>>41586728 (OP)
I have an almost identical story. A transbian preyed on me online after a difficult break up. Of course at first, not knowing the truth, i was elated to have found someone with whom i meshed so well. And similarly, seeing that person IRL broke the illusion. I was more liberal minded at the time so i tried my best, but it never worked.
The worst, which brought me back into therapy too, for several more years, was when we tried to have sex. They had had SRS, and trying to be open-minded, i tried to have sex like i do with bio women. After fingering them, i tried to go down on them. I watched intently the reality of this surgery, apparently that had "healed well", before doing anything more involved.
As I tried to finger them more, to bring more time, I peered into this unnatural "neovagina". A heavy silence fell. I could swear I saw the lights flicker for a brief instant. Deep into the obscurity of this crevice, there was *something*. It called to me. It spoke to me in my head. It said:
> Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn
I don't know what happened next. I woke up in my bed, covered head to toe with a strange mucus. My "girlfriend" was nowhere to be found. No trace on my phone, the yuri memes were gone from my computer, as if they had never existed.
