Thread 41414903

anyone else copes with not passing by acting toxicly masculine?

i feel so ashamed and disgusted by myself that im a tranny that im doing a 180 and masculinitymaxxing. i don't consider myself a woman and i tell everyone im a guy, and i act like it too. i act like a dick, and i act toxic masculine ape mode.

but at the same time im still taking HRT and am planning on getting FFS.

if i stealth passed idk what id do. at this point ive gone so far in the opposite direction that ive semi psy-opped myself that im a cis guy. sometimes i even forget im trans.

>>41414903 (OP)
I do this too to the point where I've genuinely become hateful towards women. Cant even games because females have ruined it. Can't make friends irl because females are soulless. I'm not one of them

>>41415275
honestly i don't think im nearly there yet but women do sort of piss me off. especially most foids i talk to irl are so damn shallow and illogical and trend hopping normgroids. yep im not definitely a woman.

No I try to embody the golden rule and live my life as if I lived in the world I wished existed rather than the world that actually exists

>>41415343
that's basically how i lived my younger years until i realized through very rud awakenings that the world i had idealized in my head is not the world in which i actually live in and the two cannot truly coexist

>>41415310
Trvke. Tried befriending a small group of them at college and within a week one of them told us she has bipolar, bpd, is now trans, and is disabled in 30 different ways you didn't know existed.
Are all foids like this or did I just get a weird one? Why does this genre of woman even exist in the first place?

>>41415527
foidy nonsense. it's mostly autistic foid stuff tho.
the entire political ideology they learnt from tiktok 50 genders xenopronouns stuff just hurts so much. i just wanna tell them theyre retarded so bad