>>41610204 (OP)
>>41610233
It's brutal. I think what hurts me the most is that she gets upset with her body more than I do about mine. Like I get it, viewing it from her perspective, I get why she feels unattractive. She's overweight and has a rectangle body. That said, I would kill to have her body and voice and everything. I'm a disgusting giant compared to her. She's short, small hands and feet, she has a pussy, she's able to have children. I'm insanely jealous. I'm bigger than most men by every metric. So I sit there, with my clown feet, my clown hands, my giant fat hon body that's twice her weight, while she calls herself fat and ugly. I reassure her and I'm there to support her, but I die every time on the inside knowing if I looked like her 90% of my problems would be solved.