Thread 41590588

You are either a woman since birth and hormones help you pass or you are a genetic and psychological male and you shouldn’t even be on hormones
I’m the later
My body is male. My brain is too. I was born to be man.
This isn’t about passing and appearance by the by

passing is a myth

There is trans.

>>41590590
trans people aren't real
crossdressers are real, trans people are not
hope this helps

gender is socially reified
transwomen are women who are males
its perfectly possible to eradicate gay men entirely

>>41590588 (OP)
>My body is male. My brain is too.
I wonder who's brains aren't male too
>I was born to be man.
I wonder which type of people weren't

>>41590595
trans are real.

>>41590610
you cannot look female if you are xy

>>41590614
HAHAHAAHAHAHA
youre retarded brutha.

>>41590609
Women
That’s the answer you are looking for

>>41590588 (OP)
its never too late. do the needful nona

>>41590676
Trans women too, obviously

>>41590719
Trans women are just women with genetic defect it’s like saying ginger women or women with crows feet

then why does estrogen feel good bitch

>>41590810
A) you were born female
B) you have a fetish
C) you wish it did so it does even if it’s not true

>>41590679
I just don’t need it enough or want it or love it

>>41590810
because you feel less guilty with your sexuality and anger chemically suppressed

>>41590858
>>41590810
so thats what trans is then, boom

>>41590941
>trans is when you do drugs

>>41590588 (OP)
Copemaster 3000

>>41591545
>>41590858
i love doing drugs that castrates and suppresses me

>>41590588 (OP)
>You are either a woman since birth
yeah if you are born with a vagina and uterus

>>41591983
wheee i love being castrated its so much fun

>>41591957
What’s the cope?
I’m telling the truth
>>41592054
No you can be a woman born with penis
It’s an intersex condition

>>41592065
>i love being castrated its so much fun
yesssss

>>41590588 (OP)
Tbh idc too much if you retard call me male. Doesn't change the fact I've been on estrogen a third of my life and additionally lack cock 'n' balls. Calling me a man is another story though, that's a lie as I've only been a boy and a woman

>>41592956
I think you are the former aka born female with male deformities

>>41592889
Do animals love being castrated as much as humans do?

>>41591983
I wish it actually made me feel more abd be able to cry but I guess feeding my small penis fetish is ok

>>41590614
Yes I can.

>>41594553
I envy you as an xy male man

What if you love androgynous blobs

>>41590588 (OP)
you are insanely cucked

>>41594686
Why
What does that even mean in this context

>>41594652
Enjoy your xx femboy? Idk I’m kot a chaser

>>41594695
you let deterministic "born this way" narratives seep into your brain and conception of yourself to the point where you're too paralyzed by guilt to do what you want to do with your life, so instead you watch others do it, like a cuck

>>41594706
then why you even care about the damn topic

>>41594728
I am utterly incapable of being like others

>>41594815
cope, you just don't have the willpower, materially there's nothing stopping you

>>41594843
maybe i ;lack something immaterial
im on hrt
but
i know it means nothing if im not "it"
just an ugly fat loser male

>>41590588 (OP)
If you consider ftms to be women, then my "woman" brain is telling you to take estrogen. To be a woman you have to listen to the woman brain.

>>41595594
no
i consider 99% of ftms as men
its the opposite of trans women essentially
uim on hrt estrogen for the record
it doesnt matter

>>41595614
I don't know to what degree, but I saw couple of trans women start taking estrogen (and one progesterone). Their behavior definitely shifted and they're not good actors. Wouldn't be able to fake it.
Like I said, I don't know to what degree it helps brain change because of virilization. But I've noticed the difference between me and them become even more apparent. Try it. If you don't feel any shift of your emotional state within a month or two, you'll have your answer. Something tells me, however, you would feel it.

>>41595969
ive been on hrt for two years

>>41596158
Oh, I see. This was just an emotional outburst of stress and sadness you needed to get out. That's normal.

On a more serious note, there's no need to punish yourself like this. Have someone pamper you. None of this bullshit will matter once you get to relax and take this online hubris off for couple of hours.

>>41590589
Trannies should just focus on being femininely beautiful, rather than trying to be female. Also, female doesn't automatically mean beautiful. There's plenty of males more femininely beautiful than females.

>>41595969
imo this is where the line should be. If estrogen doesnt change your personality, If you are one of those people that says estrogen had no mental effects, you are a dude. The end.

otoh if estrogen cause significant mental changes, bam, you are female trained and finally getting what you have needed all your life

>>41596592
>otoh if estrogen cause significant mental changes, bam, you are female brained and finally getting what you have needed all your life
fixed

>>41596592
I don't want to negate that, it does help and it can show there's an alignment. I also believe personal happiness is important and whatever helps you achieve it, works. Whether it's resignation or being "affirmed". Do what feels right and fuck the rest. Good life is the biggest proof and outweighs theory.

Still, whichever works, my suggestion to ask to be taken care of and ignore this for a moment works.

>>41596681
The problem is making yourself happy in a way that grates on others becomes a social problem, and we arent always going to like the fixes normie society comes up with. Those hons in r/translater are happy, but I can pretty much guarantee you nobody that has to interact with them is.

>>41596447
You are a male alright since you so retarded and oblivious

>>41596592
What if I can’t even tell if I’m any different
I think am but what if I’m gaslighting myself and I’m not? What if it’s all fake? That’s also very luckily I feel
>>41596681
It is impossible to rationalize happiness when I’m so depressed
Nothing feels like happiness, it’s all mild

>>41596681
>>41596447
I’m not punishing myself nor do I need to be taken care of, I’m just rationalizing my situation and unhappiness

>>41597459
>It is impossible to rationalize happiness when I’m so depressed
>Nothing feels like happiness, it’s all mild
Sounds like you're suffering from the paradox of hedonism.

>>41597475
Oops! Guess my life is really that comfortable! Didn’t know. I guess yeah
It’s not like anything happens
I’m just sitting around doing retail or sleeping with a bit of chores and gaming
Nothing happens

>>41597491
The more you try to actively feel good, the more you'll just frustrate yourself. It has to come "naturally."

>>41597614
Yep
That’s a good idea
I guess I’ll just not exist and do nothing

>>41597630
Hope it works out.

>>41597459
>What if I can’t even tell if I’m any different
>I think am but what if I’m gaslighting myself and I’m not? What if it’s all fake? That’s also very luckily I feel
Based on my own experience there is no way you wouldn't be able to notice. I feel like a completely different person. People that knew me from before say im a different person.
All I have to do is pay attention to reality and every aspect of it has a different quality about it.

Maybe if you are lost in thought or daydreaming all the time you wouldn't notice a difference?

>>41597731
Just more proof I’m what I’m
I guess it’s true
I guess I need to stop these games

>>41595540
yeah, the x factor is actually real.

like you could give me 200k worth of surgeries and id never be able to act actually feminine like a woman so it would be pointless. nobody would ever mistake me for a girl, they would see right through it and know its all a pretense

>>41598268
Yeeeep
Not growing up with a female heart
Not having one
Nothing matters anymore than that

>>41598211
Yeah, you need to stop being retarded.

>>41598678
Can’t help it
Can’t help being the retard that I am