Thread 41604460

I started HRT at 30 I am a joke of a human

>>41604460 (OP)
Yes! I started at 17

>>41604460 (OP)
Yea i started at 16 i cant imagine if I waited 14 years. that’s insane. do you even pass at all? why start so late?

>>41604460 (OP)
I started at 16 and still ended up a hon

i would say it's better late than never. i wish you luck and hope you find happiness.

i started at 28. i had figured i was trans by the time i was 23 but kept trying to negotiate my self out of it and then got gatekept for years by healthcare and was too stupid to start diy. i wish i could go back and just get on diy asap. also wish i could have figured it out earlier but i was busy trying to not kill my self rather than doing self reflection

>>41604460 (OP)
You made a mistake you can make it as a man just try and tough it out

>>41604729
>do you even pass at all?
Of course not
>why start so late?
Repped my entire 20s away until it just blew up

>>41604831
>was too stupid to start diy.
Same

>>41604875
>you can make it as a man just try and tough it out
I am a man just a man on HRT.

>>41604460 (OP)
Yeah, where was all that dysphoria before now. Reppers aren't valid so don't try to excuse it with that

>>41605020
you already know this mfer gooned himself into “dysphoria”. the older you are the more likely your transition is motivated by a fetish

>>41604460 (OP)
I started 12 years ago and now im 30 like you :)

>>41604460 (OP)
the only joke is that you're on 4chan with a bunch of self hating trannies, get off the board

>>41604831
you are mentally ill and also retarded. being a tranny is just a weird fixation not a fix or your true self

>>41605056
Honestly I agree with that. Not because I'm a young shit but because it seems like older transition era tend to be VERY sexual about it

>>41605100
Transitioners*

yet another autist convincing himself he's trans

>>41605020
>Reppers aren't valid
Could have just started with that

>>41605056
>you already know this mfer gooned himself into “dysphoria”.
My sex dropped significantly on HRT but I'm still taking it

>>41604460 (OP)
yeah same, better start laughing it can help make things better

>>41606392
>My sex dropped significantly on HRT but I'm still taking it
this has never been a refutation.

>>41607566
I feel a lot better than the past few years at least

>>41607584
Maybe it isn't but even if I'm faketrans and memed myself into it maybe it's better than repping

>>41604460 (OP)
My older sister started at 28 and after 12 years she passes fine, but maybe that's just to me because I'm a tranny, but I don't think she gets misgendered even though she has tranny voice

>>41609141
>after 12 years she passes

great so i can look forward to finally making it when im a 40 year old hag

>>41609474
on bright side, trans women can be mommymoders until theyre 70

25. i waver between feeling very happy with myself and feeling disgusted with myself.

>>41609474
better than being a 40 year old man /shrug
I hate her guts because she's a shitty person but at least she passes

>>41604460 (OP)
You're not.

>>41605056
browsing this bored made me get dysphoria, i unironically. i want a refund, this fucking sucks.

>>41609806
would be nice if we could get a refund somewhere.

>>41609806
>>41609839
>NO REFUNDS

>>41604460 (OP)
I started at 29 after spending my entire twenties repping. We can be jokes together.

>>41604460 (OP)
I started just before turning 36.

doesn't really tell anything if you don't say why you started it

>>41609943
at that age you will very likely have spent most of your live living male. nobody will say “oh anon lived as a woman for as long as I can remember!” they’ll say “oh yea he thought he was a woman towards the end of his life.” terrible to imagine

>>41609869
>after spending my entire twenties repping.
You beat me by a year so not your entire 20s

>>41609950
>why you started it
I'm faketrans and convinced myself I don't need it because I'm faketrans years ago and then dissociated my 20s away until one day I just went for it

>>41610094
>I'm faketrans and convinced myself I don't need it because I'm faketrans years ago and then dissociated my 20s away until one day I just went for it
yeah but, like are you trying to pass or taking it just for the vibes or something

>>41604729
HRT was not widely known outside troonited states until barely 10 years ago. For someone OP's age they were already fucked by the time they found out about it, so repping seems like a good idea until cant any longer

>>41610101
>are you trying to pass or taking it just for the vibes or something
I'm never going to pass so I'm just trying to avoid masculinizing. Haven't even started laser yet

>>41610046
Nta but what if you took birth control in your teens out of desperation, went on hrt in your mid 20s for years, then waned off and lived as this unusually pretty boy until your mid 30s and then started hrt again

>>41610298
glad you reached a point where you could be yourself. fucked up what you had to go through

>>41605020
You can definitely mask or be in denial about “dysphoria”. All dysphoria is is discomfort with your birth gender. That’s it. Basic distress. It’s not an actual complex mental illness, it was only left in the DSM V so your parents can bill the insurance company instead of paying out of pocket. It has no features other than “I really don’t like x and want to be y”.
>>41605056
What’s the difference between fetish and sexuality? Between sexuality and self?

>>41610345
read Anne Lawrence

>>41610399
Yeah Anne is a creep and wrong. Her generation and the sexologists before her are just leftovers from the era when almost any non-heterosexual procreative sex was labeled a paraphilic disorder. They have absolutely zero definitive proof of what causes people to have different orientations, different fetishes, or being gender nonconforming. All they have is Freudian inversion theory quack horseshit and that’s why the ones that are still around have been shoved into the corner.

>>41604460 (OP)
me too

sometimes you just have too many debuffs that compound to start earlier

>>41610530
Me too nona. I tried ;_;

>>41610046
Miraculously passing despite it all changes the math on that.

>>41604460 (OP)
i started at 22 and honestly same

i started at 17 and it seems like it barely made a difference

>>41604460 (OP)
Of course not. I started at 38

i started at like 14-15

>>41604460 (OP)

If you start late you can reverse about 10 years of your body's age. It is expensive and time consuming and requires you to actually put in effort.

Get on an age reversal supplement program, look into nad and nmn, just ask chat gpt to make you a program

You need to start using lotions and sunscreen asap. Depending how bad your skin is you may need a multi step program. Again just ask chatgpt, look into things with urea, glycolic acid, retinol

You need to have your mitochondrial functions checked and make sure your body can actually use the fuel you're giving it.

If life allows it, do a thru hike of a very very long trail 5+ months, AT, PCT, CDT. This will permanentely rewire your body to store fat and burn energy differently than people that have never done this.

Get a sauna.

Do this over a few years and you will be biologically 10 years younger than you are today.

>>41613015
Yeah I'm doing a lot more skincare now but like I'm not sure about any of the other stuff

But I did know a cis woman who was super into all of this stuff and she looked ridiculously young for her age

I hangout with more ftms irl . Transboys are precious angels and transgirls are wicked demons

>>41604460 (OP)
how big did your gock turn out to be?

>>41604460 (OP)
I started at 35, we can be jokes together <3

keep at it sis!!

>>41605020
oh its there, its just incredible how well humans can disassociate.

think about all the humans that you have seen that manage to cary on somewhat normal lives while surrounded by horrific conditions. think civilians in war zones, indians in india, etc. that is what reppers tap into.

also you youngshits have no idea what society was like. it made repping look like the only sane path.

>>41607584
its 100% a refutation. you are claming transition is a motivated by libido when hrt objectively crashes the male libido. it is destruction of the male libido.

>>41610046
and you'll never pass despite starting young. we all have our shit to work through

>>41615654
Lol this. Zoomers were prompted to explore their gender identity at a young age by woke teachers. As a millennial I got fucked with constantly just for being bi. There were no trans students, they didn’t exist.

>>41604831
>wish i could have figured it out earlier but i was busy trying to not kill my self
mood

>>41604460 (OP)
>try to start during covid
>cant get a doctors appointment anywhere
>keep repping for another 5 years

>>41615796
this. they frame the question like why didnt we transition when others were transitioning. nobody was transitioning.

i watched the gay/queer/theater kids getting fucked with, i didnt want any of that. and I knew what was going on with me was so much worse (socially) than being kinda faggy. so i buried it deep and hoped it would go away.

>>41605020
Sorry for being alive. I'll kms soon hopefully