts would immediately get deleted but not anymore apparently

>>41397471
i’m the same way. i never really changed my behavior when my dad died so it couldn’t have been that bad. i haven’t cried in 9 years so nothing in that time has been that bad, and that time was the first time i cried in a while and was over a late history project so clearly it’s not hard for me to cry. i never blow up, i never self harm, the very idea of me having extreme emotions is almost comical, so clearly i’m fine

ffs is going to be so expensive, i almost need a whole new face
my midface is ok but all of my individual features are extremely masculine and unharmonious
it drives me insane looking at myself in the mirror knowing it could all be fixed but ill be ugly forever because im just poor

we are going to be killed like cattle

>>41397957
I hope so

>>41397957
whos we

>>41398044
us

>>41397957
i am cattle

>>41398066
not me

>>41398122
k

this will never be me

>>41398250
>ape hands
pass as a white woman for being into zoo

>>41398278
those are tanned blue collar hands nona. although I'm not a racist if that's what you were getting at

she's gone
I can't go to school anymore
every day is like a funeral

>>41398250
could be us(i don't have arm hair thoughbeit)

>>41398292
blue collar hands are so good
the amount of times i catch glances at men's hands outside in public is embarrassing

>>41398250
i think about this stuff too often but i know im too much of an ogre to not look laughable in a situation like that

i’ve been sick the last couple days i’m fucking dying
this doesn’t really contribute anything but being congested is aids and im ugly

>>41398354
I know right? I work a service job and when I hand off money to working class men and I get to feel their calloused hands for a second it's really nice. I know that sounds creepy and insane but I don't have many pleasures in life anymore

>>41398405
ive never even felt rough strong hands like that, im envious

im a blue collar manmoder with rough hands but it’s not very hot because im pale, skinny fat, visible breasts, weird woman skin, man face and man frame, and half my face is drooping

i am sexually aroused by lifting weights and building muscle. thank you for your attention in this matter.

barf

ffs and losing thirty pounds has yo save me or it’s totally over and i will never be happy

>>41398469
smell of working men ....

>>41398507
test + oil

im so disgusting and masculine

hi so disgusting and masculine

i literally look like that weird uncle at the dolar store

>>41398520
they should make candles with that scent so I can at least close my eyes and pretend I have a boyfriend

i look INSANE and PITIABLE and IWNBAW bc im a COWARD and im UNINTELLIGENT

>>41397200
> keo takes it but i remember his waitlists being long af
I don’t think his waitlists are as bad as mardis since he’s so expensive and out of network with everyone. I consulted with him and it’s less than a year wait for surgery. fair warning though you’ll probably need to be on some tech ppo plan to have a chance at getting covered

>>41391123 (OP)
QOTT: I’m 44, newly divorced, lost some weight, been hitting the gym, pretty good looking older man, as far as everyone knows I’m straight as an arrow, but I’m definitely not. There are LITERALLY an endless sea of 20-26 year old cute, femmy twink guys that want my dick so fucking bad… I don’t even persue women anymore. I messed around with guys some before I was married but never went all the way. Bending over a horny younger guy that wants it so bad is definitely the best sex I’ve ever had! What happened to this generation of younger guys? Why are there so many of you that want my nut so bad?

QOTT2: I think so

you arent a truemoder if you arent a fat pathetic failure crying to yourself over a whole cake

>>41398618
rapist alert

>>41398566
i frequently think about buying a guys shirt for this reason

my broad shoulders make me look like a cute twink

>>41398618
are you a manmoder
>What happened to this generation of younger guys? Why are there so many of you that want my nut so bad?
bitchmade generation
i like when millenials talk about zoomers being submissive and treating them like onaholes

>>41398640
really? i look retarded and ugly

i look retarded and gay

>>41398469
sniffing mens shoes..

>>41398658
Fake moder

>>41398620
i’ve eaten whole cakes over the course of a week so many times. for the past few years i’ve been going to my grandparents’ for dinner on sunday, and for so long my grandfather would buy a whole chocolate cake, everyone would have one slice, most of them small, and then i’d take the remainder home. and i knew i had to finish it before the next sunday when i’d get a new cake. i did give the 3/4 of a cake to friends quite a few times

>>41398666
no u

>>41398599
>you’ll probably need to be on some tech ppo plan
yeah i have that just have to not get fired

>>41398714
huh?

>>41398649
I am retarded but I look like a twink

>>41398722
me too should we kiss?

>>41398618
entire generation of spiritually neutered men with terrible role models that have been emasculated and taught that confident dominant masculinity is toxic and evil. that’s why every “straight” man under 30 wants a dominant goth gf who pegs them

>>41398766
rape me next?

>>41398743
fuck no nigga

>>41398793
im gonna kill myself

i have apparently narrow shoulders but i think it just does more to make my absurd moid bobble head stand out than make me actually look like a woman

>>41398766
all masculinity is toxic

>>41398787
wya bbg

second puberty ruined my faggot chud life

>>41398854
mexico

>>41398804
sorry I'm not a transbian

i wish i was a 20 year old boytoy for older men who laugh at my neuroses and anxiety and get hard when i feel defeated

ayoo this nigga a catamite

>>41398918
same but im straight

>>41398900
i didnt have a second puberty

fake

i hit first puberty at 8 and second puberty at 16

i had 3 male puberties before i started e

>>41398974
a lot of them are actually straight but are so spiritually neutered and confused they go for men instead

>>41391123 (OP)
>QOTT
I know I'm a luckshit even though I'm ugly and weird
>QOTT2
no, but ghosts are very real and all the more terrifying for the simple fact that they exist only in our minds

mocking me though

>>41398766
what are you?

>>41399014
yeah i get it mock me i bet it feels good but know this im a real moder im a true male and i will never be a woman meanwhile youre a faggot youre a whore and you’lm be cursed with happiness like a NORMIE

>>41398997
cock could fix me

forced starvation and rape would fix me but only if im killed by my captor after a couple years

>>41399102
holy truke

I collect pubertys as a hobby. I'm correctly on my 31th puberty and I'm having a great time

>>41399056
gock too?

>>41399056
same

>>41399118
maybe but its gotta be big

>>41399137
can do

gock with a switch and a silencer

>>41399021
manly ‘moder

i nevered loved anyone
not even myself
ill die never having lived

i don’t have a gock i have a bock (boy cock)

>>41391123 (OP)
QOTT: I wanna kms
Qott2: no

I am the right

right mogs me

secondhand wanting to kms

i might be leading multiple people on at once

>>41399463
how i feel around any cis woman i’m friends with, one of the most effective suifuel images i’ve ever seen

>>41399538
woman coded tbhon

>>41399575
its crazy how you can feel semi good about yourself and then you spend some time around cis women and notice how much bigger you are in every aspect.

>>41399463
laser and ffs would save her, laser and ffs wont save me

>>41399463
this is why you never (ever) allow photos to be taken of you with any cis woman your age, especially honmoding

>>41399463
thanks for the ropefuel, nona. if it's any consolation you mog me

>>41399994
this picture has been posted a thousand times to this board over the past few years, the person who posted it this time is almost certainly not the person pictured

>>41400188
does it even matter in the end

bump

should I buy more edibles

>>41399802
unfortunately having friends who aren’t brainwormed means they’ll often want pictures including their own friends :/ i kinda like the group ones more than the random solo candids. ay least with the group pictures i can look at my friends and smile about how i love my friends, trying to ignore myself

Is it vxlid if I identify as a dysphoric HRT femboy?

>>41400877
no

>>41400877
i used to think they didn’t exist outside of 4chan until i saw one on tiktok

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