Thread 41515091

>get SRS
>recovery and dilation is rough but doable
>3 months post-op, horny feelings start coming back STRONG
>can't resist anymore and let my bf fuck my pussy for the first time
>feels absolutely amazing, brain melts and I orgasm from touching my neoclitoris while he's fucking me
>get addicted to this, we start fucking 2, 3, even four times daily
>now at two years post-op
>bf has filled my neopussy with cum 1000+ times by now
>still desire sex every day
>get sad sometimes wondering why I'm not pregnant yet
Don't get SRS if you aren't ready to become a total slut like I did... If not for my bf I probably would've slept around with dozens of men by now...

>>41515091 (OP)
how DARE you be horny you SLUT
this is why women should be locked up with chastity belts

>>41515091 (OP)
it didn’t warn you because srs is notoriously volatile. sometimes it goes extremely well, relieving bottom dysphoria and letting trannies live a normal life. other times it helps, but leaves a lot to be desired. rarely it goes very wrong and completely ruins a lot of life. it’s never guaranteed

>>41515091 (OP)
who’d you get it with? or at least what method?

>>41515383
Suporn

>>41515091 (OP)
omg this happened to me too
i went a bit crazy before i got my bf
and also i masturbated like crazy

>>41515091 (OP)
letting your boyfriend empty his balls in u is one of the best joys in life sillyhead

Never any proof

>>41515571
it makes me sad thinking how boys will never know how great a feeling it is to get cummed inside

>>41515091 (OP)
giwtwm

>>41515585
this is what 3soms are for
date a bi guy

>>41515091 (OP)
>>41515400
when my only real option is montreal something tells me i’ll be stuck fantasizing about being you till i die. has your boyfriend gotten his fertility checked? maybe he’s the problem, be sure to be there for him if it turns out he can’t make kids

>>41515408
>and also i masturbated like crazy
Same. When my bf is away for work I use a dildo and a vibrator at the same time lol.

>>41515571
>letting your boyfriend empty his balls in u is one of the best joys in life
I know that's why I let him do it every day... I just figured some trans girls might not want to become nymphomaniacs like me...

>>41515699
Is there a reason you can't do Suporn?

>>41515741
it would take a very long time for me to get the money i’d need

>>41515741
>Same. When my bf is away for work I use a dildo and a vibrator at the same time lol.
i do this too! i also use vibrators on my nipples a lot.. i wonder if boys know how much we can masturbate when we get really horny

Srs in a week, i cant wait

OP here
I literally just let him cum in me again...
God I'm such a dumb tranny whore...

>>41516225
Out of curiosity, how different and how much better is sex now compared to just anal? I know this may be difficult to explain but please try, I am rather curious as a tranny that never really thought about getting SRS

>>41515091 (OP)
need this so bad im actually going to explode... im happy for u nona

>>41515699
most people seem to get perfectly fine results from brassard
the main complaint is just aesthetics

>>41515091 (OP)
Anon how long did it take you to write this with one hand

>>41515091 (OP)
>t4c transbian, like pussy
>get srs
>start craving girlcock
>want to get dicked down by hot trannies 24/7 now

>>41515091 (OP)
>>41515408
damn damn damn when I read stories like that I wanna get SRS myself.
I don't mind my dick, my only issues is that cumming doesn't feel as good anymore.
I wanna have leg shaking orgasms again damnit.

>>41515091 (OP)
>get addicted to this, we start fucking 2, 3, even four times daily
>bf has filled my neopussy with cum 1000+ times by now
Nice larp

>>41517406
I can help. Until I get srs

>>41515091 (OP)
giwtwm

>>41516409
not OP but vaginal is way way better
it feels more intimate and it's right next to your clit so that gets stimulated a lot more. also the anus feels weird. basically just compare trying to use a hole that's designed for pooping to one that's specifically designed for sex.

>>41515091 (OP)
I NEED to turn a twinkhon into a dick addict this instant

>>41517175
i know beggars can’t be choosers, but if i’m going to risk the complications, deal with recovery, and be stuck with a neovag for the rest of my life, i’d like it to be as close to a real one as possible

>>41517453
What makes you think it's a larp?

>>41516409
>Out of curiosity, how different and how much better is sex now compared to just anal?
I always disliked anal so this comparison isn't for everyone. PiV with a SRSussy feels amazing, it's one of the best physical sensations I've ever felt (right up there with an orgasm). It's mildly similar to how stroking my pp felt, but instead of skin your vaginal walls are pink and very wet and even more sensitive, and instead of inward pressure like with a pp it's your insides being stretched out. Depending on position either his his balls or his torso right above the end of his shaft will be running into your clitoris, which may be a little exposed when his penis is parting your labia. Each thrust feels better than the last, like he's pressing your little pleasure button more and more and more. You can't help but moan from the pleasure and grip his back and arms and shoulders as he's fucking you. Even better when he leans in and kisses you or makes out with you and you just close your eyes and let your mind go blank and just lose yourself in the pleasure and your feelings for him...
Just thinking about this makes me feel dizzy, I should probably stop posting for now...

how'd you get a spot with suporn? and how was the recovery?

>>41517161
you aren't the only one

>>41518212
this is called the bargaining phase.

>>41520615
Nta
So should I overlook srs results and just do it? Like in the end it’s all the same and getting botched is just a delusion?

>>41520028
i am so jealous nona i need this i so hope srs will still be legal by the time i get my date

>>41515091 (OP)
Where did you get it from? I need to make sure my srs doctor doesn’t fucking suck. (I’m in Canada)

>>41515091 (OP)
>>41520028
I feel my blood boiling, I need this so bad. I've wanted this my entire life and if I could just experience this for a week I could die peacefully and happy.

>>41520700
She got it from Thailand from what I’ve gained reading here

>>41520615
yeah that sounds pretty accurate

>>41515091 (OP)>>41520028
>i'm a total slut
>little pleasure button

performative agp roleplay, disregarded

>>41518212
>>41520615
yeah that was me like 6 months ago lol

>>41515091 (OP)
>too shy/ugly to date
>puccy remains consentual dick free
need non op top fr fr

>>41520028
Nona that originally asked here.. damn.. this kind of gives me a ton to think about now..

>>41520520
>how'd you get a spot with suporn?
At the time it was first come first serve as soon as they posted their next set of calendar dates on their website. I had two computers using auto-refresh tools and a pre-written email ready to go. As soon as I saw their website update I immediately hit send on my email requesting a surgery date. Even with those extreme methods there were still like 20 people who were faster than me lol but I managed to get it on my second try. These days I'm pretty sure it's a raffle system.
>how was the recovery?
Mine was not as bad as some of the other girls there and it was mostly fine. Never had extreme pain, the worst was dilation at 2-4 months that was usually pretty painful to get to depth. After 6 months there was no pain at all.

>>41520700
I got mine with Dr. Bank (Suporn Clinic)
I hear Chettawut is pretty good too though.

>>41522401
>roleplay
Not a single thing in either of my posts is made up, lol. Blanchardism is stupid btw.

>>41522518
>this kind of gives me a ton to think about now..
FWIW even if I had never had sex yet the surgery was so so worth it. Being able to put on any clothes I want now and pee normally and never feel erections again are all very based and relieving.

>>41523272
>At the time it was first come first serve as soon as they posted their next set of calendar dates on their website. I had two computers using auto-refresh tools and a pre-written email ready to go. As soon as I saw their website update I immediately hit send on my email requesting a surgery date. Even with those extreme methods there were still like 20 people who were faster than me lol but I managed to get it on my second try. These days I'm pretty sure it's a raffle system.
tfw I still rember the time when suporn had an open spot every other week
tfw I scheduled mine only 8 months in advance because of the 12month hrt requirement
I feel old now

>>41523291
What was Dr. Suporn like? Never got the chance to meet him, just got to visit one of his several beach houses lol.
Did you ever get a revision?

>>41523393
>What was Dr. Suporn like?
a tea slurping comfy fella, rly nice and you could tell with every word he fucking loved his work
one of his secretaries (Ai, I think) cut her hair short because me and 3 other patients all had short hair and she felt inspired
>Did you ever get a revision?
nah
maybe someday when I have the time for it but generally it passes, it works I'm happy with it

>>41518457
What kind of sick freak would anyone want to plow an srsoid when cis women and non-op passoids exist? Why choose an SRS hole over a vagina or a butthole?

>>41524144
Because srs vag and cis vag are p much the same
>inb4 "no look at my botched random story i found on reddit"
Coolio, don't care about botched surgeries or hacks when we discuss good srs poonani

I have gotten so much motivation from this thread

>>41524231
Basado

>>41524144
because most men cant get a ciswoman, and anal is disgusting

>>41524144
Enjoy your poop dick you weirdo

>>41524210
>Because srs vag and cis vag are p much the same
Even the "good" ones look uncanny. They look "off" compared to actual vaginas.
>>41524245
>because most men cant get a ciswoman
If you're struggling to get a cis woman, you're shit outta luck with getting trans women.

>>41515091 (OP)
We did? It's not our fault you refused to listen to the knowers

>>41524144
seething rage at others having healthy functional and literally heteronormative sex lives

>>41515091 (OP)
fuck i should have gone to suporn. im 4 years post op and i cant have sex and my life sucks lol

>>41520028
this is delicious

could you please describe what your bf cumming in you feels like?
what does receiving a mating press feel like?

>>41516409
personally it feels exactly like anal
>>41520028
this is crazy what the fuck it doesn't feel like that for me at all. how can i get this

>>41525663
I'm sorry. Did the surgery go wrong?

>>41525686
i guess so? i mean i think so but the doctor insists there's nothing wrong and most of the issues are like the experience of having it, not aesthetic, so they gaslight me about it because i cant prove anything. like i cant feel 99% of it and it's like a really bad tuck but it looks ok enough for men to fuck so they dont care

>>41525732
who did you go to? what type of srs was it?

I hope there is a fix for it :(

>>41525818
I'm a Biber girl

>>41525818
nyu piv/ppt
>>41526233 isnt me idk who else they are in this thread lol

>>41517392
Probably 15 minutes to cook up the LARP
probably 30 minutes of typing, at points twohanded gooning the man meat

>>41524541
Enjoy your inner gock frot

>>41526290
My vagina isn't made from penis material, weirdo.

>>41526290
>doesn't know about suporn
>>41524610
>the good ones look uncanny
Bout as "uncanny" as every other vag

>>41525680
>could you please describe what your bf cumming in you feels like?
Well I don't really feel the semen shooting out much at all unless it starts running out of my vagina while he's still in me. I do feel vividly when his dick is pulsing inside me though, feels really really nice...
>what does receiving a mating press feel like?
It mostly feels like my legs are gonna cramp up, lol. I need to do more yoga to limber up desu.

>>41525683
>this is crazy what the fuck it doesn't feel like that for me at all. how can i get this
Which parts does it not feel like? Do you not have sensation in your vagina canal? Do you not get any clitoral stimulation during sex when he bottoms out? Anal feels way different for me because it always feels like how taking a big shit does and it feels like something's where it's not supposed to be, whereas vaginal intercourse just feels "right" in a very primal way for me...

>>41527309
Since I haven't tried dick, how to get over the anxiety, seems odd to have someone penetrate you, but also tempting ig
Asking for a friend

>>41526258
>nyu piv/ppt
wtf this is where i've got my consultation scheduled :( i'm sorry you've experienced this i guess i should do more research
>>41527309
op you're making me want to commit myself to Suporn again but i'm so worried they'll never pull my name and i won't be able to afford it even if they do :(( how long did you wait and how much did it cost for you, if you don't mind saying? also, when you talked about your vagina being wet inside earlier, can you describe that? if you're okay with it? everything you're talking about is exactly what i want

>>41527354
Not op but also went to suporn
>cost
In total (hotel, flight and red chair dindin (if you know you know) included) i paid around 15k, this was back in 2014 tho
Surgery itself was 550k Bath iirc
>wet
It's wet on a basic level, when excited it gets more wet, when I masturbate it gets more goopy

>>41527374
how long did you wait for your name to get picked? i'm sure it was less difficult to get a spot eleven years ago but i dunno at least to get some idea
>wetness
thank you..i hope i turn out that way i want so much to be normal

>>41527385
Back then there was no raffle or anthing
Open slots galore you literally just went to the website, picked a date and waited
Could've gotten it p much every week I looked at so I simply picked the date where I'd reach exactly 12 months on hrt to fulfill the requirement
No clue how that raffle thing works, sorry
>thank you
No worries
>I hope it turns out the way I want it to
Iktf, smoked 3 packs and didn't sleep the night before the hospital
It's nerve wrecking but it'll be fine, good luck and I hope everything works out for you

>>41527392
>it'll be fine
thank you for the reassurance..i'm really scared and i'm still not sure about Suporn...i've heard good things about NYU but i really don't know anymore. i just wish i could stop thinking about it all of this makes me so anxious i wish the wait lists were shorter i wish i didn't have to worry about this for so long

>>41527542
Honestly can't imagine the shit you must be going through, I'm sorry you have to wait so long for it. But at least for me it was totally worth it, and I hope that it'll be for you too

>>41527548
truthfully i think i'm freaking out..even if i am completely dry and numb to all feeling and never have sex again in my life it will be worth it for me but this thread is making me so jealous and sad i want to feel like this and be normal
i'm glad you're still around here i always thought you were sweet. thank you for talking to me

>>41527558
Rooting for you
>I want to be normal
I feel you, it is possible so don't give up
I know it's an overused phrase but it genuinely does get better
>always thought you were sweet
Thank you, I have my moments of complete retardation but I try my best
I'm glad you're around too anon

>>41527312
>how to get over the anxiety
IDK how you'd get over the anxiety with a stranger desu. I was able to get over it with my bf our first time because I really wanted him bad and I trust him.
>seems odd to have someone penetrate you
Yeah, it's a little odd at first, I felt really really submissive and a little degraded the first time I got fucked, especially after feeling his cum leaking out after.
>but also tempting ig
It's even more tempting once you know how good it feels lol.

>>41527354
>op you're making me want to commit myself to Suporn again but i'm so worried they'll never pull my name and i won't be able to afford it even if they do :((
You should stick with getting a spot at NYU to make sure you are at least moving towards SRS, but also throw your name in every time the Suporn clinic has a raffle, all the way until your NYU surgery date. There's no guarantee you'll ever get pulled for a surgery date with Dr. Bank, but there's no guarantee you won't either. Before I got my spot I was on the wait list for Meltzer for my third option and had Chettawut as my second option if Suporn Clinic didn't work out.
>how long did you wait and how much did it cost for you
My surgery date was 11 months after I got my spot reserved. The surgery was like $17,500ish in 2023, but I probably spent $21k in total including airlines food and hotel and preparation.
>also, when you talked about your vagina being wet inside earlier, can you describe that? if you're okay with it?
Dr. Bank does a graft of tunica vaginalis into the vaginal lining during surgery which makes your pussy a little wet 100% of the time. Prostate fluid increases the wetness threefold during arousal and intercourse though. It means I need to wear panty liners all the time or my underwear will stain but I don't mind. I love everything about my neovagina.
>everything you're talking about is exactly what i want
I hear that PPT also gives you the permanent wetness too so maybe NYU will be fine in that regard?

>>41527884
>get over it with bf
Ahh fair, maybe i should accept feeling a bit bi at some point
>odd at first
Can't imagine
>even more tempting once you try
Maybe I will at some point
Thanks for sharing, rly tempted but yeah it seems more scary than srs or anything so far

>>41527900
I don't think getting a bf is out of reach for anyone necessarily, but I don't know your circumstances. Do you have any guy friends you could trust with something like a casual hookup?

>>41527946
Idk, tried apps and got like 2 msg in 5 years lmao
>any guy friends
Nah, they're all gay or coworkers who i don't want to come out to

>>41517446
i was thinking the exact same lmao, i like having a dick but this post makes me want to have a pussy too
>cumming doesn't feel as good anymore. I wanna have leg shaking orgasms again damnit.
do you do anal? i also dont cum so hard from my dick anymore, but adding anal stimulation makes it often better than what it was pre hrt. and ive never seen anyone talk about this, but since being on hrt i get insane orgasms by stimulating my ballsack and taint for some reason. i rub it with my hand like girls rub their clitoris. i havent tried but i bet i could cum just from doing that

>>41527312
idk I was drunk my first time and I don't think I would've been able to otherwise. honestly my first sexual experience was kind of awkward and I couldn't bring myself to do more than jerk him off. It got easier after the first few times.
Idk you lay back and spread your legs and it's mostly up to the man. Probably not the most enjoyable sex but it gets you over the anxiety.
>>41527392
I didn't go to suporn but I remember the night before. Getting to the right place was such a rush and then I'm finally in a hotel in the right city and all I have to do is wait. I'm amazed I slept. Then there's that feeling afterwards when my body hurts, my genitals are swollen, bleeding, and can't even be seen due to bandages, and of course the transphobic nurses are being asses of "what the hell did I just do to myself." But by that point the only way through is out, and a lot of that resolved when I got out of the hospital (I hear thai hospitals aren't as bad as americans but some of this is inherent).
>>41527884
I had ppt but idk how any method isn't going to create some moisture inside. I have discharge but I don't wear pantyliners with regularity. It's weird there's an always-wet hole between my legs lol. Maybe not any weirder than having a mouth.
The urethra provides much arousal lubrication (and in cis women the paraurethral glands-the difference is separate exits around the vagina). But in even just PIV the skin is going to keep itself moist and does change based on environment so you're sure to see moisture inside always. Unless you douche every day I guess but that's not where you want to be.
>>41528070
I found people in social groups, picked people who seemed okay with trans people, and didn't tell until we were in bed together. I've also hooked up without saying anything and if they knew they didn't let on.
Pursuing a relationship I want to be able to talk about it of course

>>41528271
>drunk first time
This might work
Thank you!
>transphobic nurses
Thankfully wasn't a thing there
But damn waking up felt weird and yet good
Also the first time I coughed and felt the packing inside my vag
Absolutely indescribable
Jelly you managed to sleep tho
>social groups
That's lowkey the issue, too shy for that
But maybe I'll give apps a try again
>relationship
Yeah I'd be totally open in that too
Just don't know how to do it, been in 3 relationships and all of them weren't initiated by me so I'm just lost a f when it comes to that

>>41528308
Yeah I had no context for what a vagina feels like at first and all the swelling and pressure I felt was really just the packing so getting it out was such a relief. So weird to wake up with a new body part.
a lot of my experience comes from other people initiating so I get that too. I wish I wasn't so shy.

clamfriends itt was getting the surgery as earth-shattering and unbelievable when it happened as i imagine it to be? did it feel unreal? i think i would be struck dumb and probably cry a lot. did you cry a lot?

>>41528373
>So weird to wake up with a new body part.
Yeah fucking awesome bloodmagic shit tbqh
>I wish I wasn't so shy.
Sameee inshallah I'll overcome it in my 30s
>>41528390
Was surreal
Didn't cry tho
Was just happy and felt normal for the first time in a long time

>>41528110
I don't have a bf or anything sadly, so only anal play with myself. its fun and makes the orgasms really good, but its not making me orgasm without touching my dick.
maybe a bf could make me cum from it?
I feel like a bf I love could make me cum from sucking his dick alone. damn I want one so badly..
but damn, now I gotta try stimulating my taint lol

>>41528390
>was getting the surgery as earth-shattering and unbelievable when it happened as i imagine it to be?
It kind of was, yeah. I remember waking up and being high on morphine but still thinking "oh my gosh, that thing I've hated since I was a little kid is finally gone.
>did it feel unreal?
I remember just before they put me under anesthesia when they asked for my consent to do the operation one last time, and how it felt unreal to say yes... It also felt very unreal to get on the first plane to Thailand, it was like thinking "wtf am I actually doing?"
>i think i would be struck dumb and probably cry a lot. did you cry a lot?
I cried from happiness once while in the hospital bed after which was really embarrassing since my mom was there with me. I've also cried a few times after really emotional sex post-op.

>>41528400
>felt normal
i need this. i am so desperate for plain-old life
thank you
>>41528585
thank you as well i'm not sure what i hoped to gain from this but it just made me more sad and jealous lol..i will feel this someday

>>41528969
Are you on a waitlist or saving up yet Nona?

>>41529287
yes. waiting for my consultation with NYU in two years and i have $10k saved. it's not enough and i don't know how i'm going to make it work but if Suporn draws my lot i am sure i will. i would do anything for this. hopefully i'll have a better job that will allow me to save more soon, though..i am more terrified than anything that by the time i'm able to get surgery with NYU if Suporn doesn't pan out it won't be legal anymore. i don't know how to free myself from that anxiety

>>41530842
I'd highly recommend looking into Chettawut as a third option (for if your other two options fall through). I've heard that people get great results there too and they still use a regular waitlist system.

not trying to be toxic but what kind of chad are you dating that not only is attracted to a trans woman, is somehow ok with a post-op trans (already an unicorn) and then somehow is masculine and virile enough to be horny and fuck you 4 times a day?

>>41530991
The four times in a day has happened only a couple of times, to be fair. Once or twice a day is the most common. I hope you're not implying being attracted to a post-op trans woman is a bad thing though...

>>41527309
idk i think vaginal also just feels like taking a big shit but more painful

>>41532070
Strange, it's never felt that way for me, I wonder why that is..

>>41532526
me too. i want your life lol idk why i did everything right but ended up like this...

>>41530952
yes, ma'am. i will do this. thank you.