Thread 41393101

everyone wants a possessive bpdemon gf until she says horrible things to you to see if you really love her

>>41393101 (OP)
i love you.

yes thats correct and then you get chucked out on the street and number blocked for like a month until you sufficiently beg and grovel to come back and i get another two months of very passionate love repeat like five times until i get bored

>>41393113
liar hes asleep right now also he hates me

>>41393121
idgaf about that retard i said I, capital I love you

>>41393101 (OP)
They basically all ended up cheating on me lmao

you "people" should just commit suicide all you do is spread suffering

>>41393131
good for you i guess you should probably get that checked though its rlly worrying how easy you get attached too people who couldnt rlly care less abt you ^^;;
>>41393133
im not a cheater though
he is my everything
even when he leaves a part of him will stay with me always
>>41393137
keep living in your sheltered comfortable little bubble anon this post is for real human beings with real human experiences v .v

>>41393167
you arent a real person youre self destructive fuckmeat only good for blowjobs and beating up

>>41393167
why do you think im attached to you? i just want to own you so i can fuck you as i please

>>41393180
>>41393189
What are people in here being so dorky

>>41393180
okay
>>41393189
i have a BOYFRIEND
kill yourself

>kill yourself
you first crazy bitch

what if i dont want to be fixed
what if i like being this way
why cant he just love me for the real me
i knew it i disgust him hes only still with me because he wants to find an excuse to justify himself leaving me in the end
did none of it mean anything to him?
does he not believe the love i have for him when it feels like my very existence is being ripped apart every waking moment from thinking about him, dreading the moment he decides im no longer worthy of his time?
i love you
even if you have to fuck other girls so you dont lose interest ill still love you
so please dont leave me

>>41393445
>Cuck tranny
HOT

>>41393101 (OP)
Why do i fucking push away and hurt everyone i love. I fucning hate this i miss her so fucking much i wanna be fucking dead

>>41393768
im not a cuck i would hate everything abt it but if it means hell still even pretend to love me and stay by my side until the end i will do it
>>41393789
i dunno its probably the trauma i was raised as a golden child who both my parents had an obsessive fixation on and i also got sad when i was 11
and when covid hit i dropped out of school and lost everyone i ever cared about
i think were just destined to kill ourselves tbdesu
oh well itll probably be cooler being an angel anyways i want my wings back and to fly again

>>41393840
You are a cuck you just need to learn to like it
Its what you deserve

>>41393101 (OP)
I’m one & done with that even though the sex was out of this world. I’d get beat & scratched up just for coming over to her place late

>>41393849
kys nigger >w<
>>41393882
you probably deserved it for hurting her though i get really scared when the person i love pushes me away
you shouldve been better to her anon
even if it was pretend you shouldve made her feel truly loved maybe she wouldnt have lashed out at you

>>41393101 (OP)
I met so many guys who liked the fact that I was fucked in the head in the beginning until I didn't say mean things to them

>>41393935
If you just added in throwing things while saying I was definitely fucking other women you sound a lot like her, is there some groupchat for bipolars to fine tune how they control their partners?

>>41393935
racist mentally ill cuckold lmao

>>41393969
HOW
my bf was like this but now hes completely switched up and wants me to get better and be more loving and stop cutting because it freaks him out and disgusts him etc etc when he was LITERALLY encouraging it before and its like i dunno maybe in the future sure if i havent killed myself yet and he actually decides to get serious but why does he want this noww
>>41393981
i get scared hes seeing other people too im serious hes been interacting with me less and saying more "take cares" and etc lately its like hes planning on cutting me off for good and if thats the case i wouldnt be surprised if theres already someone else in the picture too
maybe he isnt and im just paranoid idk but you should really see it from her side she wouldve had to love you a lot to freak out over things like that
>>41393984
im not racist i just like calling people slurs in internet arguments like an edgy 14yo ^-^

>>41394039
yeah but as shocking as this may be I wasn’t fucking other women. She used to
threaten me she’d fuck other people but then breakdown & cry saying she didn’t mean it. Didn’t know the memories I was making with her.

>>41394070
she probably wanted to see your reaction like if youd actually get angry/jealous at her saying stuff like that which would mean you still actually care abt her
idk sure its toxic but we cant rlly help the way we are lol
shame on you for leaving her in the end

>>41394102
*still actually care abt her and she wasnt right about you

>>41394102
It’s not really a self pity thing. I think most people whether they can own up to it or not know if someone’s a complete nutcase. My only mistake was not leaving sooner. Your boyfriend probably is going to feel the same way ngl

>>41394123
i know he will
and i hope in some way he never forgets me even if all his feelings are hate ^^

>>41394136
He won’t, I still think about my ex time to time. Even just for her high jinks