Thread 41434656

reppers

Im 19. repping for 9 years. WAGMI repbros

tick tock pull the cock

>>41434676
Waow Im 19 and I got my hrt today after waiting for 9 years

>>41434656 (OP)
the countdown to my suicide

>>41434728
I’m 19 repping for 12 years I’ve had hrt for a month now but stopped

>>41434745
>but stopped

IM A HRT REPPER and I will strive on.

>>41434656 (OP)
femboycoping is enough since i cant pass, i wouldnt live past 25 anyway

>>41434656 (OP)
What's a repper? I've only recently heard the term

>>41435525
>repper
repressor (repper): someone who represses their gender dysphoria (tranny thoughts)

>>41435577
Oh that's me then

>>41434656 (OP)
the time has already passed, and that's why 99% of reppers repress. doesn't matter much if you start at 30 or 40, for example, because it's been over for a loooong time.

>>41435602
Yup, or are built in an ogreish way
Just gonna try to make it to like 50 before I kill myself, and not turn into a weird sissy. If I get there, good enough

>>41435592
>>41435602
>>41435618

>>41435625
Never

>>41435625
If only you knew how bad things really are

>>41435618
John 50 is extremely dumb. And he lived through the heyday of trans propaganda and sissy porn when he was old. I lived in my adolescence. I can only imagine that someone who reaches 50 and still believes in gender and transsexuality is a complete idiot.

>>41435625
anon, i'm literally taller than 99% of cis women (6'0 tall) and my shoulders are bad, which is worsened by the fact that i have no hips at all. i could post measurements but i doubt that would change much.
i would not pass, and thus, should not transition, because the end goal of transitioning is to pass eventually. i would be chasing an unachievable fantasy my whole life, instead of fighting the facts head-on.

>>41435663
>>41435674
repping only makes things worse it destroys your mind and eats at your soul.

>>41434656 (OP)
I've been HRT repping for almost 12 months. In all that time I've barely been tempted to transition at all

>>41435723
>6'0 tall
im 6'1 you gotta make do with the hand your dealt
>end goal of transitioning is to pass eventually
thats the ideal yeah but realistically its not in the cards for everyone.
>instead of fighting the facts head-on.
the facts are that you have gender dysphoria and avoiding treatment (hrt) will greatly reduce your quality of life.

>>41435726
So would being a 6'4 gigajaw hon, at least this way I get to be outwardly attractive

>>41434676
If you wait any longer then you are going to regret it so fucking hard

the facts are that you have ~disease that does not exist~ and avoiding self-inducing gynecomastia without any logical reason will greatly reduce your quality of life.

>>41435875
when was the last time you felt real anon? the body you inhabit might he attractive to others but is it really yours? how long have you been coasting through life disconnected from yourself and those around you? how long do you want to keep that up?

>>41435897
which two?

>>41435927
stooooOOOOOop

>>41435941
>I have a thought that I wish I were the opposite sex
>???
>so this is a disease and I have to take female hormones, even though I will never actually look like a real woman

Logical leap.

>>41435962
ive been there anon. repped until 26 i was convinced i could ignore it and kill that part of myself off. i feel deeply empathetic towards reppers and wouldn't wish it on anyone. i know the ins and outs of repping more than i know myself

>>41435995
>is distressed about their AGAB
>ignores best treatment for AGAB distress with low regret rates
>????
>if i say its not real then it cant hurt me

>>41436021
>best treatment is to turn into a human refrigerator with cone tits

not for me.

I’m 4’11, no matter what I’ll do it is ridiculous to even hope I’d pass. Most of my female friends are taller than me.

if you are worried about cone tits start saving up for a BA. how do you plan to cope with continued masculinization?

>>41436148
i know multiple cis dudes who are around that height im not going to say they have it easy but being short isnt instantly clockibly feminine

>>41436190
Except it is seen as instantly feminine even in a cis man, combine that with round woman face and weak shoulders and its ropefuel. The only reason why I crossed out transitioning is because i know that even if i tried i wouldn’t look or feel masculine, no point in trying to be male if the best you can hope for is subhuman manlet

>>41436152
suicide

>>41436537
>subhuman manlet
you are already talking like an incel so your better off than 60% of trans dudes.
>round woman face
put the damn minoxidil on your face and nobody will say that you have a woman face when the T starts moving fat around and wrecking your skin.
>shoulders
you can add muscle to them

>>41436572
well if you are just going to kill yourself why not see if you like the troon juice first pussy.

>>41436607
You wouldnt get it anon, you are probably a decent 5’7. Heightpill is truly brutal, the average woman is taller. I considered going full dyke but even there the gender normative stereotypes make it so bitches only want mascs above 5’5, truly fucked from all angles

>>41436674
>a decent 5’7
god i fucking wish. height pill cuts both ways.
>so bitches only want mascs above 5’5, truly fucked from all angles
i didnt know that. it is pretty fucked up sorry you gotta deal with that.

>>41434656 (OP)
I'm on T but I will never be able to fulfill the male social role so socially transitioning would be terrible

>>41436707
Assuming you are mtf id say you are good, seen some really tall trans women that pass its more about the frame.

>sorry you gotta deal with that
Staying volcel for the foreseeable future for this reason, don’t want to have sex with someone that perceives me as feminine

>>41436792
>tall trans women that pass its more about the frame.
my frame is fucked :(
>perceives me as feminine
i hear masculinizing hormones help with this

>>41434656 (OP)
ive been thinking so much about that image that i made a character based off of it

>>41436021
>low regret rates
only for troons, the amount of detrans poons there is are my main reason to rep

>>41436859
jarby you'll fucking be fine just dont be a detrans grifter if it ever gets to that

>>41436883
but i cant fully understand detrans grifters so i cant be 100% sure that i wont turn into one if my self hatred becomes bad enough...

time ran out a long time ago

>>41436944
nobody is 100% sure of anything and it would be a stronger signal that you would detrans if you could understand detrans grifters.

>>41434676
>>41435889
this
>repped til 19 wagmi
LMAO ur ngmi

>>41436944
ftmtf kikomis are significantly more common than the anti-trans grifters even when factoring how small the amount of detrans people there are. they're usually artists too so if you did end up detrans that's 100% what you would be

>>41436981
LMAOOO but i dont wanna end up like this either so no... i already am a theyfab though just not actually a kikomi i havent gotten to that level and honestly i dont think anyone really does

>>41436967
no i mean i sorta understand them from my point of view if i were them but their hatred is less at actual trans stuff and more at themselves because it either didnt turn out how they expected or their dysphoria hasnt magically disappeared like they expected. but instead of blaming themselves they blame everyone else. what i specifically dont understand is how they get to that point without recognizing that they actually willingly chose to put themselves through that because they were dysphoric and had been thinking so much about it to the point that they went through with it yet constantly deny that any of that is true it just makes no sense.

repping works if you are faketrans tho. I got ROGD at 22 and repped 7 years since then. Now it's at 10% of what it used to be and getting better every year.

>>41437041
>thinking so much about it to the point that they went through with it yet constantly deny that any of that is true it just makes no sense.
they are lying. its a GRIFT. for money jarby. i know you are autistic but bad people lie and cheat and steal to get better outcomes for theirselves at the expense of others. every single detransitioned either experienced religious psychosis and detransed because thats what god told them (chloe chloe, sydney (noah)) or they are lying about their experiences with gender affirming care (prisha and that steven universe bow tie bitch)

>>41434755
Yesh I feel like a freak

>>41434656 (OP)
Repping is eternal, there is no time running out.

i stopped repping and got on hrt and it does make me feel a lot better but also it is not going to improve my life at all. i want to kms but i think my mood is too good for me to attempt again compared to when i was repping so idk what to do

>>41435726
Speak for yourself. I feel pretty goood

>>41436021
>low regret rates
lmao
>be avg tranny
>cut off family bc not supportive
>cut off friends bc not supportive
>cant find job bc not passing
>cant find apartment bc no job
>have severe issues with body image bc not passing
>spend thousands of $ on possibly dangerous surgeries
>look in the mirror and get boner bc tits
>"I have no regrets!"
Asking an AGP if he's happy with taking HRT is like asking a heroin addict if he's glad for being given free heroin. What a joke this field is.

>>41439130
Truth nuke

>>41434656 (OP)
tick tock

>>41441072
To what?

>>41437095
What gave you rogd at 22?

>>41439130
whatever. real

https://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5
take your HRT, retards

>>41441588
RANDOM ARTICLES MEAN NOTHING
RANDOM ARTICLES MEAN NOTHING
RANDOM ARTICLES MEAN NOTHING

JUST BECAUSE A RICH KID COULD AFFORD TO TAKE A DOCTORATE CLASS DOES NOT THEY'RE INPUT IS MORE VALUABLE.

MOST OF THE TIME THEY GET THAT DOCTORATE JUST TO LIE MORE CREDIBLY FOR PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES.

https://yourlogicalfallacyis.com/appeal-to-authority

>>41441693
it's not a random article, you fucking retard, read it

>>41441588
>one person failed their repression
>that means eveeyone must fail too

>>41441718
lol

>>41441710
It literally is anon. You are very gullible. Did you read my link?

Been repping on and off for the past year
It sucks, idk how ppl do this

>>41441761
you're not too bright, huh

>>41442068
I am literally telling you that this one article, compiled by someone who has a doctorate, using studies done by 19yo jewish college students, doesn't prove anything, and you know it.

>>41442153
you're literally incorrect

>>41442165
Amazing discussion. You have quite a way with words. Very convincing.

>>41442169
no u? what is this lol

>>41434656 (OP)
poppers

>>41442198
peppers

>>41442198
Wrong kind of poppers

>>41442210
Right kind of peppers

>>41441588
John 50 was a retarded boomer gooner and a pussy. If you're not wasting all your free time getting off to AGP fantasies, you're not gonna end up like him

>>41442710
prove that

>>41442710
>getting off to AGP fantasies
I am doing this and still not gonna end up like him

>>41442719
It's in the fucking article lol
>The only other form of temporary relief came through masturbating, often up to five times a day.

>>41442761
it do be like that sometimes tho

>>41442761
>you're not gonna end up like him
prove that

>>41442787
The burden is on you to prove that we're gonna end up like him tho, since you told us to take HRT

>>41442884
nah

>>41442787
Anyway, to explain: the reason John 50 trooned out was because he kept positively reinforcing his crossgender fantasies by masturbating to a point where he was constantly craving relief. It's not uncommon for men to fap themselves into extreme fetishes by mindless porn abuse. If you practice a certain pattern of behavior or thinking and reward yourself with dopamine (cooming), you're gonna keep repeating it over and over. It's simple conditioning. If you're not a retard who can't stop jerking off that isn't gonna happen to you, is what I'm saying.

>>41443054
But fapping is necessary, whenever I go on nofap, my troon desires go to the moon.

>>41443071
Get a girlfriend, or force yourself to masturbate to straight fantasies. It will be unsatisfying at first but you'll grow to enjoy it just as much as tranny stuff over time. Or I guess do it with gay fantasies if you're really not hetero at all, but thats a can of worms in itself

>>41443141
I have been getting off to being a woman for decades. Straight fantasies are few times a year kind of thing for me. Obviously no woman would touch me.

>>41434656 (OP)
I've been a few months on hrt but still feel miserable most of the time. I'm not stopping hormones, I can't bear masculinizng any more but I don't think I'll be girlmoding or feeling happy anytime soon, I'm too mannish and ugly. How do you cope with that? How do I make trooning out not feel like a mistake when it's just going to turn me into a man with boobs?

>>41439130
Umm
>have supportive family
>supportive friends
>live somewhere thats not a fascist shithole
>have job with other queer ppl
>afford good insurance because im in a blue state that subsidizes it
>surgeries are only a copay and surgeons are incredibly skilled because blue state
>???
>profit
Um maybe just don't live in a shithole lol. And if you do then fucking grind, save, and move to a better place.

>>41434656 (OP)
Do any reppers with cis partners talk about it with them or nah? Im afab for what its worth.

>>41434676
lmao

bumpers

>>41441176
seeing trans timelines on reddit

>>41443054
Porn usage has never been proven to change sexual interests. The argument doesn’t make sense anyways because you’d have to look it up and masturbate to it in the first place which is pretty telling that you were already interested in whatever you’re fapping to. The anti-porn campaign is just a social conservative rebrand from their previous attempts in the 80’s using morality as their primary argument. They know this doesn’t work in [current year] so now they’re using dark money to frame it as a public health issue through social media influencers and fake medical groups to peel off moderates and liberals. Excessive porn use can in some cases become a dependency on porn itself, but it doesn’t rewire you into an entirely different person.