>>41538818
You don't get it: THIS is what repping does to you. Many of these women WERE the metal head dude, the awkward nerd with long hair - they continued their life until the reality of what they were finally caught up with them and when it did, they all turned into hons. Spiritually, this is who you already are. Bit by bit, little by little, the years will warp your face into theirs, your body into theirs. One day you will wake up and in the mirror you will see all of them.
This is the truth: If you start taking estrogen now, you will never be them. Your face will soften, your body will curve out in the correct places, your skin will become clear, your eyes will grow larger. You will become a woman, biologically. Inside and out. Will you be a model? Will you be beautiful? Will you become a gigapassoid? No guarantees. Nothing is certain. Except for one thing, and one thing alone: If you don't try, you are already dead.
