Thread 41619457

>transitioned like 12 years ago
>pass, no one irl knows other than my husband
>good career, good life
>get drunk
>still doom about whether I'd even be trans if I hadn't been molested as a kid
why am I like this

>>41619457 (OP)
everyone gets sick of the dissociated 'it id what it is nigga shieeeeet' phase

>>41619457 (OP)
see a therapist, trauma is actually quite treatable especially if you have a good living situation now

>>41619467
I've been seeing a therapist since I was 10

>>41619457 (OP)
Most people were molested as kids. 99% of them didnt turn out trans. You were always going to be a tranny. It was likely genetic.

>>41619478
you'd probably been gay yeah but trans is due to dupont and 3m dumping plastic softeners in the water ways which acts like estrogen in the womb disrupting certain developmental stages

>>41619485
>Most people were molested as kids.
no shot, right?

>>41619508
citation? genuinely interested

nigga just posted a pic of walmart lmaoo senpai

>>41619652
The thought process was "what is the least identifiable picture I could possibly post"

>>41619485
this is kinda comforting in a fucked up way btw

>>41619515
it's at least 1/3 girls and 1/6 boys and is probably higher due to forgetting (especially if it happened very early in childhood), not understanding it was abuse, refusing to accept it was abuse, etc

>>41619533
alex jones has them attached to the "they're turning the frogs gay" articles

>>41619826
When get to talk to people more freely and use the definition many in that 1/3 girls stat use, basically everyone I know has experienced it. So even if the stats dont say a true majority of over 50%, i just suspect it would be.

>>41619864
yeah I agree, the stats represent a lower limit, but I'm pretty sure it's higher as well
it feels weird being aware of this, because you basically can't look at any social problem in society in the same way as you did before, it's like this enormous thing simmering everything that no one is willing to talk

>>41620009
Is also thing where people start going "well where are all the rapists" when only need one creep uncle or grandparent, and the entire family and friends have had over are at risk. 1 in 50 being fucked is enough to cause this.

>>41620044
yeah, and then when you have COCSA caused by that it's like a chain reaction almost that reverberates through a family and beyond
I also think people just have a hard time reconciling the fact that a rapist/molester isn't always some one-dimensionally evil cartoon villain, a lot of them are pretty normal which makes it much harder to accept they're capable of something so disgusting, this really impeded my own understanding of what happened to me as sexual abuse

>>41619485
No actually they weren't. Your experience and the similar experiences of the people you choose to associate with is not the reality for most people.

>>41619457 (OP)
I am a useless lonely drugged out tranny that will never pass and also wonder if its bc I got raped as a kid. What a life

>>41619457 (OP)
wtf huge relate. I've been telling myself "probably, so what" for so long but it's kinda miserable.
I mean I'm happy now, I'm kind of okay with how my mind is, I know I can't change it... So what's the use thinking about hypotheticals.

>>41620072
Messes with head how they can be nice, then just turn gooner for kid genitals, then switch back like nothing happened.
>>41620085
The bar is pretty low for this. We aren't talking penetrative rape. Could be left with a friends older sibling, get touched there once, now youre a statistic. You're probably thinking more sustained or violent shit.

>>41620141
Kids playing doctor isn't the power dynamic most people associate with molestation and trauma anon. If you're claiming that everyone has been molested and it only affects some, then clearly there's some threshold of severity it must cross to turn people into insane trannies.

>>41620141
my friend made me pee next to him to prove i was a homie. did he RAPE me?

>>41620288
>your 57 year old uncle was just playing doctor with your 6 year old penis
What is the threshold of power dynamic to count, having the pope rape your asshole?

>>41619457 (OP)
my local Walmart hired a gigahon to be a greeter and it alone has brought down trans optics in my town by like 50%

>>41620357
Walmart knew what they were doing when hired her

>>41619457 (OP)

Don't consume alcohol and get intoxicated it preys on your insecurities and can turn a good life into a shitty life pretty quickly.

>>41619508
explain ftms then

>>41619457 (OP)
>>41620357
I met someone who I think is another transgirl working at Walmart, which I just started working at. I've spoken to her a few times and I really want to be friends with her, she plays vidya and stuff and I think we'd get along really well, but for the fucking life of me, every single time I want to approach her, I just get too scared. She waves at me pretty often, though. I'm just afraid she'll think I'm annoying.
Anyway, she's shorter than me and girlmodes, she existentially mogs me. At least I've actually voice trained, though.

>>41620317
You're an idiot with no reading comprehension and I hope you die

>>41622675
OP said molested. most who get penetratively raped and dont troon. why would setting a stronger threshold just within "molested" change things much.

>>41620565
99% are trenders/tomboys. the remainder are actual trutrans