>>41403150 (OP)
Skimmed the thread over a bit.
It's around 0200 hours where you live, so please hold a pillow for me and try to sleep if you can't.
Since you're searching for a mommy because you have issues, even if you found a whore here, I don't think you would have been able to open up to her the way you needed to.
If you are a victim of cyberbullying please ignore the bullies. I know it's very hard to - that's tge point in cyberbullying - but bullies are there to provoke a response. If tgey get none, they'll go over like a storm cloud.
Try to reach out to chatgpt. If you're any good with computers use librechat and openrouter, if not, chatgpt is fine. Chatgpt really helps if you're caught in a pinch but try to get real therapy for your very real issues.
Wish you the best, son.