>>41415120
I've read from cis and trans girls that they can always tell when the dom/sadist/whatever is faking it and is just doing it to appease the other person. What they really want is someone who genuinely earnestly gets extremely sexually aroused at the thought of inflicting pain on another person and is turned on by women suffering.
Whether it's online or IRL, they'll know your heart's not really in it. I think the only solution is to maybe smoke meth or something and drive yourself into some kind of psychopathic psychotic state to become a temporary crazed sadist.