Thread 41607033

>think I might just be too agp to be genuinely attracted to men
>get with a guy I know who's a typical masc dude and get naked with him, instantly attracted to his hairy body, love feel his facial hair against my face, smother his smelly hairy balls in my face
Oh waow that's kinda unexpected....

>>41607033 (OP)
meta attraction do be like that

>>41607033 (OP)
isn't this just like a normal attraction to guys?

>>41607088
isnt that the whole point of the post?

>>41607033 (OP)
>get with a guy I know who's a typical masc dude and get naked with him
how does this even happen
where do people on this board find straight men they are all puritan chud losers who are impossible to crack

>>41607283
presumably they go outside. believe it or not i see straight men relatively often

>>41607283
College, duh...

>>41607283
>straight men are all puritan chud losers who are impossible to crack
where the fuck do you live? just in 4chan? men are soooo easy to bed

>>41607299
>go outside
>>41607312
>College
i've been going to classes, bars, and parties for three years and have only been hit on by cis women and ftms
maybe the straight men are too pussy here but the only time i've seen other trans women out here they have cis girlfriends
>>41607351
>men are soooo easy to bed
i have never once been approached and they seem impenetrable to even flirt with, im just sort of a joke to test pickup lines on before they go after a cis woman

>>41607283
>who are impossible to crack
That's the problem sis, you're looking at the wrong ones. Straight guys that want to be with a tgirl are already here, you need to advertise yourself better

>>41607567
>you need to advertise yourself better
im autistic and don't understand marketing, is there any hope for me or am i stuck long distance dating someone who will never see me

>>41607606
What state are you from, or city if you're not burger?

>>41607667
i wouldn't really like to give that out but its not like you can't see my IP if you really try
AZ, i think the men here are pretty normal and normal men just prefer a cisf if one is in the same room at the end of the day

>>41607911
Its okay, I wasnt trying to zoom on you, just wanting to know a general location. So for transgirls, hookup apps like tinder aint it, because people will simply look for sex and not see you as the girl you are, and filtering there is gonna be really hellish.

Unfortunately your probably best bets are looking for local AZ discords or gaming community ones.

>>41607992
>discord
i really don't like it, it makes normal people have weird power trips
everyone's server has weird made up rules and acts like they're part of some clique because they created an indian caste system in the server roles

>>41608369
Hah true, thats one way to say it. What kind of hobbies or activities you do?

>>41608406
i make music and learn to program on bare metal in my free time, i would like to do either as a career (preferably programming, music is just about how many tees you can sell)

>>41608676
And what about perhaps using music on something you're programming, like a game for example?

>>41608814
i don't program games, i'm a lot more interested in the boot process
security vulnerabilities like the intel ME being capable of running SMI calls allows malware to be installed without the OS knowing, and computer users are not given the freedom to view intel's ME code at all.
i'd like to make freedom-preserving BIOS software more widely available and accessible and hopefully get work in the embedded industry or something. intel has a fab here, maybe I could free the license for the ME eventually.

>>41608369
havent read the rest of the thread but i just wanted to say this is literally true i fucking HATE discord servers
its not bad as just a one on one messaging service though

>>41607480
That means you don't even remotely pass.

>>41608369
>>41609041
in my experience all discord servers already feel to established to really properly socialise with people

>>41609041
>its not bad as just a one on one messaging service though
yeah, i use it to talk to one friend and its fine for that but servers are just awful environments
>>41609058
>That means you don't even remotely pass.
sure, but neither does any trans porn star that straight men would drag their balls through glass for
the kinsey scale exists for a reason
>>41609061
>in my experience all discord servers already feel too established to really properly socialise with people
huge agree, you just feel like a fly on the wall and get drowned out

>>41609061
>>41609172
same
normal people know how to naturally integrate themselves into a new social circle though
normal people can do that
its how they got there in the first place
we lack that ability tho
so we just have to suffer
>>41609061
>i use it to talk to one friend
yah me too

>>41609198
>normal people know how to naturally integrate themselves into a new social circle though
>normal people can do that
>its how they got there in the first place
>we lack that ability tho
>so we just have to suffer
even when i hang out irl with any group ever, i will physically get pushed out of a circle people will be talking in, this has happened since long before transitioning
its like there's this tribal thing normies do that shunts off autists from ever having social interactions outside of controlled environments, it's really weird and makes me very sad to be so aware of it

>>41609172
straight dude here
please provide an example of the kind of porn star you're talking about

>>41607033 (OP)
you may be a little gay

>>41609257
makes me sad too but oh well
i too have been aware of this for a long time
whatre we to do about it though?
i tried to find comfort in other autists
other people i thought might be like me
but
you know that whole theory?
where some people believe that autists can actually communicate just fine with each other, and that the only reason we struggle doing that with normalfags is because we have a difference in communication style from then, so we can do just fine with our own
in my experience thats complete bullshit
in my experience even other autists dont want other autists
they would all choose a normalfag over another one of their own any day of the week. youd think our shared struggle and shared life experiences would breed some camaraderie, but no. we dont want to accept in others what we expect to be accepted in ourselves
we have a deficit in communication, not a difference. putting two autists together is like adding two negative numbers, it just becomes even less, doesnt make it positive.
we just have to be alone
and miserable
oh well

>>41609263
go to the trans category
pick one
passing isn't really a concern for me, i look almost exactly like my mom and my body has made other mtfs seethe with jealousy (i have small ribs, brandy melville crop tops are the only shirts i wear)
>>41609340
my best friend is also autistic and i used to be a huge fucking douche to him when i was trying to suck up to normies, i've been better to him since then and we still talk almost every day. i think if you have a best friend as an autistic person, you're pretty lucky!

>>41607033 (OP)
got hard just reading this, am i a faggot

>>41609429
>go to the trans category
I never go to pornhub or similar, their content is absolutely dogshit. I pirate OF and the like.
If you want an example of someone I find super hot here it is coomer st/fansly/user/545809318209921024
the thing is I'm aware I'll never meet someone that hot irl

>>41609488
>If you want an example of someone I find super hot here it is
i don't want that, i hate porn and i'm not clicking that
i'm a woman, chaser retard, get off my board

>>41609515
you were the one who brought up porn to begin with, not me lmao
you said porn actresses don't pass, which means you know what they look like, i ask for an example and i'm the bad guy?

>>41609540
filthy pornsick scum read some fucking andrea dworkin and come back when you're ready to apologize to all women for your disgusting rapist brain

>>41609429
>my best friend is also autistic and i used to be a huge fucking douche to him when i was trying to suck up to normies
mhmm proving my point
hate normalfags, would like other autists but..this
everyone sucks. guess ill just stay lonely

>>41609551
having a hon melty won't change reality, you know?
based on your posts i have to go ask if you've ever considered your issues with meeting people are due to being insufferable

>>41609558
>mhmm proving my point
>hate normalfags, would like other autists but..this
>everyone sucks. guess ill just stay lonely
eh, i was a teenager, every teenager does shitty things to their friends once or twice. 13 years is a long time to know someone, and that was 7 years ago, we're better friends now than we were before.
when i did that i learned i was a retard, and i missed my old friend who liked the things i liked. we just settled the beef, i apologized and expressed my gratitude for his friendship and we were friends again.
>>41609560
>having a hon melty won't change reality, you know?
>based on your posts i have to go ask if you've ever considered your issues with meeting people are due to being insufferable
YWNGATGABJ

>>41607283
Date a masculine nb or a masculine bisexual man. we exist (I'm both). Only a man who's in touch with his inner world can give you the strength and stability you need.

>>41609488
Yeah she's very beautiful, reminds me of my ex...

now I'm all sad

>>41609709
on the other hand consider yourself lucky you even met someone like that

>>41607033 (OP)
>>get with a guy I know who's a typical masc dude and get naked with him, instantly attracted to his hairy body, love feel his facial hair against my face, smother his smelly hairy balls in my face
based!!! happy for u
>>love feel his facial hair against my face
also this is weirdly specifically relatable ..

>>41609481
idk i got hard but im not genuinely androphilic, just metaattracted

>>41609921
Yes and then I ruined it all. This is all just ropefuel

>>41607033 (OP)
congrats ur a gay man

>>41607033 (OP)
what else did u do with him anon