Thread 41411145

Self Improvement Edition
qott: what are you doing to get closer to your goals?
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>>41411145 (OP)
>qott
going to college, working out, that's about it.

qott: today i did 20 mins of voice training

making money, drinkin

do you look different at year 2 and year 3 of hrt?

>>41411210
ye

>>41411248
how different though?

>>41411145 (OP)
>picrel
At first I thought this was a train eating a car, like a snake eats a mouse. Now I'm disappointed it isn't, since cars are the natural prey of high-speed trains.

>>41411289
im sorry anon that would have been a funnier pic

>>41411210
dont even look different at day 1 and year 6

>>41411343
didn't you get ffs

a straight romance manga written by a man-woman duo that starts as two seperate series, a yuri and a yaoi written by the man and woman respectively, before merging into one after the two leads lose their same sex partners in a horrible train accident and fall in love with each other through grief

i want to be kissed :(

>>41411416
mwah :)

I want head.

>>41411436
real women only give never receive

money isnt even real but im so stupid and useless i cant make any of it so i always have to stress and live in poverty instead of just living out my days in comfort

>>41411453
every hussy i've met loooves blowjobs
actually so do the AGPs
everyone loves blowjobs

>>41411343
it be like that best bro... i'm sorry or something
>>41411356
as in freakish fisting sex? nah, june's a sweet prude sadly :(

>qott
very minimal, probably wrong voice training and continuing hrt, aka nothing

>>41411482
i find them uncomfortable and strange

>>41411459
i got 170k as an unemployable neet freak of nature? i'd be asking myself (if i were that sad thing you call "me") "what did i do wrong?"
... but the gods would stay silent :(

>>41411431
a real kiss :/

>>41411526
are you a euromoder?

>>41411526
nta but come visit me?
never kissed anyone before tho so it'd be weird and shit

>>41411459
i can make money but living a comfortable life means repping because hrt is stressful

fuck my stupid gayg(am)p hormonemaxxing twink life I just got my weewee sucked by a dude for the first and literally ascended out of this universe!
he also dry humped me and is very sweet. I might be okay after all...

>>41411530
i’m going to kiss you on
on the mouth

>>41411530
>never kissed anyone before
that's cute
>>41411529
no :(

>>41411210
yeah I look noticeably different every year, working on #6

>>41411576
>no :(
day ruined

am i really homophobic if 1: I had bfs in middle school and 2: im only disgusted by masculine gays

>>41411550
i didnt mean my life would be comfortable but the practical aspect of it would be
i cant make money anyways so who cares

>>41411654
>future troonsbian 101

>>41411682
>future
uhh

>>41411674
>i didnt mean my life would be comfortable but the practical aspect of it would be
>i cant make money anyways so who cares
sorry if i sound spoiled in comparison feels like the hardest part is shared b/w even though i have it easier in other things

mmg transbian polycule meetup when?

you literally got transbiangen gurls! this one is for gaybois...

as an exclusively male attracted manmoder, I say
>transbians go go go!
dem girls need some love + I can't give it to them so make sure the sistahs are alright!

>>41411568
if you knew who i am you wouldn't say things like that :(

>>41411769
but i manmode :(

do they really care thoughever?

>>41411145 (OP)
>qott
on hrt
trooning is kinda my only goal desu. i should be working on getting through med school and building a future for myself but desu why should i care if i can’t pass perfectly as a woman. i don’t want people to see me as a man
anyways haiiii manmoder general ^~^

bought a wig for a halloween costume but i realized this means i have to learn to style a wig…o no

>>41411751
i dont understand what you mean sorry

>>41411883
i have a job and money and all that
but i'm also an uggo manmoder stressing out over hrt

am 12/10 full of vomit juice rn and i cannot stop stopping at the circle k's of the the vomit world :(

>>41411808
really? that doesn't make any sense

I mog most of this gen, have been called a fakemoder many times & got a cute guy to sex me now.
Guess it's time to look for greener pastures! Girlboything out!

>>41412047
best of luck nona, but please don’t rub it in :(

>>41411913
you can at least live alone in a comfy flat and and eat well and nobody cares or wants anything from you

>>41412047
im a girlbiything ;/

>>41412047
please rub it in more

>>41412068
yeah my only problems are
>i have to go to work
>i can't stop injecting estrogen

>>41412047
>guy
I'd be upset about this post but I'm not attracted to moids which makes me superior to you so lol

>>41411878
good luck friend, i believe in you o7

>>41412074
embrace it! Bi boys love it + you're a better boygirlfriend than cissies trust me!
>>41412057
Sorry wasn't my intention, I'm just happy to be happy rn.

>>41411943
then i guess you're a proper retard. and i'm sorry. :|

>>41412090
i wish i could work. but i guess its a greener grass thing

plucking my face because even one day of not shaving looks disgusting

>>41412149
>i wish i could work.
having money to buy things is nice but i really hate going to work

i love having random mood swings leading to me crying uncontrollably
idk if this an effect of the estrogen or not

total bi love

>>41412169
IDK

>>41412172
barf
any sexuality that involves being attracted to men is nasty

>>41412157
yeah i cant imagine having to do that every day, even school was torture even when you were a coddled child

>>41412203
this is the sexuality equivalent of only eating chicken nuggies

>>41412100
no men actually want uncertain freaks like us, stop lying

>>41412203
come on... you can't tell me you don't feel giggly when he starts grinding on your pelvis and you just start being one with the universe!

>>41412225
you WILL eat the bugs

>>41412245
nnggghddfssdfsalfasf

>>41412207
yeah i don't like it but i keep pushing myself to do it in hopes i'll save up enough to do something
but idk there's nothing i want to do besides be a lazy girl, but iwnbaw

>>41412244
they do + let me repeat this: BI. GUYS. LOVE. US. (and (You) specifically nona)

>>41412225
>you HAVE to be attracted to men okay
shut up retard
>>41412245
not at all, just reading this gives me the ick

>>41412244
they really do tho and you don't even have to get that lucky

>>41412153
i do that too, but on my hands and chest an stomach. it’s really satisfying but it’s kinda fucking up my skin? well, shaving also fucks up my skin so there’s no avoiding it ig :/

>>41412253
it's so. fucking. good.
I was totally skiddish for a few months but yesterday I just installed Grindr and literally the first guy who tapped me, I was chatting with for a few hours + today we met up, had a walk through the park, sat behind a lonely tree, made out for a while.
Then we got a bottle of wine, went to his place and just like chilled on the couch cuddling, kissing, touching. It's srsly worth it if you can look past the old creeps!

>>41412225
just like me fr

>>41412263
no they dont
genuinely stop lying to me, i will not make a fool of myself because of a psyop

>>41412278
shut up

>>41412302
wowwww

>>41412294
desperately hoping doing it thins out the facial hair semi-permanently, like all the girls who over plucked their eyebrows so they never grew back fully

>>41412381
it does somewhatish but you do have to keep up with it a lot and should watch out for getting semi-ingrown hairs. i tend to get them a lot, and in the process of trying to violently remove those hairs i damage my skin, which is why this whole thing is making my skin a lil gross. still better than having gross body hair tho. but if your skin is kinder to you then there should be no problem :)

>>41412302
how does it feel? how does he treat you?

I'm very ashamed of liking women and that probably won't go away until srs but seeing people on this board and irl go well if you don't like men you aren't le valid never fails to make me laugh

clonazepam doesn't hit as hard as it used to nowadays

took an edible ~5 minutes ago :3

>>41412557
eat another one
I hate men so much it's unreal

>>41412599
me too. it came from a middle school spent on tumblr and buzzfeed i think

i wish I was as cute as tyler robinson's moder gf

i wish i was as cute as all the fakemoders who post their faces here

can manmoders actually live as a bottom in the relationship or will you always be expected to top eventually

>>41412686
who is the prettiest one if you dont say me ill cut myself

>>41412755
rarely an issue if you date men

>>41412444
It feels like the coziest hugboxx in the world. I have like 34 inch hips at a 5'10 stature, but all of the sudden the guy was like
>I'm really into your hips they are so nice
and that gave me kind of a reality check idk.
Also, as I said, he asked me multiple times if I consent and when I said I wanted to go home cause I have to work tomorrow, he just said
>stop defending yourself so much, I'm looking forward to seeing you again.
Absolutely 0 rape energy + he's a baritone jazz vocalist I'm srsly losing my mind with infatuation

>>41412769
i don’t know which one you are, you’re all anons to me. kiria and polaris are both incredibly cute but trips and so egregiously fake it’s hard to even consider them fakemoders. they’re just passing women with brainworms

snorted a pill and it went all the way to the back of my head
it hurs too :(

>>41412801
kms

>>41412783
this post was manufactured to specifically make me want to kill myself

>>41412783
cont: If this is AGP, I literally couldn't care less about it. I MIGHT JUST HAVE A CUTE FAGGOT BOYFRIEND!

men are shit

>>41412830
don't nona. Love will come soon and it's gonna be the greatest thing to ever happen to you.

>>41412801
okay thanks im killing myself now

>>41412867
no it wont
it cant come
it will never happen
all because i wont let it

>>41412898
good

>>41412940
I know. I'm glad I finally realised this

>>41412898
precisely. But u gotta let it happen.
Listen to this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5CtiouwHOxw
>inb4 sissy shit
just leave me alone. I'm not gonna hon it up in public - gay stuff is for me and the bois.

>>41412949
stay miserable

i'm crying so much

>>41412686
same

just cut myself a bit

>>41412953
this isn't meant for the likes of me

>>41412956
I will

guys it gay for two men to fall in love with each other and grow old together?

>>41412994
ya,,,,,,

>>41413009
please NONA NO DON'T DO THIS TO YOURSELF!
You are loved.
We are one.
We are queer.
You will find love.

>>41412994
show

>>41413016
It's gay and it's the most beautiful thing in the world .

>>41413028
you are better than me. don't bother with the type of filth that I am, it's never worth it

i fumbled the cute emo guy at the concert last night I'm GOING to KILL MYSELF

>>41413065
I know where you are. I've been there, for decades.
You have to let it go and say
>fuck it, this is what I want and I'm gonna get it
We are one nona, don't forget that I am you and you are me. You are not alone.

>>41413076
men are low value
unless wanted to put her on hrt

>>41413096
how can u be so cold?
>>41413076
Sorry for ya, you loose some, you win some...

>>41412827
>>41412827
you’re tied for first among anons

>>41413111
thanks for the validation
may i kiss your hand

even if i wanted to try and get love and companionship im too stupid, annoying and boring to ever actually make it

I'm going into poverty to get ffs and I won't even pass afterwards I am the biggest retard on the planet

>>41413088
I don't want any of that because it will never be enough

>>41413165
you're not a retard. money doesn't matter, it's just numbers on a screen. take out all the debt in the world to get ffs. don't be a square, we'll never belong in normie society, no matter how much we wish to be.
>>41413147
You're beautiful.

>>41413173
It will be. Calm and ready, mom's spaghetti'. That's the motto. Get that boy of your dreams!

>>41413195
I'm an HRTwink.

>>41413198
leave me alone

>>41413213
Okay, you'll find him tho, and it will be beautiful.

>>41413210
not you sweety, the show I'm watching

>>41413221
what abt her

>>41413229
Also you'll find her, and it will be just as beautiful.

>no /ftmg/ up
figures, surprising it took the pooners long enough to find us

>>41413241
?? meds

>>41413191
thanks for the encouragement nona >.<

my fyp is just this now all slop to make me mad and its working

>>41413274
ya welcome nona!

>>41413268
yes i'll take many tyvm what have you got

>>41413282
my fyp is just beautiful trans women kissing each other :)

>>41413315
honestly that would piss me off more because it could never be me :(

I've been Crossdressing all my life also in public but there was definitely no aerial involved, I just picked it women's clothes and was like
>Hey these fit way better on my body than men's clothes
and everyone else seemed to agree.
Thank you for reading my blogpost

>>41413378
*arousal, but aerial

>>41413382
*not
kinda drunk here ngl

>>41413391
dumb tranny

>>41413137
of course, nona

>>41413378
why post here about it?

no one would put a ring on me ever

>>41413378
same desu

>>41413400
https://voca.ro/19jElfhMNW0l

I’m male
And somehow I got convinced that’s wrong

love that i destroyed my voice by smoking from 16-22 and ill sound like a man forever

>>41413421
me either, join the queue princess

it is wrong

Why?
What’s wrong with being male?
I’m male
Billions are male men
I should go back to being one
Give on this childish gooner slop fetish

Tomorrow I want to eat good pasta
Drink good water
And be free
Today
Today I ruin my life again

>>41413331
same :/

anybody else lightfraud, it’s op

light fraud?

i darkfraud, you can't clock me if you can't even see me

just when asked for nudes as my face is so horrific that it doesn't matter

>>41413556
have a bright light source behind you when you take a picture

>>41413576
god didn't create you to make up new words to hurt yourself

old
bald

lonely
hon

>>41413589
god made me so i can avoid my problems and blame him for everything instead actually

gay
nigga

The moment you have a man lying on to of you and wrap your arms around his ribcage you'll realise how seriously undervirilized all of your are.

ok but i date cis women so i only ever get blackpilled

>>41413677
holylyyy fuck i need this again

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/HKhCJqkB3yk
will i get my gock wet with this one?

>>41413677
i've rarely ever been with a guy i couldn't beat the shit out of if i wanted to

downloading grindr again

>>41413692
I know nona, I know. Men are great.

>>41413713
Let's go!

>>41413713
enjoy your poz and scat fetish

i didn't drink the vodka

not a transbian just bi

im just a straight man with an estrogen addiction

>>41413769
>>41413781
thats disgusting and very offensi- wait a minute I'm a fakemoder!

>>41413754
im on prep + i havent fucked anyone older than 24 yet

>>41413796
be a man straight into my ass please

women pale in comparison to men
and I say this as a totally heckin valid woman.

>>41413809
>>41413781
it's giving femcel vibes ngl

>>41413833
not a cel i can go on grindr and suck a dick any time i want i just dont im not into homos anyway i need a straight man if any

>>41413818
no im taken :p

st4t is truth

>>41413833
10 years without a gf will make you go crazy

>>41413851
and bi men are homos too right?

>>41413851
>im not into homos anyway i need a straight man if any
why would a straight guy wanna fag a faggot? and besides they are boring normies anyways!

I hate men so much, why can't you just date a feminine gay on hrt

>>41413866
>>41413867
homos are into men and if a homo likes you its a bad sign

>>41413866
Bi men are ethereal they need all of my kisses on their scrawny beard and my clean bussy every day so they never think about dating a cisfoid

>>41413876
yeah but 100% straight guys don’t fuck anything with balls and dick

>>41413874
I could but why would I wanna date myself? I want a cool bro.

>>41413677
please god I need this so so so so badly. god made me a disgusting tranny because I would be too perfect and obedient a wife otherwise

>>41413883
its not gay if they dont touch
also orchie and srs

>>41413876
but i'm a bihomosexual

>>41413898
cope, seethe, dial 8. Yer a faggot.
>>41413896
it's just about in reach for you nona I can feel it. Go put your hands on his hairy chest and let his dick slam you into oblivion!

>>41413922
im a woman

I was suppose to be a Seattle transbian

i was supposed to be a portland hrt femboy

this show is so camp it became a parody of itself (again)

>guy tells me I have a beautiful penis
tf am I supposed to do now?

>>41413964
top him duh

>>41413964
block him hes a bottom chaser just out to suck your dick

>>41413964
call him a rapist

>>41413957
what u watching

hey the transbian anon you ever get the ick because a girl looks too straight? i wanna know of im schizo or if its valid.

>>41413987
chucky

>>41413998
yea straightoids are gross

i do agree though bottom chasers should all be rounded up and cooked into a fucking pie
not gonna fuck hairy man ass

>>41413998
idk what look too straight mean but I do get the ick when the women I know start talking about the guys they're into too much

>>41413998
im the bi nona and i wouldnt date a woman anymore even tho i find them attractive if you top you are a man
maybe a poonrepper top would be ok

>if you top you are a man
bitch

make opiods otc again

she is right though, validates my AAP too

>>41414047
nvm this is based

not a real thing

>>41413922
where do I find a man who would do this though :(

call me a libtard but i think homophobia and misogyny are both WRONG
also it's transphobic to say trans women shouldn't buttfuck men

>>41414026
>idk what look too straight
the have a look and it was always off putting for me but i dont know how normal it is.

you wouldn't get it. and you shouldn't tbhon

>>41414140
>the viril bull pounding that hairy fag? yes thats a woman

>>41414174
i'm a hairy fag and i've had my butt pounded by beautiful passing trannies
Love is love, chud.

men are repulsive

>>41414191
that's disgusting and i'm a homosex
you should find your nearest petrol station and self immolate

>>41414191
>i'm a hairy fag and i've had my butt pounded by beautiful passing transvestites
>Love is love, chud.

>>41414210
how's about you meet me at the nearest petrol station and we fuck in the bathroom?
>>41414211
yeah

>>41414226
that's lovely just buy me a cola jack daniels yeah? bring plum brandy too and don't shave

I pretend to be straight irl so I don't get ostracized by other trannies

i could never i exuded cis hetero male energy

>>41411145 (OP)
going to college. I'm kinda a bum otherwise.

wanna cut my neck ngl fuck crying hard
encourage me?

cis women never liked me as i looked too feminine

>>41414419
i really doubt that?
cis women really like fem men they can groom to be insensitive freaks...
been there/felt that kinda a deal

I was such a feminine faggot as a kid that a girl in middle school said she would suck my dick to "turn me straight"

underage girls love fem dudes

i was never feminine just sensitive and precocious which led to me getting called faggot a bunch

mailfailed twice today idk how

>>41414557
how tall are you

>>41414557
because you are a fakemoder

>>41414524
but no woman over 20 would ever date a fem dude
>>41414567
5'4

yep killing myself don't know why i even bother taking hormones

>>41414581
>woman over 20
thats when they expire

>>41414598
industrial society ruins women more than age. Mentally and physically

>>41414598
gross incel kys

>>41414650
not my fault they dont take care of themselves

>>41412047
>fakemoder humblebrags to suicidal truemoders using a thinly veiled "supportive" angle to get away with it

i want someone to support me at an angle lel if you catch my drift ;)

I wish I had a hot gymrat bf who was mean to me

>>41414947
i wish i had a hot gymrat bf who was a gay angel with a shaved head and a stupid gold ring in his ear and/or nostril

>>41414947
same
>who was mean to me
SAME

>>41414947
hey

>>41414947
too shredded, needs more muscle

>>41415145
hi please hurt me

i am so fucking touch starved

officially 6 months sober. this is the most uninterrupted clean time i've ever had, and i've been drinking and drugging for 15 years. when do i get to the part where sobriety feels good? is it all for nothing?

>>41415258
can i really be described as touch starved if ive never been touched at all?

>>41415299
yeah

>>41415299
yes

>>41415284
you need to do something to take the edge off
like drink and drugs
wait no

>>41415284
sobriety doesn’t feel good tho? but neither does addiction :/
existence sucks. we should crowdfund my srs, i think that’d make it better fr

>>41415393
hm i regret posting this now, it was an incredibly malebrained thing to say, i should rope

>>41415366
>>41415369
i dont agree

iwnbaw

>>41415436
does a new born baby die if it never eats? if so, what from?

someone want to drink together with me?
i'll not take a no as an answer.... (i will but get suicidal and maybe post bad things to my young hot disc frens and make 'em feel bad)

tears streaming down my face
i can't do this

>>41415483
crawling in my skin

>>41415453
i dont know

>>41415528
think THINK HHARDER WOMAN

>>41415549
don't call me a woman

>>41415528
I believe in you
you can do this

>>41415553
i know the answer but i dont think it applies to me

>>41415570
I've never been wrong

I'm watching cute videos of otters playing I'm so fembrained >.<

>>41415601
please share

on some real shit i would kill myself before i started thinking of everything i do in the context of whether it was "fembrained" or "malebrained"

they're not gonna come through so here's something else
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XkaJbDLlA8

>>41415616
sure!! the way they swish the gems around is so cute https://www.tiktok.com/@otter_uchan/video/7559585199554694418
>>41415641
I was mostly joking nona

i should ljust get fat as fuck who cares my life is pointless

i put my picture into clip interrogator and it gave me a transgender prompt

>>41415733
fakemoder, it would just call me a man

Clip interrogator is run by an anon from this general

why would they make me like this? it's honestly just so suffocating I don't know how I'm supposed to go on.

>>41415771
are they gonna save my ugly manmoder face pics if I upload

>>41415771
tell them to delete the boob pictures

put my hands on my face to cry in my bed and I could feel my enormous browbone on my fingertips I need to kill myself right now

>>41415492
you should try to cut the crawlers out?
>>41416042
guess that's based.
do you know what else is based? giving your sould to yhezus xrist to manage as a protecctive wall against invading xeons (with horns!)

>>41416094
I would go to church if I had a husband to go with and become a tradewife

i will defend every poster here to the death in the final battle. since my soul is male and you are all women
goodbye

>>41416111
so why don't you get a husbond?
us freaks are just fucked, and people pretending to be friendly is just a larp....
but like 100% of mmg now consists of normies kinda passing or at worst being twinkhons
and getting a bf then is easy af unless one have stupid convoluted dumb rules of egibility

>>41416156
nah i’m male souled too it’s okay
im real stoic about it like a real man

>>41416156
my soul fee kinda weak, would dick to bussy injections be proper?

>>41416167
I have never malefailed once so yeah it's pretty hard for me

>>41416188
silence foid *slap wit da backhand*

im gay and eetarded NAND UGLY AND EVERYBODY MOCKS ME ALL THE TIME FUCK YOU

also i’m in my thirties

>>41416248
QUIET A REAL NIGGA IS TALKING
foh with that misery shit before you make me really mad HNNGGG
nigga.

I'm even more gay and more retarded than you

>>41416274
>>41416277

you dont understand im so ugly

>>41416283
but are u retarded?

>>41416199
so you look like a fruity male. is that really so bad?
us ppl in the lgbt spectra kinda understand shit isn't 100% all the time (mopst of the time) and you can still find someone appreciating you for you, not seeing yourself as a monolith rigousrously described rules from a few hard line laws...


>>41416238
please hurt me more? for once and in this moment i'd like some pain

>>41416288
very much so

>>41416283
i am gonna slap the shit outta you

>>41416299
you're right but I'm too mentally ill to see it that way

im a fub

should i bother with injectable prog

dubs and I kill myself
>>41416497
just get normal prog

dubs and m i dub nmysek

jealousy is a disease bitch, ew, ect.
i fill in for june and murph because i am ideologically, physically, and mentally their offspring

I dont brush my teeth or shower or move

every day of my life I am jealous of boymoders

>>41416669
i am treated like this by the general public

>>41416585
me for the past 15 years

>>41416775
lucky bitch

>>41416669
sissy hypno for man and boymoders

>>41416879
everything is a fucking fetish to you i can't win with you
sick fuck
>nb4 meds

>>41416879
yeah this shits gross fr
you've heard of boomersissies, now we got zoomersissies

>>41416879
>>41416902
the appeal to me is wishing someone could see me as a woman even though I look the way I do, not really a sissy thing I don't think, just desperate for affirmation

how do i stop being ashamed of still being attracted to women

well it won’t happen on this board

>>41417053
do what I do and cut yourself whenever you have autosapphoerotic fantasies until they go away. then read yaoi and channel all your desire for a cute intimate homosexual relationship towards men.

>>41417109
wow are you me

>>41416669
/r/ftmspunished would love this comic

>>41417117
hey! do you also cut to repress your lesbian fetishism?

>>41417186
yes i’m deeply ashamed to like women still

I think that's a little bit retarded, like being a tranny already makes you a freak no matter what do who cares if you wanna fuck girls too

>>41417213
I like to browse lesbian radfem communities for repfuel, to remind myself that I'm a disgusting male rapist despised by actual homosexual woman.

>>41417261
bigger freaks than any manmoder could be

>>41417324
why is a homosexual woman a freak for being uncomfortable having her spaces invaded by men talking about their cocks?

the same (4) posters in this infernal machine
i stir from my sleep and check back in like you’re an abusive ex that i can’t let go
we’ll surely all meet in hell

im gay

get out

nah

le new >>41418216