Thread 41512417

Kids these days don't make draw threads. Too fembrained for the trannies on here probably. Get some female socialization.

Draw your current self & then your transition goals.

Shitty quickdraw but yur

>>41512417 (OP)
I cannot draw whatsoever. Expect something really terrible. But I promise to put something up here.

>>41512645
>shorter by a foot
sis... i have bad news

>>41512417 (OP)
It would be exactly the same side by side for me

>>41512417 (OP)

Also, version that is actually serious. Just wanna look like a normal man really.

>>41512707

If you like your body, why are you making yourself miserable on here?

Wow are you me?

>>41512836

I'd hope for your sake you don't look like me

>>41512653
Okay, done.
I drew this in the library. The left is based on a real photo of me wearing an overly outfit that does not flatter me. The right is me but with a slightly more feminine face, larger breasts, a wider hips, and much longer hair, and its face is also based on a photo reference of pre transition me but with FaceApp applied (it just made my eyes bigger and hair longer and eyebrows better).
My face isn't that ugly. The left makes me look really masculine and the right really feminine. It's in the middle.
I feel like the right doesn't look right either. Is my style malebrained? Can't tell.

>>41512911
>overly outfit
overly tight and feminine outfit

>>41512911

>Is my style malebrained? Can't tell.

Yeah, women tend to stylize things more so they look super cutesy. Like anime & furry. Look at tumblr artists or "animation meme" youtube videos to see lots of female artists.

More time on E will likely fix many of your fat distro issues hopefully tho

>>41512882
we have the same body type...

>>41513064

My condolences brother

>>41513057
>Yeah, women tend to stylize things more so they look super cutesy. Like anime & furry. Look at tumblr artists or "animation meme" youtube videos to see lots of female artists.
I see, thanks.
I guess I didn't stylize it because I was mostly trying to copy the photo, but that just made it look really ugly. I wish I had tried to draw more when I was younger and not give up because I sucked at it.
>More time on E will likely fix many of your fat distro issues hopefully tho
Thanks. I don't have almost any hip fat, though, new or otherwise, so I'm honestly not expecting much in the way of a figure. The most I can hope for is a bigger chest and a slightly bigger butt, I guess.

>>41512832
I'm looking for my seme
And it's funny here....

>>41512817
Your life's desire is to become chris o'neill

>>41513213

Yeah. Is that bad?

my life had a lot of potential and variance, but I fumbled and lost everything

>>41512817
Your ideal self is super hot

>>41515053
cute

>>41512817
how long have u been on T?

tried my best but this is my first time drawing something
>>41514867
your ideal looks like he's a student protestor from paris, 1968

>>41516089
Yes, my dream is to look a male from the 60s-70s. Specifically those who were into Mod movement.

im not an artist but i tried my best
ytgbhufrjidek anyway just a baby bat that really likes the 80s goth big poofy hair

>>41512817
How do you plan to grow up though

>>41516688
NTA but ideal self does not mean transition goals
A lot of things are unchangeable

>>41512817
Your ideal self is literally me, sorry dude

>>41516089
Did your notebook wash up on a beach and you dried it out

>>41512817
i love your art but i hate pooners

>>41512817
Why do you still want to be ugly

>>41513137
Wtf is a seme

>>41514867
A 70s hippie?

>>41515053
>parties around the world for the rest of your life
So your ideal is to be cum dump side ho? Even into your 80s?

>>41516926
Dood*

>>41517158
No? I meant weeb events and crypto hangouts, though I wouldn't mind a puppygirl rave every once in a while. Now, I still have some access to the latter, but definitely not in my current shape and mindset

>>41517144
newfag

tried to be at least fairly realistic, ideal is just me but slightly skinnier and with better clothes / skincare / hair care. hopefully i can get there in the next 5 years or so.
i feel like it looks kind of shit but it's getting quite late and i don't want the thread to die in my sleep before i get to post. we need more draw threads on here

>>41516926

Give me your bones please. I am so poor & will never afford cosmetic surgeries.

>>41516676

MTtheyfab

>>41515434

2 year. Have had 0 fat redistrobution. Really just some body hair and thats it.

>>41517138

Wanna be ugly in a male way instead of a pooner way. But also I think he is hot sorry. I am ok with being fat & mid if only I were male.

>>41517144

Yaoi top I believe.

>>41517945

Looks like a tiktok cosplay of wednesday adams.

Cute art.

>>41518108
no like literally unironically accurate cause I want a fully female typical body but in terms of gender identity I don’t see myself as man or woman like I feel like I’d still be nonbinary if I was afab

>>41512417 (OP)
draw thread!!!! does anyone want my boobs i'll give them to you for free

>>41518476
i know how u feel T^T

>>41517149
Yes! Something so remarkably handsome about men from that period. I wish I could emulate their suave and gentlemanly nature, alas I am stuck with this lame female body.

I don't know how to draw

>>41512911
holy arthon. how can someone have much malebrained art "style"? i feel bad about being malebrained but then i see this. wtf man some people are just on another level

>>41512672
height reduction surgery exists

>>41512817
What's your lifting routine?

>>41512417 (OP)
my drawing skills are not greatest, but i think i did a good vibe job at least

when its my turn to be a woman

>>41521513
I can't draw. I haven't drawn a picture of a human in at least five years.
All I did was try to copy some photos and then the body for the right was freehand.
I know it sucks so badly. I don't have a style. It was stupid to even try.

>>41522052
no, no. continue. i drew like that until i fixed it. dont quit. cuz the next time you draw 5 years later it'll look just as malebrained as last time. you should practice and practice. tats how you get better. you cant get better without a learning curve

disgusting moid

>>41522247
Or I could just accept that I can't draw (:
Drawing isn't fun for me. It'd just be miserable to power through hundreds of hours of practice and hating my art just to get good at it when I don't draw.

>>41521694

I try for 20-40 push ups a day because I'm too lazy for an actual routine. And I have been going on walks more recently. My shoulders are the only "lucky" thing about me. But I still have the most abysmal pooner fat distrobution & baby face so it doesn't end up helping much..

>>41523025

You write malebrained. Girls in elementary school would obsess over having the cuter handwriting style you need to come up with one.

>>41523804

>I don't draw.

Drawing is fembrained & a good healthy hobby to have. Don't focus on skill or try aiming for cuter, easier to draw things to start. So that way it looks good & charming when it is shitty. It isn't a job you are supposed to have fun instead of obsessing over your skill or style.

i threw up immediately after drawing this i hope thats not some kind of omen

>>41523885
Why the fuck would you complain about your body as a pooner but then not lift? You could buy a pair of shitty light 15kg adjustable dumbbells right now, use them for half an hour three times a week and in half a year you'd look completely different.

>>41518111
youre agp
why do women love fat fucking slobs so much
ugly bastard fetish is real especially in ftms

fuck my stupid shitty chungus pooner life

>>41525291
not even remotely ugly at all, just because hes a bit overweight doesnt make him ugly at all
cis het men dont project their obsession with women being stick thin onto androphiles challenge (impossible)

>>41526162
fat and hairy makes you ugly by default

so when do i get to stop terfrepping and being the successful older sister and become a stupid unemployed older brother

>>41524681
SCP 096 - looking ass

>>41526239
goddamn
that's like
THE LONGBOI TRANNY archetype

i cant draw but i tried

ecce homo qui est faba

>>41516676
i prefer the weirdo freak perma hoodie wearer tbhon, they seem fun
i still support your quest to become an alt fashion gremlin tho

>>41526230
im the unemployed unsuccessful younger brother irl
both of my older sisters are normal and have jobs and kids and they stole all the prenatal estrogen from my mom's womb so nothing was left for me

>>41526248
does your current you actually have a personal website? also what are you studying?

>>41526631
I dont but i should make one. I think having a web 1.0 blog would make me feel better

Im studying for a history degree to become an archivist. Malebrained major for fembrained job

>>41526640
>I think having a web 1.0 blog would make me feel better
same, but i've been procrastinating by writing a recursive descent parser for my custom static site generator configuration format instead of actually writing. what would you write about, and what kind of activism to you like?

history is really cool, are you good at latin already? i started studying it casually as a hobby, it is fun so far.
also i did not know history was malebrained. unless it is like ww2 military history minutiae. seems like a nice degree in any case, but also hard

>>41526640
sorry i misread archivist as activitst lol

>>41526657
>what would you write ab
Mainly hyperfixations, shows in watching, pinball machines or songs i find neat idk. The fun of a blog is its variety

>seems like a nice degree but hard
Eh, its not to bad, just a lot of reading. I do kinda wanna switch to english though.

I think having an interest in history passively or really liking one specfic era is malebrained but being like hyper into it and having a broader knowledge of eras is nerdbrained.

>>41526678
>Mainly hyperfixations, shows in watching, pinball machines or songs i find neat idk.
i'd read your blog, pinball is cool as well

>>41526692
We should talk more, do you have a discord?

>>41526697
sure, kradserkanin_52312

>>41526162
What is displayed is obesity that hinders you doing absolutely basic shit in life like climbing a flight of stairs, sitting down in summer without swimming in a pool of sweat. Thats not a bit overweight, a bit overweight is bmi 26 with some chub. Their current suggests there is tons of fat and what they desire has some more muscle and basically less bf%, but still an amount that causes problems in day to day life.
Their goal is unachievable without losing weight, to redistribute that fat too.

>>41514867
Me too.

After drawing my current self, I realised that I wasnt sure what I wanted my ideal self to be. The thought of finding out seemed effortful so I thought it would be funny instead to draw Konata but then I realised that would take TIME. So I decided to draw myself as Haruhi as quickly as possible and whilst doing so I noticed that it was AGP coded, that it looked like a villager and that the legs were very overly not-at-all-like-haruhi's.

>>41526715
Damn bitch, fat niggas got you this sensitive?

>>41526781
we look disturbling similar lmao are you my lost pooner twin?

>>41524681

Not that far off honestly NGMI anon, skinny cis women always look a little freakish

>>41526014

Me. When will they invent a cure for pooner hands

>>41526230

I believe in u anon go achieve your useless chud brother dreams

>>41524732

I cannot stress to you just how little money I have. I only stopped being literally homeless 1 month ago.

>>41525291

How is this gynophillic. I don't think you know what AGP means.

>>41526715

You don't have to be an insect in order to live a healthy life. I have been trying to lose weight & gain muscle yes. Though I want to regain it some point after in a more male fat distrobution. I like fat bitches. Sorry that you're retarded & can't see someone who isn't anorexic without going into a seething rage. Get well soon.

>>41526781

Face & build are so accurate it hurts..

>>41526248
now this is bad drawing in a fembrained way

>>41512417 (OP)
Ideal transition is that I am a robot and no longer human
>yes I drew this and no I’m a disgusting flesh fuck creature so I won’t draw me now

>>41527455
I'm murican obesesity is just normal and everyone thats slightly overweight is already anorexic. Of course you can be obese and healthy, fat acceptance is important. Fat chicks are hot queens, because thats all I could ever get.

>>41527551
S tier thinker, 1 million IQ haver. People not drawing themselves as furries and custom robos as their ideal self is crazy.

>>41527551
What do the moon runes say? "Orangutank"?

>>41526827

This makes you seem like a gigahon I'm so sorry nona.

>>41527599
Thank you! Robots don’t have cunts or butts so they don’t get fucked
>>41527657
Koneko tank, or kitty tank
I’m a beginner but

>>41527796
*im a beginner and still learning Japanese so its kinda shit

>>41527892
would

>>41527796
>Koneko tank, or kitty tank
So you're not Ojo Tango?

>>41527892

You're already pretty muscular so atleast you're on your way

>>41526709
I sent you a friend request

>>41527498
How so?

>>41528031
RIP in pippin

>>41527930
No... Not yet atleast

>>41527969
I used to be more toned but with skinnier legs, might as well mewtwomax

>>41518752
Why does your ideal self have less boob?

>>41522009
this drawing is cute. Im 11 months hrt and feel pretty similar to this

.

I made two but this is my less serious (still serious) one

>>41532353

Can you imagine if a pooner made the same thing but with "short girlfriend"

>>41512911
Left is making the ISHYGDDT face, right looks like it's going to rape me

>>41517945
My favorite one tbqh senpai
Need to find a mysterious forest ghost gf

took an hour editing my face and I still think it's prettier than how I actually look

>>41534339
I try hard to but i just won't accept death :(

>>41534339

poonah face YGMI

>>41526781
I like your artstyle.

>>41532816
I am a pooner and I made that lol

>>41512417 (OP)
I'm not very good at drawing people, but something like this I think.

>>41516676
This one is awesome lmao
>>41517945
Great vibes, so a great goal to have!
>>41518821
Stick figures are sick figures.
>>41534339
Feel the hands.

>>41535646
love the vibes in this art. very newspaper comic in a good way

I'm retarded, bump

Before and After

>>41536209
Thanks! I've always loved newspaper comics so this is high praise lol.

>>41512911
GOODBYE HORSES

I'm never gonna be my ideal self what is even the point

>>41528031
>Big tranny converse
Kek'd I bet we all own a pair
>>41536460
A simple man who wants simple things....

>>41535139

Gayden who gets off on being an uwu smol yaoi boy immediate NGMI

>>41535139
you are a woman

>>41538820
>>41538839
Fools... you haven't even seen my real side by side yet

>>41537293
Looks youre on the right track though? Besides the height right side looks achievable given 2 years.

>>41529974
afab:(

>>41536886
horses?

>>41538839
>yo-ho, fiddle-de-dee
>do what you want 'cause an AFAB is free
>you are a woman

>>41527435
Cmon bro we both know you're just making excuses now. You can get a pair of 15 or 20kg adjustable dumbbells for like 30 bucks.

>>41539965
You can date the short guys I won't take the from you

>>41537309
>A simple man who wants simple things....

>>41517945
I like the vibe of both of these people. Would get kidnapped in woods by them

>>41540311
Pass, nobody likes short men
I just like that song

>>41540296

>just making excuses now
>30 bucks

Doesn't understand poverty award, I struggle to spend 4 dollars on a daily bus ticket man.

>>41540887
>Doesn't understand poverty
In 2023, I dropped from 65kg to 55kg in two months because I couldn't afford food and my daily diet was 250g (before cooking) of red lentils a day.
What's your job situation like? Do you spend anything on things aside from food, transportation, rent, water, electricity, internet and phone? Does your city have stuff like monthly public transport tickets?
I know I sound like a prick, but I also know from personal experience that poor people often waste money for no reason.

>>41540987

I was kicked out by my dad earlier this year because I got top surgery behind his back before he was going to forcefully take me off his insurance plan during open enrollment. Was living off of SNAP & food banks having to couch surf & do shit for people just for them to let me stay. I got reduced fare & AZ [where I was living in the US] has a good cheap fare system so for me it ends up being 2USD per day for unlimited bus access in the valley metro service range.

All my money at this point comes from Ebegging and furry porn & I've had to spend every bit of my savings to move country because the only friend I have that could house me longer term is in the UK. I was quite literally living off 2USD or less a day for months. Not being able to spend money on like, shampoo or shit & pawning possetions. I don't really need to be told to budget more. I have been in varying shades of poverty my whole life.

Right now I'm legally not able to work as I don't have auth, so everything is informal. I have paperwork to hopefully get a fee waiver for disability when I do my VISA application. But I am putting all of my money into solely that, so I don't have money to spare at all. If I get fucked over on the waiver for some reason I'll need to cough up almost 6kUSD very quickly. Witch is, alot. I have been eating very little to save money especially given as I don't have SNAP. My area of the UK does not have good bus costs. Nor am I eligable for any disability program as they simply do not have them for people under an ETA & not VISA.

My relationship with my friend is, interesting. But lets just say that my rent & utilities are not paid by me. He is very bad with money though & so many things I have to find a way to cough up money for myself, Or I need to convince him to not buy some stupid shit witch is hard & also I can't exhaust too much goodwill here.

>>41541249
Going to a foreign country hoping to get neetbuxx there is insane. Sounds like you got sex trafficked by your friend.

>>41541249
>NEETbegging pooner
>goes to the UK
lmao are you actually trying to fuck your entire life up fampai

>>41512417 (OP)
Not trans, sorry folx

Not gonna draw too many details but the right is my ideal body type. I could probably still get the plump and thick body type if I work towards it but my height and broad look will give it away, which would make everyone think I look strange as a tall woman. My face is weird and too long in real life but it may or maybe not pass. I've looked effeminate most my life so who knows.

>>41541585
>>41542079

I am not stupid I just am a disabled schizo tranny w/ a bunch of rapist nazi family members, so all things considered this is my best choice ATM. Also couch surfing w/ random people gets you raped & sexually exploited. Often. So just the fact it is one person instead of multiple is better.

I don't feel like drawing.
I'm happy with who I am already honestly, but ever since I was like 12 I wished I was born a cute red haired girl with a lot of freckles. Now that I'm 30 I still kinda wish I was that cute ginger woman.
I dress like I imagine I'd dress if I looked like her and it makes me happy.

>>41545752
>I wished I was born a cute red haired girl
Charlie Brownhon?

Morning bump, don't want this thread to die (the drawings have been tasty)